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A Journal of Mahatma Gandhi Antarrashtriya Hindi Vishwavidyalaya

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Short Story<br />

MANTO IN MY DREAM<br />

Musharraf Alam Zauqui<br />

Translated by<br />

Shyamji Mishra<br />

I had been seeing him there for three or four days. When? Where?—<br />

perhaps it is not possible for me to describe sequentially... or you might<br />

say rhis also that I am possessed by a psychotogical fear, and it is for<br />

that season that I am unable to tell you anything. At night I wake up<br />

abruptly because <strong>of</strong> fear. And then I feel as if I were on an unfamiliar<br />

road or in an unknown bus. And again I feel—a police van comes and<br />

halts in front <strong>of</strong> my bus. The policemen are surrounding The bus. They<br />

are in an <strong>of</strong>fensive mood. And then, lying on the road, there is a dead<br />

body soaked in blood and encireled; the story <strong>of</strong> a false encounter. and<br />

the policemen, dreaming <strong>of</strong> their promotion, busy in preparing reports...<br />

No. Perhaps now I need not tell you at all who I am and where I<br />

live. I am a minority girl belonging to the community that is a large<br />

one, as much as, it will be a mistake to take it to be less than 20-25<br />

crore, as the census will verify. I don’t know even why our political<br />

leaders have doomed them by impressing upon them the sense <strong>of</strong> being<br />

a minority when such a large population is larger than that <strong>of</strong> many<br />

a country. Let the matter pass on. I don’t want to indulge in such political<br />

mazes. I simply want to come to the dream that amazed and startled<br />

me.<br />

Clad in white but unclean kurta—payajama, a pair <strong>of</strong> worn-out sandals,<br />

on the eyes a pair <strong>of</strong> very old fashioned spectacles, the eyes dangerously<br />

sharp... wearing the shine that would surpass the shine in the eyes <strong>of</strong><br />

the eagle. But, at present a deep solemnity had replaced the shine.<br />

January-March 2012 :: 129

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