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20 INTRODUCTION<br />

way than by not offending Thee, nei<strong>the</strong>r by <strong>the</strong> slightest<br />

thought, nor by <strong>the</strong> least movement of my faculties;<br />

and I shall rest only when all my actions shall be ac<br />

cording <strong>to</strong> thy pleasure and good<br />

will.&quot; The Lord an<br />

swered :<br />

&quot;My<br />

continual help and favors shall not fail<br />

<strong>the</strong>e, if thou correspond <strong>to</strong> <strong>the</strong>m. In order that thou<br />

mayest do it so much <strong>the</strong> better, I wish <strong>to</strong> perform a<br />

work, which is in keeping with <strong>the</strong> love I have for <strong>the</strong>e.<br />

I will connect my immutable Being with thy insignifi<br />

cance by an especial Providence, chaining and binding<br />

<strong>the</strong>e in such a way, that, whenever thou shalt, in <strong>the</strong><br />

weakness of thy will, do anything less pleasing <strong>to</strong> Me,<br />

thou shalt feel my influence detaining and recalling <strong>the</strong>e<br />

<strong>to</strong> Me. The effect of this blessing Thou shalt know and<br />

feel immediately within thyself, just like a slave, who<br />

is bound by chains in order that she may not fly.&quot;<br />

20. To <strong>the</strong> great joy and advantage of my soul <strong>the</strong><br />

Almighty fulfilled his promise and among many o<strong>the</strong>r<br />

favors and blessings (which may not be mentioned and<br />

none has been so<br />

which do not concern my purpose),<br />

precious <strong>to</strong> me as this one. I perceive it not only in<br />

great dangers, but in <strong>the</strong> smallest; and in such a way,<br />

that if I neglect or carelessly omit any work or ceremony,<br />

although it be no more than <strong>to</strong> humiliate myself or <strong>to</strong><br />

kiss <strong>the</strong> floor on entering <strong>the</strong> choir <strong>to</strong> adore <strong>the</strong> Lord,<br />

as is<br />

cus<strong>to</strong>mary in <strong>the</strong> convent, I at once feel a sweet<br />

force, which draws me and calls my attention <strong>to</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />

defect, and which, on its part, permits not <strong>the</strong> least im<br />

perfection. If sometimes in my weakness I fall in<strong>to</strong> any,<br />

this divine force is at once present, causing in me heart<br />

rending pain. This pain serves as a check <strong>to</strong> <strong>the</strong> least<br />

disorderly inclination and at <strong>the</strong> same time as a goad<br />

<strong>to</strong>ward seeking immediate remedy for <strong>the</strong> fault or im<br />

perfection committed. As <strong>the</strong> gifts of <strong>the</strong> Lord are<br />

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