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To All Appearances A Lady - University of British Columbia

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Margaret and Al <strong>of</strong> being self-conscious in<br />

their letters, <strong>of</strong> writing for an invisible future<br />

audience. The same accusation was levelled<br />

against the Purdy-Woodcock Letters. And in<br />

a totally creditable sense it is true. A pr<strong>of</strong>essional<br />

writer does not become unpr<strong>of</strong>essional<br />

toward words just because he or she<br />

has an audience <strong>of</strong> one, with a mass audience<br />

a remote possibility and no more. A<br />

novelist like Laurence, a largely narrative<br />

poet like Purdy, are inventing characters as<br />

they go along and it would be inconsistent<br />

if they did not to an extent shape their own<br />

images in correspondence. There is always<br />

an eye toward the possible unauthorised<br />

reader. One does not write, even in a letter,<br />

what one would shrink from seeing in print.<br />

Margaret Laurence was, and Al Purdy is,<br />

a self-created pr<strong>of</strong>essional <strong>of</strong> high quality,<br />

with little academic stiffening but a natural<br />

kind <strong>of</strong> erudition, and a remarkable sense<br />

<strong>of</strong> the colloquial in language: much <strong>of</strong> their<br />

correspondence is about pr<strong>of</strong>essional problems,<br />

and especially about Laurence's hesitations<br />

and delays in her work. Especially in<br />

England, she felt that loneliness <strong>of</strong> writing,<br />

and she needed reassurance from one <strong>of</strong><br />

her tribe, yet she was also remarkably secret<br />

about what went on in her imagination or<br />

even her books until the day <strong>of</strong> publication.<br />

Once she said to me, like a Dutch auntie<br />

(though she was 14 years younger) "George,<br />

always play your cards close to your chest.<br />

Don't let anybody see it until you're ready."<br />

I have played my cards that way ever since.<br />

The opposite is true <strong>of</strong> Purdy—that he is<br />

not so much concerned with the difficulties<br />

<strong>of</strong> creation, which are quite different in the<br />

short form <strong>of</strong> the poem from those in the<br />

long form <strong>of</strong> the novel. He is more concerned<br />

with achievement, and he is always sending<br />

to Laurence, as he has sent to me, copies <strong>of</strong><br />

recent poems which he likes to try out on<br />

his friends first. It is on the whole the annoyances<br />

<strong>of</strong> life rather than the agonies <strong>of</strong> creation<br />

that concern him, but he is immensely<br />

supportive <strong>of</strong> Laurence in fier agonies.<br />

They joke and jostle with each other, like<br />

unruly mental siblings, they admit—as<br />

friends should—the deeper hurts life<br />

imposes on them, and they together defy<br />

the puritan world from which both <strong>of</strong><br />

them, in their various ways, came and<br />

which still inflicts its hurts on them, as in<br />

the attempted banning <strong>of</strong> Laurence's books.<br />

There is no doubt that Purdy's friendship<br />

was <strong>of</strong> great importance to Laurence during<br />

the unhappy period when she was writing<br />

her last—and perhaps Canada's greatest—<br />

novel, The Diviners.<br />

As for Purdy, there is something Protean<br />

about him. His poems contain passages <strong>of</strong><br />

great vulnerability, and he grouses like the<br />

rest <strong>of</strong> us in his letters, and yet there is also<br />

that easy self-containedness that helped him<br />

remake himself from a conventional and<br />

traditional poet in his early years into a fine,<br />

free-flowing, colloquial writer, deeply conscious<br />

<strong>of</strong> time and place, in his maturity.<br />

Certainly his mutability comes up in his<br />

friendships, which are not like each other,<br />

so that the Purdy-Woodcock Letters are<br />

quite different from those with Laurence.<br />

Purdy and I seem superficially dissimilar—<br />

far more so than Purdy and Laurence—and<br />

many people have wondered how we can be<br />

such firm friends. This rowdy poet, this<br />

withdrawn critic—what can they have in<br />

common? Yet the sparks <strong>of</strong> friendship<br />

strike strangely, and in fact Purdy and I<br />

have a great deal in common. If he and<br />

Laurence were like siblings, he and I have<br />

been in our formative experiences, like the<br />

boys next door. He in Canada, I in<br />

England, went through childhood poverty,<br />

never went to a university and taught ourselves<br />

almost all we know (and Al is a far<br />

more erudite man than he lays claim to),<br />

endured and denounced the puritanism <strong>of</strong><br />

our backgrounds, which still haunts us, and<br />

once we shook <strong>of</strong>f circumstances became<br />

great and committed travellers.<br />

The relationship is different from that<br />

between Purdy and Laurence and the corre-<br />

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