2011 Issue - Santa Fe Community College
2011 Issue - Santa Fe Community College
2011 Issue - Santa Fe Community College
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it beautiful. I bet they made you love it. Some one did that to me once,<br />
made me love myself.<br />
I wanted to paint this wall between us purple, blue and gold. The<br />
gold was you. The deep indigo made by the melting purple and blues was<br />
me. You were something I couldn’t touch, or come close to inhabiting. I<br />
would always be deep and dark. You would always be welcome on top of<br />
that shining mountain, Olympus. The day I was counting the veins lining<br />
your throat, I also saw the tracks on the inside crease of your arm.<br />
Red roses blooming, a garden of pain and desire. A history of temptation.<br />
In the end, what more was this than broken glass in the carpet I<br />
heard you tell your mother, or someone I assume was your mother. You<br />
had that tone of voice that was guarded and yet yearned for some kind of<br />
prodding. Some question beyond the subject of days and work. That was<br />
the day before you jumped. Maybe if she had questioned how thin your<br />
thighs were, or how the skin across your rib cage stretched until each<br />
protruding bone showed itself like a delicate instrument. Maybe if she<br />
listened to your breathing the way I did, she’d have heard it.<br />
On your descent you soared past my window. The wind had pulled up<br />
the straps of your dress, trying to coax out the feathers that would lead<br />
you to Olympus. There was no sound when you hit. When I stuck my<br />
head out the window I saw how life had truly tarnished your shine. The<br />
moon illuminated your skin against the blood and you were a white rose.<br />
I wanted you to breathe me. I couldn’t cry, even after your mother<br />
came to gather your stuff. The landlady was right. You were a sullen girl.<br />
I just wanted you to breathe me.<br />
16 <strong>Santa</strong> <strong>Fe</strong> Literary Review