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Hemophilia Ontario<br />

seemingly healthy victim, was the necessity<br />

to keep confi<strong>de</strong>ntial the information<br />

that I was HIV-positive. The<br />

prejudice and hysteria surrounding<br />

this disease was intense, took literally<br />

<strong>de</strong>ca<strong>de</strong>s to subsi<strong>de</strong>, even with the<br />

massive educational efforts by both<br />

governments and NGOs, followed<br />

by legislation concerning the human<br />

rights of HIV sufferers. With all the<br />

work I had put into my education and<br />

career since surviving cancer, there<br />

was no way I was willing to have my<br />

dreams and aspirations si<strong>de</strong>lined by<br />

a bigoted and ignorant public.<br />

More and more was being learned<br />

about the virus by researchers, and<br />

we patients, who were still not sick,<br />

carried on with life, monitoring CD4<br />

levels and viral loads, and watching<br />

the newspaper obituary page for<br />

<strong>de</strong>ath notices of our friends. And<br />

there were many. I was lucky in that<br />

<strong>de</strong>spite astronomical viral counts, my<br />

CD4s stayed in the 300s up until the<br />

presentation to the HIV population,<br />

generally the therapeutic alternative<br />

of AZT. I stayed away from AZT for a<br />

year or so because I was still feeling<br />

very healthy and the si<strong>de</strong> effects of<br />

this potent and toxic medicine were<br />

far from being well un<strong>de</strong>rstood. I<br />

eventually started taking it when I<br />

realized that the key to survival was<br />

getting the viral loads down, reducing<br />

the rate of mutation, which would<br />

eventually yield up a strain that was<br />

able to overcome what was left of<br />

my immune system, and maybe even<br />

drug therapy in the future.<br />

By the early 1990s, with virtually<br />

all of the severe hemophiliacs<br />

infected with HIV, and more than<br />

75 percent of them <strong>de</strong>ad, dying or<br />

showing signs of AIDS-related illnesses,<br />

many professionals in the<br />

field started looking to new areas<br />

in which to practice. It truly seemed<br />

that within a few more years there<br />

wouldn’t be enough hemophiliacs<br />

left to support the clinics. Some giants<br />

in the field, like Dr. Peter Levine,<br />

who was a pioneer in the creation of<br />

comprehensive care clinics for the<br />

treatment of hemophilia, abruptly<br />

Hemophilia—this<br />

special disease whose<br />

treatment is so effective<br />

if it is carried out<br />

expeditiously—has so<br />

much better clinical<br />

outcomes if the education<br />

and support of capable<br />

and <strong>de</strong>dicated nurses ...is<br />

brought to bear.<br />

abandoned their posts when their<br />

clinical patient cohort, their own<br />

lives’ work, were eviscerated by this<br />

horrible “hemophilia holocaust,” as I<br />

call it. At St. Michael’s Hospital clinic<br />

where I was a patient, we were luckier.<br />

Drs. Teitel and Garvey and, most<br />

importantly for me personally, Ann<br />

Harrington, stayed on station, treating,<br />

consoling, commiserating with<br />

and supporting their flocks as they<br />

shepher<strong>de</strong>d them through the fires.<br />

This is how we come to the Bott-<br />

Harrington Fellowship in Nursing. I<br />

feel that there is a need to recharge<br />

the ranks of the nurses specifically<br />

trained in <strong>de</strong>aling with hemophiliacs.<br />

There is a whole new batch of<br />

hemophiliacs born in the past quarter<br />

century who were spared exposure<br />

to the HIV virus. Hemophilia—this<br />

special disease whose treatment is<br />

so effective if it is carried out expeditiously—has<br />

so much better clinical<br />

outcomes if the education and<br />

support of capable and <strong>de</strong>dicated<br />

nurses such as Ann Harrington is<br />

brought to bear. A bleeding disor<strong>de</strong>r<br />

like hemophilia complicates almost<br />

any other illness a patient might fall<br />

prey to. Ann is the kind of nurse<br />

whom we could call at work or at<br />

home at all hours of the day or night<br />

for advice, or to ask to phone ahead<br />

to the ER if we had to go make a visit<br />

there for a hemophilia-related issue<br />

or something completely different.<br />

She was not only competent in the<br />

comportment of her duties, but utterly<br />

<strong>de</strong>dicated to her boys, always<br />

there like a saint or a mother. I am<br />

hopeful that with this fellowship, we<br />

can instil this same set of values in a<br />

new generation of nurses to take care<br />

of a new generation of hemophiliacs.<br />

But there are two names in the<br />

<strong>de</strong>dication of this fellowship. There<br />

are hundreds of stories of tragedy,<br />

heartache and loss in the hemophilia<br />

community in Canada because of<br />

this holocaust that has played itself<br />

out over precisely the past 25 years.<br />

Frank Bott and Denise Orieux represent<br />

just one of those stories, but to<br />

me their story is especially poignant.<br />

They lost both of their hemophiliac<br />

sons—Greg and Martin—to this<br />

damnable scourge. I have known the<br />

Bott family for some 40 years, and<br />

knew Greg and Martin as bright and<br />

likable boys a bit younger than I. The<br />

name Bott is known to most rea<strong>de</strong>rs<br />

of this magazine. Frank Bott its editor,<br />

and both he and Denise have been<br />

tireless advocates for hemophiliacs<br />

since his two boys were born with the<br />

disease, over four <strong>de</strong>ca<strong>de</strong>s ago. Frank<br />

has been the Presi<strong>de</strong>nt of the Canadian<br />

Hemophilia Society, Denise the<br />

Presi<strong>de</strong>nt of the Ontario Chapter, and<br />

both of them have worked as hard<br />

as anybody to lobby government on<br />

policy and research funding issues.<br />

They have directly raised hundreds of<br />

thousands of dollars for hemophilia<br />

research, and they continue their<br />

<strong>de</strong>dicated work to this day, a <strong>de</strong>ca<strong>de</strong><br />

after their beloved boys have passed<br />

away. In my mind they are emblematic<br />

of not only the <strong>de</strong>pth of the tragedy<br />

this community has endured, but its<br />

capacity for forgiveness, <strong>de</strong>termined<br />

strength, and hope for the future, for<br />

a future of good health and fine living<br />

for hemophiliacs who are growing<br />

up now and into the years to come.<br />

As for me, my life of close calls<br />

and fortunate timing continues. It<br />

is an unhappy fact that the woman<br />

I married in 1987 left me in 1994. I<br />

didn’t really know why at the time,<br />

but in retrospect I think it is because<br />

she didn’t want to have children with<br />

6\ Blood Matters Fall 2010

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