A Journal of Mahatma Gandhi Antarrashtriya Hindi Vishwavidyalaya
A Journal of Mahatma Gandhi Antarrashtriya Hindi Vishwavidyalaya A Journal of Mahatma Gandhi Antarrashtriya Hindi Vishwavidyalaya
‘It could be said. But he is very clever ... he was telling - if I become Director, then his investment on flattering me will stand him in good stock.’ ‘That means he has also guessed that you have been brought to Delhi to replace Mr. Khanna as Director. ‘ He wanted to say that she was right and that there was nothing wrong in it. After all, Saluja has spent his entire career comfortably in Delhi. He has never faced the dust of the plant. What does he know about the plant. But overtly he said, ‘Nothing can be said. Let us see what happens. If everything goes well, then let us take it as a reward for all our struggles and inconveniences after coming to Delhi.’ Such apprehensions turned any time into voices hovering around him. The cloak of urbanism was spread everywhere. He used to think that people have put with ease the ‘hearing aid’ of cosmopolitan thinking in their mind. This machine is any time more powerful than his real ‘hearing aid’. Even after taking out the ‘hearing aid’, he used to hear loud and strange sounds. That abiding moment of verdict came and passed by too. That evening, he silently lay on the bed after coming home—he was despondent, as if a huge bulldozer had crushed him. He felt like crying his heart out. Otherwise also, he was feeling a lump in the throat. Saroj kept mum. She had already known it through his phone call. ‘How did it happen? Till yesterday, your name was doing the rounds. Suddenly, today...’ He burst out, ‘Oh, Saluja has kept under his thumb Khanna and many other big shots. It is as if he wears the bellmetal ring in his fingers. It is all the effect of this.’ ‘What do you mean?’ ‘The meaning is dawning upon me now. When Saluja’s order came out, Raina was telling—Sir, it is an old game. Saluja is Khanna Sahib’s pub-chum. They often drink together in the evening. Saluja has a big hold. His brother is a very big builder. He has got relations in the Ministry. He managed the plot for Khanna Sahib and got his house constructed. He was retiring. Saluja had only one hindrance in becoming the Director in his place that he was not having any site experience. Therefore, in the last moment, he was sent to the site in place of you just to fulfill this formality. You have been used just like a pawn in this game. It was already fixed with Khanna Sahib that Saluja would become the Director.’ ‘Oh, now I get the point.’ Saying this, Saroj also sulked. He became silent. With the stillness, spread the terror. Many sounds started creeping towards him like serpents. He 106 :: January-March 2012
got up and came in the balcony. A dumb uproar was rising far and away. Diabolical, dumb voices were emanating from the high-rise buildings, mansions and streets; he was not surprised - his ears were buzzing; but now he was no longer finding the machine- sound of the heavy boosters unfamiliar. Rajesh Jain, born 1949, has been an engineer by profession and a writer by passion. He has authored a great number of books in Hindi, some of which are— Bird Hit, Sooraj mein kharonch and Baandh Vadh. He has many collections of short stories too. He has penned a few science based books for children. He retired from the post of general manager NTPC. Rajesh has been honoured with Arya Smriti Samman from Kitabghar. He lives in Delhi. Shailendra Nath, is director of National Academy of Defence Production in Nagpur and he likes to translate from Hindi to English whenever he likes what he reads. He lives in Nagpur, Maharashtra. January-March 2012 :: 107
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‘It could be said. But he is very clever<br />
... he was telling - if I become Director,<br />
then his investment on flattering me will<br />
stand him in good stock.’<br />
‘That means he has also guessed that<br />
you have been brought to Delhi to replace<br />
Mr. Khanna as Director. ‘<br />
He wanted to say that she was right<br />
and that there was nothing wrong in it.<br />
After all, Saluja has spent his entire career<br />
comfortably in Delhi. He has never faced<br />
the dust <strong>of</strong> the plant. What does he know<br />
about the plant.<br />
But overtly he said, ‘Nothing can be<br />
said. Let us see what happens. If everything<br />
goes well, then let us take it as a reward<br />
for all our struggles and inconveniences<br />
after coming to Delhi.’<br />
Such apprehensions turned any time<br />
into voices hovering around him. The cloak<br />
<strong>of</strong> urbanism was spread everywhere. He<br />
used to think that people have put with<br />
ease the ‘hearing aid’ <strong>of</strong> cosmopolitan<br />
thinking in their mind. This machine is<br />
any time more powerful than his real<br />
‘hearing aid’. Even after taking out the<br />
‘hearing aid’, he used to hear loud and<br />
strange sounds.<br />
That abiding moment <strong>of</strong> verdict came<br />
and passed by too. That evening, he silently<br />
lay on the bed after coming home—he<br />
was despondent, as if a huge bulldozer<br />
had crushed him. He felt like crying his<br />
heart out. Otherwise also, he was feeling<br />
a lump in the throat. Saroj kept mum.<br />
She had already known it through his phone<br />
call.<br />
‘How did it happen? Till yesterday,<br />
your name was doing the rounds. Suddenly,<br />
today...’ He burst out, ‘Oh, Saluja has kept<br />
under his thumb Khanna and many other<br />
big shots. It is as if he wears the bellmetal<br />
ring in his fingers. It is all the effect<br />
<strong>of</strong> this.’<br />
‘What do you mean?’<br />
‘The meaning is dawning upon me now.<br />
When Saluja’s order came out, Raina was<br />
telling—Sir, it is an old game. Saluja is<br />
Khanna Sahib’s pub-chum. They <strong>of</strong>ten drink<br />
together in the evening. Saluja has a big<br />
hold. His brother is a very big builder.<br />
He has got relations in the Ministry. He<br />
managed the plot for Khanna Sahib and<br />
got his house constructed. He was retiring.<br />
Saluja had only one hindrance in becoming<br />
the Director in his place that he was not<br />
having any site experience. Therefore, in<br />
the last moment, he was sent to the site<br />
in place <strong>of</strong> you just to fulfill this formality.<br />
You have been used just like a pawn in<br />
this game. It was already fixed with Khanna<br />
Sahib that Saluja would become the<br />
Director.’<br />
‘Oh, now I get the point.’ Saying this,<br />
Saroj also sulked.<br />
He became silent. With the stillness,<br />
spread the terror. Many sounds started<br />
creeping towards him like serpents. He<br />
106 :: January-March 2012