A Journal of Mahatma Gandhi Antarrashtriya Hindi Vishwavidyalaya

A Journal of Mahatma Gandhi Antarrashtriya Hindi Vishwavidyalaya A Journal of Mahatma Gandhi Antarrashtriya Hindi Vishwavidyalaya

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cat with closed eyes perched on her thighs. Close by a mottled dog is lying stretched out on a dull green carpet. In the verandah a black bitch whimpers as she sniffs at her six puppies. Suddenly Grace looks flustered and says, “Ruby, come here, come here. Look at my fingers. The scars look deeper and the knuckles have turned blue and red like beetroot. The skin also looks broken and rough. The hand looks so ugly like an animal’s paw. How beautiful my hands looked when I played on the piano! How will I play on it now? Oh, my God!” “It’s the doing of those mischief mongers. When you are sleeping they scratch your fingers with blades. To disable you from playing. Grace, how can you live without playing on the piano? That’s your life, your love. Oh, how you suffer, my dear, dear, sister!” “Ruby, why is your hand shaking so much? Oh, my God! Oh, my precious Ruby!” Forgetting the pain in her fingers, Grace held Ruby’s hands in her own. “Those evil-minded women have done it. They badly twisted my hand while I was sleeping.-It almost bent double. I felt so embarrassed that I kept my hand tucked in my pocket. That reminds me of that youngman of the famous Jim Corbett family who as you know was in love with me. He was full of praise for my hands and said that they looked so beautiful and small. I would tell him in jest that I could hold the reins of the most restive horses with those small hands of mine. Grace, once he had promised to take me on a long ride And then everything changed. Look, how my hands tremble.” “Ruby, do you mind coming a little closer? What’s this mark that I’m seeing on your throat? How did it happen? And your eyelids! Your eyelashes look so thinned. Oh, God save us from those devils.” “They want that we should look old and scraggy. They don’t know what an exalted family we come from.” “And look at my hair! They have thinned so much that I almost look bald. How thick, curly and golden my hair used to be! When we were in Bangalore one day the padre’s son said to me that he wanted to touch my hair just to see how it feels to touch them.” “What a lovely city Bangalore was! The way the boys and the girls of the school where I taught music doted on me! Ruby, I’ve still got their group photograph. It was I who bought all the musical instruments for the school. They trusted me ... And now. I’ve to count the rupee change over and over again. So forgetful I’ve become.” “It’s not that, Grace. This Jangbahadur who runs errands for us filches money while making purchases for us. He-always gives us two paisa or four paisa short. 114 :: January-March 2012

He thinks we are fools and will never know. “I’m sure this snooty fellow makes us inhale something in our sleep. It befuddles our minds and we start behaving like fools.” “I say, are you hearing it? The thuk, thuk sound under the floor?’’ It’s again that machine at work. They must be making more of those counterfeit notes. Don’t I know? They want to tempt us so that we fall into their trap and are put behind the bars. You know it, if they could have their way they would even put us in the lunatic asylum.” “Won’t they be punished for it, dear Grace?” “Of course, they will be punished. Did you hear that hurtling noise last night? The police had dumped these fellows in a truck and carried them off to jail. But no, a great change has come over the police officers too. Can we ever forget our cousin who was in the police? After Independence when Lord Mountbatten handed the rein of office to Jawaharlal Nehru—oh, how can you forget it? we saw the entire ceremony from beginning to end in that documentary film. Oh, God, our cousin looked so dashing!” “Ruby, I fear Mountbatten is no more. I had written him a letter explaining to him that we were very unhappy here. We were feeling homesick and wanted to come back to England. But there was no response from his side.” Nurie is sitting there set against the bamboo trellis undoing an old woollen sweater. I come and sit down on the same old iron bench and taking out a packet of cigarettes from my pocket light a cigarette. Nurie looks at my cigarette with greedy eyes. I offer her one and she takes it with alacrity. It is for the first time that I see a small tattoo mark on her chin. She must have been very vivacious in her younger days. I search for that young face through the rising cigarette smoke. While unwinding her sweater, she also unwinds another story: “So you have heard their life story,” she proceeds. “I tell you, nobody ever strays this side. Not even thieves and their forefathers. As you know everyone grows old at one time. They had a gay time in their youth, dined on murgh-emusallam (full baked hen), drank the choicest wines, went places. They had a whale of a time. But the little money that is now left in the bank how long is it going to last? And they are tormented by fears, most of them imaginary. Fear in their case takes two shapes. A man by the name of Chakravarty and a blueeyed prostitute. It is such a bizarre mixup. They will meet you, sit with you, chat with you. But the moment you are out of their sight some fellow by the name of Chakravarty immediately takes over January-March 2012 :: 115

He thinks we are fools and will never<br />

know. “I’m sure this snooty fellow makes<br />

us inhale something in our sleep. It<br />

befuddles our minds and we start behaving<br />

like fools.”<br />

“I say, are you hearing it? The thuk,<br />

thuk sound under the floor?’’<br />

It’s again that machine at work. They<br />

must be making more <strong>of</strong> those counterfeit<br />

notes. Don’t I know? They want to tempt<br />

us so that we fall into their trap and<br />

are put behind the bars. You know it,<br />

if they could have their way they would<br />

even put us in the lunatic asylum.”<br />

“Won’t they be punished for it, dear<br />

Grace?”<br />

“Of course, they will be punished. Did<br />

you hear that hurtling noise last night?<br />

The police had dumped these fellows in<br />

a truck and carried them <strong>of</strong>f to jail. But<br />

no, a great change has come over the<br />

police <strong>of</strong>ficers too. Can we ever forget<br />

our cousin who was in the police? After<br />

Independence when Lord Mountbatten<br />

handed the rein <strong>of</strong> <strong>of</strong>fice to Jawaharlal<br />

Nehru—oh, how can you forget it? we<br />

saw the entire ceremony from beginning<br />

to end in that documentary film. Oh, God,<br />

our cousin looked so dashing!”<br />

“Ruby, I fear Mountbatten is no more.<br />

I had written him a letter explaining to<br />

him that we were very unhappy here.<br />

We were feeling homesick and wanted to<br />

come back to England. But there was no<br />

response from his side.”<br />

Nurie is sitting there set against the<br />

bamboo trellis undoing an old woollen<br />

sweater. I come and sit down on the same<br />

old iron bench and taking out a packet<br />

<strong>of</strong> cigarettes from my pocket light a<br />

cigarette. Nurie looks at my cigarette with<br />

greedy eyes. I <strong>of</strong>fer her one and she takes<br />

it with alacrity. It is for the first time<br />

that I see a small tattoo mark on her<br />

chin. She must have been very vivacious<br />

in her younger days. I search for that<br />

young face through the rising cigarette<br />

smoke.<br />

While unwinding her sweater, she also<br />

unwinds another story:<br />

“So you have heard their life story,”<br />

she proceeds. “I tell you, nobody ever<br />

strays this side. Not even thieves and<br />

their forefathers. As you know everyone<br />

grows old at one time. They had a gay<br />

time in their youth, dined on murgh-emusallam<br />

(full baked hen), drank the<br />

choicest wines, went places. They had a<br />

whale <strong>of</strong> a time. But the little money that<br />

is now left in the bank how long is it<br />

going to last? And they are tormented<br />

by fears, most <strong>of</strong> them imaginary. Fear<br />

in their case takes two shapes. A man<br />

by the name <strong>of</strong> Chakravarty and a blueeyed<br />

prostitute. It is such a bizarre mixup.<br />

They will meet you, sit with you,<br />

chat with you. But the moment you are<br />

out <strong>of</strong> their sight some fellow by the name<br />

<strong>of</strong> Chakravarty immediately takes over<br />

January-March 2012 :: 115

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