We Began to Count Noses - Silkworth.net
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But I have never thought of that as something <strong>to</strong> do and then forget about. I very<br />
early came <strong>to</strong> see that there had <strong>to</strong> be a continual renewal of that simple deal<br />
with God; that I had perpetually <strong>to</strong> keep the bargain. So I began <strong>to</strong> pray; <strong>to</strong> place<br />
my problems in God's hands.<br />
For a long time I kept on trying, in a pretty dumb way at first, I know, but very<br />
earnestly. I didn't want <strong>to</strong> be a fake. And I began putting in practice what I was<br />
learning every day. It wasn't very long until my doc<strong>to</strong>r friend sent me <strong>to</strong> tell<br />
another alcoholic what my experience had been. This duty <strong>to</strong>gether with my<br />
weekly meetings with my fellow alcoholics and my daily renewal of the contract<br />
I originally made with God have kept me sober when nothing else ever did.<br />
I have been sober for three years now. The first few months were hard. Many<br />
things happened; business trials, little worries, and feelings of general<br />
despondency came near driving me <strong>to</strong> the bottle, but I made progress. As I go<br />
along I seem <strong>to</strong> get strength daily <strong>to</strong> be able <strong>to</strong> resist more easily. And when I get<br />
upset, cross-grained and out of tune with my fellow man I know that I am out of<br />
tune with God. Searching where I have been at fault, it is not hard <strong>to</strong> discover<br />
and get right again, for I have proven <strong>to</strong> myself and <strong>to</strong> many others who know<br />
me that God can keep a man sober if he will let Him.” 49<br />
In the last paragraph quoted, Joe says he’s been sober for three years now.<br />
Like Myron, he appears <strong>to</strong> be slightly ahead of himself and may be projecting<br />
in<strong>to</strong> the future <strong>to</strong> the expected publication of the book in the spring or summer of<br />
1939. Bob lists Joe with fifteen months of dry time as of February of 1938; this<br />
would seem <strong>to</strong> indicate a “slip” for Joe although there is no such indication in his<br />
s<strong>to</strong>ry. <strong>We</strong> can not explain the conflict but we do have Dr. Bob’s hand written<br />
roster in 1938 and the s<strong>to</strong>ries of the nine Akronites who preceded him <strong>to</strong> help<br />
determine the order of the First Forty.<br />
The seventh man <strong>to</strong> step on<strong>to</strong> The Golden Road would be Robert Oviatt.*<br />
Bob’s s<strong>to</strong>ry “THE SALESMAN” appeared in the Original Manuscript draft of the<br />
book Alcoholics Anonymous.<br />
Bob first met our friends and was introduced <strong>to</strong> The Solution in the spring<br />
1936 but wasn’t ready for it. His s<strong>to</strong>ry reveals how his mother had heard of Dr.<br />
Bob, the success he was having with drunks, and how he had decided <strong>to</strong> go and<br />
meet with him. Oviatt met Doc and attended his first meeting but “didn’t care for<br />
anything religious.”<br />
Bob O. could see however, the solution working for the men he had met,<br />
but just couldn’t find his place among them. John Barleycorn would prove <strong>to</strong> be<br />
the great persuader.<br />
* Bob Oviatt has been often misidentified as Bob G., or Bob Guilatt. See People in AA His<strong>to</strong>ry,<br />
http://www.aahis<strong>to</strong>ry.com/aa/people.html; or First Edition Authors www.barefootsworld.<strong>net</strong>