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The Newsletter of Alandi Ashram and Alandi Ayurvedic Gurukula

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Agni <strong>The</strong> <strong>Newsletter</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>Al<strong>and</strong>i</strong> <strong>Ashram</strong> <strong>and</strong> <strong>Al<strong>and</strong>i</strong> <strong>Ayurvedic</strong> <strong>Gurukula</strong> 4<br />

Thank you to our donors, Alice Robinett, Bea<br />

Enright, Debbie Feyh, <strong>and</strong> Glen Mowery, <strong>and</strong> to<br />

Tamara Matthews for donating her time for our<br />

communication workshop.<br />

Thank you to all who have donated for<br />

Karunamayi’s visit. Donors (as <strong>of</strong> May 1st)<br />

Alakan<strong>and</strong>a, Sadan<strong>and</strong>a, Dawn Mahowald, Leslie<br />

Kalechman, Eli Shapiro, David <strong>and</strong> Liz Ford, David<br />

<strong>and</strong> Liz Moloney, K.C. <strong>and</strong> Usha Gupta, Prema <strong>and</strong><br />

Vivekan<strong>and</strong>an, Linda Cowan, Haily Oomen,<br />

Northern Lights Bookstore, Morris Cohen,<br />

Rosemary Brown, Ann Rae Pons, Alfred Terrell.<br />

Thank you to all who donated gifts or services for<br />

our silent auction <strong>and</strong> to those who bought these<br />

lovely items <strong>and</strong> services. We raised over $1500!<br />

Thank you to Habiba Kabir <strong>and</strong> Alakan<strong>and</strong>a for<br />

donating their flower essence business, Earth<br />

Keeper Essences. This donation reflects years <strong>of</strong><br />

patient work <strong>and</strong> research <strong>and</strong> is a great enrichment<br />

for <strong>Al<strong>and</strong>i</strong>.<br />

A huge <strong>and</strong> loving thanks to all <strong>of</strong> the people who<br />

helped make graduation fabulous! Alakan<strong>and</strong>a,<br />

Sadan<strong>and</strong>a, Seva Singh, Ali Tameem, Dawn <strong>and</strong><br />

Tom Mahowald, Sushil Singh, Mimi Bergen, Meirav<br />

Lesham, Royal Peacock Restaurant, <strong>and</strong> <strong>The</strong> Taj<br />

Restaurant.<br />

Karunamayi, Life Divine<br />

Rachel Corday<br />

All my life I have been trying to find the Divine<br />

Presence. I went from the Congregational <strong>and</strong><br />

Episcopal church, to the born again churches. I<br />

went to the church <strong>of</strong> alcohol, marijuana, LSD, <strong>and</strong><br />

mescaline <strong>and</strong> the church <strong>of</strong> social <strong>and</strong> political<br />

protest. I went to the church <strong>of</strong> nihilism <strong>and</strong> existential<br />

void, the church <strong>of</strong> sex, bars <strong>and</strong> rock <strong>and</strong> roll.<br />

When Maharishi came to visit America in the midsixties<br />

I learned Transcendental Meditation. I read<br />

the Upanishads, Bagavad Gita, Tao Te Ching, the<br />

Greek myths, <strong>and</strong> the Bible. I read J.D. Salinger,<br />

Ayn R<strong>and</strong>, Dostoevsky, <strong>and</strong> William James.<br />

I chanted, “Nam Yo Ho Ren Ge Kyo” <strong>and</strong> “Om”; I<br />

studied world religions <strong>and</strong> 18th century philosophy:<br />

the Age <strong>of</strong> Enlightenment <strong>and</strong> left-brained glory.<br />

Neither I nor the Divine was anywhere to be found.<br />

My life was a daily experience <strong>of</strong> extremes, <strong>and</strong><br />

through the frantic intensity <strong>of</strong> this entanglement<br />

with Maya, <strong>and</strong> the suffering that my longing forced<br />

me through, I awakened one day as I sat on the<br />

floor <strong>of</strong> the Berkeley library reading Samuel<br />

Beckett’s Waiting for Godot.<br />

In this lonely spot, Grace came to visit me. I was<br />

awake, my heart rested <strong>and</strong> I was no longer in<br />

between things but among everything. But while I<br />

knew the Divine <strong>and</strong> could see that nothing was<br />

not Divine, I desired communion with another<br />

being like myself, another form <strong>of</strong> Divine art similar<br />

to mine. I wanted to experience heart-life <strong>and</strong><br />

come up against direct power. I wanted Shakti.<br />

Two years ago I met Alakan<strong>and</strong>a Devi. I could see<br />

she had traveled many roads <strong>and</strong> had welcomed all<br />

they brought her. I could see she the light <strong>of</strong> awakening<br />

in her eyes <strong>and</strong> in her form as she walked. I<br />

was blessed <strong>and</strong> gifted by her healing power. One<br />

day I had the occasion to go into Alakan<strong>and</strong>a’s<br />

home <strong>and</strong> Sadan<strong>and</strong>a was there. I looked around<br />

<strong>and</strong> on the walls there were many, many pictures <strong>of</strong><br />

beloved ones, people who brought light <strong>and</strong> healing<br />

to the world.<br />

In one glance I saw Karunamayi, <strong>and</strong> I went to her.<br />

I said to Sadan<strong>and</strong>a, “Look! Here she is. This is the<br />

one I want to see.” Sadan<strong>and</strong>a smiled <strong>and</strong> said,<br />

“She’s coming. She’s coming to Boulder.”<br />

Two months later I sat before Karunamayi herself,<br />

Amma. <strong>The</strong> Divine Mother had come, <strong>and</strong> in her<br />

Presence my heart was filled with joy <strong>and</strong> sorrow,<br />

<strong>and</strong> delight <strong>and</strong> sadness, <strong>and</strong> all the longing <strong>and</strong> all<br />

the love I had ever felt. It was a power greater than<br />

any I had ever known. Here, in <strong>and</strong> through Amma,<br />

I could see <strong>and</strong> feel all that was in the world. And<br />

it was love, all love, infinine love.<br />

Amma is the power <strong>of</strong> love <strong>and</strong> the gentleness <strong>of</strong><br />

love. She is the compassion <strong>of</strong> love <strong>and</strong> the humility<br />

that love teaches. And the love that Amma is, is<br />

the love that I am, <strong>and</strong> the love that you are, <strong>and</strong><br />

the love that is the heart <strong>of</strong> all things that are.<br />

In this experience that I had been searching for<br />

throughout my life, in this union <strong>of</strong> love with the<br />

Beloved, the door opened, <strong>and</strong> I entered the heart<br />

<strong>of</strong> home.

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