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4 INTRODUCTION<br />

star of <strong>the</strong> sea, he must guide and direct his course amid<br />

<strong>the</strong> waves. I am trying <strong>to</strong> do <strong>the</strong> same in <strong>the</strong> midst of<br />

<strong>the</strong>se multitudinous and <strong>to</strong>rmenting temptations and<br />

fears. Guided by my Star, <strong>the</strong> most holy Mary, in whom,<br />

through obedience, I can ascertain and fix my will upon<br />

<strong>the</strong> will of <strong>the</strong> Eternal, and being many times afflicted,<br />

full of unquietness and fear, I cry out from <strong>the</strong> bot<strong>to</strong>m<br />

of my heart and say: &quot;My<br />

Lord and most high God,<br />

what shall I do in my doubts ? Shall I proceed, or shall<br />

I desist, in writing this his<strong>to</strong>ry? Do thou, O Mo<strong>the</strong>r<br />

of grace and my Instructress, make known <strong>to</strong> me thy will<br />

and that of thy divine Son.&quot;<br />

2. I must confess truly, and as due <strong>to</strong> <strong>the</strong> divine con<br />

descension, that God has always answered my clamors<br />

and has never denied me his paternal kindness in making<br />

known his will in many ways. Although this is suf<br />

ficiently evident in <strong>the</strong> assistance rendered <strong>to</strong> me in<br />

<strong>the</strong> writing of <strong>the</strong> first and second parts, yet besides<br />

this proof, <strong>the</strong>re are innumerable o<strong>the</strong>r assurances given<br />

me by <strong>the</strong> Lord himself, by his most holy Mo<strong>the</strong>r, and<br />

his angels, so that evidences have been heaped upon<br />

evidences, and testimonies upon testimonies, <strong>to</strong> counter<br />

act my cowardice and fear. What is more, <strong>the</strong> angels<br />

and min<br />

<strong>the</strong>mselves in visible shapes, being <strong>the</strong> prelates<br />

isters of <strong>the</strong> Lord in his holy Church, have pointed out<br />

and reiterated <strong>the</strong> divine commandment, bidding me <strong>to</strong><br />

believe and execute this commission, and <strong>to</strong> continue <strong>to</strong><br />

<strong>the</strong> end. Nor was <strong>the</strong>re wanting <strong>to</strong> me <strong>the</strong> light of<br />

en<br />

infused science, which sweetly and forcefully called,<br />

of <strong>the</strong><br />

lightened and moved my heart <strong>to</strong> <strong>the</strong> knowledge<br />

highest perfection, <strong>the</strong> most immaculate holiness, <strong>the</strong><br />

most perfect virtue and <strong>the</strong> most desirable of what can<br />

be sought by <strong>the</strong> will. It has at <strong>the</strong> same time referred<br />

me <strong>to</strong> all this as enclosed and reserved, like a hidden<br />

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