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A Journal of Mahatma Gandhi Antarrashtriya Hindi Vishwavidyalaya

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form. Now, once again there was a smile<br />

on her face. To take the countenance<br />

lustrous with compassion for a receptacle<br />

<strong>of</strong> sorrow and repentance was my madness.<br />

She came. She sat silent. Nothing could<br />

come out from my lips as well. After<br />

this hush and muteness <strong>of</strong> ours for some<br />

time, she enquired, ‘‘Gentle, can you<br />

actually help me?’’<br />

‘‘Why this misgiving, Niuniya? Have<br />

I ever said anything I've hesitated to carry<br />

out?’’<br />

‘‘But if at all in doing me service, you<br />

do some wrong?’’<br />

‘‘Look here Niuniya, I've seen with<br />

my own eyes that besides him who's given<br />

you refuge you needn't have anybody else's<br />

assistance, still just to put me to test<br />

you're telling this. My reply is forthright.<br />

Generally, they've a tendency to think<br />

about right and wrong, proper and improper<br />

through a closed rut, I don't associate<br />

myself with such people. I do distinguish<br />

between the apt and inapt with my own<br />

sense. I treat all work done under the<br />

spell <strong>of</strong> attachment and greed as downright<br />

improper, but I've not always been able<br />

to steer clear <strong>of</strong> the twin foes. Today<br />

itself I've taken a great vow and resolution.<br />

I don't know how far I shall carry myself.<br />

I haven't been able to save myself from<br />

the unbecoming, but I've staked even my<br />

life to execute due things on occasions<br />

suggesting themselves. Tell me where<br />

I must stand by you. Thou knowest me.<br />

I trust you won't let me lean towards<br />

the unseemly.’’<br />

Nipunika laughed. ‘‘Now you're out<br />

for an escape. Don you expect from a<br />

woman like me to make you her ally for<br />

a rightful cause? You're naive indeed,’’<br />

said she.<br />

‘‘Then tell me what after all I'll have<br />

to do,’’ although perturbed in reality,<br />

I rejoined with a little bit <strong>of</strong> firmness.<br />

This time Nipunika laughed heartily,<br />

but confided, ‘‘Will have to rescue a house<br />

<strong>of</strong> prayer.’’<br />

I got it: A temple, that is, a woman.<br />

It's no unbecoming work. I, too, with<br />

a subdued guffaw replied, ‘‘God Mahavarah<br />

has been a saviour unto you; I'm anxietyfree.<br />

Who is the other fly in the soup?’’<br />

‘‘Bhatt, the semblance <strong>of</strong> a temple you've<br />

noticed in womankind so far was just an<br />

imagination, <strong>of</strong> your own innocuous mind.<br />

Today I'll show you a positive house <strong>of</strong><br />

prayer. But, for the purpose you'll have<br />

to enter the junior royal family in the<br />

guise <strong>of</strong> a girl friend <strong>of</strong> mine. And must<br />

rescue that temple from a bog. Today's<br />

the most opportune. Mahavarah is my<br />

help indeed. He himself has sent you<br />

here. Even if you hadn’t come, I was<br />

obliged to undertake it. Speak, gentle,<br />

will you be able to execute it? Do you<br />

have the nerve and daring to reclaim a<br />

fettered Lakshmi[5] from the fort <strong>of</strong> demons?<br />

Do you relish to liberate the eternally<br />

milch cow (<strong>of</strong> the gods) entrenched deep<br />

in mud? Be forthright, I've to depart<br />

January-March 2012 :: 39

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