ANGEL LIGHT - Fire and Ice Ministries River of Life Fellowship
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Scott <strong>and</strong> S<strong>and</strong>y’s Testimonies 31<br />
When I got back home it was as though something was stirred up<br />
against me. I was never so on fire in my life. I was preaching with fire<br />
<strong>and</strong> anointing. People would weep as I preached <strong>and</strong> the power <strong>of</strong> God<br />
was invading the meetings now. Little did I know this caught the enemy’s<br />
attention. I was so young in the Lord I truly had no discernment<br />
back then at all. As I began to minister with a new fire <strong>and</strong> passion,<br />
<strong>and</strong> young people were now getting powerfully touched by God. Something<br />
was up. I knew I had received something while I was in Pensacola<br />
<strong>and</strong> it came back with me. The local satanic forces were not<br />
happy, but I had no clue they even existed. The crowds remained <strong>and</strong><br />
fun activities were still there, but now an emphasis was put on prayer<br />
<strong>and</strong> God’s presence among the youth. God was moving <strong>and</strong> young<br />
people were responding, but still the open doors to satan haunted me<br />
<strong>and</strong> I had no idea what the enemy was really capable <strong>of</strong>. The backlash<br />
against this spiritual fire was strong from satan’s kingdom. I would still<br />
battle with lust, anger, temptation with alcohol, pride, <strong>and</strong> others sins. I<br />
was able to keep above water by not doing them at this point, but the<br />
oppression <strong>and</strong> pull was beyond my description. It would be something<br />
someone would have to experience themselves to fully underst<strong>and</strong>. It<br />
was as though powerful forces in the city were connecting with something<br />
inside me!<br />
I was at church one morning <strong>and</strong> in they came, three people I had<br />
never seen before. They were well dressed, but something seemed<br />
strange about them. I blew it <strong>of</strong>f. It seemed as though a black cloud<br />
had descended upon me <strong>and</strong> that I was beginning to live more in a<br />
daze than I ever had in my life. I felt strange. The three people that<br />
came were kind, but the two men <strong>and</strong> one woman were instantly received<br />
by the church as being from God. The woman was quickly<br />
(within maybe two visits) placed on the piano at the front <strong>of</strong> the church.<br />
I was longing deep inside for a wife <strong>and</strong> satan knew this open wound <strong>of</strong><br />
rejection was there <strong>and</strong> a longing for a wife was intense. One <strong>of</strong> the<br />
older young people <strong>of</strong> the church one day told me that the woman<br />
within that group <strong>of</strong> three was in the process <strong>of</strong> being divorced, her<br />
husb<strong>and</strong> was living with another woman (all <strong>of</strong> this was true in fact),<br />
<strong>and</strong> that she was interested in me. I blew it <strong>of</strong>f at first, but strangely<br />
enough something seemed to reach out <strong>and</strong> grab me from the conversation.<br />
The young man was related to her <strong>and</strong> was only relaying the<br />
message. I never thought much about it, but again the strange feelings,<br />
the daze, <strong>and</strong> all that was involved seemed to fully engulf me<br />
over the next couple <strong>of</strong> days. It never even dawned on me that just<br />
because she was “in the process <strong>of</strong> divorce” that she was not fully divorced.<br />
So we went out on a couple <strong>of</strong> dates over the next two weeks,<br />
but I thank God no sexual intercourse happened. It was his grace that<br />
prevented this I know. I was not in a frame <strong>of</strong> mind or spiritual walk to<br />
overcome it at this time. This <strong>of</strong> course was enough ammunition given