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18 Angel of Light
tionship no matter what. I often lay in bed crying asking the Lord if this
is what marriage is supposed to be like as a Christian.
We were not happy and the lack of respect we had for one another
filtered down to the kids. Soon they did not respect us as parents. How
sad all of this was. I was not going to go against God’s word concerning
divorce. So I simply stayed and prayed. As my children grew older,
our family grew further apart. During this time, I began to develop an
intimacy with the Lord. This was very unfamiliar to me. I knew at this
time I was going after Jesus with my whole heart and not looking back.
Everything seemed to be about Jesus. I guess satan saw this coming
and tried to stop it when he attacked me and I temporarily turned to my
old ways. There seems to always be satanic attack before God does
something powerful. It is like the enemy is trying to keep it from taking
place. Satan knew I was about to really go to a new level in my walk
with Christ.
Through giving my testimony at a church, I was introduced to a woman
I will call Sheri (not her real name). She was born into satanism in a
deeper way than I was familiar with. I was able to help bring her
through deliverance some and did counseling with her. I am amazed at
what I see Jesus doing in her life now! Not only was I delivered from
the grip of satan, but now the Lord is using me to help others get free
as well! But now that battle intensifies!
Great pain and destruction
About six months later, my daughter woke me up in the middle of the
night crying uncontrollably. She told me we have to leave quickly! We
must pack and leave now! I was half asleep but could sense the urgency
in her voice. She told me that my husband had been touching
her in an inappropriate way, and he had forced himself on her! My
God! I doubted what was being said at first, but soon confronted my
husband about the matter. He admitted that he was not in control of
himself but did do as she had said. I am sure there were demons involved
in the whole matter. Of course, this had to be turned over to the
authorities and the matter was taken out of my hands. Now I had to
divorce because I would lose custody of my daughter if he were allowed
to stay. I was assured from spiritual leaders that I was released
from the covenant because of my husband’s unfaithfulness sexually.
My God! I still struggle even now at the reality of the words of the enemy
as he told me all my life no one would be allowed to get close to
me. Satan said he would destroy them and that I was only his!