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New Visions of Manhood<br />
Virginia Tech<br />
and Our Culture<br />
of Violence<br />
<strong>Voice</strong> <strong>Male</strong><br />
The <strong>Magazine</strong> of The Men’s Resource Center for change<br />
spring 2007<br />
HaD ENOUGH OF<br />
P0RN<br />
CULTURE?<br />
HOW MEN CAN MAKE<br />
A DIFFERENT CHOICE<br />
INSIDE<br />
The Crime of<br />
Breathing While Black<br />
Iraq Vets’ Rocky Road Home<br />
My Prostate Cancer:<br />
There Were No Symp<strong>to</strong>ms
From The Edi<strong>to</strong>r<br />
• <strong>Voice</strong> <strong>Male</strong><br />
Virginia Tech and Our Culture of Violence<br />
Through the Looking Glass of<br />
Violence<br />
It’s happened again. A news<br />
report interrupts our lives: a man<br />
has shot up a campus, killing 32<br />
people and himself. We are sick<br />
at heart, angry, outraged—and<br />
strangely numb. We have been stricken<br />
with a case of Columbinitis, a malaise<br />
that desensitizes people <strong>to</strong> violence. We<br />
distance ourselves from our feelings,<br />
passively consume television coverage<br />
of “Tragedy at Virginia Tech,” a new<br />
program broken in<strong>to</strong> carefully packaged<br />
infotainment segments. Either we<br />
become numb by watching the same<br />
footage over and over, the same students<br />
and expert talking heads being<br />
interviewed, or we tune out completely,<br />
overwhelmed by a culture that feeds<br />
on violence.<br />
Violence is an international commodity;<br />
violence sells, as the late George<br />
Gerbner, the renowned culture critic,<br />
succinctly put it. Spoken language is<br />
almost irrelevant in the onslaught of<br />
brutal images, cascading from every<br />
nook and cranny of U.S. popular culture<br />
and hungrily rebroadcast worldwide.<br />
By popular culture I mean more<br />
than Hollywood, the music biz, video<br />
games, and the products of corporate<br />
media spinmeisters. Peek in<strong>to</strong> the briefing<br />
room culture at the White House,<br />
and the Defense and State departments.<br />
War sells, <strong>to</strong>o. Just ask the profiteers<br />
pulling the strings at Blackwater and<br />
Hallibur<strong>to</strong>n. From the first jazzy graphics<br />
displayed on TV when we began<br />
invading Iraq, through the start of this<br />
fifth season of the reality series “War in<br />
the Middle East” (will its run be longer<br />
than that of The West Wing?), the media<br />
keep colluding with the government in<br />
sustaining our most profitable export:<br />
the culture of violence.<br />
Whatever emotional trigger ignited<br />
the rage in Cho Seung-Hui, the man<br />
who killed all those people and himself,<br />
“ Whatever emotional trigger ignited the rage in Cho Seung-<br />
Hui,<br />
our twisted culture provided plenty of matches. Like the<br />
rest of us,<br />
our twisted culture provided plenty of<br />
matches. Like the rest of us, he had<br />
opportunities every day <strong>to</strong> tune in <strong>to</strong><br />
talk radio for a dose of vitriol <strong>to</strong> get the<br />
juices flowing. Or, like us, he had easy<br />
access <strong>to</strong> the latest release from the<br />
gangsta rapper of the month, or the latest<br />
shoot-’em-up-blow-’em-up playing<br />
at the local cineplex. We are so saturated<br />
with the stench of violence, is it any<br />
wonder we already feel full when called<br />
<strong>to</strong> the table for a 33-course killing fields<br />
feast? We can’t even smell the <strong>to</strong>xic<br />
sludge we’ve become so accus<strong>to</strong>med <strong>to</strong><br />
the odor.<br />
The obliga<strong>to</strong>ry rumblings for gun control<br />
(which the National Rifle Association<br />
for years has so successfully fended<br />
off) will most likely morph in<strong>to</strong> a new<br />
uproar, but don’t expect gun-<strong>to</strong>ting politicians<br />
like Vice President Dick Cheney<br />
or presidential wannabe Mitt Romney<br />
<strong>to</strong> be leading the charge. The veep is<br />
still walking tall, even after shooting a<br />
friend on a hunting trip, and the former<br />
Massachusetts governor now preens as<br />
a born-again hunter. Anyone out there<br />
willing <strong>to</strong> take on the NRA now?<br />
But of course it is not just the NRA.<br />
Just as it’s not the <strong>to</strong>ugh-talking bluster<br />
from the current resident of the White<br />
House, as culpable as both the gun<br />
lobby and George Bush are in feeding<br />
and watering the culture of violence.<br />
Sadly, there is plenty of room at the<br />
table for many more violence vultures.<br />
Some claim that media violence<br />
causes real-world violence. Gerbner,<br />
who many believe was the country’s<br />
leading researcher on the social effects<br />
of television, encouraged citizens <strong>to</strong><br />
consider the issue more critically, “<strong>to</strong><br />
think about the psychological, political,<br />
social and developmental impacts of<br />
growing up and living within a cultural<br />
environment of pervasive, ritualized<br />
violent images.” That is our current<br />
predicament and it is why so many of us<br />
are numbed by this latest horrific killing<br />
spree rather than stirred <strong>to</strong> action. But it<br />
is not <strong>to</strong>o late.<br />
Our children, especially the younger<br />
ones who must, at all costs, be shielded<br />
from the details of what happened on<br />
April 16 in Virginia, need us <strong>to</strong> get this<br />
right and get it right now. In our work at<br />
the Men’s Resource Center for Change,<br />
helping men <strong>to</strong> overcome the damaging<br />
effects of conventional, <strong>to</strong>ugh-talking,<br />
violence-embracing manhood, my colleagues<br />
and I know that abusive and<br />
violent men can change if they want<br />
<strong>to</strong>. Even in the face of a society that<br />
keeps dishing out super-sized portions<br />
of violent pop culture. A question: Do<br />
we have the collective will <strong>to</strong> push back<br />
from the table where such poison continues<br />
<strong>to</strong> be served up? Are we ready <strong>to</strong><br />
go on a violence-free diet, replacing its<br />
burnt offerings with fruit from the tree<br />
of peace? VM<br />
Rob Okun is edi<strong>to</strong>r of <strong>Voice</strong> <strong>Male</strong> and<br />
executive direc<strong>to</strong>r of the Men's Resource<br />
Center for Change. He can be reached<br />
at rob.okun@mrcforchange.org.<br />
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Table of<br />
Contents<br />
Features<br />
Men Speak Out on Gender, .............7<br />
Sex and Power<br />
By Shira Tarrant<br />
Real Men, Real Choices ...............8<br />
By Robert Jensen<br />
There Were No Symp<strong>to</strong>ms. ............11<br />
By Felicity Pool and Allen Davis<br />
Good and Bad News on ................13<br />
Domestic Violence<br />
By Stephen McArthur<br />
A Vet for Peace. ...................14<br />
By Eric Wasileski<br />
The Shameful Neglect of Our ........15<br />
Veterans’ Emotional Needs<br />
By Rob Okun<br />
Pop Culture and Pornography ........21<br />
By Gail Dines<br />
Columns & Opinion<br />
From the Edi<strong>to</strong>r ......................2<br />
Mail Bonding ........................4<br />
Men @ Work ........................5<br />
Color Lines ........................17<br />
The Crime of Breathing While Black<br />
By Chris<strong>to</strong>pher Rabb<br />
GBQ Resources .....................18<br />
OutLines. ..........................19<br />
My Gay San Francisco, Then and Now<br />
By Les K. Wright<br />
Resources ..........................22<br />
Thank You .........................26<br />
MRC Programs & Services ............27<br />
COVER PHOTOS: © is<strong>to</strong>ckpho<strong>to</strong>.com/Sladjan Lukic/Alex Nikada<br />
<strong>Voice</strong> <strong>Male</strong><br />
Edi<strong>to</strong>r – Rob Okun<br />
Managing Edi<strong>to</strong>r – Michael Burke<br />
Designer – Mary Zyskowski<br />
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Mail<br />
Dear Gentle Men,<br />
It has come <strong>to</strong> our attention that you harbor<br />
some misconceptions about us and our<br />
intentions, ones which we most fervently<br />
hope <strong>to</strong> dissuade you of, because these misunderstandings<br />
and falsehoods are preventing<br />
us from working <strong>to</strong>gether <strong>to</strong>ward a more<br />
balanced society. Allow us <strong>to</strong> reassure you:<br />
1. We do not wish <strong>to</strong> castrate you. We<br />
have no desire <strong>to</strong> have your testicles in jars<br />
of formaldehyde on our nightstands.<br />
2. You may rest easy. We are not asking<br />
for a complete role reversal in which we put<br />
you in the positions we have occupied these<br />
many thousands of years; we do not want <strong>to</strong><br />
confine you <strong>to</strong> home, cooking and cleaning,<br />
caring for the children, and bringing us a<br />
beer while we watch the game after a long,<br />
hard day at the Senate. We admit <strong>to</strong> sometimes<br />
having playful revenge fantasies about<br />
it, but not really.<br />
3. Some of us are lesbians, but most of<br />
us aren’t. Many of us are adamantly checking<br />
out your hindquarters as you walk by.<br />
Most of us can, in fact, “get a man” if we so<br />
wish.<br />
4. A lot of us like lipstick and the occasional<br />
short skirt. It’s just that we don’t like<br />
<strong>to</strong> be expected <strong>to</strong> wear these items.<br />
5. We want you <strong>to</strong> think we’re hot, just as<br />
you want us <strong>to</strong> find you physically attractive;<br />
it’s fine that you like our breasts. It’s just that<br />
we want you <strong>to</strong> realize there is a fully functional<br />
brain behind our long-lashed eyes, and<br />
a human heart beating beneath those jugs.<br />
6. We like sex. No, really. We do.<br />
7. Most of us appreciate that you’ve been<br />
opening doors for us. That’s very nice of<br />
you. But (contrary <strong>to</strong> some of the things<br />
we’ve heard you muttering) that really<br />
doesn’t make you the gender that is being<br />
oppressed and subordinated. We’re sorry,<br />
but opening an occasional door or even<br />
picking up the tab at Red Lobster does not<br />
“even the score,” and if you think that it<br />
does then you have not been paying attention.<br />
For example, we would gladly trade<br />
your chivalrous portal-opening skills and<br />
the $23.45 you just paid for dinner…for<br />
equal wages.<br />
8. We’re not blaming you for everything<br />
(a good bit of it is our bad), and we don’t<br />
think we’re the only ones suffering from<br />
the current state of affairs. For example, we<br />
imagine it must suck that if you actually<br />
want <strong>to</strong> stay home with the kids instead of<br />
climbing the corporate ladder, then you’re<br />
labeled a big ol’ wuss who’s been whipped.<br />
We are also aware that since sexism is<br />
largely an unconscious social construct,<br />
only a very small number of you are ever<br />
actually consciously trying <strong>to</strong> “keep women<br />
in their place,” and an equally small number<br />
of you are even aware that there’s a<br />
problem <strong>to</strong> be addressed. But we give you<br />
kudos when you are willing <strong>to</strong> allow yourselves<br />
<strong>to</strong> be made aware of the issue and the<br />
proposed solutions <strong>to</strong> it.<br />
9. The dictionary defines feminism as<br />
“the doctrine advocating social, political,<br />
and all other rights of women equal <strong>to</strong> those<br />
of men.” Feminism does not claim the<br />
superiority of women, nor does it involve<br />
man-hating. Indeed, it is not even an allgirls<br />
club. Chicks dig feminist guys.<br />
10. Actually, we are not particularly<br />
angry, and we are not perpetually PMSing.<br />
We just want change and we’re starting <strong>to</strong><br />
get impatient about it because it’s been a<br />
really, really long wait for us.<br />
We cannot achieve equality without you.<br />
You are the other half of the equation, the<br />
other half of humanity, and we regret <strong>to</strong><br />
assert that you are the ones in power. With<br />
power comes responsibility, responsibility<br />
that we are happy <strong>to</strong> share with you. We<br />
hope very much that you will consider<br />
dropping the baseless fears some of you<br />
hold about us, because we think of you as<br />
our allies, not our enemies. Ours is not a<br />
“war of the sexes.” Ours is a war on sexism.<br />
We invite you <strong>to</strong> enlist.<br />
Much Love, Feminists<br />
P.S. Please put the <strong>to</strong>ilet seat down.<br />
Thank you.<br />
Erica Little-Herron<br />
Sharpsburg, Md.<br />
Erica Little-Herron writes a column for<br />
the Shepherd University newspaper in<br />
Maryland.<br />
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Men @ Work<br />
Anationally known antiviolence activist and educa<strong>to</strong>r, a<br />
longtime champion of women’s rights and women’s<br />
reproductive health, and two college-age men<strong>to</strong>rs and activists<br />
were honored at the Eleventh Challenge & Change<br />
Celebration, an annual dinner the Men’s Resource Center for<br />
Change (MRC) hosted on April 22 at the Log Cabin Banquet<br />
& Meeting House, in Holyoke, Mass. Northamp<strong>to</strong>n mayor<br />
Clare Higgins served as honorary<br />
chair. The event marked the<br />
first in a series celebrating the<br />
MRC’s 25th anniversary.<br />
Award recipients were Jackson<br />
Katz of Long Beach, Calif.,<br />
author of The Macho Paradox:<br />
Why Some Men Hurt Women<br />
and How All Men Can Help, and<br />
Four Honored at Men’s Center’s<br />
11th Challenge & Change Awards Dinner<br />
Katz<br />
Lowenstein-<br />
Kitchell<br />
co-crea<strong>to</strong>r of the video Tough Guise: Violence, Media and the<br />
Crisis in Masculinity; Susan Lowenstein-Kitchell of Amherst,<br />
co-direc<strong>to</strong>r of the Western Massachusetts Abortion Rights<br />
Fund; and Aaron Buford and Malcolm Chu, co-facilita<strong>to</strong>rs<br />
of the MRC’s Young Men of Color Leadership group and<br />
student leaders at Commonwealth College at the University<br />
of Massachusetts.<br />
Jackson Katz is one of the nation’s leading advocates<br />
for men’s work in preventing violence against women. A former<br />
all-state high school football player and the first man at<br />
the University of Massachusetts <strong>to</strong> earn a minor in women’s<br />
studies, he is the founder and direc<strong>to</strong>r of MVP Strategies, an<br />
organization providing gender violence prevention training<br />
<strong>to</strong> colleges, high schools, professional and college sports<br />
teams, community groups, corporations, and the U.S. military<br />
(including the first such program in the his<strong>to</strong>ry of the Marine<br />
Corps). Tough Guise, the video he created with the Media<br />
Education Foundation of Northamp<strong>to</strong>n, Mass., has been<br />
screened around the country and overseas. He has lectured at<br />
hundreds of schools and colleges across the nation and is a<br />
member of the national advisory board of the MRC and <strong>Voice</strong><br />
<strong>Male</strong> magazine. “Jackson tapped in<strong>to</strong> his passion for justice<br />
for women, and his voice urging men <strong>to</strong> work for peace in<br />
our homes and communities when he was a student at UMass<br />
more than 25 years ago,” said Rob Okun, MRC executive<br />
direc<strong>to</strong>r. “He has never looked back. We are glad he is in<br />
Amherst this year so we could honor him in his home away<br />
from home.”<br />
Susan Lowenstein-Kitchell received the Challenge<br />
& Change woman’s award in recognition of her decades of<br />
work advocating for women and women’s reproductive rights,<br />
including in her capacity as co-direc<strong>to</strong>r of the Abortion Fund<br />
of Western Massachusetts. Her his<strong>to</strong>ry of activism goes back <strong>to</strong><br />
her days as a student in the 1940s at Bard College, where she<br />
worked for a group called “People’s Songs” whose members<br />
included Pete Seeger. The group was blacklisted in the frenzy<br />
of anti-Communist paranoia. She was later active in the boycott<br />
of grapes on behalf of farm<br />
workers, and in protests against<br />
the Vietnam War. “Susie began<br />
working on behalf of women’s<br />
rights, especially their rights of<br />
personal choice, right from the<br />
Buford<br />
Chu<br />
beginning of Roe v. Wade some<br />
35 years ago. She became<br />
involved very early with the<br />
Abortion Rights Fund of Western Massachusetts, which was<br />
created <strong>to</strong> fill the significant gap women face if they are not on<br />
Medicaid, are poor, young, and have no or inadequate insurance,”<br />
Okun said. “She remains at the forefront of this aspect of<br />
women’s rights <strong>to</strong>day. We are privileged <strong>to</strong> be honoring one of<br />
the mothers of this movement.”<br />
Receiving the MRC Ozzy Klate Memorial Youth Award<br />
are Aaron Buford and Malcolm Chu, both sophomores<br />
at Commonwealth College at UMass and co-leaders<br />
of the MRC’s Young Men of Color Leadership group. Aaron<br />
is coordina<strong>to</strong>r of a UMass high school tu<strong>to</strong>ring/men<strong>to</strong>ring<br />
program involving 17 student volunteers at Amherst<br />
Regional High School and is secretary for diversity issues<br />
at UMass, where he serves in the cabinet of student government.<br />
Malcolm is a member of the University Alliance for<br />
Community Transformation, a men<strong>to</strong>r/tu<strong>to</strong>r in the Amherst<br />
High School program, and works with the Office of Programs<br />
and Services for students of color at the university.<br />
Said the MRC’s Okun, “Aaron and Malcolm are natural<br />
leaders whose efforts on behalf of younger students are not just<br />
admirable but also highly effective. Passionate, articulate, and<br />
visionary, they blend activism, academic excellence, and commitment<br />
<strong>to</strong> their roles in the college and greater community.”<br />
A number of area banks, businesses, and educational institutions<br />
collectively underwrote all expenses associated with the<br />
awards dinner so there was no charge <strong>to</strong> attend, Okun said.<br />
Those attending were invited <strong>to</strong> voluntarily make a contribution<br />
and all money raised at the event went directly <strong>to</strong> support MRC<br />
programs and services. To make your own contribution <strong>to</strong> the<br />
MRC, contact David Gillham at (413) 253-9887, ext.16, or<br />
e-mail david.gillham@mrcforchange.org.<br />
Spring 2007 •<br />
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• <strong>Voice</strong> <strong>Male</strong> Men @ Work<br />
Men @ Work continued from page 5<br />
Reviving Ophelia: The Play<br />
The landmark book Reviving Ophelia:<br />
Saving the Selves of Adolescent<br />
Girls, has now become a play. That’s<br />
only appropriate for a book that adopted<br />
its central metaphor from Hamlet.<br />
Award-winning playwright Cherrie<br />
Bennett adapted Dr. Mary Pipher’s book<br />
in<strong>to</strong> a gripping s<strong>to</strong>ry of four teenage<br />
girls battling the corrosive influence<br />
of popular culture and searching for<br />
the personal North Star that will guide<br />
them home. The play has already <strong>to</strong>ured<br />
through many urban, suburban, and rural<br />
schools and met with equal success. To<br />
learn more about Reviving Ophelia visit<br />
http://dramaticpublishing.com/catalogdetail.cfm?listcode=R79.<br />
Now we need<br />
Awakening Hamlet, the counterpart play<br />
for boys.<br />
Men’s AIDS Awareness in<br />
Kenya<br />
Some medical students in the<br />
Chicago area doing HIV/AIDS<br />
work in Kenya are on a mission <strong>to</strong><br />
assist that African nation in the fight<br />
against the deadly disease.<br />
According <strong>to</strong> Rishi Rattan of the<br />
College of Medicine at the University<br />
of Illinois Chicago campus, books are<br />
needed on masculinities, gender, and<br />
sexuality. While in Kenya, medical students<br />
Justin List, Andrew Loehrer, and<br />
Lisa Dunning learned that the organization<br />
MMAAK (Movement of Men<br />
Against AIDS in Kenya) is seeking<br />
books on masculinities, gender, and sexuality<br />
for their library. A campaign has<br />
begun <strong>to</strong> provide the books.<br />
<strong>Voice</strong> <strong>Male</strong> is assisting in the effort<br />
by donating a set of back issues of the<br />
magazine and it urges readers <strong>to</strong> donate<br />
books and articles <strong>to</strong> help the cause. To<br />
learn how you can help, write Justin<br />
List at the Stritch School of Medicine,<br />
Loyola University Chicago, jlist@lumc.<br />
edu.<br />
Confronting Homophobia<br />
in Kentucky<br />
Gay activists alarmed at an evangelical<br />
Christian leader’s extreme<br />
stance on homosexuality staged a<br />
sit-in at the office of the president<br />
of the Southern Baptist Theological<br />
Seminary in Louisville, Kentucky,<br />
earlier this spring.<br />
A dozen members of the group,<br />
Soulforce, were arrested in late March,<br />
according <strong>to</strong> media reports. Seminary<br />
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of Mohler’s office lasted about two<br />
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of a Soulforce <strong>to</strong>ur of Christian colleges.<br />
Lucas said group members wanted<br />
Mohler <strong>to</strong> rescind his comments and<br />
publicly apologize.<br />
“Some of us were raised in a southern<br />
Baptist tradition, so for him <strong>to</strong><br />
deny his own constituents simply a<br />
conversation—we wanted <strong>to</strong> go have<br />
him hear our voice. We were denied<br />
that,” Lucas said.<br />
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New Men’s Anthology Due Out in November<br />
Men Speak Out on Gender, Sex and<br />
Power<br />
By Shira Tarrant<br />
Feminism is a dirty word. It conjures<br />
images of whiny, bitchy<br />
women with sanctimonious<br />
complaints about men. And<br />
the men who call themselves<br />
“feminist”? If they aren’t simply whipped,<br />
then it’s a cheap ploy at getting laid. Or so<br />
the s<strong>to</strong>ry goes.<br />
But that’s an old version of the s<strong>to</strong>ry.<br />
Fortunately, it looks like we’re in the midst<br />
of change.<br />
Recently, I was teaching in the women’s<br />
studies program at a small, East Coast<br />
liberal arts college outside of Baltimore. At<br />
first there were only one or two young men<br />
among the women enrolled in my classes.<br />
Soon there were more. They trickled in<br />
from the soccer team, the basketball team,<br />
the swim team, and the arts. They majored<br />
in physics, political science, mathematics,<br />
and dance. Who were these guys, I wondered.<br />
And how could I find more of them?<br />
Some answers came from conversations<br />
that I had with these same young men after<br />
class, sitting on the campus lawn. They<br />
wanted <strong>to</strong> know if there were other guys out<br />
there who were also trying <strong>to</strong> make sense<br />
of their experiences in <strong>to</strong>day’s culture, finding<br />
some past assumptions about both men<br />
and women no longer serve them. They<br />
wanted <strong>to</strong> know that they weren’t alone in<br />
rethinking gender, and that it was possible<br />
<strong>to</strong> make a change. They wanted <strong>to</strong> know<br />
that they—and these other men—weren’t<br />
wimps.<br />
My response was <strong>to</strong> compile an anthology<br />
of essays by men who are speaking<br />
out about feminist issues. The result is Men<br />
Speak Out, a fresh look at gender, sex,<br />
and power—and feminism—a collection<br />
of essays about men making their way in a<br />
world that is struggling <strong>to</strong> rethink manhood<br />
and masculinity. This is a collection about<br />
men—written by men—who are willing<br />
<strong>to</strong> stare down these issues head on. Their<br />
voices are contemporary and vital.<br />
When I set out <strong>to</strong> collect a series of<br />
Were “ there other guys<br />
out<br />
there also trying <strong>to</strong><br />
make<br />
sense of <strong>to</strong>day’s culture,<br />
finding past assumptions<br />
about both men<br />
and women no longer<br />
essays serve that are them? direct and They expressive in<br />
their interrogation of masculinity and<br />
power, I posted my request <strong>to</strong> a number of<br />
relevant websites and listservs. I wanted <strong>to</strong><br />
compile as diverse a selection as possible.<br />
Queries came from activist men, university<br />
men, men who used <strong>to</strong> be women,<br />
men from the South, men from the North,<br />
and men from places in between. I heard<br />
from queer men, straight men, and bi<br />
men; from young men, older men, Black,<br />
Latino, Jewish, and white men. E-mails of<br />
interest and support poured in from New<br />
Zealand, South Africa, England, Australia,<br />
Poland, Uruguay, Vietnam, Lapland—you<br />
get the picture. Many sent notes just <strong>to</strong> say<br />
thanks in advance for a book they’ve been<br />
waiting for. This response—awesome and<br />
humbling—was good news. There are<br />
many good men out there actively working<br />
<strong>to</strong> end male pattern domination and the<br />
abuse and misuse of power over others.<br />
There are so many creating new answers<br />
<strong>to</strong> old problems.<br />
Encouraged by the response, I hatched<br />
a plan while preparing for a cross-country<br />
move back <strong>to</strong> California. Armed with over<br />
2,000 pho<strong>to</strong>copied announcements explaining<br />
the book and inviting men <strong>to</strong> send in<br />
their written thoughts, I planned <strong>to</strong> leave<br />
fliers behind at every college <strong>to</strong>wn and<br />
coffee house, truck s<strong>to</strong>p and Bob Evans restaurant,<br />
coast <strong>to</strong> coast. This ambitious idea<br />
petered out somewhere around Indiana,<br />
where the road ahead looked longer and<br />
longer and the days and nights joined<br />
<strong>to</strong>gether as I drove with my family across<br />
the country. I did get the chance, though, <strong>to</strong><br />
leave fliers at many places: at a corner bar<br />
in Athens, Ohio; a Starbucks in Cleveland;<br />
the Presbyterian Manor Senior Retirement<br />
Home in Salina, Kansas; at a down-onits-luck<br />
casino outside of Reno, Nevada.<br />
I papered the National Women’s Studies<br />
Association Conference in Oakland before<br />
heading south <strong>to</strong> Los Angeles, and stuck<br />
my head in<strong>to</strong> the kitchen at a Mexican restaurant<br />
along the way <strong>to</strong> share some fliers.<br />
To my utter surprise and delight, the cook<br />
there said he’d already seen the call for<br />
submissions online. The word was out and<br />
the response was tremendous.<br />
Some men in this book recount their<br />
personal challenges with living up <strong>to</strong> the<br />
demands of “traditional” masculinity.<br />
Others are quintessential guys’ guys who<br />
love sports and beer. But one thing brings<br />
these men <strong>to</strong>gether on these pages if not<br />
in their day-<strong>to</strong>-day lives: Each of them<br />
struggles, in his own ways, with the personal<br />
and political limits that conventional<br />
masculinity imposes. Their unflinchingly<br />
honest prose tackles the politics of domination<br />
and strategies for change. They deal<br />
not only with the difficulties of being a<br />
man, but also with the challenges of being<br />
a man who is grappling with sexism.<br />
What becomes immediately clear is<br />
an encouraging theme: that we have tremendous<br />
potential for personal and political<br />
change. Hank Shaw, a writer from<br />
Rochester, New York, a self-described<br />
“guy off the street who bangs out words for<br />
a living,” got his feet on the street when he<br />
<strong>to</strong>ok action against two local pornographers<br />
continued on page 25<br />
Spring 2007 •<br />
7
Men and Pornography<br />
REaL MEN,<br />
REaLCH0ICES<br />
By Robert Jensen<br />
REAL MEN First, let me say what I don’t mean by the term “real men.” I am not<br />
referring <strong>to</strong> some concept of an “authentic” masculinity, <strong>to</strong> some notion of what<br />
it means <strong>to</strong> be a real man. In this sense, there are no real men. Masculinity,<br />
like femininity, is a trap, a way <strong>to</strong> constrain human beings—wildly variable in<br />
our capacities—in<strong>to</strong> predetermined social roles that define and confine rather<br />
than open up and liberate.<br />
• <strong>Voice</strong> <strong>Male</strong><br />
But in shaping a political strategy, we<br />
must take note of where and how real male<br />
humans really live in the real world. After<br />
many years of talking <strong>to</strong> men, in formal<br />
research interviews and informally, here’s<br />
what I’ve concluded:<br />
Although we can never know who they<br />
are, there likely are some men who are<br />
beyond the reach of the call <strong>to</strong> love and<br />
justice, probably forever. Some men are<br />
so committed <strong>to</strong> dominance and male<br />
supremacy that they have, for all practical<br />
purposes, lost their souls. There are<br />
no doubt complex explanations for this,<br />
but in practical political terms, these men<br />
are not my target audience. The same can<br />
be said of some white people, some rich<br />
people, some Americans. For whatever<br />
reason, some people in positions of privilege<br />
and power seem beyond the reach of<br />
an appeal based in empathy and shared<br />
humanity. Coming <strong>to</strong> terms with that<br />
rather sad reality is difficult, but necessary.<br />
The good news, however, is that we<br />
Edi<strong>to</strong>r’s Note: This is an edited version of<br />
a talk given <strong>to</strong> the Pornography and Pop<br />
Culture conference at Wheelock College,<br />
Bos<strong>to</strong>n, March 24, 2007.<br />
don’t have <strong>to</strong> win over every single man<br />
<strong>to</strong> change the culture.<br />
Our focus should be on the men who are<br />
struggling. These are the men I know and<br />
speak with often. That is the man I am. We<br />
struggle <strong>to</strong> make sense of our socialization.<br />
We struggle <strong>to</strong> be decent in a world in<br />
which it’s easy <strong>to</strong> simply accept our privilege<br />
and power. Often, we fail. But there’s a<br />
case that can be made <strong>to</strong> those men, a combination<br />
of an argument from justice and an<br />
argument from self-interest. The argument<br />
from justice is simple: Participating in the<br />
sexual exploitation industries—pornography,<br />
prostitution, strip bars—is incompatible<br />
with a serious commitment <strong>to</strong> our stated<br />
principles; there can be no gender justice in<br />
a world where some women can be bought<br />
and sold.<br />
But we also have <strong>to</strong> offer men a vision<br />
of the world that gives them a way out<br />
of the masculinity trap. Many men feel<br />
distress over the way in which patriarchy<br />
undermines our humanity. I emphasize<br />
this not <strong>to</strong> elevate men’s pain, but <strong>to</strong> argue<br />
that if we don’t take account of men’s pain<br />
we may not be able <strong>to</strong> change the world <strong>to</strong><br />
end men’s violence against women.<br />
I was slow <strong>to</strong> understand this, and ironically<br />
it was Gail Dines who helped me—<br />
or, perhaps, forced me—<strong>to</strong> see this. Gail<br />
has a son, and we have talked often about<br />
her hopes for a world in which her son,<br />
and boys and men like him, can find space<br />
<strong>to</strong> be fully human. Gail has often <strong>to</strong>ld<br />
me that I can be <strong>to</strong>o hard on men, that in<br />
my anger—at men and at myself—I was<br />
missing an essential aspect of this work.<br />
I was missing the universal love that the<br />
late Andrea Dworkin expressed, not only<br />
for women but for men. It <strong>to</strong>ok me longer<br />
than it should have <strong>to</strong> fully understand<br />
that feminism—especially the most radical<br />
feminism—is rooted not in contempt<br />
for men but in holding men accountable<br />
out of a faith in human beings.<br />
That’s what I want for my son. Like<br />
Gail, I have one child, a boy. And, like<br />
Gail, I want my boy <strong>to</strong> be a decent person<br />
in a world where being decent is the norm.<br />
I don’t want him <strong>to</strong> be a man. I want him<br />
<strong>to</strong> be a human being. My boy came in<strong>to</strong><br />
this world as a human being. He deserves<br />
the chance <strong>to</strong> hold on <strong>to</strong> that humanity, as<br />
we all do. And if we don’t find a way <strong>to</strong><br />
continued on page 10<br />
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sexism<br />
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Remembering andrea Dworkin—and 0ur Humanity<br />
The late Andrea Dworkin’s presence loomed over the<br />
Pornography and Pop Culture conference held at Wheelock<br />
College in Bos<strong>to</strong>n in March. If not for her groundbreaking<br />
work, I am sure I and many others would not have been there.<br />
Andrea shook the world, and after that shock we all had a<br />
choice: Would we duck and cover, and look for<br />
a way <strong>to</strong> avoid what she demanded that we face?<br />
Or would we have the courage <strong>to</strong> look at the<br />
world through her eyes and see where it led us?<br />
It wasn’t easy for me <strong>to</strong> do that. It <strong>to</strong>ok me more<br />
years than I want <strong>to</strong> remember <strong>to</strong> start that process,<br />
and it remains a difficult road <strong>to</strong> walk. But<br />
when I finally quit looking for a place <strong>to</strong> hide and<br />
stepped on<strong>to</strong> that road, the possibility of a new<br />
world opened up for me. Andrea’s work was my<br />
first entrée in<strong>to</strong> radical politics, a way of seeing<br />
not just men’s oppression of women but also other illegitimate<br />
hierarchies, connected <strong>to</strong> race in white supremacy, <strong>to</strong> wealth in a<br />
preda<strong>to</strong>ry corporate capitalism, and <strong>to</strong> national identity in a world<br />
dominated by the U.S. empire.<br />
I am wary of canonizing individuals or ascribing <strong>to</strong> them <strong>to</strong>o<br />
much power; coming <strong>to</strong> this with left/feminist politics, I believe in<br />
the power of people, not leaders, <strong>to</strong> change the world. But I want<br />
<strong>to</strong> recognize Andrea Dworkin, not because we all have <strong>to</strong> agree<br />
with every aspect of her analysis or political strategy. Instead, I<br />
simply want <strong>to</strong> honor her insight, dedication, courage, and—most<br />
of all—her humanity.<br />
In this world in which we live, there is suffering beyond<br />
description. Some of that suffering we see on the news, for example,<br />
when the consequences of the U.S. invasion and occupation<br />
of Iraq become difficult for mainstream society <strong>to</strong> ignore. Some<br />
of that suffering is out of view, behind closed doors, where men’s<br />
violence is still <strong>to</strong>o often hidden away as a private affair. And some<br />
of that suffering is filmed and sold for the sexual pleasure of others,<br />
primarily men.<br />
That pain, and Andrea’s understanding of it, is for me at the<br />
heart of a message we must take <strong>to</strong> men. My brothers and I are<br />
capable of barbaric violence and of sexualizing that violence; we<br />
<strong>to</strong>o often find pleasure in the abandonment of<br />
our own humanity. I say “my brothers and I” not<br />
<strong>to</strong> claim that all men are violent or use pornography<br />
but <strong>to</strong> emphasize that there is a common<br />
socialization that produces such behavior and<br />
a common responsibility <strong>to</strong> end it. And, just as<br />
important, there is a common humanity <strong>to</strong> which<br />
we can appeal. In a specific moment, a man<br />
might abandon this humanity, but that does not<br />
mean that no appeal <strong>to</strong> our humanity is possible.<br />
Although it may seem odd, I learned that most<br />
profoundly not from other men, but from Andrea Dworkin.<br />
Despite her reputation as a “man-hater,” Dworkin loved people<br />
and she saw men as people, refusing <strong>to</strong> give up on us. No one was<br />
fiercer in naming men’s violence and holding men accountable,<br />
but she did not abandon hope in us.<br />
“I don’t believe rape is inevitable or natural,” she said in 1983,<br />
speaking <strong>to</strong> a group of men. “If I did, I would have no reason <strong>to</strong><br />
be here. If I did, my political practice would be different than it is.<br />
Have you ever wondered why we [women] are not just in armed<br />
combat against you? It’s not because there’s a shortage of kitchen<br />
knives in this country. It is because we believe in your humanity,<br />
against all the evidence.”<br />
I think that faith is important <strong>to</strong> hold on <strong>to</strong> as we fashion<br />
strategies for talking <strong>to</strong> men, demanding that men end their use of<br />
pornography, and enlisting men as allies in a feminist movement<br />
for justice.<br />
—Robert Jensen<br />
Spring 2007 •<br />
9
Real Men, Real Choices continued from page 8<br />
allow our boy children <strong>to</strong> do that, I fear<br />
that our girl children have no chance.<br />
P0RN P0INTS<br />
• <strong>Voice</strong> <strong>Male</strong><br />
Real choices<br />
The pornographers and their apologists<br />
have done a masterful job of focusing the<br />
debate on the choices of women who participate<br />
in the industry. If women choose<br />
<strong>to</strong> perform in pornography, who are we <strong>to</strong><br />
condemn them? I agree; I have never condemned<br />
the women in pornography, nor<br />
has anyone in the feminist anti-pornography<br />
movement. Many complex questions<br />
arise from women’s participation in pornography,<br />
none of which are my subject<br />
here. Instead, I want <strong>to</strong> refocus on men and<br />
our choices. The questions I want <strong>to</strong> ask<br />
are not about why women choose <strong>to</strong> perform<br />
in pornography, but why men choose<br />
<strong>to</strong> masturbate <strong>to</strong> pornography. What does<br />
that choice that a man makes mean for<br />
women, and what does it mean for the<br />
man?<br />
My argument is simple: When men<br />
choose <strong>to</strong> spend their money on pornography,<br />
they are (1) contributing <strong>to</strong> the<br />
subordination of women in the sexual<br />
exploitation industries; and (2) robbing<br />
themselves of the possibility of being<br />
fully human.<br />
On (1): For the sake of argument, let’s<br />
assume that some women who perform in<br />
pornography make completely free choices<br />
<strong>to</strong> participate, as women in the industry<br />
often assert that they do, with absolutely<br />
no constraints or limitations on them.<br />
That could be the case, though it doesn’t<br />
alter the unavoidable conclusion that some<br />
number of women in the industry—likely<br />
a majority—choose under conditions that<br />
make choice much more complex (his<strong>to</strong>ries<br />
of sexual abuse, economic hardship,<br />
perceived and/or actual lack of opportunities,<br />
within a culture that glamorizes the<br />
sex industry).<br />
In most cases, the consumer has no<br />
reliable way <strong>to</strong> judge which women are<br />
participating in the industry as a result<br />
of a meaningfully free choice. When a<br />
consumer plays a DVD at home, he has<br />
no information that could help him make<br />
continued on page 20<br />
EFFECTS ON CHILDREN<br />
The biggest group of Internet porn consumers are aged 12 <strong>to</strong> 17. (Bos<strong>to</strong>n<br />
Globe, 2005)<br />
A therapist in Bos<strong>to</strong>n reports treating children as young as 10 for<br />
porn addiction. (Bos<strong>to</strong>n Globe, 2005)<br />
One researcher found that 87 percent of the molesters of girls, and<br />
77 percent of the molesters of boys, reported regular use of hard-core<br />
pornography. (Marshall, 1988)<br />
It is estimated that 20 percent of all pornography on the Internet<br />
involves children. (NCMEC)<br />
EFFECTS ON USERS<br />
It is estimated that 15 percent of people using Internet pornography<br />
develop a compulsive habit that disrupts their lives. (Pamela Paul,<br />
Pornified, 2005)<br />
One psychiatrist specializing in treatment of sexual dysfunction<br />
estimates that 60 percent of his cases are directly related <strong>to</strong> the<br />
Internet. (The Sunday Paper, Atlanta)<br />
“I’ve definitely noticed that naked images that used <strong>to</strong> arouse me<br />
don’t anymore, so I had <strong>to</strong> move on. I found that I was getting numb<br />
<strong>to</strong> basic images. I needed <strong>to</strong> keep progressing <strong>to</strong> more explicit stuff.”<br />
(“Dave,” porn user, quoted in Paul, Pornified)<br />
EFFECTS ON RELATIONSHIPS<br />
At the 2002 American Academy of Matrimonial Lawyers convention,<br />
at<strong>to</strong>rneys present reported that 56 percent of their recent divorce<br />
cases resulted from a spouse’s compulsive Internet porn use.<br />
(Paul, Pornified)<br />
Research has found that 41 percent of surveyed adults admitted they<br />
felt insecure and less attractive due <strong>to</strong> their partner’s pornography<br />
use. (Yarhouse, Marriage Related Research)<br />
“I don’t see how any male who likes porn can think actual sex is<br />
better, at least if it involves all the crap that comes with having<br />
a real live female in your life.” (“Frank,” porn user, quoted in<br />
Paul, Pornified)<br />
EFFECTS ON WOMEN’S SAFETY<br />
A 1984 research study found that the state of Alaska ranked first<br />
both in porn magazine sales and in rapes; Nevada was second on both<br />
measures. (Baron and Straus)<br />
A women’s crisis center serving Wahpe<strong>to</strong>n, North Dakota, reported a 96<br />
percent increase in domestic violence and sexual assault calls after<br />
a second strip club opened in <strong>to</strong>wn. (Not for Sale)<br />
In Phoenix, neighborhoods with a porn outlet had 500 percent more<br />
sexual offenses than neighborhoods without. (U.S. Department of<br />
Justice, 1988)<br />
“We feel confident in our findings that pornography is harmful.<br />
Our study involved more than 12,000 participants and<br />
very rigorous analyses. I can think of no beneficial effects<br />
of pornography whatsoever.”<br />
—RESEARCHER DR. CLAUDIO VIOLATO, UNIVERSITY OF CALGARY<br />
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Diagnosis: Prostate Cancer<br />
There Were No Symp<strong>to</strong>ms<br />
By Felicity Pool and Allen Davis<br />
In 21st-century America, one out of every six men will be diagnosed with prostate cancer during his lifespan, especially from age 45 on. That’s 218,890 new cases.<br />
This year 27,050 men will die from the disease, many unnecessarily. Routine physicals leading <strong>to</strong> early diagnosis and prompt treatment are highly effective. In the words<br />
that follow, Felicity Pool and Allen Davis invite <strong>Voice</strong> <strong>Male</strong> readers in<strong>to</strong> a recent time in their lives when they were dealing with a dangerous and challenging episode for<br />
both of them—Allen’s diagnosis of prostate cancer.<br />
There were no symp<strong>to</strong>ms. Allen had none<br />
of the worrying capital-letter “Warning<br />
Signs of Prostate Cancer”—urinary discomfort,<br />
erection and ejaculation troubles,<br />
bloody urine or semen, pains in the pelvic<br />
area. No one in the family had had the<br />
disease, nor was any relative known <strong>to</strong><br />
be African American or Native American<br />
(both additional risk fac<strong>to</strong>rs). Allen was an<br />
apparently healthy 59 . . . but with a PSA of<br />
4.6 (up from 3.5 the previous year).<br />
If you’re a person fortunate enough not<br />
<strong>to</strong> have had <strong>to</strong> learn cancer language and<br />
cancer numbers, you might not know that<br />
PSA stands for Prostate-Specific Antigen,<br />
a protein made in the prostate gland and<br />
routinely released in<strong>to</strong> the bloodstream.<br />
The more of the antigen found outside<br />
the gland, the likelier it is you’ve got<br />
prostate trouble, and the biggest trouble<br />
is cancer. Blood drawn from the arm can<br />
be analyzed for PSA levels: a reading of<br />
0–4 is generally considered normal, 4–10<br />
is intermediate, 10 and above is high.<br />
Allen’s PSA had increased more than<br />
a point in one year—from 3.5 <strong>to</strong> 4.6.<br />
“Don’t worry,” said his friend Jonathan.<br />
“You get a lot of false positives with that<br />
test.” A colleague announced, “I’m not<br />
even bothering with a PSA—<strong>to</strong>o many<br />
inflated numbers and false alarms.” The<br />
doc<strong>to</strong>r explained, “A PSA is the most sensitive<br />
diagnostic test we have, and with<br />
more sensitivity comes more likelihood<br />
of false positives. But if we repeat it and<br />
do another test as well, the information is<br />
extremely accurate.” Back Allen went <strong>to</strong><br />
the labora<strong>to</strong>ry for more blood work.<br />
“PSA of 4.4,” reported his doc<strong>to</strong>r this<br />
time around. “But your Free PSA is 16.9<br />
percent. Come in <strong>to</strong> the office for followup.”<br />
Each of the doc<strong>to</strong>rs we saw was male.<br />
The waiting-room chairs were occupied<br />
mostly by males. In so strong a samegender<br />
context, a<br />
person might look for<br />
camaraderie, an empathic sharing of<br />
s<strong>to</strong>ries or the gory anxieties of what-next.<br />
But no one in the chairs spoke or made<br />
eye contact.<br />
We had more cancer language <strong>to</strong> learn.<br />
We’re including it here because we found<br />
it comforting when our friends and family<br />
unders<strong>to</strong>od what was worrying us,<br />
once we had the second set of Allen’s<br />
numbers. Imagining how many other<br />
men and their loved ones will be having<br />
<strong>to</strong> interpret PSA numbers, it feels helpful<br />
<strong>to</strong> spread the comfort of understanding.<br />
Prostate-Specific Antigen is found in<br />
the blood in two ways—molecularly<br />
bound up or unattached (i.e. running<br />
“free” in the blood). In general, <strong>to</strong> find<br />
a low percent of PSA free means that a<br />
high percent is bound up, an indica<strong>to</strong>r of<br />
prostate cancer. Out of every 100 cases<br />
detected, 92 of the men had a Free PSA<br />
score below 25 percent. At 16 percent,<br />
therefore, Allen was in an at-risk category.<br />
The frequent occurrence of the disease<br />
presumably explains why our language<br />
contains such an alphabet soup of prostate-related<br />
abbreviations. Next up were<br />
the terms DRE (Digital Rectal Exam),<br />
BPH (Benign Prostatic Hypertrophy), and<br />
Ca (medicalese for cancer). The rectal<br />
exam—insertion of a health practitioner’s<br />
gloved and lubricated finger in<strong>to</strong> a<br />
patient’s rectum—is generally part of an<br />
annual checkup. Enlargement or other<br />
irregularities of the prostate can be detected<br />
via DRE, part of making the diagnosis<br />
between cancer and the noncancerous<br />
gland enlargement called BPH.<br />
Although Allen’s prostate was never<br />
found <strong>to</strong> be enlarged, a biopsy of the<br />
prostate gland was scheduled because<br />
of his PSA and Free PSA numbers. “We<br />
just want <strong>to</strong> be sure there’s nothing going<br />
on,” said the doc<strong>to</strong>r, referring Allen <strong>to</strong> a<br />
urologist, “but I’ll be surprised if they<br />
find anything.”<br />
A referral <strong>to</strong> a new physician means<br />
getting directions <strong>to</strong> the office, scheduling<br />
time off work, arranging for the referral<br />
paperwork, and making sure it arrives<br />
at the new office when you do. So you’ve<br />
invested effort and energy just <strong>to</strong> get<br />
there, before you give your name <strong>to</strong> the<br />
receptionist, sit down and look around.<br />
At the three urologists’ offices we’ve been<br />
in by now the magazines have tended<br />
<strong>to</strong>ward the stereotypically male-oriented<br />
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11
• <strong>Voice</strong> <strong>Male</strong><br />
There were no symp<strong>to</strong>ms continued from page 11<br />
(business, hunting and fishing, cars).<br />
Each of the doc<strong>to</strong>rs we saw was male.<br />
The waiting-room chairs were occupied<br />
mostly by males, with a few female partners.<br />
In so strong a same-gender context,<br />
a person might look for camaraderie,<br />
an empathic sharing of s<strong>to</strong>ries or the<br />
gory anxieties of what-next. But no one<br />
in the chairs spoke or made eye contact<br />
except with office staff or, in whispers, <strong>to</strong><br />
a companion.<br />
A prostate biopsy is office surgery, an<br />
hour or less with a local anesthetic (like<br />
novocaine at the dentist), after a day<br />
of clear-liquids-only and some cleaning<br />
out of the patient’s bowels. Tissue<br />
samples are taken from up <strong>to</strong> 12 areas of<br />
the prostate and are then examined for<br />
signs of cancer. “Not bad—I really didn’t<br />
feel a thing” was Allen’s comment as he<br />
emerged back in<strong>to</strong> the waiting room.<br />
The bad part was the five-day wait for<br />
the biopsy results. Even worse was the<br />
news: cancer was found in three of the<br />
tissue samples.<br />
No symp<strong>to</strong>ms + No-higher-than-intermediate-range<br />
PSA scores + No palpable<br />
prostate enlargement = Prostate Cancer.<br />
Unreal.<br />
Deciding What <strong>to</strong> Do<br />
“I want <strong>to</strong> be cancer-free,” Allen declared.<br />
So that was the goal of what-<strong>to</strong>-do-next:<br />
removing the cancer.<br />
It sounds obvious—who wouldn’t want<br />
<strong>to</strong> remove cancer from his body? But<br />
there are fac<strong>to</strong>rs—age, general health,<br />
disease progression—that can limit a<br />
man’s options.<br />
Next <strong>to</strong> lung cancer, prostate malignancy<br />
is the most common cancer <strong>to</strong><br />
strike males in America: good news in<br />
that much research is being done; bad<br />
news in that much research is required of<br />
the patient. Current treatment options for<br />
cancer of the prostate are, in alphabetical<br />
order: alternative (nonmedical) therapy,<br />
chemotherapy, hormone therapy, radiation,<br />
and surgery. (For more information<br />
about each, check the websites listed as<br />
resources at the end of this article.)<br />
For Allen, as for the majority of men<br />
with early-stage prostate cancer, surgery<br />
emerged as the likeliest way <strong>to</strong> get <strong>to</strong><br />
his goal. But what kind of surgery?<br />
Traditional removal of the prostate gland<br />
via abdominal incision? Or laparoscopy,<br />
in which instruments are inserted via<br />
mere slits in the abdomen? Or robotic<br />
laparoscopy, where the surgeon works<br />
with the laparoscopic instruments in<br />
a remote-control sort of way, viewing<br />
the patient’s insides on a screen? How<br />
<strong>to</strong> choose?<br />
The surgeon who did the diagnostic<br />
biopsy had performed close <strong>to</strong> 500<br />
abdominal prostate surgeries. He had<br />
recently switched <strong>to</strong> the robotic laparoscopic<br />
procedure. How recently and how<br />
many had he done? “My partner and I<br />
trained a year ago and we’ve done about<br />
50 of them,” he replied. “But there’s a<br />
guy I can refer you <strong>to</strong> who’s done more<br />
than 300. That’s all he does.” We liked<br />
the man anyway, then liked him even<br />
more for his honesty and for the referral.<br />
Contrary <strong>to</strong> the old<br />
saying “Ignorance is bliss,” we found<br />
that ignorance led <strong>to</strong> fear. The more we<br />
found out—especially about the high cure<br />
rates for prostate cancer—<br />
the more empowered and optimistic we<br />
felt.<br />
We made an appointment with the<br />
more-than-300 man, at the big-city hospital<br />
a two-hour drive away. His focus<br />
is on research, looking <strong>to</strong> perfect the<br />
robotic technique. A personable and<br />
competent guy, we decided, after an<br />
hour’s talk. We planned a surgery date<br />
for six weeks later, when Allen would be<br />
healed from the biopsy.<br />
We met with one more surgeon, a man<br />
who performs nonrobotic laparoscopy at<br />
a medical center roughly an hour’s drive<br />
away. He’s a professor of surgery with<br />
the empathic focus of a good teacher and<br />
the distinguished manner of the longtime<br />
department head. He put it all <strong>to</strong>gether<br />
for us: “I’ve been doing this surgery<br />
laparoscopically for a long time and<br />
we’re pretty good at the nerve-sparing<br />
that gets you back <strong>to</strong> urinary continence<br />
and erectile function. The robotic results<br />
aren’t yet looking much different than<br />
our outcomes, although that could always<br />
change in the future. I think the main<br />
thing is <strong>to</strong> get rid of the cancer and get<br />
back <strong>to</strong> normal as soon as possible.”<br />
“Normal” for the doc<strong>to</strong>r and for Allen<br />
includes vigorous squash games several<br />
times a week, and the discussion moved<br />
quickly <strong>to</strong> how soon after surgery could<br />
that be achieved? We scheduled a surgery<br />
date with this guy and canceled the time<br />
reserved with the robotic-research surgeon<br />
at the city hospital.<br />
Here’s what was most helpful in deciding<br />
what <strong>to</strong> do:<br />
Gather medical information—online (see website<br />
suggestions below); from people you<br />
know who’ve had similar diagnoses;<br />
from your doc<strong>to</strong>r’s office. Contrary <strong>to</strong> the<br />
old saying “Ignorance is bliss,” we found<br />
that ignorance led <strong>to</strong> fear. The more we<br />
found out—especially about the high<br />
cure rates for prostate cancer—the more<br />
empowered and optimistic we felt.<br />
Gather insurance information. Will your coverage<br />
allow you a second opinion? Is<br />
coverage dependent on the procedure<br />
you choose? How much follow-up is<br />
covered? Do you have a choice of hospitals?<br />
Check out the hospital. If you’re going through<br />
this with a supportive partner, he or she<br />
will be spending a fair bit of time at<br />
the medical center while you’re having<br />
surgery (two <strong>to</strong> four hours) and then for<br />
the 24 hours before you’re discharged. It<br />
was helpful <strong>to</strong> us <strong>to</strong> be in as pleasant an<br />
environment as is institutionally possible,<br />
surrounded by friendly staff and comfortable<br />
waiting areas.<br />
Interview doc<strong>to</strong>rs, if you have the option of<br />
choosing among different practitioners.<br />
We found ourselves most comfortable<br />
with the surgeon Allen chose not just<br />
because of his excellent credentials but<br />
because he was at ease talking about the<br />
urinary “leakage” (his term) and infirm or<br />
absent erections that are initially a consequence<br />
of prostate surgery.<br />
continued on page 22<br />
12
Report from Vermont<br />
Good and Bad News on Domestic<br />
Violence<br />
By Stephen McArthur<br />
In Vermont, last year was a bad<br />
year for domestic violence.<br />
The Vermont Network Against<br />
Domestic Violence and Sexual<br />
Assault reports that its 16 member<br />
groups served an all-time high of 8,692<br />
victims (mostly women). When it comes<br />
<strong>to</strong> children, the Vermont Network counted<br />
9,119 children who were exposed <strong>to</strong><br />
domestic violence at home.<br />
Many more women never report abuse<br />
for fear of retaliation from their abuser<br />
or family, or because of social pressures<br />
or fear of public embarrassment or rejection.<br />
Most fear economic hardship for<br />
themselves and their children. Because<br />
of the way some s<strong>to</strong>ries are reported and<br />
discussed (the Duke lacrosse case and<br />
the Kobe Bryant case come <strong>to</strong> mind),<br />
some women rightly fear being targeted<br />
for blame.<br />
Media reporting of domestic violence<br />
also often dis<strong>to</strong>rts what is really happening.<br />
In some of the local press reports about<br />
the murder of a woman in Lyndonville,<br />
Vt., by her boyfriend, this murder/suicide<br />
was described as a “domestic dispute.”<br />
Think about it. She wanted <strong>to</strong> break up<br />
with him, and in an act of ultimate power<br />
and control, he killed her and then himself.<br />
If a man rapes a woman on a date,<br />
is this a “dating dispute”? If a man rapes<br />
his wife, is this a “marital dispute”? The<br />
“domestic dispute” characterization minimizes<br />
and normalizes what is actually<br />
an ongoing epidemic of male violence<br />
against women.<br />
In the last 10 years in Vermont, half<br />
of the murders of women by men were<br />
directly related <strong>to</strong> domestic violence.<br />
Every 15 seconds in America, a man beats<br />
his wife or girlfriend. Every 2.5 minutes,<br />
a man rapes or sexually assaults a woman<br />
or girl, most often one he knows. Women<br />
have led the way in America working <strong>to</strong><br />
bring the issue of violence against women<br />
© is<strong>to</strong>ckpho<strong>to</strong>.com/ Mark Coffey<br />
“Isn’t it really in men’s selfinterest<br />
<strong>to</strong> address gender<br />
violence? Don’t men<br />
care about the women and<br />
girls in our lives? How can<br />
we permit them <strong>to</strong> live in<br />
communities where they<br />
must constantly look over<br />
their shoulders? Violence<br />
against women has become<br />
so normal, we don’t even<br />
call it what it is—men’s<br />
<strong>to</strong> the attention of our media, our community<br />
violence organizations, against our women.” governments,<br />
our schools, and our religious institutions.<br />
But now it’s time for men <strong>to</strong> stand up.<br />
Most men in this country are not violent,<br />
and most do not beat their wives and<br />
girlfriends. And yet, men commit 90 <strong>to</strong> 95<br />
percent of domestic violence acts. Most<br />
men find it really hard <strong>to</strong> talk about male<br />
violence, much less do anything about<br />
it. Since they are not violent or it’s not<br />
happening in their family, they needn’t<br />
do anything. Most men believe domestic<br />
violence is a “women’s issue.” And aren’t<br />
there plenty of “women’s” organizations<br />
around <strong>to</strong> deal with it?<br />
Given the prevalence of male violence<br />
against women, why has this not been a<br />
very public men’s issue? Isn’t it really<br />
in men’s self-interest <strong>to</strong> address gender<br />
violence? Don’t men really care about<br />
the women and girls in our lives? How<br />
can we permit them <strong>to</strong> live in communities<br />
where they must constantly look over<br />
their shoulders? Violence against women<br />
has become so normal, we don’t even<br />
call it what it is—men’s violence against<br />
women. How can we empower men <strong>to</strong><br />
learn more, <strong>to</strong> stand up and be heard on<br />
these issues? Public acknowledgment can<br />
be a first step.<br />
Men need <strong>to</strong> s<strong>to</strong>p being bystanders,<br />
especially men in positions of influence.<br />
More of us must start speaking out against<br />
the abuse of and violence <strong>to</strong>ward women<br />
and children, not <strong>to</strong> mention male-onmale<br />
violence. <strong>Male</strong> law enforcement officers,<br />
state legisla<strong>to</strong>rs, prosecu<strong>to</strong>rs, school<br />
administra<strong>to</strong>rs, coaches, teachers, business<br />
and religious leaders need <strong>to</strong> add their<br />
voices <strong>to</strong> this effort, an effort that has been<br />
carried forward for decades by women.<br />
I co-facilitate (with Meg Kuhner of<br />
Battered Women’s Services and Shelter)<br />
a program in local schools about domestic<br />
and dating violence issues. Some<br />
schools have invited us, some have not.<br />
It's encouraging <strong>to</strong> see how many students<br />
are relieved <strong>to</strong> be able <strong>to</strong> talk about it.<br />
Talking about some of the realities in their<br />
lives like bullying, violence at home, and<br />
dating and sexual violence is a first step.<br />
How significant would it be if more men<br />
in the community began <strong>to</strong> talk <strong>to</strong> them<br />
about these issues?<br />
Despite the bad news, there are four<br />
things we can be proud of here in<br />
Vermont:<br />
1. Women in Vermont have founded and<br />
staffed an effective network of 16 organicontinued<br />
on page 25<br />
Spring 2007 •<br />
13
Building Bridges Between Soldiers and the Peace Movement<br />
A Vet for Peace<br />
By Eric Wasileski<br />
• <strong>Voice</strong> <strong>Male</strong><br />
14<br />
I<br />
do vigils for peace, never knowing<br />
the impact I might have on passersby<br />
or the effect they may have<br />
on me. I am a Persian Gulf veteran<br />
of Operation Desert Fox, a divinity<br />
student at Andover-New<strong>to</strong>n Theological<br />
School as a Quaker, and I serve as president<br />
of the Wally Nelson Chapter (95)<br />
of Veterans for Peace (veteransforpeace.<br />
org) in western Massachusetts. I’m also<br />
the father of a two-year-old daughter. In<br />
the nearly five years I have been vigiling I<br />
have seen the number of one-finger waves<br />
go down dramatically, replaced by the twofinger<br />
peace sign. But on Dr. Martin Luther<br />
King Jr.’s weekend recently, I didn’t know<br />
what would happen at our weekly Saturday<br />
vigil in Greenfield, Mass.<br />
Because the banner I brought is <strong>to</strong>o big<br />
<strong>to</strong> hold alone, I asked my friend “Ted” <strong>to</strong><br />
help. We discussed Dr. King’s tactics. As<br />
a pacifist, I see the world differently from<br />
those who believe peace can be achieved by<br />
force. As Ted and I talked, a Marine private<br />
in uniform walked by our vigil. I blurted out<br />
a hello <strong>to</strong> him, then Ted yelled in his face,<br />
“Don’t recruit anyone <strong>to</strong>day!” The private<br />
replied defensively, “Thanks for supporting<br />
me,” and moved on.<br />
I was dismayed, and <strong>to</strong>ld Ted, “Listen,<br />
when you hold a VFP banner you represent<br />
VFP. It is not okay <strong>to</strong> yell at active<br />
duty members while holding our banner.”<br />
It is difficult for civilians <strong>to</strong> understand<br />
that once you’ve worn the uniform you<br />
always remember how it feels—in a sense,<br />
veterans never take it off. As a former GI,<br />
it is not possible for me <strong>to</strong> be against the<br />
troops.<br />
Ted apologized and <strong>to</strong>ld me a s<strong>to</strong>ry of<br />
being a hippie riding a bus in 1968. Four<br />
service members threatened <strong>to</strong> kill him on<br />
that ride, he said. He was petrified the entire<br />
trip, and thankful when they got off at the<br />
s<strong>to</strong>p before his.<br />
Later, I was surprised <strong>to</strong> see the same<br />
Marine walking back past us, a brave young<br />
man. Before I could think, my feet chased<br />
after him. I said, “Hey, Private, can I walk<br />
with you?” in the <strong>to</strong>ne a sergeant would use,<br />
and fell in<strong>to</strong> step beside him. Pointing <strong>to</strong> the<br />
logo on my ball cap, I said I was a Persian<br />
Gulf veteran and a member of Veterans for<br />
Peace. “I don’t want you <strong>to</strong> be angry at the<br />
peace movement,” I began. “That guy has<br />
other issues that have nothing <strong>to</strong> do with<br />
you.” He eased his posture as he looked<br />
at my hat. He said his name was “Chris”<br />
and he was just home from boot camp and<br />
doing recruiting work <strong>to</strong> save leave time (I<br />
had done this, <strong>to</strong>o).<br />
A block up the street, at the Veterans<br />
Memorial, we s<strong>to</strong>pped <strong>to</strong> talk. Chris said,<br />
“Those people don’t understand why I<br />
joined the military. I didn’t join <strong>to</strong> kill; I<br />
don’t want <strong>to</strong> kill. I joined <strong>to</strong> serve, get a<br />
career, do something with my life. I needed<br />
<strong>to</strong> get out of this <strong>to</strong>wn; my friends are either<br />
working at McDonald’s or are in jail. There<br />
is nothing here for me. I want something<br />
different.”<br />
“I thought the same things in 1991,” I<br />
<strong>to</strong>ld him. “That’s why I joined.”<br />
I pointed <strong>to</strong> the Gettysburg Address on<br />
the Civil War memorial and we read it<br />
silently <strong>to</strong>gether. I said, “It’s the best stay<br />
the course speech ever written. It identifies<br />
with the victims of the war and says ‘don’t<br />
let them be sacrificed in vain.’ ” I looked at<br />
Chris and said, “Do we owe our allegiance<br />
<strong>to</strong> those who have already died, like those<br />
named here, whom we can’t do anything<br />
for? Or do we owe our allegiance <strong>to</strong> those<br />
who are still alive, like you?<br />
“People die in war,” I continued. “I know<br />
what it is like <strong>to</strong> kill people, and it’s not<br />
something you ever get over. You can learn<br />
<strong>to</strong> live with it, but you can’t ever get over it.<br />
When you see war, after 10 minutes you’ll<br />
realize it’s horrible. There’s nothing manly<br />
about war. Being a man is about being<br />
emotionally connected. Hopefully you will<br />
figure that out.”<br />
The author (at left) holds a banner at a recent<br />
peace vigil with Mary McClin<strong>to</strong>ck (right).<br />
After a moment, Chris replied, “You<br />
know all this because you served. You did<br />
it. Why shouldn’t I?”<br />
I responded, “I wish I could go back and<br />
change what I did. I can’t, but I can talk <strong>to</strong><br />
folks like you.” After a pause I said, “Look,<br />
as a Marine you will be going over in fourmonth<br />
rotations. Maybe on your second,<br />
third, fourth, or even your tenth time, if you<br />
reconsider, we will be here <strong>to</strong> support you.<br />
Veterans for Peace and this peace vigil will<br />
be here <strong>to</strong> support you.”<br />
Chris nodded and said, “Thanks for talking<br />
with me, it’ll give me something <strong>to</strong><br />
think about when I’m over there.”<br />
On parting I said, “Remember your<br />
humanity.”<br />
Our conversation lasted just 15 minutes<br />
but the impact on me was beyond measure.<br />
I wonder where Chris is, how he is doing.<br />
Also, I wonder what might have happened<br />
if a veteran had said something like that <strong>to</strong><br />
me. Being a member of the current peace<br />
movement and a veteran, I feel that I am<br />
a bridge between war and peace, between<br />
soldiers past and present and the peace<br />
movement. I believe as Americans we need<br />
<strong>to</strong> work <strong>to</strong>gether <strong>to</strong> move beyond our differences,<br />
for the good of our nation and the<br />
world. I pray that we, as civilized people,<br />
find our way. VM<br />
This article is dedicated <strong>to</strong> Mary<br />
McClin<strong>to</strong>ck. Eric Wasileski can be reached<br />
at meekman@wildmail.com.
Violence and Trauma from the Battlefield <strong>to</strong> the Homefront<br />
The Shameful Neglect of Our Veterans’<br />
Emotional Needs<br />
By Rob Okun<br />
Among the many men<br />
who walk through the<br />
doors of men’s centers<br />
around the country,<br />
attending groups<br />
like those the Men’s Resource Center for<br />
Change runs in western Massachusetts, are<br />
veterans returning from the wars in Iraq<br />
and Afghanistan. Some of these men have<br />
been ordered <strong>to</strong> attend one of the many<br />
batterers’ intervention groups we run for<br />
men who act abusively in their intimate<br />
relationships. There is never any excuse <strong>to</strong><br />
abuse another person, we tell participants,<br />
offering <strong>to</strong>ols we’ve been teaching since<br />
1989, <strong>to</strong>ols both valuable and necessary <strong>to</strong><br />
interrupt and, hopefully, end the domestic<br />
violence these men have been perpetrating<br />
in their families. But the truth is, many of<br />
these returning vets are haunted by much<br />
more, by deep and complex problems<br />
associated with being at war.<br />
These men need a lot more attention<br />
than a weekly two-hour, narrowly focused<br />
domestic violence prevention group can<br />
provide. Often husbands and fathers, these<br />
returning vets, along with demonstrating<br />
reprehensible behavior <strong>to</strong>ward their wives<br />
or girlfriends, are also military men who,<br />
in <strong>to</strong>o many cases, have been deeply traumatized<br />
by their time at war. Many are suffering<br />
from post-traumatic stress brought<br />
on by their wartime experience. Even if<br />
some were previously abusive before heading<br />
overseas, how futile, and shameful,<br />
that their plight is now being left, in many<br />
cases, <strong>to</strong> a weekly batterers’ intervention<br />
group. Where is the range of federal veterans’<br />
services <strong>to</strong> be doing the heavy lifting?<br />
These men need in- and out-patient services,<br />
group therapy and individual counseling—along<br />
with support services for their<br />
families, employers, and coworkers—<strong>to</strong><br />
assist them on the arduous journey of healing.<br />
Batterer intervention groups are only a<br />
small part of the equation.<br />
A longtime facilita<strong>to</strong>r in several of our<br />
“ Does the<br />
Department of<br />
Veterans Affairs<br />
even know of<br />
the incidence of<br />
vets’ showing up<br />
in batterers’ programs<br />
like ours?<br />
batterer intervention groups sat with me<br />
not long ago and described the pain he is<br />
seeing every week in these suffering vets.<br />
They feel duty-bound, he shared, not <strong>to</strong><br />
talk about what they did (or saw) in Iraq<br />
and Afghanistan, adhering <strong>to</strong> an oath of<br />
silence. They may be sitting in numbed<br />
silence in group, but before they got there<br />
their pain, feelings of helplessness, and<br />
s<strong>to</strong>mach-burning anger had boiled over,<br />
scalding the safest person they could direct<br />
their rage at: their partner, often the mother<br />
of their children. While their abuse must<br />
be confronted—and it is—it also must be<br />
unders<strong>to</strong>od as a symp<strong>to</strong>m of the stress and<br />
strain they brought back with them from<br />
Iraq and Afghanistan.<br />
We wonder: Does the Department of<br />
Veterans Affairs even know of the incidence<br />
of vets’ showing up in batterers’ programs<br />
like ours? It would be a big step forward if<br />
the VA began coordinating its services with<br />
organizations like ours that work with men.<br />
They would better understand the work we<br />
do and how it could enhance their efforts.<br />
We know these men need more help than<br />
we can provide. (Women serving in the<br />
wars are, of course, experiencing the same<br />
stresses and emotional wounding as their<br />
male counterparts, and need complete and<br />
comprehensive services, <strong>to</strong>o.)<br />
Meanwhile, this heartbreaking war, now<br />
in its fifth year, grinds on, and <strong>to</strong>o many<br />
returning vets feel ground down. Many<br />
citizens are working <strong>to</strong> end the madness;<br />
still many more need encouragement <strong>to</strong><br />
break through the national <strong>to</strong>rpor and sound<br />
the call of a farewell <strong>to</strong> arms. Just as it is<br />
<strong>to</strong>o much <strong>to</strong> expect a batterers’ program<br />
<strong>to</strong> care for the complicated, wide-ranging<br />
emotional needs of our vets, it may also<br />
be naïve <strong>to</strong> expect the Democratic majority<br />
in Congress <strong>to</strong> strengthen its backbone<br />
enough <strong>to</strong> end the war on its own, despite<br />
recent laudable efforts <strong>to</strong> establish timelines<br />
for troop withdrawals.<br />
But it isn’t hard <strong>to</strong> connect the dots from<br />
the Bush administration’s bankrupt war<br />
policy <strong>to</strong> its bankrupt veterans policy for<br />
our psychically wounded military brothers.<br />
One need only look at the scandal at Walter<br />
Reed Army Medical Center <strong>to</strong> get an idea<br />
of the depth of the failure.<br />
From our perspective, any rallying cry <strong>to</strong><br />
end the war must also include a demand that<br />
we help our returning vets begin <strong>to</strong> heal. Isn’t<br />
it time we proclaim more than just “Bring<br />
Our Troops Home”? Shouldn’t we also add,<br />
“...and tend <strong>to</strong> their inner wounds”? VM<br />
Rob Okun is executive direc<strong>to</strong>r of the Men’s<br />
Resource Center for Change and edi<strong>to</strong>r of<br />
<strong>Voice</strong> <strong>Male</strong>.<br />
© is<strong>to</strong>ckpho<strong>to</strong>.com/ Joanna<br />
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The Crime of Breathing While Black<br />
By Chris<strong>to</strong>pher Rabb<br />
There is no feeling like being<br />
treated like a nigger. Just<br />
having <strong>to</strong> verbalize it or<br />
commit such a thought <strong>to</strong><br />
text is gut-wrenching. Jani<strong>to</strong>r<br />
or journalist, if you’re black in America,<br />
that feeling is both unmistakable and more<br />
familiar than it ever should be so long after<br />
the visible successes of the civil rights<br />
movement. But despite the greater prospects,<br />
opportunities, and privileges earned<br />
for and by many of us over the decades,<br />
the default has remained the same: The<br />
power dynamics that exist in this country<br />
at any given time may render us niggers.<br />
I have often joked that if you ever want<br />
<strong>to</strong> see a modern-day Uncle Tom, look no<br />
further than me in the vicinity of a white<br />
police officer. The reality is, that is how I<br />
have been conditioned <strong>to</strong> behave around<br />
the police for pure self-preservation reasons,<br />
having grown up black in Chicago<br />
with parents who wanted their boys <strong>to</strong><br />
live <strong>to</strong> adulthood. But the other reality is<br />
that whatever newfound liberties I have<br />
experienced, and all <strong>to</strong>o often taken for<br />
granted, I don’t ever want <strong>to</strong> be made<br />
<strong>to</strong> feel like a nigger—something far, far<br />
worse than its utterance. It is a status<br />
whose roots form the tree from which we<br />
are lynched. Without the corollary lack<br />
of humanity and powerlessness, lynching<br />
could not occur, in all of its modern iterations,<br />
“contagious shootings” included.<br />
Two recent police shootings involving<br />
black victims have a deeper meaning and<br />
impact for those of us who are unwarranted,<br />
but nevertheless prospective, suspects.<br />
In New York, Sean Bell, a 23-year-old<br />
unarmed man, died and two of his friends<br />
were critically wounded—caught in a<br />
hail of 50 bullets fired by undercover<br />
officers—as the group emerged from a<br />
nightclub, where they had been celebrating<br />
Bell’s bachelor party. In Atlanta, 88-<br />
year-old Kathryn Johns<strong>to</strong>n was shot as<br />
© is<strong>to</strong>ckpho<strong>to</strong>.com/Maciej Korzekwa<br />
she sought <strong>to</strong> defend herself from police<br />
who had s<strong>to</strong>rmed in<strong>to</strong> her home in search<br />
of drugs.<br />
This past Thanksgiving I was s<strong>to</strong>pped<br />
by an Alabama state trooper for a minor,<br />
unintentional moving violation. It was<br />
late, my family and I were tired and we<br />
were driving through rural Alabama in<br />
a rental car. Almost instinctively I knew<br />
what I had <strong>to</strong> become and how I had <strong>to</strong> act<br />
when pulled over. But as soon as I knew<br />
that the trooper had no desire <strong>to</strong> use his<br />
discretion <strong>to</strong> let me off with a warning, I<br />
committed an inviolable act that I will not<br />
soon forgive myself for as a husband and<br />
father of two small children: I challenged<br />
the trooper, albeit politely. It was a stupid<br />
and potentially dangerous thing for me <strong>to</strong><br />
do, as the stealthy punches <strong>to</strong> my thigh<br />
from my wife reminded me.<br />
Nothing is more important <strong>to</strong> me<br />
This past<br />
Thanksgiving<br />
I was<br />
s<strong>to</strong>pped by<br />
an Alabama<br />
state trooper<br />
for a minor,<br />
unintentional<br />
moving violation.<br />
Almost<br />
instinctively I<br />
knew what I<br />
had<br />
than the safety of my family, and yet<br />
there was this dissonant part of me—<br />
that privileged, post-civil-rights-era,<br />
Generation X sensibility—asserting<br />
that “we’ve been niggers long enough,”<br />
as I recounted the generations and<br />
diversity of indignities my family has<br />
had <strong>to</strong> withstand with no recourse.<br />
Such indignities still abound in popular<br />
culture. Consider comedian Michael<br />
Richards, who recently unleashed a racist<br />
tirade after being heckled by a few black<br />
men in the audience. Worse, he made<br />
graphic reference <strong>to</strong> lynching when he<br />
explained what would have befallen them<br />
had they “mouthed off” <strong>to</strong> a white person<br />
50 years ago.<br />
But whether or not we use the word<br />
“nigger” or discourage its use by others—or<br />
among black folk—the discrete<br />
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AIDS CARE/Hampshire County<br />
Contact: (413) 586-8288. Buddy Program,<br />
transportation, support groups and much<br />
more free of charge <strong>to</strong> people living<br />
with HIV.<br />
AIDS Project of Southern Vermont<br />
Contact: (802) 254-8263. Free, confidential<br />
HIV/AIDS services, including support,<br />
prevention counseling and volunteer<br />
opportunities. T.H.E. Men’s Program<br />
(Total HIV Education) Contact: Alex<br />
Potter (802) 254-8263, Brattleboro, VT.<br />
Weekly/monthly social gatherings,<br />
workshops, and volunteer opportunities.<br />
Email: men@sover.net<br />
Bereavement Group for Those Who<br />
Have Lost Same-Sex Partners<br />
For individuals who have lost a same-sex<br />
partner. 2nd Thursday of each month from<br />
7-9 pm at the Forastiere Funeral Home,<br />
220 N. Main St, E. Longmeadow, MA 01028;<br />
year-round, walk-in group with no fee or<br />
pre-registration; bereavement newsletter<br />
also available. For more information, call<br />
(413) 525-2800.<br />
East Coast Female-<strong>to</strong>-<strong>Male</strong> Group<br />
Contact: Bet Powers (413) 584-7616,<br />
P.O. Box 60585 Florence, Northamp<strong>to</strong>n,<br />
MA 01062, betpower@yahoo.com. Peer<br />
support group open <strong>to</strong> all masculine-identified,<br />
female-born persons – FTMs, transmen<br />
of all sexual orientations/identities, crossdressers,<br />
s<strong>to</strong>ne butches, transgendered,<br />
transsexuals, non-op, pre-op, post-op,<br />
genderqueer, bi-gendered, questioning<br />
– and our significant others, family, and<br />
allies.Meetings 2nd Sundays in<br />
Northamp<strong>to</strong>n, 3-6 p.m.<br />
Free Boyz Northamp<strong>to</strong>n<br />
Social/support meetings for people<br />
labeled female at birth who feel that’s not<br />
an accurate description of who they are.<br />
Meet 1st and 3rd Mondays, 7 p.m. at<br />
Third Wave Feminist Booksellers,<br />
90 King St., Northamp<strong>to</strong>n.<br />
Gay, Bisexual & Questioning<br />
Men’s Support Group<br />
Drop-in, peer-facilitated. Monday,<br />
7-9 p.m. Men’s Resource Center,<br />
236 No. Pleasant St., Amherst, MA.<br />
For information: Allan Arnaboldi,<br />
(413) 253-9887, ext. 33.<br />
Gay Men’s Domestic Violence<br />
Project<br />
Provides community education and direct<br />
services <strong>to</strong> gay, bisexual, and transgendered<br />
male victims and survivors of domestic<br />
violence. Business: (617) 354-6056. 24-<br />
hour crisis line provides emotional support,<br />
safety planning, crisis counseling, referrals,<br />
and emergency housing: (800) 832-1901.<br />
www.gmdvp.org or email: support@gmdvp.<br />
org<br />
Generation Q (formerly Pride Zone)<br />
A Program for GBQ youth. Open<br />
Thursdays, 4-9, for drop-in and a support<br />
group. Open Fridays, 4-9, for drop-in and<br />
pizza. Contact info: 413-582-7861<br />
Email: apangborn@communityaction.us<br />
GLAD (Gay & Lesbian Advocates<br />
& Defenders)<br />
Gay & Lesbian Advocates & Defenders<br />
is New England’s leading legal rights<br />
organization dedicated <strong>to</strong> ending discrimination<br />
based on sexual orientation, HIV<br />
status and gender identity and expression.<br />
Contact: 30 Winter St., Suite 800,<br />
Bos<strong>to</strong>n, MA 02108. Tel: (617) 426-1350,<br />
Fax: (617) 426-3594, gladlaw@glad.org,<br />
www.glad.org. Legal Information Hotline:<br />
(800) 455-GLAD (4523). GLAD’s Legal<br />
Information Hotline is completely<br />
confidential.<br />
Trained volunteers work one-on-one<br />
with callers <strong>to</strong> provide legal information,<br />
support and referrals within New England.<br />
Weekday afternoons, 1:30-4:30; English<br />
and Spanish.<br />
GLASS (Gay, Lesbian, and Straight<br />
Society) GLBT Youth Group of<br />
Franklin County<br />
Meets every Wednesday evening in<br />
Greenfield. Info: (413) 774-7028.<br />
HIV Testing Hotline<br />
AIDS Action Committee in Bos<strong>to</strong>n provides<br />
referral <strong>to</strong> anonymous, free or lowcost<br />
HIV testing/counseling sites: (413)<br />
235-2331. For Hepatitis C information and<br />
referral: (888) 443-4372. Both lines are<br />
staffed M-F 9am-9pm and often have biand<br />
tri-lingual staff available.<br />
Men’s Health Project<br />
Contact: Bob (413) 747-5144.<br />
Education, prevention services, and counseling<br />
for men’s health issues, especially<br />
HIV/AIDS. Springfield, Northamp<strong>to</strong>n,<br />
Greenfield. Tapestry Health Services.<br />
www.tapestryhealth.org or email<br />
rainbowmsm@aol.com<br />
Monadnock Gay Men<br />
A website that provides a social support<br />
system for gay men of Keene and the entire<br />
Monadnock Region of Southwestern NH.<br />
www.monadnockgaymen.com or email<br />
monadgay@aol.com<br />
PFLAG (Parents, Families, and<br />
Friends<br />
of Lesbians and Gays) of Springfield/<br />
Greater Springfield<br />
Educational information and support for<br />
the parents, families, and friends of Gays,<br />
Lesbians, Bisexuals, and Transgendered<br />
People. Contact info: MssEnn@aol.com,<br />
Judy Nardacci, 413-243-2382 or<br />
Elizabeth Simon, 413-732-3240<br />
Safe Homes: the Bridge of<br />
Central Massachusetts<br />
Providing support and services <strong>to</strong> gay,<br />
lesbian, bisexual, transgender youth via<br />
a weekly Drop-In Center, community<br />
outreach system and peer leadership<br />
program. Based in Worcester, serving<br />
all <strong>to</strong>wns in region. 4 Mann Street<br />
Worcester, Massachusetts 01602<br />
Phone: 508.755.0333 Fax: 508.755.2191<br />
Web: www.thebridgecm.org/programs.htm<br />
Email: info@thebridgecm.org<br />
SafeSpace<br />
SafeSpace provides information, support,<br />
referrals, and advocacy <strong>to</strong> lesbian, gay,<br />
bisexual, transgender, queer, and questioning<br />
(LGBTQQ) survivors of violence and<br />
offers education and outreach programs<br />
in the wider community. P.O. Box 158,<br />
Burling<strong>to</strong>n, VT 05402.<br />
Phone: 1-802-863-0003;<br />
<strong>to</strong>ll-free 1-866-869-7341.<br />
Fax: 1-802-863-0004.<br />
www.safespacevt.org or email: safespace@<br />
ru12.org<br />
The S<strong>to</strong>newall Center<br />
University of Mass., Amherst. A lesbian,<br />
bisexual, gay, and transgender educational<br />
resource center. Contact: (413) 545-4824,<br />
www.umass.edu/s<strong>to</strong>newall.<br />
Straight Spouse Network<br />
Monthly support group meets in Northamp<strong>to</strong>n,<br />
MA, the first Tuesday from 6-8 p.m. For<br />
spouses, past and present, of lesbian, gay,<br />
bisexual or transgendered partners. Contact:<br />
Jane Harris for support and location,<br />
(413) 625-6636; janenrosie@hotmail.com.<br />
Confidentiality is assured.<br />
The Sunshine Club<br />
Support and educational activities for transgendered<br />
persons. Info: (413) 586-5004.<br />
P.O. Box 564, Hadley, MA 01305.<br />
www.thesunshineclub.org or email: rsteel@<br />
att.net<br />
VT M4M.net<br />
Dedicated <strong>to</strong> promoting the overall good<br />
health of Vermont’s gay and bisexual men, as<br />
well as those who are transgender, by providing<br />
information, resources, and a calendar<br />
of events for gay, bisexual, questioning, and<br />
transgendered men. www.vtm4m.net
My Gay San Francisco, Then and Now<br />
Part 2: Returning <strong>to</strong><br />
“ the<br />
Gay Capital of the<br />
World”<br />
IIt has been two years since I moved<br />
back <strong>to</strong> San Francisco. Living here<br />
now it is impossible, at least for me,<br />
<strong>to</strong> escape noticing the radical remaking<br />
of the world going on all around<br />
me. Post-dotcom-bust San Francisco is<br />
a boom<strong>to</strong>wn again, reminiscent of post-<br />
Wall Berlin. An entirely new 21st-century<br />
urban high-density city is rising. Dire,<br />
street-survival poverty jostles up against an<br />
unprecedented exuberance of über-conspicuous<br />
consumption here. As gay community<br />
scholar Gayle Rubin remarked at a recent<br />
GLBT His<strong>to</strong>rical Society presentation, our<br />
painted lady is being transformed in<strong>to</strong> a<br />
“command city for the 21st century.” Like<br />
Hong Kong or Dubai, it is a “desirable”<br />
place for the new global corporate elite <strong>to</strong><br />
build their personal homes. This, I sometimes<br />
think, is what expanding, Gilded Age<br />
Manhattan must have felt like.<br />
We San Franciscans tend <strong>to</strong> forget this is<br />
a uniquely diverse, world-class metropolis.<br />
“Down<strong>to</strong>wn,” the nest of vast, impenetrable<br />
bureaucracies and corporations, has made<br />
but shallow incursions in<strong>to</strong> our sense of<br />
living in a small <strong>to</strong>wn, a social space of<br />
perhaps two degrees of separation.<br />
And as cities have become desirable again,<br />
deeper-pocket interests have been gentrifying<br />
the gays out of their urban enclaves all across<br />
the country. The Castro, our own homegrown<br />
“ethnically” gay neighborhood and symbolic<br />
(if less frequently visited) gay capital of the<br />
United States, suddenly looks like the last<br />
“traditional” gay neighborhood. As the Castro<br />
has been turning a bit seedy, local queer<br />
pride and, increasingly, the city planning and<br />
<strong>to</strong>urism boards see it as the Gay Capital of<br />
the World. Herein lies the ironic paradox<br />
<strong>to</strong>day: as gay folk have been disappeared by<br />
AIDS or sucked in<strong>to</strong> the queer diaspora, gays<br />
and straights alike see this newly “ethnic”<br />
community through gently softening lenses,<br />
engulfed in cloud-shrouded images of quaint,<br />
nostalgic, queer white picket fences.<br />
My return nearly two years ago, portending<br />
no such evolution, began very painfully.<br />
In 2005 I returned <strong>to</strong> the emotional scene<br />
as I had left it in San Francisco 12 years<br />
before—by 1993 I was subsisting on SSI,<br />
waiting <strong>to</strong> die of AIDS, with no future,<br />
nor even the capacity <strong>to</strong> dream of a future.<br />
Indeed, I had explicitly organized my life<br />
around not surviving. But I did; I completed<br />
a long doc<strong>to</strong>ral program at UC Berkeley,<br />
and was hired out of permanent disabled<br />
status in<strong>to</strong> a tenure-track college teaching<br />
post in Bos<strong>to</strong>n.<br />
I won tenure, settled down with a life partner,<br />
got a mortgage, and swiftly atrophied<br />
in this middle-class happily-ever-after. Then<br />
came a moment of clarity: the life I was living<br />
was not mine. It may have been someone<br />
else’s, perhaps the dream of a much younger<br />
me. But the longer I willed myself <strong>to</strong> stay<br />
on this path, the more miserable, insane,<br />
isolated, and despairing I became. The last<br />
time I had seen my life, it was still in San<br />
Francisco, among the AIDS ghosts and other<br />
debris of living life messily.<br />
Returning <strong>to</strong> San Francisco I found<br />
everything changed, and myself lost in a<br />
kind of time-and-space misalignment. My<br />
entire social reality had perished before I<br />
left in 1993, and now it was long forgotten.<br />
During my first six months back, I encountered<br />
the ghosts of my past at every turn.<br />
Old familiar places, sounds, smells would<br />
trigger them, reminding me of the future<br />
that never happened. As I had encountered<br />
while teaching about Holocaust survivorship<br />
in my Death and Dying humanities<br />
course, I <strong>to</strong>o had come back from a world<br />
his<strong>to</strong>ry had forgotten.<br />
Since then, I have sought out numerous<br />
support groups and fellow survivors.<br />
Recently I participated in a gay men’s community<br />
meeting on the “poz/neg divide” in<br />
gay San Francisco <strong>to</strong>day. Profound healing<br />
has occurred through reconnecting with<br />
my fellow survivors. But, as the meeting<br />
facilita<strong>to</strong>r commented <strong>to</strong> me privately, it is<br />
The last time I had seen my life, it<br />
was still in San Francisco, among<br />
the AIDS ghosts and other debris<br />
of living life messily. Returning<br />
<strong>to</strong> the city I found everything<br />
changed, and myself lost in a<br />
kind of time-and-space misalignment.<br />
My entire social reality had<br />
perished before I left in 1993, and<br />
now it was long forgotten.<br />
The author in San Francisco, 1986.<br />
still far <strong>to</strong>o painful for the queer community<br />
at large <strong>to</strong> hear about or acknowledge our<br />
generation. Did you know, he asked me<br />
rhe<strong>to</strong>rically, that when Holocaust survivors<br />
immigrated <strong>to</strong> Israel, they were asked <strong>to</strong><br />
shut up about their experiences and get on<br />
with building a future?<br />
I first found re-engagement in the world<br />
by returning <strong>to</strong> the rooms of recovery. In<br />
this way I have been able <strong>to</strong> mourn and<br />
heal and move on. Like many gay men who<br />
unexpectedly survived the AIDS epidemic,<br />
I am now exploring my “middlessence”—<br />
how <strong>to</strong> be of service, <strong>to</strong> contribute meaningfully<br />
<strong>to</strong> the world, <strong>to</strong> earn a living again.<br />
Between the social services available <strong>to</strong><br />
AIDS survivors returning <strong>to</strong> the workforce<br />
and the rich and diverse spiritual communities<br />
I participate in, I am reconnecting with<br />
my particular tribe.<br />
Falteringly at first, struggling <strong>to</strong> overcome<br />
a by then paralyzing social anxiety, I<br />
found my way back. After recurrent respira<strong>to</strong>ry<br />
illnesses landed me in the hospital<br />
in Oc<strong>to</strong>ber 2005, I found my way <strong>to</strong><br />
support services for long-term poz folks.<br />
The AIDS Health Project provided me<br />
with psychological support, the Positive<br />
Resource Center helped with career change<br />
continued on page 23<br />
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Real Men, Real Choices continued from page 10<br />
such a judgment. Therefore, he likely is<br />
using a woman whose choice <strong>to</strong> perform<br />
was not meaningfully free.<br />
But what if he had information about<br />
the nature of the conditions, objective and<br />
subjective, under which the women made<br />
that choice? Even that is not so simple.<br />
So long as the industry is profitable and<br />
a large number of women are needed <strong>to</strong><br />
make such films, it is certain that some<br />
number of those women will be choosing<br />
under conditions that render the concept<br />
of “free choice” virtually meaningless.<br />
When a man buys or rents a DVD, he is<br />
creating the demand for pornography that<br />
will lead <strong>to</strong> some number of women being<br />
used—that is, being hurt in some fashion,<br />
psychologically and/or physically—no<br />
matter what he knows or thinks he knows<br />
about a specific woman.<br />
So, a man’s choice <strong>to</strong> buy or rent pornography<br />
is complicated by two realities.<br />
First, he likely can’t know the conditions<br />
under which women made their choices,<br />
and hence can’t know how meaningful<br />
the choices were. And second, even if he<br />
could make such a determination about<br />
specific women in a specific film he<br />
watches, the demand for pornography that<br />
his purchase helps create ensures that<br />
some other women will be hurt.<br />
sexual rush, men tend <strong>to</strong> turn off some<br />
of the emotional reactions that typically<br />
are connected <strong>to</strong> sexual experience with<br />
a real person—a sense of the other’s<br />
humanity, an awareness of being present<br />
with another person, the recognition of<br />
something outside our own bodies. For<br />
me, while watching pornography over the<br />
past decade as a researcher, I could feel it<br />
happen—that emotional numbness, that<br />
objectifying of self.<br />
IN USING<br />
PoRNoGRaPHY,<br />
we men objectify not only<br />
women but also ourselves.<br />
To enter in<strong>to</strong> the pornographic<br />
world and experience<br />
that intense sexual<br />
rush, we turn off the<br />
emotional reactions that<br />
are connected <strong>to</strong> sexual<br />
experience with a real<br />
person—a sense of the other’s<br />
humanity, an awareness<br />
of being present<br />
with another person, the<br />
recognition of something<br />
outside our own bodies.<br />
avoid, simply because our emotional<br />
lives cannot be completely controlled.<br />
When they feel those things they wanted<br />
<strong>to</strong> suppress, the johns lash out at the<br />
most convenient target—the women<br />
who they believe caused them <strong>to</strong> feel<br />
what they didn’t want <strong>to</strong> feel.<br />
If Baldwin is right—and, based on my<br />
own experience, I believe she is—we<br />
could say that men turn women in<strong>to</strong> objects<br />
in order <strong>to</strong> turn ourselves in<strong>to</strong> objects, so<br />
that we can split off emotion from body<br />
during sex, in search of a sexual experience<br />
in which we don’t have <strong>to</strong> feel. But<br />
because sex is always more than a physical<br />
act, men seeking this split-off state often<br />
find themselves having strong emotional<br />
reactions, which can get channeled in<strong>to</strong><br />
violence and cruelty.<br />
Again, the women in those situations<br />
endure the violence connected <strong>to</strong><br />
men’s inability <strong>to</strong> be fully human. But<br />
this system also doesn’t produce truly<br />
healthy lives for men. Is an orgasm<br />
really worth all that? I think there are<br />
lots of bad orgasms in a world in which<br />
men are socialized <strong>to</strong> suppress the complex<br />
emotional realities involved in sex.<br />
Women suffer the consequences in dramatic<br />
ways. Men often suffer quietly,<br />
until they lash out. When we men can’t<br />
face our own pain, what are the chances<br />
we can empathize with women’s pain?<br />
No “bad” orgasms?<br />
What is sex for?<br />
• <strong>Voice</strong> <strong>Male</strong><br />
On (2): During a discussion of negative<br />
sexual experiences, I once heard a man say,<br />
“There’s no such thing as a bad orgasm.” I<br />
assume that he meant getting off is getting<br />
off—no matter what the circumstances or<br />
methods, it’s always good. But there are<br />
bad orgasms. There are orgasms that hurt<br />
people, mostly women and children. And<br />
there are orgasms that keep men cut off<br />
from ourselves.<br />
In using pornography, we men not only<br />
objectify women but also objectify ourselves.<br />
In my experience, which is also<br />
the experience of many men I’ve talked<br />
<strong>to</strong> over the years, we feel ourselves go<br />
emotionally numb when viewing pornography<br />
and masturbating, a state of being<br />
“checked out.” To enter in<strong>to</strong> the pornographic<br />
world and experience that intense<br />
Meg Baldwin, a feminist law professor<br />
at Florida State University who left<br />
academia <strong>to</strong> run a women’s center, once<br />
gave me more insight in<strong>to</strong> this process.<br />
Baldwin, who has worked for years with<br />
women who are prostituted, said one of<br />
the common experiences of those women<br />
is coping with the unprovoked rage and<br />
violence that johns will direct at them.<br />
Baldwin <strong>to</strong>ld me that after hearing countless<br />
s<strong>to</strong>ries about this reaction by men, she<br />
concluded the rage was rooted in this selfobjectification.<br />
She sketched this process:<br />
Men typically go <strong>to</strong> prostitutes <strong>to</strong> have<br />
a sexual experience without having <strong>to</strong><br />
engage emotionally. Yet when they are<br />
in the sexual situation, they sometimes<br />
find themselves having those very same<br />
emotional reactions they wanted <strong>to</strong><br />
I want <strong>to</strong> conclude by talking about<br />
sexual morality.<br />
Before you all run for the exits, let me<br />
explain what I don’t mean by that term.<br />
I don’t mean sexual morality in the typical<br />
way the phrase is used in this culture,<br />
the “morality” of so-called family values.<br />
We must reject, of course, the patriarchal<br />
impositions of a traditional set of sexual<br />
norms that tend <strong>to</strong> be rooted in the control<br />
of women, the dominance of men, and the<br />
denial of the humanity of lesbians and gay<br />
men. Over the years many of us have shied<br />
away from any talk about the moral issues<br />
involved in sexuality out of a fear of being<br />
labeled reactionary.<br />
But we must not be afraid <strong>to</strong> talk about<br />
the need in any culture for there <strong>to</strong> be a<br />
continued on page 24<br />
20
Pop Culture & Pornography<br />
By Gail Dines<br />
As an anti-porn feminist, I have read about our death in<br />
porn magazines, in Cosmopolitan, and of course in a<br />
slew of post-modern academic books and articles. The<br />
sheer numbers of people at the recent pornography conference<br />
in Bos<strong>to</strong>n make clear that our burial was indeed premature as we<br />
are fully alive, energized, enraged at the pornography culture,<br />
and ready <strong>to</strong> do what it takes <strong>to</strong> reclaim that which is indisputably<br />
ours. Our lives, our bodies, our culture and our feminist<br />
movement.<br />
The conference, Pornography and Pop Culture, brought<br />
<strong>to</strong>gether women and<br />
men who are activists,<br />
anti-violence experts,<br />
academics, anti-racist<br />
educa<strong>to</strong>rs, students and<br />
citizens who feel in their<br />
soul that we are living<br />
through a major cultural<br />
crisis. Everywhere we go<br />
we are bombarded with<br />
the droppings of the pornography<br />
industry. Our<br />
lives are overwhelmed by images that scream misogyny. Turn<br />
on the TV, surf the Internet, flick through a magazine, pass a<br />
billboard and you are visually assaulted by images that encode<br />
male visual entitlement <strong>to</strong> technologically perfected female<br />
bodies. And then as if this isn’t bad enough, we are <strong>to</strong>ld that<br />
these images represent our sexual freedom, and <strong>to</strong> be angry or<br />
enraged is evidence that we are anti-sex, prudish, and hopelessly<br />
old-fashioned. To that I answer that our rage is clear<br />
evidence of our refusal <strong>to</strong> be colonized or commodified by<br />
corporate, patriarchal ideology that is reactionary, anti-feminist<br />
and harmful <strong>to</strong> all our lives.<br />
Some reading this were involved in the feminist anti-porn<br />
movement since its inception in the late 1970s, and some were<br />
in diapers during this period. Whatever our age though, we must<br />
remember those incredible activists, authors and academics that<br />
helped build the first anti-pornography movement. Women like<br />
Andrea Dworkin, Catherine Mackinnon, Diana Russell, Robin<br />
Morgan, Susan Brownmiller and many more who worked tirelessly<br />
but got little name recognition. Women who made it possible<br />
for us <strong>to</strong>day <strong>to</strong> understand pornography as a form of violence<br />
against women that degrades, humiliates and debases.<br />
Looking back over the last couple of decades since this first<br />
feminist anti-pornography movement, it is clear that we now live<br />
in a very different world. We developed theories and activism in<br />
We are indeed now living in a<br />
new pornographic age and <strong>to</strong> be<br />
effective organizers, activists and<br />
scholars, we need <strong>to</strong> re-think our<br />
theories and reframe our activism.<br />
a time when most pornography was in magazine form and porn<br />
s<strong>to</strong>res and porn theaters were the major distribu<strong>to</strong>rs of pornography.<br />
In those days there was a clear economic and discursive distinction<br />
between pornography and pop culture. Today the pornography<br />
industry is seamlessly folded in<strong>to</strong> the mainstream pop culture<br />
industry. Reputable cable channels such as HBO, Showtime and<br />
MTV often carry shows that look like ads for the porn industry.<br />
The men who run the porn industry <strong>to</strong>day have traded in their seedy<br />
image and mafia connections for Armani suits and economic connections<br />
<strong>to</strong> international banks and media moguls.<br />
We are indeed now living<br />
in a new pornographic<br />
age and <strong>to</strong> be effective<br />
organizers, activists and<br />
scholars, we need <strong>to</strong> rethink<br />
our theories and<br />
reframe our activism.<br />
We need <strong>to</strong> address<br />
these new developments<br />
and the ways in which the<br />
feminist insights in<strong>to</strong> pornography<br />
as misogynist<br />
ideology writ large on the female body are even more critical than<br />
ever before. The analysis, research, and theory building that we<br />
focus on <strong>to</strong>day, we apply <strong>to</strong>morrow <strong>to</strong> activism as our theory is<br />
only as good as our activism and our activism only as meaningful<br />
as our theory. PowerPoint presentations are just one of our <strong>to</strong>ols<br />
but a central one as they aim <strong>to</strong> interrupt the endless flow of propornography<br />
messages that spew out from the pop culture.<br />
Feeling overwhelmed by this pornographic culture is why<br />
so many people are taking this issue on. In a pop culture<br />
increasingly swamped with pornographic imagery and ideology,<br />
<strong>to</strong> be anti-pornography is <strong>to</strong> be an outsider. It means being<br />
ridiculed, mocked and derided both in and out of the academy.<br />
And increasingly anti-pornography feminists are finding the<br />
feminist movement <strong>to</strong> be an inhospitable place.<br />
But feminism has changed this world more than once with<br />
its unapologetic, unflinching politics of radical social change.<br />
We are now about <strong>to</strong> begin one more chapter in our on-going<br />
struggle for a world where all of us are bathed in dignity,<br />
equality and joy. As feminists, we should strive for nothing<br />
more, and accept nothing less.<br />
Gail Dines is chair of American Studies at Wheelock College<br />
in Bos<strong>to</strong>n and coedi<strong>to</strong>r, with Robert Jensen and Ann Russo, of<br />
Pornography: The Production and Consumption of Inequality.<br />
Spring 2007 •<br />
21
• <strong>Voice</strong> <strong>Male</strong><br />
Men’s Resources (Resources for Gay,<br />
Bisexual<br />
& Questioning Men, see page 18)<br />
International Society for Men’s Health<br />
and Gender<br />
P.O. Box 144, A-1097, Vienna, Austria/<br />
EUROPE<br />
Phone: +43 1 4096010, Fax: +43 1 4096011<br />
www.ismh.org or office@ismh.org<br />
Montreal Men Against Sexism<br />
c/o Martin Dufresne<br />
913 de Bienville<br />
Montreal, Quebec H2J 1V2 CANADA<br />
514-563-4428, 526-6576, 282-3966<br />
Sex & Love Addicts Anonymous (SLAA)<br />
(800) 749-6879 Referrals available for 12-step<br />
groups throughout New England.<br />
Fathers<br />
Resources<br />
Fathers with Divorce and Cus<strong>to</strong>dy<br />
Concerns<br />
Looking for a lawyer? Call your state bar<br />
association lawyer referral agency. In Mass.<br />
the number is (800) 392-6164. Here are some<br />
websites that may be of use <strong>to</strong> you:<br />
www.dadsrights.org (not www.dadsrights.com)<br />
www.directlex.com/main/law/divorce/<br />
www.divorce.com<br />
www.divorcecentral.com<br />
www.divorcehq.com<br />
www.divorcenet.com<br />
www.divorce-resource-center.com<br />
www.divorcesupport.com<br />
Collaborative Divorce<br />
www.collaborativealternatives.com<br />
www.collaborativedivorce.com<br />
www.collaborativepractice.com<br />
www.nocourtdivorce.com<br />
Dads and Daughters<br />
www.dadsanddaughters.org<br />
The Fathers Resource Center<br />
www.slowlane.com<br />
National Fatherhood Initiative<br />
www.cyfc.umn.edu/Fathernet<br />
Internet Resources<br />
Brother Peace<br />
http://www.eurowrc.org/01.eurowrc/04.eurowrc_<br />
en/36.en_ewrc.htm<br />
EuroPRO-Fem: European Menprofemist<br />
Network<br />
www.europrofem.org or city.shelter@skynet.be or<br />
traboules@traboules.org<br />
Men Against Violence<br />
http://www.unesco.org/cpp/uk/projects/wcpmenaga.htm<br />
Men Can S<strong>to</strong>p Rape<br />
www.mencans<strong>to</strong>prape.org<br />
Men for HAWC<br />
http://www.danverspolice.com/domviol9.htm<br />
The Men’s Bibliography<br />
A comprehensive bibliography of writing on men,<br />
masculinities, gender, and sexualities, listing over<br />
14,000 works. It’s free at:<br />
http://mensbiblio.xyonline.net/<br />
Men’s Health Network<br />
http://www.menshealthnetwork.org/<br />
Men’s Initiative for Jane Doe, Inc.<br />
www.mijd.org<br />
Men’s Resource Center for Change<br />
www.mrcforchange.org<br />
Men’s Resources International<br />
www.mensresourcesinternational.org<br />
Men S<strong>to</strong>pping Violence<br />
http://www.mens<strong>to</strong>ppingviolence.org/index.php<br />
Men<strong>to</strong>rs in Violence Prevention<br />
http://www.sportinsociety.org/mvp<br />
National Men’s Resource Center<br />
www.menstuff.org<br />
National Organization for Men Against<br />
Sexism<br />
www.nomas.org; Bos<strong>to</strong>n chapter www.nomasbos<strong>to</strong>n.org<br />
National Association of Men and Women<br />
Committed <strong>to</strong> Ending Violence Against<br />
Women<br />
www.acall<strong>to</strong>men.org<br />
100 Black Men, Inc.<br />
www.100blackmen.org<br />
White Ribbon Campaign<br />
www.whiteribbon.com; www.theribbonlady.com<br />
XY <strong>Magazine</strong><br />
www.xyonline.net<br />
Pro-feminist men’s web links (over 500 links)<br />
www.xyonline.net/links.shtml<br />
Pro-feminist men’s politics, frequently asked<br />
questions www.xyonline.net/misc/pffaq.html<br />
Pro-feminist e-mail list (1997– ) www.xyonline.<br />
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RAOkun@comcast.net<br />
There were no symp<strong>to</strong>ms continued from page 12<br />
Recovery<br />
Other than learning that your body contains<br />
cancer, hearing that you’ll be leaking<br />
urine and unable <strong>to</strong> get an erection<br />
for a while has got <strong>to</strong> be among the worst<br />
pieces of news a man can get. After<br />
prostate surgery, a man goes home with<br />
a catheter in his bladder which drains<br />
in<strong>to</strong> a bag strapped on<strong>to</strong> his leg. There’s a<br />
daytime bag and a nighttime bag, and we<br />
found the changeover and bag-emptying<br />
went better with two pairs of hands and as<br />
much laughter as possible. Even so, the<br />
procedures were definitely anti-erotic.<br />
After a week, we were back at the medical<br />
center for removal of the catheter.<br />
On the way home we found ourselves<br />
in the pharmacy’s diaper aisle, choosing<br />
a product called “adjustable disposable<br />
underwear” which promised “worry-free<br />
odor control, super absorbency and discretion.”<br />
To Allen’s surprise (he was<br />
dreading accidents) this diaper-like garment<br />
has worked very well. Do we need<br />
<strong>to</strong> tell you, though, that he has changed<br />
his routine after squash or basketball so<br />
as <strong>to</strong> avoid showering in the locker room?<br />
It’s one thing <strong>to</strong> show yourself <strong>to</strong> your<br />
partner decked out in a white “diaper,”<br />
and quite another <strong>to</strong> appear that way in<br />
front of sports buddies.<br />
The length of time a man has <strong>to</strong> wear<br />
disposable underwear or, alternatively,<br />
use a pad tucked in<strong>to</strong> jockey shorts, is<br />
usually at least three months after surgery.<br />
Wanting <strong>to</strong> get back <strong>to</strong> padlessness<br />
and cot<strong>to</strong>n as soon as possible, Allen had<br />
two matters within his control: first, <strong>to</strong><br />
select the best possible surgeon <strong>to</strong> minimize<br />
nerve damage; second, <strong>to</strong> do a kind<br />
of butt-squeeze exercise called Kegels <strong>to</strong><br />
strengthen his urinary retention muscles.<br />
The pos<strong>to</strong>perative wait for erections <strong>to</strong><br />
return can last even longer than the wait<br />
for <strong>to</strong>tal bladder control. “It’s hard <strong>to</strong><br />
predict,” explained the doc<strong>to</strong>r. “Patients<br />
who come in<strong>to</strong> surgery having had erections<br />
and intercourse with some regularity<br />
regain function sooner and more fully<br />
than those who weren’t having frequent<br />
sex. We think a lot of men feel erectile<br />
performance pressure, so they end up<br />
lying <strong>to</strong> us about what was really going<br />
22
on sexually before we operated. That<br />
makes it hard for us <strong>to</strong> predict what will<br />
happen as they heal.”<br />
We can see why predictions about<br />
post-prostatec<strong>to</strong>my love life are difficult.<br />
A man with a diaper and without<br />
an erection is not the stuff of romantic<br />
or erotic fantasy. However, as humans<br />
age our sense of <strong>to</strong>uch becomes more<br />
acute. That means hugging, kissing,<br />
and massage—none of which has <strong>to</strong> be<br />
associated with diapers or erections—can<br />
be more rather than less pleasurable as a<br />
person passes the half-century mark. For<br />
older men in general, erectile function<br />
is a use-it-or-lose-it proposition, which<br />
is motivation <strong>to</strong> engage in sex-<strong>to</strong>uch <strong>to</strong><br />
help regain function. Viagra and Cialis,<br />
both medications <strong>to</strong> stimulate erections,<br />
are often prescribed following prostate<br />
surgery.<br />
The Future<br />
We can’t know the end of Allen’s recovery<br />
from cancer since we’re still living<br />
it. At his one-month checkup, blood<br />
was drawn for a PSA (even without his<br />
prostate, some of the antigen could be<br />
roaming, causing trouble) and the results<br />
came back as “undetectable.” No cancer!<br />
Two months after surgery, his belly<br />
shows only faint lines where the laparoscopic<br />
instruments were inserted. His<br />
spirits are recovering and our partnership<br />
continues.<br />
We’ve shared our s<strong>to</strong>ry here because<br />
nearly every man of our generation or<br />
older has <strong>to</strong>ld us, in response <strong>to</strong> our<br />
news, that he’s “watching” his own<br />
prostate or knows he should be. One in<br />
six males in America getting hit with a<br />
diagnosis of prostate cancer, along with<br />
their partners, families, and friends, adds<br />
up <strong>to</strong> a lot of people concerned with<br />
the disease—a lot of people we want <strong>to</strong><br />
encourage <strong>to</strong> take good care of themselves<br />
and one another. VM<br />
Websites we recommend<br />
(in alphabetical order):<br />
Memorial Sloan-Kettering<br />
Cancer Center<br />
www.mskcc.org/html/403.cfm<br />
National Cancer Institute<br />
www.cancer.gov/cancer<strong>to</strong>pics/types/<br />
prostate<br />
(for general information)<br />
www.cancer.gov/cancer<strong>to</strong>pics/<br />
factsheet/therapy/CAM<br />
(for information about alternative<br />
treatments)<br />
Prostate Cancer Foundation<br />
www.prostatecancerfoundation.org<br />
Books<br />
Prostate Cancer Resources<br />
100 Questions and Answers About Prostate<br />
Cancer by Pamela Ellsworth, M.D.,<br />
John Heaney, M.D., and Oliver Gill—<br />
published by Jones and Bartlett, 2002,<br />
Dallas<br />
Prostate and Cancer: A Family Guide <strong>to</strong><br />
Diagnosis, Treatment, and Survival<br />
by Sheldon Marks, M.D.—published by<br />
Perseus Books, 2003, Jackson TN<br />
OutLines continued from page 19<br />
and employment retraining support. The<br />
State of California has deemed my choice of<br />
work as a grant writer supportable. I relish<br />
digging in<strong>to</strong> my new field of employment,<br />
as a development specialist in the culture and<br />
arts nonprofit world.<br />
I’ve taken two semesters of intensive<br />
Spanish, have screened and penned reviews<br />
of a couple hundred films, and recently<br />
joined a writers’ group (all HIV-ers). I work<br />
daily with recovering alcoholics. The Bear<br />
His<strong>to</strong>ry Project is rising from old cyber<br />
ashes. The Billy Club, a rural collective of<br />
socially engaged and spiritually awakened<br />
gay, bi, and queer men, has welcomed me<br />
with open arms. As I trudge my spiritual<br />
path, as ordinary and unconventional as it<br />
comes, I find the world makes sense when<br />
I live in San Francisco. I know that I am of<br />
this place.<br />
Les Wright is a newly minted grant writer, a<br />
published author, edi<strong>to</strong>r, and art cura<strong>to</strong>r, gay<br />
community activist and his<strong>to</strong>rian, and peace<br />
advocate. He continues <strong>to</strong> work in men’s<br />
communities as a practitioner of spiritual<br />
healing arts and is a former support group<br />
facilita<strong>to</strong>r at the Men’s Resource Center for<br />
Change. Part 1 of this column appeared in<br />
the Winter 2007 issue.<br />
Allen Davis, Ed.D., is executive direc<strong>to</strong>r<br />
of the Greenfield, Mass. Community<br />
College Foundation. He serves on the<br />
Men’s Resource Center for Change<br />
Advisory Committee, consults <strong>to</strong> nonprofit<br />
organizations, and is a life coach;<br />
he’s also a passionate basketball, squash,<br />
Spring 2007 •<br />
23
Real Men, Real Choices continued from page 20<br />
collective conversation about the simple<br />
question “What is sex for?” For liberals<br />
and libertarians, the question isn’t central;<br />
sex is for whatever any individual or<br />
group of individuals wants. For religious<br />
conservatives, the answer is dictated by<br />
patriarchal tradition, and sex is something<br />
dangerous that must be tightly controlled.<br />
That’s why pornography is so attractive <strong>to</strong><br />
both liberals and conservatives. Liberals<br />
celebrate it and march in<strong>to</strong> the adult books<strong>to</strong>re<br />
proudly; conservatives decry it as<br />
they place their order online.<br />
It’s pretty clear what sex is for in the<br />
world of pornography. In an Adult Video<br />
News s<strong>to</strong>ry on gonzo direc<strong>to</strong>rs, the writer<br />
described the typical viewer as “the solo<br />
stroking consumer who merely wants <strong>to</strong><br />
cut <strong>to</strong> the chase, get off on the good stuff,<br />
then, if they really wanna catch some acting,<br />
plot and dialog, pop in the latest Netflix<br />
disc.” In other words, sex is for simple<br />
physical sensation, delivered as efficiently<br />
and quickly as possible, with no concern<br />
for who is used in the process or how they<br />
are used. In that world, pornography will<br />
always be attractive because pornography<br />
works: it delivers that orgasm. Once a man<br />
has accepted that understanding of sex, the<br />
quest is for the best pornography <strong>to</strong> deliver<br />
that orgasm with the most intensity, and<br />
other considerations—about the costs <strong>to</strong><br />
the people who make pornography, the<br />
politics of the images, or the harms that<br />
may result from the industry—drop out of<br />
sight.<br />
The mystery of humanity<br />
For me, the question “what is sex for?” is<br />
one of those questions that is meant never <strong>to</strong><br />
be answered. The point isn’t <strong>to</strong> try <strong>to</strong> take the<br />
mystery of sex and contain it. The point is <strong>to</strong><br />
understand the importance of the question<br />
and create the conditions for an open, honest,<br />
searching—and likely unending—discussion<br />
of it. The goal is not <strong>to</strong> run from the<br />
complexity, but <strong>to</strong> understand how the joy in<br />
that mystery can be deepened by collective<br />
conversation aimed not at control and domination,<br />
but at liberation and equality.<br />
The feminist anti-pornography movement<br />
is, of course, fundamentally political—it’s<br />
about changing an inherently unjust distribution<br />
of power. But at the core of any<br />
politics is the most basic moral question:<br />
What are people for? What kind of animals<br />
are we? What does it mean <strong>to</strong> be human<br />
in the modern world? Part of that question<br />
is wrapped up in the meaning we make of<br />
male and female, part of which is coming <strong>to</strong><br />
judgment about what sex is for.<br />
All these are fundamentally moral questions,<br />
and the long-term success of our<br />
politics depends on having answers that<br />
can speak <strong>to</strong> these questions, with which<br />
we all are struggling, or should be. VM<br />
Robert Jensen is a journalism professor<br />
at the University of Texas at Austin and<br />
serves on the advisory board of the Men’s<br />
Resource Center for Change and this<br />
magazine. His latest book is Getting Off:<br />
Pornography and the End of Masculinity<br />
(South End Press, 2007). He can be<br />
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Men Speak Out continued from page 7<br />
whose willingness <strong>to</strong> denigrate women<br />
seemingly knew no bounds. Tal Peretz, a<br />
recent college graduate from Pittsburgh,<br />
Pennsylvania, describes the radical transformation<br />
of his friend Cliff from racist<br />
skinhead <strong>to</strong> feminist ally. For other men,<br />
complacency was never an option. Chongsuk<br />
Han calls out the gay community<br />
for its racism and white privilege while<br />
simultaneously attempting <strong>to</strong> stake a claim<br />
as oppressed sexual minorities. Nathan<br />
Einschlag takes on his college coach and<br />
basketball team for their upside-down<br />
expectations that place hooking up above<br />
personal ethics. Greg Bortnichak wonders<br />
out loud how he can remain true <strong>to</strong> his nonsexist<br />
ideals without falling in<strong>to</strong> the trap of<br />
paternalistic protection when a much older<br />
man wants <strong>to</strong> hit on his girlfriend. Jacob<br />
Anderson-Minshall questions the expectations<br />
of straight men who assume he’s one<br />
of them, and lesbian women who assume<br />
he’s not. For all these men, asking soul-<br />
searching questions is a moral imperative,<br />
even if doing so leads <strong>to</strong> danger, rage, distress,<br />
or initial alienation from their peers.<br />
We learn from Tomek Kitlinski and<br />
Pawel Leszkowicz that being out and gay<br />
in Poland is a risk far greater than we in the<br />
United States might imagine, with members<br />
of the far-right youth militia hurling s<strong>to</strong>nes<br />
and threatening their lives. Essays by Byron<br />
Hurt, Haji Shearer, Ewuare Osayande, and<br />
Amit Taneja teach us that there are multiple<br />
ways of understanding the intersections<br />
of race, nation, identity, and change. On<br />
fatherhood, we begin <strong>to</strong> imagine a world<br />
in which men are actively engaged parents,<br />
and <strong>to</strong> consider why some versions of<br />
fathers’ rights groups do not work in the<br />
best interest of women, children, or men.<br />
Michael Kimmel and <strong>Voice</strong> <strong>Male</strong> edi<strong>to</strong>r<br />
Rob Okun remind us where we came from<br />
so we can better see where we’re going.<br />
These essays, and the others in this collection,<br />
bring personal insight and critical<br />
awareness <strong>to</strong> our ideas about masculinity<br />
and feminism. Each is written through the<br />
unique lens of individual experience. There<br />
may be points of discomfort, and there are<br />
certainly questions raised but left unanswered,<br />
or only partially answered. There<br />
will be women who distrust men writing<br />
about feminism, and doubtless there will<br />
be men who are suspicious about a woman<br />
editing the voices of men. But as I see it,<br />
this discomfort can be productive. It is part<br />
of a process of discovering the personal and<br />
political meanings of progressive manhood<br />
and feminist men. This process of discovery<br />
is certainly not a destination but it is a<br />
solid beginning. VM<br />
Shira Tarrant, Ph.D. is a political scientist<br />
who teaches in the Women’s Studies<br />
Department at California State University,<br />
Long Beach. Her first book, When Sex<br />
Became Gender, was published by<br />
Routledge in 2006. The essay above is<br />
excerpted from her forthcoming anthology<br />
Men Speak Out: Views on Gender, Sex and<br />
Power (Routledge, November 2007).<br />
Domestic Violence continued from page 13<br />
zations across the state that work 24/7 <strong>to</strong><br />
assist and support the victims of battering<br />
and sexual violence. The first rape crisis<br />
organization in Vermont started in 1973;<br />
the first shelter group in 1974. When<br />
no one else would, these women went<br />
<strong>to</strong> work for the victims of domestic and<br />
sexual assault.<br />
2. In an effort <strong>to</strong> address violence in our<br />
schools, the Vermont legislature passed<br />
“An Act Relating <strong>to</strong> Bullying Prevention<br />
Policies.” There is a direct continuum<br />
between bullying and dating violence<br />
and domestic violence. If every school<br />
administra<strong>to</strong>r, teacher, and coach in the<br />
state fully embraced the provisions of this<br />
law, we could help our children grow up<br />
<strong>to</strong> believe that violence is unhealthy and<br />
unacceptable.<br />
3. Vermont has the most intensive program<br />
for domestic violence offenders<br />
in the country. The Intensive Domestic<br />
Abuse Program (IDAP), a program of the<br />
Department of Corrections administered<br />
by Spectrum Youth and Family Services,<br />
requires male offenders <strong>to</strong> attend 169<br />
group sessions, usually over the course<br />
of more than a year. There is a very low<br />
<strong>to</strong>lerance for breaking the rules of the<br />
program, and offenders are held directly<br />
accountable for their behavior and attitudes.<br />
4. On January 18, 2007, the Vermont State<br />
Senate declared that it is making domestic<br />
violence prevention a major focus of<br />
the Senate Judiciary and Appropriations<br />
committees. A central theme of this effort<br />
is addressing the problem of children<br />
living with domestic violence. (I urge<br />
Vermonters <strong>to</strong> let their state legisla<strong>to</strong>rs<br />
know how much they support this effort.)<br />
We still have a long way <strong>to</strong> go. In fact,<br />
some experts worry that the increase of<br />
violent images in the media is contributing<br />
<strong>to</strong> a growing culture of male violence and<br />
misogyny. How can watching mock sexual<br />
assaults against women on “professional”<br />
wrestling and assaults on black female<br />
prostitutes in video games be healthy for<br />
men and boys? When coaches refer <strong>to</strong><br />
their male players as a “bunch of ladies,”<br />
how can that contribute <strong>to</strong> healthy images<br />
of girls and women? When pornographic<br />
images are everywhere in our society<br />
depicting the denigration of women, how<br />
can we hope <strong>to</strong> reverse male beliefs about<br />
the social, economic, and religious suppression<br />
of women? And when violence<br />
is represented in the media as the best and<br />
easiest way <strong>to</strong> resolve conflicts and solve<br />
problems, how can we expect young men<br />
<strong>to</strong> think and behave differently?<br />
Margaret Mead warned: “No society<br />
that feeds its children on tales of successful<br />
violence can expect them not<br />
<strong>to</strong> believe that violence in the end is<br />
rewarded.” The challenge for Vermont<br />
men, as for men around the country, is <strong>to</strong><br />
figure out how we can s<strong>to</strong>p <strong>to</strong>lerating and,<br />
thereby, encouraging the culture of male<br />
violence in our society. VM<br />
Stephen McArthur is a hotline worker for<br />
Battered Women’s Services and Shelter,<br />
and co-facilitates programs in Washing<strong>to</strong>n<br />
County, Vermont, schools on bullying,<br />
dating violence, domestic violence, and<br />
healthy relationships.<br />
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Crime of Breathing While Black continued from<br />
page 17<br />
events that trigger that visceral feeling<br />
in us will remain as long as black lives<br />
continue <strong>to</strong> have less value than white<br />
lives. Because they do. To invoke a<br />
newer, insidious rhe<strong>to</strong>rical <strong>to</strong>ol of conservatives,<br />
it is white “innocent life” that<br />
is sacrosanct, not society’s moral outrage<br />
against violence and brutality, physical or<br />
psychological.<br />
More than a decade after the O.J.<br />
Simpson verdict, Simpson is still the<br />
poster boy for brutality and injustice,<br />
whereas former detective Mark Fuhrman<br />
is all but legitimized as a best-selling<br />
author despite his long his<strong>to</strong>ry of admitted<br />
brutality as a member of the LAPD.<br />
For many African-Americans, whether<br />
or not they believe a guilty man was<br />
nearly framed, <strong>to</strong> cast Simpson as a symbol<br />
of brutality gone unpunished is not<br />
only bizarrely misplaced and insulting;<br />
it is also symp<strong>to</strong>matic of a society intentionally<br />
blind <strong>to</strong> the daily realities of what<br />
it feels like <strong>to</strong> be seen more as a problem<br />
than as a person.<br />
Every day we are made conscious of<br />
our own race and status in society by a<br />
host of peers and judges in a range of<br />
venues. And even if we never have <strong>to</strong><br />
endure an altercation with the police, we<br />
still are acutely aware of how easily we<br />
can be made <strong>to</strong> feel like niggers: our gait,<br />
<strong>to</strong>ne, behavior, our proximity <strong>to</strong> valuables<br />
(or more valuable people) is scrutinized.<br />
And our choice <strong>to</strong> accept this reality and<br />
conform <strong>to</strong> earn that eye contact, that<br />
begrudging cus<strong>to</strong>mer service, or that success<br />
in hailing a cab is related <strong>to</strong> this issue<br />
of brutality, because it is an assault on our<br />
citizenship and our very humanity.<br />
“Contagious shooting” may very well<br />
be a legitimate assessment of the events<br />
that culminated in Sean Bell’s death<br />
hours before his wedding. But it is symp<strong>to</strong>matic<br />
of something larger that undoubtedly<br />
correlates <strong>to</strong> when such contagions<br />
most often occur and <strong>to</strong> what degree. If<br />
there is a presumption of guilt or reason<br />
<strong>to</strong> fear or distrust someone irrespective of<br />
context, that itself is a crime; it represents<br />
the psychological brutality and ubiquity<br />
of institutional racism.<br />
But perhaps “institutional racism”<br />
sounds a bit <strong>to</strong>o harsh for the thin-skinned<br />
mainstream media, the proxy of our<br />
willfully ignorant body politic. Society<br />
prefers what is in essence “situational<br />
racism” that dissolves with a well-placed,<br />
well-timed apology <strong>to</strong> the right brokers<br />
of contrition. “Some of my best friends<br />
are black.” “I was drunk.” “He had a wallet.”<br />
All socially acceptable mitiga<strong>to</strong>rs of<br />
brutal speech are deftly untethered from<br />
their more vile origins, <strong>to</strong>o shameful and<br />
heavy for those most complicit <strong>to</strong> bear.<br />
But the weight of its impact never lessens<br />
on those of us who do not have a choice<br />
as long as we’re breathing while black.<br />
VM<br />
Chris Rabb is a new media consultant,<br />
writer, social commenta<strong>to</strong>r and netroots<br />
activist. A regular public speaker, Chris<br />
discusses issues of race, politics, culture,<br />
family, technology, media and entrepreneurship.<br />
Originally from Chicago, Chris<br />
lives in northwest Philadelphia with his<br />
wife and two boys.<br />
© 2006, 2007 Chris<strong>to</strong>pher M. Rabb. All rights reserved.<br />
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Beyond Beats & Rhymes:<br />
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