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Scott and Sandy’s Testimonies 17
familiar demons from the past. I was assigned to pray against the
leadership of the church I was attending. I guess the lack of power I
saw in Christianity at that time combined with the lack of freedom and
victory I was feeling caused me to justify my returning to some of the
old ways. I began to question this life of Christianity. I was longing for
true love and was reminded by satan of the feeling of love (even
though it was superficial and not real love) I would feel with those that I
would put a spell on and pull into my world. I was also promised
greater power if I returned to satan. This of course led me to a downward
spiral in life! I thought my focused incantations would be on the
pastor of the church. I soon realized it was not the pastor that was the
threat to satan’s kingdom. My incantations were directly toward the
person that had attended the church. He was not on staff of the church,
but he was an evangelist that would travel and speak. The church was
his church home at that time. My goal was to use sex magick against
him and make him fall into sin with me. I must admit that I was given
greater power than before, but it had no effect on this individual. The
more I tried my incantations and rituals the more a holy covering would
rest over this individual. I had never seen this type of covering before.
God quickly reminded me that the power of satan is nothing compared
to the power of Christ on true Christians who really live the life. I only
continued in this way for a few months and could never truly return to
satan. I went to the leadership of the church and confessed my sin and
what was going on and asked them to pray for me. They did.
The warfare increases
Around this time of my life, the Gideons asked me to give my testimony
in many of their meetings. This produced even a greater level of
warfare in my life. I seemed to be attacked at every level. Because of
my testimony, some in the occult would come to me wanting deliverance
or people would come to me with questions. I began to realize
that I was called to a deliverance ministry. The person I was mainly
assigned to pray against prophesied into my life a call to ministry especially
a deliverance ministry. He was the only one I knew that could
relate to what I had come out of and had a deliverance ministry himself.
That was awesome to me. He gave me several books and information
to read to help disciple me along these lines. I was amazed at
the similar experiences of those I was reading about. A year later (after
the call) I had an uncontrollable passion for Jesus and such a desire to
get to know him intimately. I was never permitted to get close to anyone
before. I was finding out that even though I had a Christian husband
our marriage was falling apart due to the lack of intimacy and
love. We became angry and fought continually. I would never divorce
him because this time I knew that God hates divorce. I wanted to honor
God, his word, and his covenant. I was determined to stay in the rela­