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<strong>Love</strong> <strong>Hurts</strong>.<br />
By: Amelia S. Martinez & Clared Hernandez.
Amelia de la Paz Sorto Martinez<br />
&<br />
Roxana Clared Hernandez Portillo.<br />
Dedication and Acknowledgements:<br />
Thanks to God, to our family and thanks to our teacher Javier<br />
Andrade for giving us the opportunity to do something new.<br />
This humble short story is for you.<br />
Contents<br />
1 A new Job 3<br />
2 The man on the plane 5<br />
3 Jared Black Voue 7<br />
4 The date 13<br />
5 Men on Black 15<br />
6 Marry me? 20<br />
7 Again 22<br />
8 A new chance 24<br />
Universidad de Oriente (Univo) School of Arts and Sciences.<br />
Subject: Reading and Writing II<br />
9 What tha hell? 26<br />
10 All dead 29<br />
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Littleland, November, 2009.<br />
1<br />
A new job<br />
My grandparents passed away so they left a legacy to my mother that<br />
help us to survived all these years and some of that money served me<br />
to graduate from the college as an editor and fashion designer also<br />
my sister studied modeling for a year in Paris which resulted costly.<br />
-No, not die please I beg you!-<br />
-Tell me tell me something!!!-<br />
-Aleeeex!!!!!- These were my cries begging the love of my life that<br />
did not die as he hovered between life and death in a cold hospital<br />
room.<br />
The worst experience anyone can live in life is to see the death of the<br />
person you love.<br />
My name is Tarina, Tarina Reynolds and four years ago my<br />
boyfriend Alex died from a traffic accident, he was the person I loved<br />
most in this world and left me.<br />
I have lived in Littleland with my sister Katy Reynols and my mother<br />
Noelia Mart since my father abandoned us.<br />
My relationship with Katy was good although we are very different,<br />
she was 18 years old, she was blonde, green eyes like my mother and<br />
was very thin while I am dark brown hair, average height, light<br />
brown eyes and last but not least I have freckles on my face I was 23<br />
year old but everyone thought that I was younger than Katy.<br />
My family had no money for nothing.<br />
While I was thinking about all that -¡Ring!Ring - my phone rang I<br />
received a call from a foreign company which I had applied to get a<br />
job as editor of a very famous magazine called "Voue".<br />
-Yes?! - I answered.<br />
-Hello? With miss Tarina Reynols? - A voice<br />
said kindly.<br />
-Yup! Yes! I am. How can I help you?-I said.<br />
-I'm calling to tell you that you have been<br />
selected to work in the publishing of the magazine "Voue" -<br />
I could not believe I was so excited that I just knew I had to travel to<br />
London England tomorrow.<br />
I got home and told everything to my mother and my sister.<br />
-I'm happy for you- Said my mother with a ragged voice and his deep<br />
green eyes started to slip a tear.
My sister said -Go and forgets about Alex!- What I would downplay<br />
because she, my sister does not know how difficult it is to deal with<br />
the memory of someone who is dead.<br />
That night I could not sleep because I knew the next day everything<br />
would change for me, I just close my eyes when I heard:<br />
-Tarina! Tarina – Shouted my mother because it was morning<br />
already.<br />
-I’m going - I answered and I knew that my mother was telling me to<br />
fix bags because in the afternoon I was going to take my flight to<br />
London.<br />
After fixing my bags I went for a walk last time to the center of my<br />
town called Littleland every person who hears that name laughs<br />
because it was a small city that does honor to its name but I still love<br />
living here.<br />
Walking through the city center taking my coffee I could notice how<br />
pretty it was the old buildings, old trees and people obviously I was<br />
going to miss everything.<br />
-Hi! Tarina - My best friend said and walked towards me.<br />
-Hi! Bella How are you? - I answered very sad because it was the last<br />
time I’ll see her in five years that is duration of the contract with the<br />
publisher.<br />
I told her about I was going to London and everything else.<br />
-I'll miss you so much you know you're like a sister to me- Bella said<br />
very sad.<br />
Bella always was smiling but today his smile had disappeared maybe<br />
she really was going to miss me.<br />
We said good bye with hugs thing that I did not like very much but y<br />
I let her hug me. Bella is a little chubby so I just could hardly cover<br />
her with my arms.<br />
Was time to go I took my bags and said goodbye to my mother and<br />
my sister Katy too.<br />
-Daughter I hope you get a good husband there in London- My<br />
mother said very quietly.<br />
-¡Not even a year ago that died the guy who I loved most so I could<br />
not even think in marry me with someone more!-<br />
My mother was a woman of 50 years old who has suffered much it<br />
shows up in her dry skin and gray hair so I did not feel sad to leave<br />
her because I know that I was going to help her with the money that I<br />
was going to earn working in the publisher.
My sister will surely take care of my mother.<br />
I thought.<br />
I remembered Alex and everything that we<br />
lived together and I knew that hardly was I<br />
going to forget him but maybe in London I<br />
could overcome it somehow.<br />
I smiled warmly to my mother and I left.<br />
2<br />
The man on the plane<br />
On the plane I sat next to the window to see the scenery through the<br />
window it was round and small which I thought was funny because I<br />
had never seen an airplane for the inside nor had traveled in them.<br />
I was nervous about everything new I was going to live and be on the<br />
plane made it worse even more. In the seat next to me had no one<br />
sitting so I figured I could put my briefcase there.<br />
A guy came to sit beside me and asked me permission I remove my<br />
wallet and put it in my legs.<br />
-Hello- I said in a very low tone of voice waiting for him not to<br />
listen.<br />
He had navy blue eyes in which I lost<br />
for a few seconds. His hair was black<br />
and had a piercing in his left ear. I<br />
could not stop watching him until he<br />
said.<br />
-Is something wrong?- To which I replied quickly:<br />
-No, no not at all-<br />
I put on my headphones and listened to music all the way otherwise I<br />
would not have stopped seeing this guy who was wearing a blue<br />
jacket that matches his eyes.<br />
I did not know why I wanted to know his name but there was no<br />
chance the man fell asleep all the time.<br />
The aircraft landed and as it was night I saw the lights of all the<br />
beautiful city of London from the sky.<br />
Something happened to me that I could not stop watching the boy.<br />
Getting off the plane he was wearing a sunglass which was strange<br />
because it was dark but hey I admit it fit well with him and looked<br />
even better when he took off the hair from her face. He went on a<br />
luxury car that came to the airport, just so I could take my eyes off<br />
him.<br />
He turned and looked to me in the eyes.
I had to wait for a taxi because here I did not know anyone who could<br />
come for me; those of the publisher only gave me the address of my<br />
new apartment building and office.<br />
Finally reach the building where would be my new home for five<br />
years or so I hoped.<br />
It was not as large but had what I needed a room, a small kitchen and<br />
living room. The apartment was fully furnished elegantly.<br />
I fell asleep from 6pm to 8am the next day that trip left me very tired.<br />
3<br />
Jared Black Voue<br />
Six months after I got here everything was fine I was great as editor<br />
of the magazine that was very successful and I could also send<br />
money to my mother to pay debts and to buy an IPad with which she<br />
communicated with me Skype.<br />
I took my cellphone and called my mom who told me:<br />
-Your sister Katy is very sick because she signed a contract with a<br />
famous brand which required much about her appearance that she<br />
ended getting sick-<br />
I listened to my mom worried but at that time I was far so I could not<br />
help them.<br />
My sister wrote me an email that said:<br />
-Tarina I'll never eat anymore- I thought she was joking but no.<br />
-Katy you can not stop eating- I replied thinking she was joking.<br />
I needed to relax a little so I went for a run one afternoon.<br />
What a surprise in the park was the same guy who was on the plane<br />
six months ago!<br />
He looked at me and walked towards me I was very nervous also I<br />
was shaking. I did not know if I was afraid or if he really liked me.<br />
-Hi! I have seen you before. Isn’t it? - He said.<br />
-I do not know- I said to pretend I did not care.<br />
-Do you live around here? – He continued talking.<br />
Yes a few minutes of here- I answered.
-Nice to meet you my name is Jared Black. What is your name? – He<br />
asked me.<br />
-Nice to meet you too my name is Tarina Reynols- I did not want to<br />
answer him but at least he was being polite.<br />
We continued talking the rest of the afternoon and when we least<br />
expect it got dark.<br />
-I have to go- I said though I did not really want to go but I lived<br />
about fifteen minutes from here and I did not come here by car so I<br />
had to walk back and the later is more dangerous it is.<br />
-If you want I can accompany you to your house so do not go alone-<br />
Jared said.<br />
I did not know what to answer, but I finished saying yes.<br />
-There is - I announced pointing with my finger at my building.<br />
Stop! - I exclaimed terrified for a moment I thought that he was Alex<br />
my boyfriend who was dead and I was going very fast with Jared.<br />
-What's the matter? I am not going to eat you- Said Jared His English<br />
was not good to judge by how he speaks he is not British.<br />
-Sorry is not my intention to offend you but I have to go to my<br />
apartment- I said this while I was crying.<br />
When I entered to my room -¡Ring!Ring!- My phone rang.<br />
It was my mother who was crying because my sister ended in the<br />
hospital due to her illness. My sister was already naturally thin plus<br />
my mom said she stopped eating, self-medicated and vomited to have<br />
his empty stomach. The doctors diagnosed her deep anorexia<br />
nervosa.<br />
So sad I woke up the next morning after the alarm<br />
went off.<br />
I see my little gold watch that I was wearing in my<br />
hand and I realized that was too late to go to work. I<br />
just past and look me in the mirror and I run to my<br />
job.<br />
When we was saying good bye without realizing we kissed.
Outside of my building was Jared. Try to conceal and not make any<br />
gesture with my face but that's too hard because I'm very expressive.<br />
Surely I did some gesture of disgust.<br />
-Hello! - Jared said so excited I did not know what to do but I got<br />
nervous.<br />
-Hello Jared! What a surprise to see you here. What are you doing<br />
here? – I asked.<br />
–I wanted to know more about you also yesterday you were a little<br />
nervous so I thought came to see how you felt today– Apparently<br />
Jared was interested in me.<br />
–I feel fine Jared thanks- I continued to wonder what he really was<br />
doing here.<br />
–As you have no car today I'll take you to work- Jared exclaimed.<br />
–No I do not need that I used to take the bus every day-I said that<br />
because I did not want to get more involved with him because he<br />
reminded me so much of my ex that sickened me.<br />
Finally he convinced me and I went with him to work.<br />
We arrived and before unloaded the car he smiled and said:<br />
–Someone whom I know very well works here too- Very happy Jared<br />
said.<br />
When I got out of the car my boss came towards us.<br />
–Good morning son– My boss Mark Voue said.<br />
–Good morning father– Jared exclaimed and made a reverence.<br />
How I did not think before? My boss has a certain resemblance to<br />
Jared. The same blue eyes and the same<br />
height.<br />
I could not believe Jared Kim Black is the<br />
son of my boss that made me want to<br />
know more about Jared surely is the heir to<br />
the fortune of Mark Voue.<br />
I did not come here to marry with a<br />
millionaire but the truth is that this was a<br />
great opportunity to have money for me and my family since my<br />
sister was sick I was the only hope and also I had to completely<br />
forget Alex unless I would live all my life unhappy remembering<br />
someone who is gone.<br />
Do you work here? -<br />
-Yes! This is where I work- I answered.
4<br />
The date<br />
A very rainy afternoon I had nothing to do and I was getting bored of<br />
loneliness so I started to read books in this case I was reading my<br />
favorite book called "Late Autumn" when I received a message.<br />
-Tanina Hello! Do you want to go to the mall to take a coffee with<br />
me-Was Jared who wanted to go out with me.<br />
-Yes! At 6 pm it is ok? - I replied.<br />
I dressed as nice as I could in a Maxi-dress of black color with<br />
transparency in the back but always discreet.<br />
The makeup was also striking that accentuated the brown color of<br />
my eyes and my lips makeup on red.<br />
I do not want to overdo anyway whether it was a meeting between<br />
friends and not a "date".<br />
I liked Jared but not to the point of being in love with him.<br />
-Listen to the sound of the car outside my building immediately-<br />
¡knock!Knock - Jared was knocking on the door.<br />
I opened the door and there he was as<br />
handsome as ever and that day brought a<br />
sleeve of his shirt collection that let see his<br />
left arm where he had a tattoo with the name<br />
of his mother Min Black.<br />
While we were on the car I asked him about<br />
his mother and he said:<br />
-My mother was Asian and I'm from there<br />
too but I came to London to help my father<br />
with the company publisher- That explains why his English was not<br />
so good. His mother was Asian and his father was British.<br />
While we were at The Coffee Coffee a very elegant place where you<br />
can take a coffee Jared turned to me with her deep blue eyes I could<br />
swear that he wanted to say something.<br />
He smiled and said: What did you do today? You look beautiful-<br />
-I only used more makeup than usual- I answered.<br />
We talked for a long time and finish knowing all of his life until his<br />
mother died in a fire when he was a kid, then we went for a walk and<br />
when we were walking I saw a photography of my sister Katy as a<br />
model so I told Jared that she was my younger sister and that I was<br />
proud of her for having achieved success in the modeling world but<br />
had worked so hard and get sick.
-Your sister is beautiful but not as much as<br />
your Tarina- Jared said and I blushed because<br />
in my life was Katy who drew attention for<br />
being blonde and prettier than I am the only<br />
man who told me that I was beautiful was<br />
Alex.<br />
We got back to my apartment and Jared did not ask me to be his<br />
girlfriend but he stayed a moment with me.<br />
When he said goodbye he stole me a kiss on the lips and then were<br />
many more without we realizing overnight step.<br />
I wanted to stop him but he reminded me times that spent with Alex I<br />
felt really real that I was with him.<br />
Before leaving Jared gave me some keys and asked me to be his<br />
girlfriend:<br />
-Tarina Reynolds Will you be my girlfriend?- Asked him and put me<br />
some gray keys in my hands.<br />
5<br />
Men on Black<br />
Then one day I was walking down the street when I felt someone was<br />
following me.<br />
The streets I had to go for work is not alone but there are parts where<br />
are some alleys between buildings and if someone follows you<br />
obviously reaches you that you have nowhere to hide and nowhere to<br />
run.<br />
I started running towards my work but when I ran the fat man in<br />
black who came after me also ran grabbed my right hand, he cover<br />
my mouth and tried to take me but I hit him in the head with an<br />
umbrella that was in my wallet I thought it would not hurt him but he<br />
fell to the floor fainted.<br />
I kept running but two others men on motorcycles chased me and the<br />
last thing I remember from that time was a white robe in my eyes.<br />
Then I woke up in a dark place that smelled bad and where was a<br />
group of men dressed in black.<br />
–What am I doing here? –I asked knowing that they would not<br />
respond me because I clearly had kidnapped but the question was<br />
why?<br />
––Shut up or would you like we cover your mouth with something? -<br />
Said one of those horrible guys with a more horrible voice.<br />
Just wanted to know why you brought me here - I insisted.<br />
-¿Do you know Jared Voue - Said a thin man with a huge scar on his<br />
face.
–Why ask me that question?- I did not want to give more information<br />
to those crazy.<br />
–Are you Jared's girlfriend whether or not? - Asked a man who came<br />
to me and threatened me with a knife.<br />
What your little boyfriend has not told you that his mother is died?<br />
We killed her because they did not pay on time for her rescue and<br />
also another Jared’s girlfriend died in the same way and if they do not<br />
hurry to pay us within 7 days all the money we asked Mark Voue,<br />
you will die too- Said the most evil and horrible human I've ever met<br />
in my life.<br />
Jared did not tell me that his mother died in the hands of criminals or<br />
that one of his girlfriends also died. I was so confused and scared.<br />
I just heard the voices of men making phone calls and asking for<br />
money to let me out.<br />
On the third day Jared spoke with me:<br />
-Someone wants to talk to you- said the man and then I throw the<br />
phone in hands.<br />
-Tarina, Tarina my love do not worry- Jared was crying and said<br />
those words.<br />
I just remember the day when my father told my mother that<br />
everything would be fine if we were together then he leave us and<br />
never return.<br />
Why the Jared’s father will pay for my rescue if he not even paid for<br />
his wife? I thought.<br />
This perhaps could be my last day of life and I was there crying<br />
because of a man again.<br />
What would my mother and Katy thinking without knowing about<br />
me for more than three days?<br />
I'd been there for more than three days without food I had no<br />
strength at all.<br />
Suddenly-Boom!- I listened to the sound of gunshots so I turned<br />
down.<br />
The sounds of sirens of police cars were also heard.<br />
Someone entered to the dark and filthy house and said:<br />
-I come to help you-Was an angel dressed as a policeman.<br />
As soon as possible the police took me to the station where Jared was<br />
when I saw him I knew he had not lied to me and everything went<br />
well thanks to him.<br />
I hugged him we were both crying I felt that he really loved me.
I called my mother to tell her that I was fine and I was glad to hear<br />
his voice but did not say anything about the kidnapping anyway I was<br />
safe, or so I hoped.<br />
Jared told me that everything about his mother was certain she was<br />
murdered by criminals who received bailout money but failed to<br />
complete the deal and ended up killing her anyway. One of his exgirlfriends<br />
disappeared too. That's why Jared always lived in Asia<br />
because his father did not wanted anyone hurt him and also Jared<br />
does not carry the name Voue because when I he was kid was in<br />
danger.<br />
-Tarina Do you remember the keys I gave you the day I asked you to<br />
my girlfriend? - Jared said.<br />
-Yes there are on my jewelry- I took off the keys from the gold<br />
jewelry and showed them to Jared.<br />
-It was a surprise for you just the day of the kidnapped I was going to<br />
give you the car that I bought you because I did not want to go<br />
walking alone on the streets-<br />
-Too late!! - I said with a teasing tone.<br />
-Accidents will happen! Is not it?<br />
Jared went to his father's house and it was fine because I need time to<br />
be alone and to assimilate the madness that had lived the previous<br />
days.<br />
I thought everything would be different here that nothing bad would<br />
happen to me but it was the same and I wanted to know whether or<br />
not dating Jared, because his life was like mine full of<br />
disappointments and loss of loved ones to best not we should have<br />
never been together.<br />
6<br />
Marry me?<br />
That day I wanted to tell him that our relationship would not work<br />
but he came with a bouquet of red roses and dressed very handsome<br />
and invited me to dinner at a restaurant.<br />
-Tarina Do you want to go out to dinner with me? These beautiful<br />
flowers are for you- Jared had his blue eyes as bright as a star that<br />
could not refuse.<br />
Not sure if it was a good idea but I accepted.<br />
Let me put the roses in water.<br />
-Okay! You look beautiful - Jared exclaimed while he smiled<br />
warmly.<br />
I wore a red dress it was my favorite and perhaps I wanted to<br />
encourage a little and leave behind all the sadness that had lived<br />
before.
The restaurant which we went to was so fine that was all glass lamps<br />
hanging from the ceiling like gold and all the customers seemed to be<br />
very wealthy and elegant people.<br />
After eating Jared stood and turned to me rather then knelt on one<br />
knee his face turned red and with a manly voice<br />
exclaimed:<br />
-Tarina will you marry me? -<br />
Some violinists started playing a beautiful song and all<br />
eyes turned to Jared and me.<br />
My eyes were wide open and did not know how to react at that time<br />
was shocked.<br />
I knew he like me but I did not think Jared would ask me to marry<br />
him.<br />
-Yes- I said with such a low voice that indicated how nervous I was.<br />
Jared took my hand kiss me on the cheek and put the ring on my ring<br />
finger it was lovely with a huge diamond that only in my dreams I<br />
had seen.<br />
-What do you think if we got married in a month?- He suggested.<br />
My heart was pounding so hard to overcome my strength so much<br />
that I could not answer anything just hugged him and nodded.<br />
When Jared burned me and I was in his arms I felt protected and also<br />
worried that the same things could happen to him like Alex and leave<br />
me alone.<br />
I called my mother and Katy to break the news..<br />
We prepared everything perfectly and I design my own wedding<br />
dress because I was so excited.<br />
7<br />
Again<br />
One morning a week before to my wedding my sister called me<br />
screaming.<br />
-Tarina! I need you- Shrieked Katy.<br />
- Katy what happens? Calm down- I asked my sister to stall and tell<br />
me what happened.<br />
-Our mother has died of a heart attack 15 minutes ago- Katy said<br />
louder.<br />
What? My world fell.<br />
I went to Littleland as fast as I could without telling Jared anything.<br />
I went into my house and hugged Katy who was crying.
That house in which everything seemed to be well where we could<br />
spend happy times playing with dolls and sing with my mother and<br />
my sister when we were kids today was totally gray and happiness<br />
that there felt since you walked out the door had gone with my<br />
mother who was inside of a wooden box and I ran to see my mother's<br />
face that was pale and his eyes were closed as if she slept I wanted to<br />
wake up her and shouted but it was impossible.<br />
Was handing me again I felt the impotence of wanting to make<br />
someone I loved come to life.<br />
The days passed slowly and mother made her absence felt throughout<br />
the house.<br />
I turned on my cell phone after four days of being in Littleland and<br />
saw that I had as more than 20 Jared’s calls.<br />
I felt bad for him and for not telling him about my mother but as I<br />
was very excited with the wedding that did not want to feel bad but<br />
what another explanation could give to him.<br />
Katy was the only family I had left in the world so I decided to take it<br />
with me to London.<br />
And so it was we postponed the wedding but Jared and I decided to<br />
move in together so I could leave my apartment to Katy who had<br />
already gotten a job as a model for the same magazine company<br />
where I worked as an editor.<br />
Months later Jared and I decided to have a baby but it was<br />
impossible.<br />
The doctor said I could not have a baby because I was infertil.<br />
-Miss Reynolds regret to inform you that you are infertile because of<br />
a broken suffered in your hip- The doctor said and then I remembered<br />
that the day that Alex had the accident I was with him in the car and<br />
also received a blow to the hip.<br />
Jared and I took a huge disappointment and even more I wanted to be<br />
mom to have a baby to be loved.<br />
8<br />
A new chance<br />
As I was so sad Jarded came home one night after work with a<br />
beautiful bouquet of flowers and told me if it was okay if we got<br />
married the following weekend.<br />
I'm not excited because I have had enough love to<br />
know that this raises you then let you fall.<br />
I knew that Jared loved me because he was always<br />
with me since I came to London and never leave me alone.<br />
I accept the proposal from Jared for that reason.
Our house was very large and old as Jared said it was his<br />
grandmother's house it had a huge garden which always smelled of<br />
flowers also was very thin its floors were marble and the ceiling hung<br />
a crystal chandeliers that I loved.<br />
I got married with Jared.<br />
Two years later I had a surprise that give to Jared a surprise that<br />
would leave him open mouth.<br />
I call my sister so she would be there too because I wanted both to<br />
knew about the big news.<br />
That day I had to work and the office was full of folders and books<br />
what is normal but I wanted to finish the job faster to get home early<br />
before Jared and my sister.<br />
Telephone Jared:<br />
-Hi! Honey will you leave work early today?- Asked anxious.<br />
-I'll go a little late and what about you? – Jared said.<br />
-Same I’ll leave very late- I said that because I did not wanted he<br />
suspected nothing of what I had to say.<br />
Ultimately Jared was coming very late from work and barely had<br />
time for me and so was getting a bit distant with me I hoped the knew<br />
that I was going to say that day reactivate our relationship.<br />
I finished concentrating on my work and I got to post a picture of my<br />
sister in the magazine.<br />
Katy was a beautiful model and was working very hard but<br />
sometimes while I phoned her I listened her very<br />
nervous.<br />
I achieved finish all the work early.<br />
It was around 4 pm when I got home and the Jared’s<br />
black Hummer was already there I figured he had gone<br />
earlier from his work even he told me otherwise.<br />
Then I lower my car was a gray Cadillac Escalade after I opened the<br />
door of my house and put my keys and my purse on a glass table<br />
which was across the door.<br />
I looked for Jared everywhere on the first floor of the house and he<br />
was not there and I thought he was perhaps in the room on the second<br />
floor so I went and as I climbed I heard the voice of my sister, so she<br />
also was in the home before me.<br />
9<br />
What the hell?<br />
When I was up I went to the door of my room and opened it carefully<br />
and saw something that left me with the mouth open so that my jaw
almost drops to the ground, rapidly a tear fell on my cheek as what<br />
my eyes were seeing was the worst betrayal of all.<br />
Jared was passionately kissing my sister Katy.<br />
-Damn! What the hell is going on here?– I was shouting that was all I<br />
could think.<br />
Jared released mirroring Katy who had a scared face like mine.<br />
The expression in the eyes of Jared was heartbreaking it was he who<br />
loves both after of thinking I would never love anyone.<br />
My eyes could not believe what they saw I thought it was a dream.<br />
-It's my fault- Jared Snapped.<br />
-Your fault? – I shout with a stronger voice than I wanted.<br />
No, it’s my fault Tarina I never should have come up here- Katy said<br />
through tears.<br />
I passed from being so happy to be sad again.<br />
I kept silent for a few seconds trying to inhale and exhale air to calm<br />
down.<br />
-The heart wants what it wants - Katy exclaimed.<br />
I was already calmed down but when Katy said it I felt like my heart<br />
was wrinkled like when I saw Alex died, my mother dead in a box<br />
and my father abandoning us I just felt the same.<br />
-Tarina Forgive is that your sis ... sist ... - Stuttering Jared.<br />
-Yes, if my sister is beautiful is blond and taller than me blah-blahblah<br />
I already know that story Jared!- I interrupted him before he end<br />
speaking.<br />
The least I wanted to hear were ridiculous excuses so I went down to<br />
the first floor of the house and turned my back on them.<br />
-Tarina- Both shouted in chorus.<br />
I of course did not stop but they followed me all the way down Jared<br />
strong took my hand.<br />
-This is all crazy- Said Jared.<br />
-I'm sorry the heart wants what it wants so get out because that is<br />
what my heart wants right now- I Point to the door.<br />
Jared unloosed my hand and motioned with his head to Katy to leave<br />
the house.<br />
When they were outside I went to our bedroom and from the balcony<br />
I began to pull everything of Jared’s things outside.<br />
The neighbors were watching everything that was going on.
Embarrassed and angry Jared climbed the Hummer and told Katy that<br />
she also should climb and then quickly leave.<br />
10<br />
All dead.<br />
I did not know what to do it was another stupid scene of my life.<br />
I was sick of crying, tired of trying, yes I’m smiling now but inside<br />
I’m dying too.<br />
At the end I learned that love hurts because life is not a fairytale.<br />
My brow was furrowed all the time and that feeling of helplessness<br />
came over me.<br />
Until that day I understood why Katy was nervous when I was on the<br />
phone and that Jared was acting so cold with me.<br />
My knees felt weak and a sense of worry invaded my soul and my<br />
mind when I remembered that Jared driving the car too fast when this<br />
angry.<br />
It was within minutes that they come back Jared came into the house<br />
took his gun and shot against Katy then he pointed the gun at me.<br />
.<br />
-Are you stupid Jared? Who are you?- I asked terrified.<br />
-All of us will be death- Said Jared.<br />
He was going to shot me when I screamed:<br />
-Please do not do it I am pregnant- I said.<br />
His eyes well up and the he committed suicide.<br />
I only hear the sound of the shooting through his chest.