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ANGEL LIGHT - Fire and Ice Ministries River of Life Fellowship

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36 Angel <strong>of</strong> Light<br />

London spend any time with me? I am the greatest <strong>of</strong> nobodies! This<br />

was bigger than me.<br />

I skipped forward quite a bit in my visit to London with Roger I know,<br />

but let me take you back to returning from Pensacola in 1997. I was<br />

still in bondage to many things. I had a demon st<strong>and</strong> over me one day<br />

as I fell asleep. I awoke to see him st<strong>and</strong>ing over me chanting in a foreign<br />

language I did not know. It scared me. S<strong>and</strong>y (my wife) <strong>and</strong> I<br />

didn’t know each other at this time <strong>and</strong> we both were so unstable in our<br />

Christian walks to say the least. If I could go back in time I would h<strong>and</strong>le<br />

so much differently, but I can’t. I am actually so thankful for all I<br />

have been through. I know my ministry now has great stability <strong>and</strong><br />

strength, but it took the failures to prepare me for what God has truly<br />

called me to do. I believe there is a special calling upon my wife <strong>and</strong> I<br />

to minister to people that have been hurt emotionally <strong>and</strong> need healing.<br />

There also seems to be an anointing upon us for deliverance. There<br />

are many Christians out there that are sincere, but they are also so<br />

unstable because they need deliverance <strong>and</strong> healing. This is my heart<br />

<strong>and</strong> what God has prepared me for. I know even some ministers that<br />

have fallen need love, healing, forgiveness, deliverance, <strong>and</strong> to be restored<br />

gently because God is not through with them. These are not<br />

easy areas to deal with, but someone has to love people enough to<br />

help them. I am about to get into some more <strong>of</strong> my failures, lack <strong>of</strong><br />

stability, <strong>and</strong> sufferings that have prepared me. But just like Jesus was<br />

wounded by the world <strong>and</strong> for the world, then received the authority to<br />

change the world. I believe God allows people to suffer in the areas<br />

they are called to have authority in. I have seen people that have been<br />

through painful divorces get healed <strong>and</strong> then turn around <strong>and</strong> minister<br />

with great anointing to those that are going through that same hurt.<br />

Our suffering prepares us by giving us compassion for the hurting<br />

which releases an awesome anointing for their needs.<br />

The beginning <strong>of</strong> 1997 was a time <strong>of</strong> true drawing <strong>of</strong> the Spirit into the<br />

word <strong>and</strong> prayer in a very serious way. I had left Bible school already,<br />

but God was putting me through the school <strong>of</strong> the Spirit. I was learning<br />

how to pray <strong>and</strong> flow with the anointing. God sent me Ruby <strong>and</strong> Addie<br />

before I left the Mesquite church. They were two elderly precious intercessors<br />

in a local church that discipled me into how to pray. They were<br />

among the few that showed great love to me. I was so honored by their<br />

time <strong>and</strong> love. They saw something in me. It is interesting how a few<br />

saw past the current unstable Scott <strong>and</strong> saw what the Lord was doing<br />

in me long term. They taught me how to pray, fast, intercede, <strong>and</strong> flow<br />

with the Holy Spirit in a powerful way. I am eternally in debt to them<br />

<strong>and</strong> still keep in touch with them to this day. They are some <strong>of</strong> my heroes<br />

<strong>of</strong> the faith. As you can see there were two current <strong>and</strong> very real<br />

works going on in my life at this time. One we can see the work <strong>of</strong> the

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