ANGEL LIGHT - Fire and Ice Ministries River of Life Fellowship
ANGEL LIGHT - Fire and Ice Ministries River of Life Fellowship
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Scott <strong>and</strong> S<strong>and</strong>y’s Testimonies 17<br />
familiar demons from the past. I was assigned to pray against the<br />
leadership <strong>of</strong> the church I was attending. I guess the lack <strong>of</strong> power I<br />
saw in Christianity at that time combined with the lack <strong>of</strong> freedom <strong>and</strong><br />
victory I was feeling caused me to justify my returning to some <strong>of</strong> the<br />
old ways. I began to question this life <strong>of</strong> Christianity. I was longing for<br />
true love <strong>and</strong> was reminded by satan <strong>of</strong> the feeling <strong>of</strong> love (even<br />
though it was superficial <strong>and</strong> not real love) I would feel with those that I<br />
would put a spell on <strong>and</strong> pull into my world. I was also promised<br />
greater power if I returned to satan. This <strong>of</strong> course led me to a downward<br />
spiral in life! I thought my focused incantations would be on the<br />
pastor <strong>of</strong> the church. I soon realized it was not the pastor that was the<br />
threat to satan’s kingdom. My incantations were directly toward the<br />
person that had attended the church. He was not on staff <strong>of</strong> the church,<br />
but he was an evangelist that would travel <strong>and</strong> speak. The church was<br />
his church home at that time. My goal was to use sex magick against<br />
him <strong>and</strong> make him fall into sin with me. I must admit that I was given<br />
greater power than before, but it had no effect on this individual. The<br />
more I tried my incantations <strong>and</strong> rituals the more a holy covering would<br />
rest over this individual. I had never seen this type <strong>of</strong> covering before.<br />
God quickly reminded me that the power <strong>of</strong> satan is nothing compared<br />
to the power <strong>of</strong> Christ on true Christians who really live the life. I only<br />
continued in this way for a few months <strong>and</strong> could never truly return to<br />
satan. I went to the leadership <strong>of</strong> the church <strong>and</strong> confessed my sin <strong>and</strong><br />
what was going on <strong>and</strong> asked them to pray for me. They did.<br />
The warfare increases<br />
Around this time <strong>of</strong> my life, the Gideons asked me to give my testimony<br />
in many <strong>of</strong> their meetings. This produced even a greater level <strong>of</strong><br />
warfare in my life. I seemed to be attacked at every level. Because <strong>of</strong><br />
my testimony, some in the occult would come to me wanting deliverance<br />
or people would come to me with questions. I began to realize<br />
that I was called to a deliverance ministry. The person I was mainly<br />
assigned to pray against prophesied into my life a call to ministry especially<br />
a deliverance ministry. He was the only one I knew that could<br />
relate to what I had come out <strong>of</strong> <strong>and</strong> had a deliverance ministry himself.<br />
That was awesome to me. He gave me several books <strong>and</strong> information<br />
to read to help disciple me along these lines. I was amazed at<br />
the similar experiences <strong>of</strong> those I was reading about. A year later (after<br />
the call) I had an uncontrollable passion for Jesus <strong>and</strong> such a desire to<br />
get to know him intimately. I was never permitted to get close to anyone<br />
before. I was finding out that even though I had a Christian husb<strong>and</strong><br />
our marriage was falling apart due to the lack <strong>of</strong> intimacy <strong>and</strong><br />
love. We became angry <strong>and</strong> fought continually. I would never divorce<br />
him because this time I knew that God hates divorce. I wanted to honor<br />
God, his word, <strong>and</strong> his covenant. I was determined to stay in the rela