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Scott and Sandy’s Testimonies 25
forgiveness, problems with anger, pride, or any unfulfilled areas like—
needing a spouse, father, loneliness, fears etc...? We must die to these
things and let Jesus heal us, and we must find our every need met
IN HIM. If we don’t satan will try to meet that need for us. Satan will
exploit whatever he can!
I wanted to first put this at the introduction to my testimony. I have
been one of those that came out of deep bondages to sin and major
unhealed emotional wounds. I, too, was targeted by the evil one and
my life went through much destruction. I will expound upon these
things as I go. I hope by being so open to my sins and failures, as well
as times of victory, I can encourage those out there that are going
through what I have been through.
Growing up
I was raised in a Pentecostal (Assembly of God) church my whole life.
I would have to say that growing up I knew who the Lord was and had
some encounters with him, but I really only knew of him and did not
know him personally. Jesus was really only the God of my parents to
me. But I would have to say it truly seemed that there was always
some black cloud over my life. I was sincere at times throughout my
life, and at other times I was very dark, backslidden, and cold. My life
was a spiritual roller coaster of emotions and spiritual highs and lows. I
was unstable to say the least. My parents loved me growing up, but I
know both of them were raised in homes that were not perfect. My father
grew up in a Christian home as well, but there was a generational
curse and bondages to anger that brought a bit of a chill to the atmosphere
at times. I am so proud of my father because now he not only is
totally free from any anger, but has become one of the greatest men of
God I know. My mother grew up verbally and emotionally abused. It
was a very non­Christian home, and her mother left her father when
she was three. She was lied to at a young tender age that her biological
father wanted nothing to do with her. This seemed to cause a dark
shadowy figure of rejection to come upon her life and follow her much
of her life.
Looking back at our troubled family growing up that truly was sincere
about Christianity, my parents and I agree that generational curses and
familiar spirits brought a lot of havoc on all our lives. I was always very
rebellious beginning around the age of 13. I was lonely, rejected by
peers, suicidal, and very much hated my life and family. The reason I
hated my family was because I believed they were rejecting me (even
though they were not). There was a lot of strife and rebellion in our
home for no real reason. My parents faithfully took us to church and