I. VAMA MARGA Foundations Of The Left-Hand Path - staticfly.net
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of cruelty and defilement." <strong>The</strong> grand finale of this extended act of gendertransformative<br />
slavery was the previously described forced feeding on his<br />
mistress's feces as a "Host ... of excrement, that I can consume in awe and<br />
adoration."<br />
Like so many components of the Beast's sex-magical methodology,<br />
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even his histrionically expressed passion for "bleed[ing] under the whip's<br />
lash" can he traced to his strict religious upbringing among the Plymouth<br />
Brethren. While attending the sect's rigorously disciplined school, the often<br />
disobedient young Crowley acquired a life-long taste for being flogged with<br />
the birch – a predilection the French have long since labeled the vice anglais.<br />
It should be noted that despite his masochistic tendencies, Crowley most<br />
commonly assumed the role of the dominant in his sexual opera – his desire<br />
to hurt and be hurt were part of a continuum. And like many masochists, he<br />
was always really in charge of these ritual humiliations, despite his seeming<br />
subservience to the Scarlet Woman/dominatrix. Crowley's comment that "I<br />
drown in delight at the thought that I who have been Master of the Universe<br />
should lie beneath Her feet, Her slave..." makes it evident that his acts of<br />
sexual submission were partly designed to illustrate the superiority of his<br />
state of being, if only by contrast with his temporary reduction to abject<br />
slavery. Even non-magical rites of dominance and submission are rarely as<br />
clear-cut as they may seem at first; when magic is brought into play, the<br />
power dynamics involved are even more complex.<br />
Elsewhere, Crowley declares his submissive devotion to Babalon,<br />
longing "to abase my Godhead before my lady I want my crown crushed by<br />
Her feet; I want my face fouled by Her spittle. I want my heart torn by Her<br />
boot-heel ... my soul to be her privy" In another diary entry, Crowley<br />
addresses his "Holy Guardian Angel" Aiwass, the unknown superior who<br />
dictated <strong>The</strong> Book <strong>Of</strong> <strong>The</strong> Law, in similar terms, assuming the persona of a<br />
debased prostitute: "I am to <strong>The</strong>e the harlot, crowned with poison and gold,<br />
my garment many-coloured, soiled with shame and smeared with blood, who<br />
for no price but of wantonness have prostituted myself to all that lusted after<br />
me ... I have made my flesh rotten, my blood venomous, my brain hagridden,<br />
I have infected the round world with corruption."<br />
Crowley's self-identification with the archetype of the prostitute as<br />
contagious carrier of "the venomous blood" of venereal disease was a fairly<br />
common artistic theme among the Decadent writers and artists of the 1890s.<br />
But the Beast developed this syphilitic fin de siècle aesthetic to an apotheosis<br />
even the likes of Baudelaire would not have imagined. In his youth, he<br />
acquired syphilis from a Scottish whore, an experience which caused him to<br />
recommend the clap as a positive medicinal benefit for great minds like<br />
himself. Crowley theorized that "it would be salutary for every male to be<br />
impregnated with the genus of this virus in order to facilitate the culture of<br />
individual genius". When his young, sheltered American student Israel<br />
Regardie came to sit at the Master's feet in 1920s Paris, the Beast promptly<br />
sent him to one of the local filles de joie for an evening's pleasure. When<br />
Regardie reported that he had acquired syphilis during the encounter,<br />
Crowley pronounced that a major turning point in his disciple's initiation had<br />
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occurred. For Crowley, "the scars of syphilis are sacred and worthy of honor<br />
as such." Depending on one's point of view, Crowley's pro-syphilis stance<br />
could have been a deliberate provocation of bourgeois morality, stated with<br />
tongue in cheek, or a mystical comment on the hidden holiness of every<br />
phenomenon, a perception in keeping with left-hand path transcendence of<br />
duality. No interpretation of Crowleyan thought should be made without<br />
taking the Beastly sense of black humor well into account.<br />
Just as he worshipped the indiscriminate and infectious promiscuity<br />
of the Whore of Babylon as enacted by his Scarlet Women, he sought to