May 2011 - Subud Voice
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In this<br />
issue<br />
Five Finger Exercise...<br />
Luke Penseney WSA Chair...<br />
P1-3<br />
Christchurch Earthquake...<br />
Liliana MacDonald... P3<br />
Japanese Tsunami...<br />
First hand reports... P4-5<br />
‘It all comes back to the<br />
latihan...’ WSA Exec Team…P6<br />
ADI PURI web site... P7<br />
A Dream Realised...<br />
Benjamin Drazen CD... P7<br />
WSA and the World...<br />
Osanna Vaughn... P8<br />
SUBUDVOICE<br />
F R E E & O N L I N E<br />
Promise.. Hamish Baker... P10<br />
Wisma <strong>Subud</strong><br />
International Gathering... P10<br />
Favourite Photo<br />
Rosanne Hille... P11<br />
Change is Grace<br />
Wilbert Verhayen... P12<br />
Letters to the editor... P15<br />
A Family's Wish Fulfilled... P16<br />
WSA Finances... P19<br />
Call for MSF Trustees... P19<br />
WSA visit to Puebla... P20<br />
Thanks to Rashid Butte... P20<br />
Youth Events Update... P21<br />
Information About <strong>Subud</strong>... P21<br />
Sponsoring <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong>... P21<br />
The passing of Murray<br />
Clapham... P22<br />
Changes at <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong>... P23<br />
Advertisements... P24/25<br />
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Number 4<br />
<strong>May</strong> <strong>2011</strong><br />
Luke Penseney, Chair of the World <strong>Subud</strong> Association<br />
Five finger exercise<br />
Luke Penseney, Chairman of the World <strong>Subud</strong> Association (WSA), writes...<br />
Following the Christchurch World Congress, I was able to make a three-day visit to<br />
Kalimantan. When I returned, a <strong>Subud</strong> member asked me, “Well, what did you learn in<br />
Rungan Sari?”<br />
Without thinking, I stuck out my hand, with the five fingers splayed. I realised that what I<br />
was trying to convey was that in Kalimantan there are a number of excellent projects, and<br />
they all come from the same root, the same wrist and arm. Those fingers are gradually<br />
coming closer together..<br />
At this point, in my role as the WSA chair, I am naturally focused on the WSC (World<br />
<strong>Subud</strong> Council) meeting that will happen in Rungan Sari in June, and once again the image<br />
of five fingers has come to my mind. There seem to me to be perhaps five main issues that<br />
we are focusing on.<br />
At the first post-congress WSC meeting that we held in England in 2010, it seemed that we<br />
had 10-12 issues that we had to deal with. We made a good start then in building on the<br />
inheritance we had received from the<br />
previous WSC. This time, we can look more<br />
deeply into some areas arising out of the<br />
commitments and promises we made at<br />
World Congress.<br />
Archives. It is extremely important that we<br />
revisit and rejuvenate this area. We have a<br />
team(s) headed by Amalijah Thompson <br />
DISCLAIMER NOTICE<br />
The opinions expressed in the various articles<br />
are the sole responsibility of their authors and<br />
cannot be seen as representing the opinion of<br />
the World <strong>Subud</strong> Association or of <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong>.<br />
The name <strong>Subud</strong> ® and the Seven Circles<br />
Symbol are registered marks of the World<br />
<strong>Subud</strong> Association.
‘ ’<br />
We don't want a hierarchical structure, but a<br />
flexible, inclusive network. The centre of which<br />
is in each one of us<br />
which is looking into developing an even more professional approach and also the best environmental and<br />
operational conditions for the storage and development of the archives. This is our heritage, our patrimony,<br />
especially what has come down to us from Bapak in terms of his talks, and writings. So we must ensure that the<br />
archives are cared for in the best and safest way. An aspect of this will be special fundraising for a specific ongoing<br />
Archive fund in the period up to 2014 . We have budgeted US$180,000 in the <strong>2011</strong>-2012 period for Archives with a<br />
large component to be raised from fundraising, which in terms of finance makes this the largest single project<br />
before us.<br />
Communications. In recent years communications within <strong>Subud</strong> particularly via e-mail and Internet has vastly<br />
improved over what it was before. We want to carry this further, both communications within <strong>Subud</strong> and<br />
communications with the outside world. This is very much a "work in progress" and has not only to do with what<br />
we say about ourselves, but also what we actually do. In order to get more effective communications I believe that<br />
we need to take a holistic approach. So the challenge here is not only more and better communication but also the<br />
integration of our communication efforts. We need to build on what we have in publications, audio-visual media.<br />
Also encouraging the evolution of the External Relations/WSA Forum groups encouraging the use of widespread<br />
web-based and audio-visual inputs, including new media and social networking. This could include sponsoring ‘A<br />
Day in the Life of’ multi-media perspective on what we are doing in the world...<br />
Enterprises and International Projects. In recent talks, Ibu Rahayu has placed a great deal of emphasis on the need<br />
to reawaken the enterprise vision: to put aside past hurts and traumas and focus with new energy on this aspect of<br />
<strong>Subud</strong> life. It is clear, as Bapak always said, that we need enterprises to help fund the work of the <strong>Subud</strong><br />
organization in all its many aspects. To put into practise what we have received. Related to this is the need to take<br />
care of our major international centres, particularly Rungan Sari, Wisma <strong>Subud</strong> and Amanecer. It is not the wish of<br />
WSA to meddle with these projects, or to intrude, but to make sure that everyone knows we are there for support.<br />
We have set up a new International Projects & Centres team to work with SESI to provide support where needed.<br />
After Congress we formed a WSA <strong>Subud</strong> Communities team headed by Osanna Vaughn to look into the realities of<br />
<strong>Subud</strong> Community, and obviously the major international centres are an important part of this. WSA has already in<br />
<strong>2011</strong> supported initiatives within Amanacer, Wisma <strong>Subud</strong> and the Kalimantan mining shareholders group.<br />
Governance. We need to continue with the improvement we have committed to in terms of the way that we manage<br />
ourselves. At Congress, this was one of the promises that I made on behalf of the WSC. We face an international<br />
environment with new demands and standards of transparency and accountability that we must be prepared to meet<br />
and where possible exceed. None of us want the <strong>Subud</strong> organisation to grow for its own sake. But there is much<br />
that we want to do, and in order to complete this task we must manage ourselves in the very best possible way.<br />
Of course, we don't want a hierarchical pyramid-type structure, but a flexible, inclusive network of activities.<br />
Finance & Fundraising. Related to this, is the need to improve our fundraising – to ‘enlarge the cake’ that we need<br />
to draw on. Our previous approach might be compared to a church which sends out donation envelopes – with<br />
occasional bursts of funding from enterprises/major donors. This will no longer suffice. As Bapak always said,<br />
enterprise will be the way to fund the <strong>Subud</strong> organization. We now have a new expanded financial team in place<br />
and new bank accounts, the details of which are provided elsewhere in this issue of <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong>. We are also going<br />
to set up a special international coordinated fund raising team including professional fundraisers from within<br />
<strong>Subud</strong>. This would not preclude new international enterprises – but in effect become part of these initiatives. There<br />
is so much we need to do and we have to increase the money available to us.<br />
Well, these are five main areas of interest we will be working on ahead of and at the June WSC meeting. Of course,<br />
there is also much detail to be considered and agenda and focus will develop in the course of the meeting. I very<br />
much feel that although Bapak passed away 24 years ago, we still report to him. Bapak bequeathed his mandate in<br />
this world to the <strong>Subud</strong> World Congress and of course between Congresses, it is the WSC which carries that<br />
responsibility.<br />
<br />
SUBUD VOICE PAGE 2 MAY <strong>2011</strong>
At the time of the meeting, we will be celebrating Bapak's 110th birthday and it is a great opportunity for us to<br />
check to what extent we are fulfilling Bapak's vision. This is a vision which evolved in his own lifetime and which<br />
will continue to evolve with the changing circumstances of the world. But I believe that the essence of that vision is<br />
what must always be our inspiration and our measurement of how well we are doing. As always, we have invited<br />
Ibu Rahayu to attend the World <strong>Subud</strong> Council meeting.<br />
Increasingly, we face a world which is changing faster and more dramatically than ever before. I'm sure that the<br />
recent events including earthquakes in Christchurch and Japan and the turmoil in N.Africa and the Middle East<br />
have called us all to re-examine our commitment to <strong>Subud</strong> in a time when crises and dramatic events seem to be<br />
occurring with more and more frequency.<br />
We are apparently on the cusp of great change in the world, with huge forces at work under God’s power. We must<br />
do everything in our power to have the best managed and most responsive, creative and inspired organization supporting<br />
the work of <strong>Subud</strong> that we possibly can.<br />
Love and blessings to you all.<br />
Christchurch earthquake<br />
‘<br />
◆<br />
There is much<br />
Liliana MacDonald writes an inspiring message from Christchurch...<br />
room for<br />
I did one of those testings one does now and then for oneself,<br />
yesterday, and asked what I should be feeling about being alive in change in the<br />
this world at this time. (Since I’ve been finding the whole thing<br />
difficult).<br />
world and in<br />
I felt I was standing in front of a huge sunrise. And I received that we<br />
ourselves<br />
(latihan oriented people) were here to bear witness to God's power<br />
’<br />
and his working in the world, and that we had ringside seats to watch from, and that ringside seats were expensive,<br />
so count ourselves lucky!<br />
Then I asked what is it in me that keeps me from feeling glad to be here? It was feeling the world falling on my<br />
head like buildings in an earthquake and people crying. Then I asked what to do about that and received to be calm<br />
and let the rain fall on me, not to keep trying to put on a raincoat, to let myself get wet if need be.<br />
That the rain is a blessing too, this whole human experience is a blessing. And for me to just carry on and take care<br />
of my family, but if something happened and I couldn’t take care of them that didn't mean I'd failed. I know I do<br />
that and feel fear because I can sense the<br />
limits to my own strength. And I can’t do<br />
everything that, as a wife and mother, I<br />
would like to be able to do!<br />
I guess we are all in transition. Things are<br />
changing. The paper today said that the<br />
planet has shifted enough off its axis<br />
since the Japan quake that it is spinning<br />
faster. Therefore, each day is a fraction<br />
shorter! How much more of a demo do<br />
we need for a picture that things do not<br />
stay the same!!! Much as we would like<br />
them to, the fact is they are changing all<br />
the time.<br />
The impact of the tsunami on the north-east coast of Japan on March 11<br />
And if we really looked into ourselves,<br />
we would admit there is much room for<br />
change. In the world and in ourselves.<br />
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SUBUD VOICE PAGE 3 MAY <strong>2011</strong>
Japanese<br />
tsunami<br />
Arisa Ooi, Vice Committee Councillor of <strong>Subud</strong><br />
Japan, writes that “no <strong>Subud</strong> members had serious<br />
trouble...”<br />
First of all, we would like to express our thanks for<br />
your prayers, warm comments and messages, and<br />
concern for us all and the Japanese people.<br />
Thanks to God, no <strong>Subud</strong> members had serious<br />
trouble. But as a nation, we are facing the most<br />
difficult time that we have ever experienced in<br />
recent years.<br />
Each one of us living far away from the epicenter is<br />
having some inconvenience in daily life, depending<br />
on the different conditions such as place, work, life<br />
style and so on. When the earthquake struck, I was<br />
working in a clinic in the Tokyo area, and we had to<br />
go out of the building. The ground, several hundred<br />
meters away from the place, was sort of floating<br />
back and forth, in a way that I had never<br />
experienced even in this earthquake prone country.<br />
Many people couldn’t get home as most trains<br />
stopped running. I came home the next day and<br />
found my room covered with hundreds of books and<br />
scattered piles of papers and fallen bookcases. I<br />
found that the water supply had stopped, and I could<br />
not buy any food in the small store, but finally I<br />
managed to get two bottles of drinking water after<br />
waiting 30 minutes in a queue.<br />
The next day, we had a big traffic jam and some people had to stay somewhere on the way. The most seriously<br />
affected are the casualties who were in the 200~300 km seaside area attacked by both the earthquake and the<br />
tsunami, and also those people who were living near a nuclear power plant.<br />
As Ichiro Nakamura, our Susila Dharma Chair, reported, all <strong>Subud</strong> members, including two families living near the<br />
epicenters, are safe, in spite of material damages …..Alhamdulillah….Alhamdulillah….<br />
However, we, also, are very shocked as we learn the effects of this disaster as reported by the media.<br />
We have not yet fully discussed how we can support people in the devastated areas, as we are still in an uncertain<br />
situation. We hope we will be able to do something good for them, even though it may be just a small deed.<br />
Thank you again for your sincere prayers, we are very touched.<br />
‘ ’<br />
No one was prepared for<br />
an earthquake of<br />
this magnitude<br />
For anyone interested in what is going on *right now*, NHK (the Japan Broadcasting Corporation, roughly<br />
equivalent to the BBC in England and PBS in America) has a live feed in English available at :<br />
http://www3.nhk.or.jp/nhkworld<br />
<br />
SUBUD VOICE PAGE 4 MAY <strong>2011</strong>
I feel almost guilty<br />
From Edward Wright...<br />
March 17th, Tokyo: I am personally so unaffected by the recent disasters here that I feel almost guilty admitting it,<br />
when so many around me are experiencing so much difficulty.<br />
On a personal note, I was living in the San Fernando Valley, in California, near the epicenter, when the magnitude<br />
6.7 Northridge quake struck. It was unbelievably strong and did a great deal of damage. I hope never to experience<br />
such a thing again. This earthquake, however, was more than 100 times more powerful... utterly inconceivable to<br />
my mind. The magnitude of the quake is being attributed to a fault line about 500 km (300 miles) long slipping in<br />
at least three places simultaneously.<br />
Japan is a highly developed and earthquake-prone<br />
country which has an extensive<br />
infrastructure in place to deal with<br />
such disasters. That said, no one was<br />
prepared for an earthquake of this<br />
magnitude. (It was assumed that the<br />
largest earthquake likely to strike Japan<br />
was magnitude 8.0, 1/10th the power of<br />
this quake.)<br />
‘ ’<br />
we are still in an<br />
uncertain situation...<br />
For people in most of the quake stricken<br />
areas the situation is bad. Supplies have in<br />
many cases not yet arrived. There are<br />
food, water, heating and clothing<br />
shortages with night time temperatures<br />
dropping below freezing. The main<br />
problem seems to be that many areas are<br />
isolated due to infrastructure damage, and The impact of the tsunami on the north-east coast of Japan on March 11<br />
further there is a fuel (gasoline) shortage<br />
making it difficult for emergency and relief vehicles to reach the areas.<br />
It is an ongoing situation at this time, but it seems that progress is being made in bringing it under control.<br />
Although watching the news closely, I feel no sense of imminent danger. One additional note is that the prevailing<br />
winds are such that should there be any substantial release of radiation, it would be blown out to sea, rather than<br />
towards populated areas.<br />
Here in Tokyo, the earthquake was felt strongly, but there was very little damage and very few casualties. I would<br />
say the experience was roughly equivalent to what I felt in LA when we had a quake of around magnitude 5.0. On<br />
Friday, the day of the quake, all trains and subways stopped in Tokyo. Traffic was at a standstill. Taxis were<br />
unavailable, and the buses were jam-packed and not moving anyway.<br />
The cell network was also totally jammed and mobile phones were basically unusable. Land-lines were better, but<br />
still hit and miss. But by Saturday, many (if not most) of the trains were running again. Sunday, mobile phone<br />
service was partially restored. It seemed as if things were pretty much back to normal.<br />
In spite of the above, for me at least, life seems pretty normal. I have gas, power and water (and have experienced<br />
no interruptions. My area, considered to be "central Tokyo" has been exempted from the power blackouts, at least<br />
so far, as it is deemed critical to the national economy that business is not disrupted here.) Shops are open and operating<br />
as normal. I haven't had to go anywhere that I couldn't get to by bicycle, so the transportation situation has not<br />
affected me. Indeed, I have much to be grateful for.<br />
Note: Edward has been living in Japan nearly ten years and is now the assistant of Arisa Ooi, vice committee<br />
councillor for <strong>Subud</strong> Japan.<br />
<br />
SUBUD VOICE PAGE 5 MAY <strong>2011</strong>
Five days after<br />
A report written by Japan’s Chair, Dr. Masayuki Nagamine, five days after the mega-earthquake and ensuing<br />
Tsunami on Friday March 11. Even in the Chiba suburb, next to Tokyo, where he lives, the infrastructure is still<br />
disrupted....<br />
March 11th: I was working at a hospital when the earthquake occurred. It was the biggest quake I ever experienced.<br />
That evening, as the transport network was not working, I was stuck there overnight.<br />
In Urayasu-city, where I live, there are problems related to too much water in the soil, as a result of Friday’s<br />
massive quake. We have seen unusual sights like partly swollen land or the settling of houses etc.<br />
My 10th-floor flat has turned into something like a jungle, littered with books and so on, my bookshelves having<br />
fallen. I can hardly walk in it. As the water supply has been cut off in our building, I have to spend time carrying<br />
water from another place, and can’t even take a bath. I am also without a flushing toilet, of course.<br />
Further, as a result of the explosion of gas tanks in Chiba, the petrol shortage has become serious. On Tuesday, I got<br />
only ten litres of fuel after waiting in line for two hours. Due to shortage of power, TEPCO (Tokyo Electric Power<br />
Company) has instituted blackouts. Following this, Tokyo and its surrounding suburbs, divided into five groups, are<br />
subject to rolling power cuts for periods of up to three hours.<br />
I’m wondering how we can or could (I experienced it yesterday) manage to drive without accident, in heavy traffic<br />
jams, even though there are no traffic signals (due to power cuts) and no police officers to direct traffic at<br />
intersections. As train services have been also reduced as part of the power-saving efforts, it took me two and a half<br />
hours to reach my hospital instead of forty minutes in normal times.<br />
That is what I can tell you about my daily life, affected as it is by the earthquake and tsunami even in a city far away<br />
from the epicenter. I think that the situation in the directly stricken areas, as well as the ongoing nuclear<br />
crisis, is beyond anyone’s imagination. The difficulty I’m facing now is nothing comparing to what people in<br />
devastated areas have experienced. In this time of ordeal, I can’t say what we can do to overcome this national<br />
crisis. But I believe that the most essential thing is that we, all Japanese, without complaining of our daily<br />
inconvenience, provide relief to the victims as much as possible and do our best to restore the regions severely damaged.<br />
For more information about Christchurch and Japan, first hand reports and how you can help, see articles<br />
in <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong> Extra on the home page www.subudvoice.org<br />
It all comes back to the latihan<br />
The WSA Executive Team sends a message for all those working<br />
for <strong>Subud</strong> at all committee levels…<br />
◆<br />
Whilst speaking about her own role and explaining how it had come<br />
about... and then about how the international helpers at the time after<br />
Bapak’s passing had decided that Ibu would be called our Spiritual<br />
Advisor... the following came up in Ibu’s talk in Semarang in March<br />
2010.<br />
“In fact at one time Bapak said.....the one who will replace me will<br />
be congress, so whatever the International <strong>Subud</strong> Congress decides,<br />
when all the members come together, that is what will replace Bapak<br />
”<br />
This does not mean WSC or the WSA Executive, but rather the<br />
whole WSA, all member countries as represented at World Congress,<br />
with the WSC and the executive simply carrying out the tasks in<br />
between....<br />
‘What a daunting responsibility’, it means that whenever we are all <br />
<strong>May</strong>a Korzybska, WSA Executive Vice-chair<br />
SUBUD VOICE PAGE 6 MAY <strong>2011</strong>
together discussing things and making decisions we are ‘replacing‘making Bapak’...<br />
a space<br />
’<br />
If that was Bapak’s idea and intention then our responsibility is enormous<br />
and we have to fulfil our roles to our best capacity in a way<br />
for grace<br />
where we try to put aside our own personal ideas and agendas, even<br />
those which we believe in strongly and with the best intentions, by ‘Opening a space for the grace to come in’...<br />
Some people say that the latihan and the kejiwaan are not central enough to the work that we all do...<br />
but we need to remember that even nitty gritty details all in fact work towards our aims which are centred around<br />
the latihan.... International Helper Travel, support to translation and publications of talks, support for buying or<br />
building spaces for latihan, website and paper communications, how to use our premises in ways that can on the<br />
one hand be safe creative spaces for the members, but also be outreaching towards those not in <strong>Subud</strong>.<br />
How we represent <strong>Subud</strong> to the world through our annual reports and our brochures, and our presence at international<br />
fora, how we support our members in distress or financial need as well as supporting the members need to<br />
express the latihan through their daily work and activities....even tedious details like copyright protection and name<br />
registration and protection of the <strong>Subud</strong> symbol....all these things can seem far removed from the latihan, but at the<br />
end of the day, they are in fact actually helping us to:<br />
‘Make the latihan available for those searching for it’, – ‘make the spaces available for those already practising to<br />
be able to do the latihan in good conditions’, – ‘ help those of us already doing the latihan to better understand the<br />
process going on within us, as well as how to use it in our daily lives’, – ‘protect the writings of Bapak and Ibu, so<br />
that the explanations will not be distorted’... So in fact it does all come back to the latihan.<br />
All these things need to be taken care of and that is our role....as Gandalf said to Frodo, “for the time that is allotted<br />
to us...”<br />
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ADI PURI web site<br />
In 2008, Bapak Muhammad Subuh's former home at Wisma <strong>Subud</strong> in<br />
Cilandak, Jakarta, was given a complete make-over. The result was<br />
ADI PURI - meaning a house that is beautiful -, a light-filled seminar<br />
and event centre, which has since been used for business presentations<br />
and meetings, weddings, concerts and other cultural events.<br />
Now a beautiful new website with plenty of background information<br />
and pictures has been created to promote ADI PURI. Please check it<br />
out at www.adipuri.com<br />
A dream realised A music project supported by SICA...<br />
For many years <strong>Subud</strong> members have been asking me, “Do you have a record we<br />
can get?” or “When are you going to make a record, Benjamin?”<br />
◆<br />
Well the time has come! And thanks to the incredible support of <strong>Subud</strong> members<br />
around the world and SICA, I am very happy to announce that my new recording<br />
will be available March 1st!<br />
This jazz record features myself on saxophone and some incredible New York<br />
musicians who have played the world over with some of the greatest names in jazz.<br />
Seven of the compositions are original and we included two standards from the great<br />
songbook. For those of you interested you can buy the CD at www.posi-tone.com or<br />
download it on i-tunes. You can also visit my website for all up-to-date information at www.benjamindrazen.com<br />
Each CD purchased puts me closer to a second record with my label, Positone Records. Again thank you all for<br />
making this dream of mine a reality after 30 years of playing the saxophone!<br />
Benjamin Drazen, <strong>Subud</strong> New York<br />
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SUBUD VOICE PAGE 7 MAY <strong>2011</strong>
WSA and the world<br />
Osanna Vaughn, former chairlady of WSA, writes about WSA<br />
interfacing with the world community...<br />
I was first led into the External Relations aspect of our <strong>Subud</strong> life<br />
when invited, as WSA chairlady, to attend the World Conference of<br />
Religions for Peace in Kyoto in 2006. This was not the first time a<br />
WSA chairperson had attended, but this time I spoke about it in<br />
advance with members, to get a sense of the interest.<br />
Apart from announcing my intention to attend about 5 months before<br />
the event, I organized working groups/listservers on the subject. I was<br />
surprised and delighted by the participation and interest. After I had<br />
attended the Kyoto event (along with about a dozen other <strong>Subud</strong><br />
members, including a Zone Rep and an International Helper), I wrote a<br />
report which also received positive feed-back from many members<br />
around the world.<br />
Osanna Vaughn, former Chair of the<br />
World <strong>Subud</strong> Association<br />
When I was in Kyoto, I asked one of the event organizers why I had<br />
been invited, as <strong>Subud</strong> is not a religion. His response was, “because we see a need to include more 'spiritually'<br />
focused associations – ones that are not tied to one particular religion.” As far as I could tell, the WSA was the only<br />
such association present at that time.<br />
Cathedral of Santiago de Compostela<br />
When asked to speak about <strong>Subud</strong> at the Cathedral of Santiago de Compostela in 2009, I had no concern in doing<br />
so. About 200 <strong>Subud</strong> members were present among the 1500 or so people filling the pews. I cannot begin to<br />
express the feeling of 'appropriateness' (in the sense of place and time) of speaking openly there about <strong>Subud</strong>. I felt<br />
a strong sense of community among us all – the <strong>Subud</strong> members, the pilgrims, the tourists, and the clergy<br />
(including bishops and priests from as far away as the Philippines and Argentina).<br />
The priest's sermon immediately afterwards, picked up on aspects of what I had read out about <strong>Subud</strong>. This was a<br />
beautiful moment. Even <strong>Subud</strong> members who had formerly been sceptical about our interface with the world were<br />
moved with an added sense of confidence to be more open about <strong>Subud</strong> themselves. After I wrote about it, I got<br />
much positive feed-back and requests for copies of what I had read out.<br />
During my whole term I frequently wrote open letters, and the theme of our presence in the world came up more<br />
than once. I received hundreds (no exaggeration) of replies and, in the whole 5 years, only one member ever<br />
expressed vehement opposition to our being involved in interfaith and intercultural events. Interestingly enough, in<br />
the videoed message Ibu Rahayu sent to the Thank You event soon afterwards. She also said it was quite right for<br />
us to participate in such and other international forums.<br />
In 2009, when I attended a meeting in Melbourne with the Coalition in support of a UN Decade for Peace and<br />
Understanding, I was amazed to meet friendly, open people, some of whom knew about <strong>Subud</strong> through working<br />
with Katherine Carré at UN NGO meetings in Geneva. It was a relief to be with non-<strong>Subud</strong> people who were<br />
positively predisposed towards us and just as open to our input as to anyone else's. The same was evident in a<br />
follow up meeting in Geneva in 2010.<br />
The Parliament of World Religions<br />
The Parliament of World Religions was held in Melbourne just before World Congress. Around 20 <strong>Subud</strong> members<br />
attended, of which about 3⁄4 did not hold 'official' positions. The WSA (after discussion with the council and in collaboration<br />
with the GHFP) had submitted three themes for presentations – one on <strong>Subud</strong> itself, one on education,<br />
and one on peace. The Parliament asked us to talk about <strong>Subud</strong>.<br />
Again, we informed the membership in advance of all this, and got much support and interest. Members, from<br />
various countries, including France, USA, Israel, New Zealand and of course Australia were inspired to participate.<br />
Apart from the enormous benefit personally felt of being at the Parliament, the interaction with other people <br />
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from all over the world was positive across the<br />
board – as was the feedback to our presentation.<br />
When I arrived in Christchurch, one of the first<br />
questions many members asked me was “how did the<br />
Parliament go?”<br />
Before the British congress in Great Malvern, in 2010, the <strong>Subud</strong> Britain youth rep, Dahliani Dixon, asked us if we<br />
would do a presentation on ER at the congress. The very first comment was: ‘We would like to know what the<br />
WSA is doing to interface with the broader world community.’<br />
Our younger generation has no problem connecting with all kinds of people, it's part of who they are, yet they often<br />
feel unsure about how to present the association and speak about <strong>Subud</strong>. My impression is that they would like to<br />
see us take the lead in a kind of interaction that establishes the WSA as part of the human community. Something<br />
they can feel proud of.<br />
<strong>Subud</strong> members at the Parliament of World Religions<br />
in Melbourne<br />
individuals, already do so, but they felt that <strong>Subud</strong> officially also needs to.<br />
‘We need to create spaces<br />
’<br />
of respectful dialogue<br />
among ourselves<br />
A member who has worked in Tunisia and Algeria spoke at<br />
the zone 3 meeting last year with an appeal to improve<br />
WSA’s status in the world community for the sake of those<br />
countries where the freedom of religious and spiritual practice<br />
cannot be taken for granted. We have had similar appeals<br />
from members of other such countries, whose names we<br />
cannot mention for obvious reasons.<br />
Recently I happened to be at a well attended discussion on<br />
the environment in Lewes, organized by Sharifin Gardiner<br />
(one of our pioneers) and Sophia Campbell. In the conversation<br />
that ensued in my group, virtually every person voiced<br />
the comment that WSA needs to interact more with other<br />
NGOs and associations. These were people who, as<br />
Just the other day, a <strong>Subud</strong> member who had spoken recently with Sharifin about sustainable agriculture and the<br />
possibility of creating a forum for discussion on the subject, told me that he had also spoken to a non-<strong>Subud</strong> person<br />
about the idea. This person had asked to be able to participate if it were to get established. This is, bottom line, the<br />
fundamental idea behind the WSA Forum: creating spaces for dialogue on issues of common interest to humanity.<br />
We have a basic understanding, and are developing a policy to ensure that the WSA does not take any particular<br />
political stand, that we do not proselytize and so on; but, the WSA can surely facilitate and participate in dialogue<br />
and share information back and forth between members?<br />
Sharing Diverse Opinions<br />
It is true that there are some individuals who feel hesitant about the WSA interfacing as an association with the<br />
broader human community – or they don't see the point; yet, we need to take an honest look at the motivations and<br />
causes of this hesitance. Ultimately, we need to create spaces of respectful dialogue among ourselves – spaces<br />
where all members can share their diverse opinions openly.<br />
It is clear that for many <strong>Subud</strong> members their primary concern is the latihan and their personal lives and processes.<br />
They are grateful for an organization that provides basic services, but do not necessarily concern themselves with<br />
the broader aspects of the global organization which we are.<br />
The World <strong>Subud</strong> Association, however, bases its activities on the involvement of those inspired and bringing resolutions<br />
and recommendations to pass at World Congress. External Relations activities are one such area, and I hope<br />
that through them <strong>Subud</strong> can become known as an association that is open to its fellow human beings, that is,<br />
involved in the human dialogue, that cares about humanity as a whole, and that, as a result, members may become<br />
increasingly open to sharing about <strong>Subud</strong> with their families, colleagues and friends.<br />
I believe that the <strong>Subud</strong> association that Bapak set up is an entity that exists in the world, and needs to discover a<br />
sense of its own role in this world. This is where the combination of being representative and being 'inspired and <br />
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guided by the latihan' comes into play. While democratic representation is central, we need to be careful not to<br />
close the door on the possibility of the unexpected – the guidance that comes from beyond our hearts and mind,<br />
which is, after all, what we are fundamentally about.<br />
The word Budhi, in the name of our association, Susila Budhi Dharma, refers to the acknowledgement of a higher,<br />
divine force present in all of creation. We need to be careful to remain open to the guidance we may receive from<br />
that force.<br />
In one of Ibu Rahayu's talks in Christchurch, I understood her to say that we should act with our best intention and<br />
trust that God will nudge us as need arises. So I would hope that as an association we can begin to trust this<br />
process. Ultimately, when do we start acting with courage (as Bapak reiterated many times just before he died) and<br />
then trust that God will give us the necessary nudges as we go along?<br />
During my term as WSA chair, our external relations activities got many positive 'nudges'. I very much hope that<br />
we can continue to build on this into the future. I welcome questions and thoughts on this theme. You are always<br />
welcome to write to me at osanna@osannavaughn.com<br />
Promise<br />
PROMISE is a new, remastered collection of relaxing, atmospheric instrumental pieces, written, played, produced<br />
and recorded by Hamish Barker in his studio in North Norfolk, U.K. It is mostly a retrospective album covering the<br />
best of the last 15 years, with the addition of some brand new tracks, and is available for Digital download from<br />
CDbaby, iTunes and Amazon, where you can also hear samples. Hamish is currently an International Helper for<br />
Area 2. http://www.cdbaby.com/cd/hamishbarker<br />
Hamish writes about his creative process...<br />
"My approach to all the tracks on the CD was similar: I actually had no idea how each would end up! As an<br />
ex-recording engineer I tend initially to experiment with a 'feel' and 'sonic texture' until I have a bar or two of guitar<br />
or keyboard that actually conjures up some feeling or place, imaginary or actual – as in those tracks that evoke a<br />
cultural musical style.<br />
From thereon, I just try and feel and hear inside me 'what should happen next?’ It may take several tries as I record<br />
something, then listen back and judge whether or not it takes the feeling forward or diverts it. Also as I play a<br />
number of different instruments I have to decide which one is appropriate to the particular piece.<br />
Overall, improvisation is central to the process. I rarely write anything down, everything is recorded, checked and<br />
re-recorded over and over until I am satisfied; or at least happy that I have done the best I can at this time. As with<br />
all creativity I think you can always imagine something being better!<br />
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Wisma <strong>Subud</strong> International Gathering JUNE 18-23/24 <strong>2011</strong><br />
Wisma <strong>Subud</strong> is hosting a kejiwaan gathering to coincide with Bapak’s birthday. The gathering is open to all <strong>Subud</strong><br />
members and their families. If you have been lucky enough to visit or live in Wisma <strong>Subud</strong> you probably understand<br />
how important this small plot of land in Indonesia is. If you have never been, then this may be the opportunity<br />
you have been waiting for.<br />
The gathering will include latihan, testing and sharing, a selamatan on Bapak’s Birthday and a trip to Bapak’s grave<br />
in the mountains outside Jakarta. The event coincides with the WSC meeting in Kalimantan and Zone1&2 meetings.<br />
An optional trip to Semarang, Central Java, where Bapak received the Latihan and Kedungjati where he was<br />
born in also being arranged.<br />
For more information about the gathering log on to: www.subudcilandak.com/gathering<strong>2011</strong><br />
If you would like to share your expertise at the gathering contact:<br />
Wisma<strong>Subud</strong>@gmail.com or share your ideas on Facebook (Wisma <strong>Subud</strong> International Gathering <strong>2011</strong>).<br />
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FAVOURITE PHOTOS<br />
Brighton Beach<br />
Rosanna Hille writes…<br />
In 2007 I attended one of the many Susila Dharma meeting I have gone to over the years I have been associated<br />
with the humanitarian work of <strong>Subud</strong> members. This meeting was held in Lewes UK and the purpose was to<br />
network, build our capacity and consult with our members on the direction of the international organization.<br />
Hamida Virginia Thomas was newly appointed Executive Director of Susila Dharma International and we were in a<br />
hand-over, transition phase. The meeting was hosted by Pelham House and SD Britain and it was early February<br />
with the earth still sleeping.<br />
For me the winter is a quiet time for reflection and regeneration and the light snow on the hills seen from the<br />
Gardiner's home, the stone damsel waiting patiently for the blossoms in a nook by Pelham House, and the grey<br />
skies all set a peaceful, introspective tone.<br />
After the meeting, I went to Brighton and met with Garrett Thompson, who was then the ISC chairman. We spent a<br />
lovely day wandering around the famous British seaside town discussing <strong>Subud</strong> and its world organizations – where<br />
we had been, where we were going, what might be possible...<br />
Our wandering took us to Brighton Pier, which was almost deserted, and I took this shot of Garrett looking<br />
pensively over Brighton with a still carousel on one side and a Princess on a rearing horse frozen in time on the<br />
other. It reminds me of the still balance I need to maintain when considering what is and what is possible.<br />
Readers are invited to submit a favourite photograph taken by themselves. Include a text of no more than 400<br />
words explaining why the photograph is important to you and what connection it has with <strong>Subud</strong>.<br />
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I N N E R<br />
V O I C E<br />
Change is grace<br />
Inner <strong>Voice</strong> welcomes stories and letters. Please send to Ilaina Lennard,<br />
NEW E-MAIL: ilaine.l@blueyonder.co.uk<br />
Ilaina (Ilaine for the e-mail) can be contacted at her NEW ADDRESS:<br />
8 Sissinghurst Grove, Up Hatherley, Cheltenham, Glos. GL51 3FA UK<br />
NEW TEL NO: (+44) (0)1242 707 701<br />
Extracts from Patricia Lacey’s interview with Wilbert Verheyen. Wilbert was a Franciscan priest who joined <strong>Subud</strong><br />
and later became Chairman of Susila Dharma International (SDIA),which co-ordinates <strong>Subud</strong>'s humanitarian<br />
activities. He died several years ago. He was a remarkable man, as his story shows...<br />
Patricia: <strong>May</strong> I ask, were you always with the Franciscan order?<br />
Wilbert: I was very interested in St. Francis of Assisi when I was young, and I got a picture of him standing on the<br />
globe. I thought he was kicking a ball, and I became a fanatic soccer player, because of the connection with my<br />
name! So when I felt I should like to become a priest it had to be the Franciscan order.<br />
To become a priest, after six years of studying you had to become a novitiate. After two years of studying philosophy<br />
and four years of theology, then came the ordination as a priest. One year after the ordination we studied the<br />
science of how to do missionary work, ‘missiology’ and after that we were called by our boss, ‘the provincial of the<br />
Franciscan order’, as we called him. I felt deep in my heart that I would like to go to New Guinea, but you can<br />
never tell where you will be assigned. You have promised to be obedient.<br />
Patricia: What attracted you to New Guinea?<br />
Wilbert: Adventure! Yah. That was a remote unknown part<br />
of the globe.<br />
Patricia: Was New Guinea fairly wild?<br />
Wilbert: Yes, cannibalism and headhunting. We knew that from the Dutch who had been there before and were told<br />
of the cannibalism and murdering of other people.<br />
Patricia: How many whites were there? What about your work there as a Franciscan? What were you doing?<br />
Wilbert: One day the bishop asked me ‘We Franciscans are not yet in the Highlands of New Guinea. Are you willing<br />
to go there?’ I answered, ‘Oh, yes!’ that was in 1958, and there we had to more or less bring peace. We also<br />
tried to put everything on the map. There was not at the time a good complete map. Our main work was to bring<br />
peace between the tribes.<br />
Patricia: Did you also try to teach them religion?<br />
‘ ’<br />
What attracted me to New<br />
Guinea?... Adventure! It was a<br />
remote, unknown part of<br />
the globe...<br />
Wilbert: No. These people were totally different from the other groups. They had a very strong culture. I know I<br />
am going against conventional religious thinking, but I was convinced they were monotheists, not animists.<br />
Monotheism is a deep, deep secret there; strictly forbidden.<br />
I had people around me asking, ‘Why are you coming here?’ The first man who was interested in me was the man<br />
who adopted me there. He was a chief of one of the tribes. As long as you are good with the chiefs, as I was, everything<br />
is fine! I was always protected by the big chief.<br />
At my new centre where I built my first real house, one day the chief came to me with two other big chiefs. He<br />
walked all around the house to make sure no one was listening.<br />
Then we four stood shoulder to shoulder, and he slowly opened a package wrapped in banana leaves. It took a long<br />
time to open it. I saw that it was a piece of bamboo and it had a mysterious sign on it! I said ‘Yes, I saw it! I saw it!’<br />
The chief said excitedly ‘He saw it. He saw it!’ meaningfully to the others. I don’t know exactly what it meant, <br />
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ut it was a kind of initiation. Afterwards I started<br />
a clinic and school. All the children came to<br />
the school. The clinic was fine!<br />
Patricia: Did you have a nurse for the clinic?<br />
Wilbert: Yes. I educated and trained one of the<br />
boys. He was very good. Training was always the<br />
first thing I did in trying to help without<br />
weapons… I carried no weapons. Normally when<br />
I tried to help I used – instead of weapons – my<br />
books and first aid materials, syringes, help for<br />
wounds and such.<br />
We used a medicine that at the time was comparable<br />
to penicillin for this kind of thing. When I<br />
arrived at a new village even before reaching it,<br />
you could smell the wounds already. I would give<br />
an injection to the wounded, and after three days the rotten pus would be gone and a nice layer of skin would have<br />
begun to form.<br />
My boy – he was my nurse - had a house next to my clinic. We worked together and had an average of 125 people<br />
a day at the clinic.<br />
‘Even though<br />
Finding <strong>Subud</strong><br />
I was successful,<br />
Patricia: How long did you stay in New Guinea?<br />
’<br />
I came to feel<br />
Wilbert: I arrived in July 1958 and left in 1971. Thirteen years.<br />
that inwardly<br />
Patricia: What was the next stage in your life?<br />
I was so very empty!<br />
Wilbert: I was very successful in the work. The Bishop was very pleased with me. But even though I was<br />
successful, I came to feel that inwardly I was so very empty! So empty! I had not known it. I had not been really<br />
aware of it, then one day I imagined myself 80 years old and felt afraid. What if I had been eighty and doing only<br />
this work all of those years? Then I realised how truly empty I felt!<br />
At that moment I read a booklet by Dietrich Bonhoffer, a Protestant minister who died in a concentration camp in<br />
Germany. There was a memorable sentence in it. ‘Change is grace. Stagnation is sin’. It became clear to me that I<br />
had to change. But how and what?<br />
There was no one to talk to about my loneliness, my emptiness.<br />
Wilbert went as a missionary to Irian Jaya, a remote and<br />
unknown place<br />
The same month the Superior of the Franciscans came from Indonesia. He asked, ‘who will come back with me?’<br />
I was the first one. I said ‘I’m going with you!’ The people and my colleagues said ‘You can’t do that.’ But I was<br />
determined and so I went back with him.<br />
So I came to Jakarta with the Franciscan Superior. We arrived at 11.0clock in Jakarta. It was coffee time! I got my<br />
coffee, and then I saw the national newspaper of Indonesia, distributed by the Franciscans.<br />
I opened it and saw a small article stating that yesterday the President of Indonesia had opened the <strong>Subud</strong> World<br />
Congress. I immediately felt, ‘that is it. That is why I am here’.<br />
I didn’t talk with my colleagues, I went instead straight to the two houseboys and asked them where Cilandak was,<br />
as Cilandak was mentioned in the newspaper article. They said it was in the south.<br />
I had no rest anymore. I went directly out and asked someone, ‘Where is the south?’ And was told ‘At the end of<br />
this road.’ It was a big road to Bandung.<br />
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So I travelled all day, trying to go south. It got to be six o’clock in the evening. I finally got to the end of Jakarta and<br />
asked someone ‘Where is Cilandak?’ she told me it was at the wrong end of the south. I had to go to the west side!<br />
The next day I started from there. Again all day I travelled. At last I arrived at Cilandak and then I saw a military<br />
camp. I went to the guards and asked, ‘is this Cilandak? Is this the <strong>Subud</strong> World Congress?’ They answered ‘yes,<br />
this is Cilandak, but the <strong>Subud</strong> World Congress is really far away!’<br />
So I went back again.<br />
On the Third Day<br />
On the third day I arrived at Wisma <strong>Subud</strong>.<br />
The little guard post was there, where the guards<br />
were sitting. I said ‘I should like to have information<br />
about <strong>Subud</strong>.’ They said ‘there are 2000 people here!<br />
We are too busy for a man coming to ask for information!’<br />
Then I really became angry, after three days of<br />
searching! I said ‘I’ve come all the way from New<br />
Guinea!’ It made a little bit of an impression.<br />
Someone went away and when he came back he said<br />
‘come back tomorrow morning at 10 o’clock and<br />
there will be someone here then, who will give you<br />
information about <strong>Subud</strong>.’<br />
‘<br />
Wilbert Verheyen<br />
’<br />
So the next morning I was met by a young man. I got the impression he was studying economics at the University<br />
of Bandung. He asked me where I heard about <strong>Subud</strong>. I felt a little awkward having to tell him it was only out of<br />
the newspaper. He said at once that <strong>Subud</strong> is very good for a type of person who is making certain kinds of<br />
mistakes. This and this and this… He mentioned five<br />
things that were like my moral fingerprints!<br />
I asked him when I could start. He told me that at a<br />
Protestant secondary school not far from my convent<br />
they had a Monday and Thursday latihan and also that<br />
I was welcome there at Wisma <strong>Subud</strong> on Sunday<br />
mornings as an applicant. So I immediately went as an<br />
applicant to the next meeting on Monday… it was very<br />
interesting. You got special cake and nice ginger tea…<br />
The waiting room for applicants was at the end of the<br />
corridor. There was a staircase I could see, from<br />
where I was sitting and waiting. I saw a very old lady<br />
being taken upstairs by a Japanese woman and for<br />
some reason I began to cry. It was such a heavy crying<br />
that my shirt became wet. So I finally asked<br />
someone ‘who is that old lady going up the stairs?’<br />
and he said ‘that is Bapak’s mother.’<br />
Wilbert found out about <strong>Subud</strong> just as the 1971 World Congress was<br />
being held in Jakarta. The Wisma <strong>Subud</strong> residential compound had<br />
been transformed to provide accommodation for 2000 people in bamboo<br />
longhouses designed by the architect Ramzi Winkler<br />
I think Bapak’s mother died in 1971 or so. I think it was after my opening. There was a big reception after the<br />
funeral for us to tell Bapak we were sorry about the death of his mother.<br />
Patricia: You hadn’t met Bapak yet?<br />
Wilbert: I think that was the time when I felt I hated Bapak! That’s another story.<br />
It was very interesting though. When we came to the reception in front of Bapak's house, there was a big queue<br />
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of people. It was my first contact with western <strong>Subud</strong> members and the Indonesian ones were so close to Bapak.<br />
While we were in the queue waiting to tell Bapak we were sorry, I suddenly realised I wasn’t sorry at all,<br />
I was sad but not grieving at all! I felt so happy!<br />
So I thought, “What can I say, for I will not lie?” Then it was my turn and I was in front of Bapak. Bapak had a big<br />
smile. I was almost congratulating Bapak. He was standing there beaming, as if he knew his mother was still living<br />
quite happily.<br />
After Bapak went upstairs, I began weeping again – not just a few tears but a huge weeping so that my shirt was<br />
wet again. I went to Rukmiwati Branting, a woman who lived in Wisma <strong>Subud</strong>, and asked what could this weeping<br />
be? Rukmiwati felt I was moved not by the mother but by the son.!<br />
I came first to <strong>Subud</strong> during the World Congress in August, and I was opened in November.<br />
Taken from Patricia Lacey’s book Conversations with Friends Part 2. The book is currently out of print.<br />
LETTERS TO THE E D I T O R<br />
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She likes it! Lynnelle Stewart writes from the USA...<br />
Thank you very much for the <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong>, which I read without stopping.<br />
It is great! And I particularly identified with something in the story about Simon Guerrand... how he went through a<br />
period after his accident when the world just seemed incredibly beautiful to him...and that is how it is for me now...<br />
No accident, but the world just suddenly seems sooooo beautiful. I had an inner message a couple months back that<br />
I was "to go out and look at my beautiful world”and since then, every little detail seems so lovely.<br />
Thanks for the info on how to sign up for current talks... contacting Julia Hurd...the new <strong>Voice</strong> is gonna be great. I<br />
was especially moved by the story on Rashidah's daughter and the story on the young girl who is now the BCU<br />
school librarian and wants to be a <strong>Subud</strong> applicant. FANTASTIC!!!!<br />
Keep up the great work, as you always do... You really amaze me! I felt SOOOOO reconnected after reading <strong>Voice</strong><br />
and the latest Susila Dharma newsletter, focusing on how Susila Dharma is working to meet the UN Millenium<br />
Goals – what a great idea on their part!<br />
The work of the helpers<br />
Rauni Hemsen responds to Rachmadi Fiedorowicz's article in our March issue about the role of helpers...<br />
Dear Rachmadi Fiedorowicz<br />
Times change. Most of us are really very old members. But instead of two latihan times we have now 5 times in<br />
order to meet the needs of the new generation, new members. The most popular times are 11.30 on Wednesdays and<br />
Sundays. The old time is mostly visited by the old members 20.15 on Tuesdays and Fridays. In addition there is one<br />
latihan on Fridays 19.00 for young people, new members.<br />
So all this takes time. It was very difficult to reserve one more night as helpers night. So the miracle solution is to<br />
have helpers latihan either before or after the group latihan. It is a very different latihan indeed, and we feel much<br />
more guidance in the group latihan because of the helpers latihan. And the members feel and come to the latihans!<br />
We feel we have little to talk about. So the extra travel, a whole evening is not necessary but we feel the difference<br />
doing the helpers latihan. It certainly has a very different quality from the ordinary latihan.<br />
It is a heavy task to open new members but it is also rewarding. Being a helper without having helpers latihan is<br />
very heavy. It is fantastic to feel guidance in the latihan with the group when we helpers are guided by God.<br />
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A family’s wish fulfilled<br />
Rashidah MacDonald has sent us this story about the family of Faustina, a <strong>Subud</strong> member originally from Bali,<br />
now living near Rungan Sari in Central Kalimantan. The story illustrates the extraordinary difficulties of life that<br />
some people must face and overcome. It also draws attention to the difference the <strong>Subud</strong> Education Fund can make<br />
in people's lives. The <strong>Subud</strong> Education Fund is a project of the Muhammad <strong>Subud</strong> Foundation. Rashidah writes...<br />
In July 2009 Alvira, a young <strong>Subud</strong> member from Kalimantan, was awarded a grant from The <strong>Subud</strong> Education<br />
Fund to help pay her university fees. In January <strong>2011</strong>, The <strong>Subud</strong> Education Fund approved a further grant to make<br />
it possible for Alvira to complete her final year of nursing studies. Thank you to all those who support this fund.<br />
When I asked Faustina to tell me a little about her life and her own educational background for the application for a<br />
scholarship for her daughter Alvira, she went home that night and wrote many pages about her life. She said it all<br />
came out like that, and she cried many times as she remembered what her life was like when her daughter was still<br />
a small baby before they joined <strong>Subud</strong>. She is extremely grateful for how much their lives have improved since<br />
they joined <strong>Subud</strong>. This is her story.<br />
Dear <strong>Subud</strong> Education Fund,<br />
My name is Faustina and I was born on the 21st of June 1968. I<br />
come from a poor family with limited education. I am the seventh<br />
child of a family of eight children. My six older siblings only were<br />
able to attend school until the second grade and my parents didn’t<br />
go to school whatsoever.<br />
Because we had not enough money to live and no land, my parents<br />
joined the government transmigration program and we left Bali to<br />
our new life in Kalimantan on 22/2/1982. We were helped by the<br />
transmigration program and during that time I was able to study up<br />
to the end of 9th Grade.<br />
When the government program ended, I also was no longer able to<br />
go to school, and my younger sister finished her schooling in the<br />
8th Grade. I really wanted to continue my education but my parents<br />
couldn’t afford it, but despite this, I felt very grateful to have studied<br />
that much, as I had achieved the highest education in my family,<br />
including my own parents.<br />
At the time I had many dreams to continue my studies and have a<br />
career as a nurse or something like that, but my parents were<br />
already elderly and poor, and there was no possibility of any further studies.<br />
Faustina and Alvira<br />
When the government support ended, we were living in desperate times because our crops were destroyed by mice<br />
and wild pigs. We had no rice, and only had cassava roots and leaves to eat each day.<br />
I worked hard to help my parents in the fields in any way I could. In order to help my heart feel lighter, I was active<br />
in social organizations like Posyandu (child clinic) and Ibu PKK, (Family wellbeing/women’s discussion group),<br />
hansip (village security) and other community events. I was strongly motivated to help the development of our new<br />
community in this new land.<br />
Marriage<br />
When I was 23, I met my husband, and we were married on the 24th of August 1990. He took me from South<br />
Kalimantan where my family was, to where his parents lived, 35 km north of Palangkaraya in Central Kalimantan.<br />
He was also from a poor Balinese family and was brought by his parents to Kalimantan in search of a better life.<br />
A year after we married, I gave birth to my daughter, Niluh. When she was 8 months old, my husband found work<br />
and we had the opportunity to learn to live independently for the first time. We lived in a small hut that measured 4<br />
x 3 meters and we had no bed, no mattress or any furniture. It was only 5 kilometers from the <strong>Subud</strong> land, but at <br />
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that time it was still very remote and isolated and the nearest<br />
house was 500 meters away.<br />
My husband’s job was to find grass for 7 cows and 6 deer which<br />
were owned by a farmer nearby. Each day he would go out to the<br />
forest and fields to get enough feed for the animals. He was paid<br />
US$ 4 per month and it was paid every three months. <strong>May</strong>be you<br />
can imagine how hard we struggled to survive especially since we<br />
had a young baby.<br />
Because of this I begged my husband’s employer to allow him to find another job on the side and I promised we<br />
would continue to fulfill our responsibility to find the feed for the animals. I told my husband I would find the feed<br />
for the animals while he could look for other work. With a heavy heart my husband accepted my suggestion<br />
because he could see that there was no other way for us to survive.<br />
My husband worked in any job he could find. Each morning he left at 5 am and would come home at 8 pm or later.<br />
This left me and Niluh in charge of finding the feed for the animals. I carried her on my back strapped on with a<br />
cloth and each day we would go to the jungle to cut grass and find bark and leaves.<br />
I carried the feed back in a large cart that was 1.5 meters wide x 2 meters long and when it was full, it weighed<br />
200kg. When people saw a woman (me) pushing such a big and heavy cart plus carrying a baby, they were quite<br />
shocked and couldn’t believe that I could do it. Sometimes people were kind and would help push it for me for<br />
some of the distance.<br />
I Had a Happy Heart<br />
<strong>May</strong>be for some people they would have felt burdened by this job, but instead I had a happy heart to carry out my<br />
work because I believed in the greatness of God that is most<br />
generous and all caring, and merciful and I felt that we were<br />
always protected by God. With enthusiasm and trust in God as<br />
my working capital, my daughter and I each day would go<br />
alone into the jungle to work. While I was cutting grass I<br />
would lay my baby in the cart to sleep.<br />
I did this job every day for two years and only occasionally<br />
was my husband able to help me. As a woman I also had my<br />
duties as a wife, carrying water from the well, cooking and<br />
washing clothes etc. My daughter Niluh rarely saw her father<br />
during this time as she was still asleep when he left the house<br />
and already asleep when he returned from work.<br />
The wages I earned increased from US$4 a month to $7.50<br />
and I was grateful for the extra money. During these two<br />
‘We were looking for<br />
’<br />
peace and harmony<br />
in our household, but<br />
what could we do?<br />
The family. At the back: Ibu Faustina and Alvira.<br />
In front: Zarina, Sulfiati,and Pak Umaryadi<br />
years, we were able to save some money, and our life improved when we were able to buy a bed, a mattress, a<br />
cupboard and food. When my daughter was 4 years old my husband and I had the wish to join an insurance fund<br />
for the education of our daughter, as we didn’t want her to have a similar life to ours and we were willing to<br />
sacrifice other things to make sure she could be educated.<br />
We knew that by putting the money aside this way, we would not be able to be tempted to use it for other things. It<br />
was only because of this fund, that she was able to finish high school; otherwise we couldn’t have afforded it. For<br />
this insurance we paid US $ 3 per month, which may not seem like a lot, but it was still a struggle for us to pay it.<br />
When our daughter was 5 we returned to live with my in-laws because they were sick and needed us to look after them.<br />
My husband is the oldest of 5 children and he was the only one that was married while his younger siblings were still at<br />
school. We cared for his parents and during this time, we were given another child and her name was Laksmi.<br />
Later, my husband got a job as a caretaker at a primary school which was 10 km from our house. We had no form<br />
of transport whatsoever, so we had to move closer to the school when Niluh was in grade 3, and Laksmi was 8<br />
months. At that time the wages my husband received was US$ 2 per month which was paid every two months. He<br />
was willing to accept this salary because it meant that later there was a possibility of becoming a civil servant.<br />
(Note: this is the hope of most people here. Even though wages are low as a civil servant, it means that there is job<br />
security.)<br />
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So once again, we repeated the struggles we had been through earlier.<br />
After 1 year my husband became a civil servant and he received $14 per<br />
month and later it was increased to $30 a month.<br />
Faced with Another Test<br />
We journey our life with much gladness because we were used to living with<br />
‘prihatin’ or sacrifices. When our second daughter was 1 and a half we were<br />
faced with another test, when we returned to live with my in-laws. My father-in-law<br />
died and his mother was alone because the younger siblings were no longer at home<br />
– they were either off working or at school. With a heavy heart we returned to live<br />
with my mother-in-law.<br />
My husband had to travel 10 km each way to get to his work and so his brothers<br />
helped my husband buy a second hand motorbike. (To this day, we have never<br />
owned or bought a new motorbike!) At this time I was working farming<br />
vegetables to feed our household and to get some extra income for our family.<br />
From day to day<br />
’<br />
we both felt a new<br />
meaning in life<br />
My kids were still young and there were many problems in the family. We were<br />
confused and often stressed especially my husband because of difficulties with<br />
his mother. Many people offered solutions but no one could help solve the family<br />
problems and issues we were facing. We were looking for peace and<br />
harmony in our household but what could we do?<br />
Finding <strong>Subud</strong><br />
One day we remembered that when we were at the transmigration settlement at<br />
km 38 (near Rungan Sari) where my husband was working, we had heard the<br />
Alvira and her sister Zarina<br />
word <strong>Subud</strong> from Hari Susilo and his wife Murtiana. We needed some peace in our lives and so we were attracted<br />
to find out more about <strong>Subud</strong>. Pak Susilo recommended we came to the hall in Rungan Sari.<br />
We went there on Sundays and Thursdays and we got information about <strong>Subud</strong>. There was a peace and coolness<br />
about the place, which was what we were searching for. In 2000 we became applicants and I was opened on<br />
27/7/2000 my husband was opened one week before me.<br />
After I was opened, I experienced something that I had never before experienced. From this feeling I was able to be truly<br />
convinced and sure of the greatness of God. I always asked for God’s guidance and protection and also from Bapak.<br />
From day to day we both felt a new meaning in life and were able to learn many things. A year after we got opened,<br />
I became pregnant and had another daughter who was given the name Zarina by Ibu Rahayu. At this time we all<br />
received new names from Ibu Rahayu. My husband became Umaryadi, my name Faustina, Niluh became Alvira,<br />
and Laksmi became Sulfiati.<br />
After joining <strong>Subud</strong> we still faced many difficulties and went through many processes but we were able to face<br />
them with more patience and optimism than we had in the past, and we were always hopeful about being able to<br />
educate our children despite our weak financial situation.<br />
Our <strong>Subud</strong> brothers and sisters in Rungan Sari understand and know our situation and they know that we have the<br />
strong conviction for Alvira to study nursing at the Academy of Nursing in Palangkaraya.<br />
She has completed one semester of her course, and even though it has been a very large financial burden for us, we<br />
ask our other children to do prihatin and live simply on less money in order that she can continue her studies. I<br />
work now as a cleaner at the YUM office. I also sometimes help with the malaria program. I’m very grateful to<br />
have work at YUM because I feel that it’s very important for the people of this area.<br />
Alvira is the first person in our extended families to attend higher education, and we are extremely proud of her and<br />
grateful to Almighty God and to all our <strong>Subud</strong> brothers and sisters who have helped make this possible.<br />
Faustina's story, written in 2009, was translated by Rashidah MacDonald. Alvira is now completing her studies to<br />
become a nurse.<br />
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New WSA accountant and bank account<br />
As previously announced, it is now official. The World <strong>Subud</strong> Association's<br />
bank accounts have been transferred from Holland to the United Kingdom.<br />
Accounts in the Netherlands are closed. We thank Leonard van Willenswaard<br />
for his unfailing and ongoing assistance and are grateful to Elwyn Waugh,<br />
WSA's new accountant, for taking over for Leonard. New WSA banking details<br />
are attached and are available online. If you have any questions, please write to<br />
Elwyn at sealight@eclipse.co.uk or WSA at wsa@subud.org<br />
In addition, we would like to recognize Hussein Dickie in the UK for temporarily<br />
assisting Hammond Peek as WSA Treasurer while Hammond is dealing<br />
with the aftermath of the earthquake in Christchurch, where he lives. Thank you<br />
Hussein. We send ongoing prayers to Christchurch (and Japan).<br />
Elwyn Waugh<br />
MUHAMMAD SUBUH FOUNDATION ACCOUNTS: Please be advised that the Muhammad Subuh Foundation<br />
accounts are likewise being transferred to the UK, but this is not yet complete. Check the MSF website for details,<br />
www.msubuhfoundation.org<br />
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How to donate to WSA<br />
Contributions to the World <strong>Subud</strong> Association are most welcome and may be made by wire transfer, cheque, or<br />
online. Please notify Elwyn Waugh, WSA Accountant, of the donation at WSAaccountant@subud.org We thank you<br />
in advance.<br />
(1) WIRE TRANSFER<br />
Account name: World <strong>Subud</strong> Association<br />
Bank: National Westminster Bank<br />
Location: Axminster. United Kingdom<br />
SWIFT/BIC: NWBKGB2L<br />
Account numbers:<br />
USD: 140/00/75503131<br />
Euro: 550/00/75503123<br />
GBP: 72552182; Sterling Sort Code: 516123<br />
IBAN numbers:<br />
USD account: GB50 NWBK 6073 0175 5031 31<br />
Euro account: GB36 NWBK 6072 1275 5031 23<br />
GBP account: GB58NWBK 51612372552182<br />
(2) CHEQUE<br />
Write cheques to “World <strong>Subud</strong> Association”<br />
and mail to:<br />
Elwyn Waugh<br />
Springs, Stockland<br />
Honiton EX14 9DB<br />
United Kingdom<br />
Tel: +44 1404 881528<br />
E-mail: WSAaccountant@subud.org<br />
Please include a note with the check, especially<br />
regarding earmarked funds.<br />
((3) ONLINE<br />
At the moment we are using the MSF facility for online donations until a separate service for WSA is<br />
functional. Visit the Muhammad Subuh Foundation website www.msubuhfoundation.org<br />
From the donation page click on “Contributing”. Select “ISC” and follow the prompts. Please include remarks<br />
or mention if funds are earmarked in the area provided.<br />
Muhammad Subuh Foundation Call for Trustee Nominees...<br />
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In June <strong>2011</strong>, the terms of three Foundation trustees will come up for renewal or replacement: Hannah Baerveldt,<br />
Ismana Haryono and Shyam Wadhera. Trustees may stand for re-election and nominations are also open for new<br />
trustees. If the thought of working towards strengthening <strong>Subud</strong> in the world appeals to you, consider contacting<br />
your National Committee or any MSF trustee or World <strong>Subud</strong> Council member to put your name forward.<br />
Nominees should have an understanding of the <strong>Subud</strong> organization and proven experience of working effectively,<br />
harmoniously and reliably in a team environment. The term of office is four years and a minimum average of 10<br />
hours of work per week is expected, without compensation. We ask nominees to provide a copy of his/her<br />
Curriculum Vitae or Resume and two references from <strong>Subud</strong> members.<br />
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The Foundation is especially needing and seeking <strong>Subud</strong> members with experience in:<br />
(1) fundraising; (2) communications/PR/graphics; and (3) in South America and/or Africa with fluency in Spanish and/or<br />
French.<br />
National committees and World <strong>Subud</strong> Council members may send their nominations, accompanied with CV and references,<br />
to the MSF Administrator, Lillian Shulman: lillianshulman@netscape.net. The deadline for nominations is 31<br />
March <strong>2011</strong>. Please refer to the Foundation website for a description of the role, responsibilities and qualifications<br />
expected of a trustee at www.msubuhfoundation.org and visit the 'news' section.<br />
WSA visit to Puebla Mexico <strong>May</strong>a Korzybska writes...<br />
Luke Penseney (WSA chair ) and <strong>May</strong>a Korzybska (WSA Executive team) travelled to Puebla Mexico in April, to participate<br />
in their national congress and zone 7 meeting, as well as to meet and work for the first time with the World<br />
Congress Organizing Team.<br />
The next <strong>Subud</strong> World Congress will take place during the northern hemisphere summer of 2014, in the beautiful city of<br />
Puebla, Mexico. The exact dates will probably be fixed during the upcoming <strong>Subud</strong> World Council meeting, 23rd June<br />
to July 1st in Rungan Sari, Kalimantan.<br />
This first meeting was to establish a project schedule and retro-planning right up to the World Congress, as well a communications<br />
process between the WSA Executive and COT. The immediate priorities are related to the legal structure<br />
that needs to be set up to host the World Congress, negotiations with local authorities and finalizing agreements for the<br />
booking of the main congress venues, as well as meetings with the federal authorities to ensure that we do not have the<br />
visa problems for certain countries that we had in New Zealand. Building the on-line registration program and website<br />
are another of the immediate priorities.<br />
During the Zone 7 meeting, were established some of the areas that other countries of the zone will take on specifically<br />
to support the Congress Organizing Team in Mexico. For reports and news from these meetings check out<br />
www.subudworldnews<br />
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Thanks to Rashid From the WSA Executive...<br />
Thanks to Rashid Butte, the former webmaster for www.subud.com who<br />
has retired. We are grateful to Rashid for his many years of dedication<br />
and service.<br />
Rashid reminisces about creating the site: “I started working on [the<br />
website] right around the time the 'world wide web' began, around 1992<br />
- 1993. I was creating one of the early intranets for the company I<br />
worked for, and realized <strong>Subud</strong> needed to get a show on the road -- er --<br />
on the information highway. Harun Murray, then ISC Chair, wanted to<br />
have a good face on the web...and having developed expertise, I guess<br />
he thought I was the logical one to run with it officially.<br />
I remember getting the <strong>Subud</strong> symbol done right thanks to the help of<br />
members in Portland and Vancouver. There was discussion regarding the<br />
exact geometry of the <strong>Subud</strong> symbol [this being the first time the symbol<br />
was on the web] -- but we went with the existing format. Then it<br />
was a matter of getting the domain.<br />
Originally, my vision was to have basic introductions to <strong>Subud</strong> in as<br />
Rashid Butte<br />
many languages as possible, in as simple [read fast over slow dial-up] a format as possible, for as many people around<br />
the world who might be searching for something. I really wanted the presentation to be like the latihan -- clean, light,<br />
simple, not a lot of jazz or 'stuff' -- just pure clean content. That's why it stayed the same for so long.”<br />
[NOTE: WSA’s public website was originally ‘subud.org’ and became ‘subud.com’ in 2009, allowing the .org domain to<br />
become a resource site for members. The site is now maintained by the Web Services Shop.]<br />
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SUBUD VOICE PAGE 20 MAY <strong>2011</strong>
Youth update on two events<br />
Hello again from the International <strong>Subud</strong> Youth Team. This email is to update you on the two exciting events coming<br />
up this July in Indonesia.<br />
• The Human Force camp is in Cipanas this July and the deadline for applications was March 15th. That is next<br />
Tuesday, and places are limited - if you're planning on coming to this life changing experience we really need to<br />
know now!<br />
• The YES Quest deadline for applications is <strong>May</strong> 31st. The Yes Quest team have a video to give you a little taste of<br />
what is in store for you if you are planning on coming, check it out here:<br />
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DVF5nzAVx3c.<br />
If you want to come but can't quite cover all your travel costs, you can apply to the International Youth Travel Fund<br />
for assistance. Please send an email to sya-international@subudyouth.net and we will send you an application form.<br />
The flyer attached is different from last time, check it out! Print it out, put it up in your local <strong>Subud</strong> hall, give it to<br />
your teacher, your neighbour or even your bus driver; just be sure that you let people know about these amazing<br />
opportunities in Indonesia this year. Also Yes Quest International is now on Facebook, join the group or ‘like’ the<br />
fan page to see pictures and regular updates.<br />
As always, if you have any questions (or answers for that matter!) don’t you dare hesitate to contact us friendly<br />
folks here at the International <strong>Subud</strong> Youth Team.<br />
With love,<br />
Alex, Lucinda, Miguel, Roland, Steven and Theresa sya-international@subudyouth.net<br />
INFORMATION ABOUT SUBUD<br />
This magazine is produced by members of the spiritual movement<br />
known as <strong>Subud</strong>, but it is not an official publication of the <strong>Subud</strong> organisation.<br />
It is just an enterprise of some members. Recently the magazine<br />
became available free and online to the general public as well as to<br />
<strong>Subud</strong> members.<br />
In each issue we try to include some articles which will give information<br />
about <strong>Subud</strong> to people who are unfamiliar with the movement.<br />
Interested people could also look at the article “What is <strong>Subud</strong>?” in the<br />
February <strong>2011</strong> issue of this magazine.<br />
This is a very brief sketch of <strong>Subud</strong>. Those wishing for a more detailed<br />
explanation should go to www.whatissubud.org. There is a link to it on<br />
the left hand side of our home page. There are also links to the web sites<br />
of the various organisations which also include explanations of <strong>Subud</strong>.<br />
See for example the official web site of WSA, www.subud.com.<br />
If you would like to make contact with a <strong>Subud</strong> group near them, you<br />
should check the telephone directory to see if there is a group in your<br />
locality. Or you can go to the web site www.subud.com where you will<br />
find contact information for the WSA and the various national bodies<br />
who may be able to direct you to a group near you.<br />
S U B U D E V E N T S & W O R L D<br />
L A T I H A N<br />
For news of forthcoming <strong>Subud</strong> events and World<br />
Latihan times go to<br />
www.subudworldnews.com and click on “Events”.<br />
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SPONSORSHIP<br />
Our thanks to the World <strong>Subud</strong> Association<br />
(WSA) for their generous sponsorship of this issue.<br />
As <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong> has now become a free online<br />
independent journal, we depend on your support to<br />
keep us going. We welcome individual or group<br />
sponsorship for <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong>. We only need twelve<br />
individuals or groups to sponsor one on line issue to<br />
keep <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong> going for a year.<br />
Thanks to the many individuals and <strong>Subud</strong> groups<br />
who have forgone their right to have unused parts of<br />
their subscription refunded to them when we closed<br />
down the subscriber-based magazine. We have been<br />
heartened and encouraged by your support for the<br />
“new” <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong>.<br />
Thank you especially to those very, very special<br />
people who have said they will continue to subscribe<br />
to <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong>. Will continue to send us their<br />
subscription money even though they don’t need to<br />
subscribe any more. You are very special, kind,<br />
generous and supportive people.<br />
Contact the editor at editor@subudvoice.net for<br />
sponsorship information.<br />
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SUBUD VOICE PAGE 21 MAY <strong>2011</strong>
The passing of Murray Clapham<br />
Murray (Steven) Hallen Clapham passed away in Jakarta on Monday the 4th of April <strong>2011</strong>. at 12:45<br />
pm. Steven is a <strong>Subud</strong> name that Murray took not long before his death.<br />
Murray was a greatly loved and highly respected <strong>Subud</strong> member who served <strong>Subud</strong> in many capacities<br />
in the organisation, in enterprises and in social welfare. He also pursued successful careers as a<br />
diplomat and businessman. His generosity was legendary. Our sympathy goes out to his wife, Youry,<br />
and daughters Vera, Grace and Kartini, and to all others who knew and loved him.<br />
<strong>May</strong> our prayers help him in his journey and may Almighty God give him a good and rightful place<br />
in the hereafter. We publish this tribute from his daughter Kartini and many other tributes will be<br />
found in the <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong> Extra section on our home page...<br />
Kartini writes...<br />
We would like to thank everyone for all their love and thoughts during this difficult time.<br />
Dad was someone very special. He led an amazing life and touched so many. Dad taught many to open their hearts and love. He accepted<br />
all as equals and treat all like family from business partners to maids and drivers. We will miss him dearly and miss his incredibly unique<br />
humour and stories.<br />
Mum, Vera, Grace and I were so grateful to have spent so much time with Dad these past few months and we were able to tell Dad everything<br />
we needed to. We all know Dad chose his path. Many may have not agreed on his health choices but it was right choice for dad and<br />
we thank everyone for all the support.<br />
Dad's healing process was not one to stay with us: he was trying to purify himself for something else. We only realised his subtle hints after<br />
his passing. Vera, Grace and I were with Dad at the time of his death and he was peaceful. It was only the last couple of days before when<br />
Dad was bed-ridden, but these days there was some sort of energy going on in his room, some sort of spiritual process was happening which<br />
we could not exactly pinpoint.<br />
The night before Dad's death, Grace and I were with him. He was dreaming all night and continued to talk in his sleep. Repetitive words<br />
were said which showed us a sign. Dad said in his sleep, "I think this is a new paradigm," and then said, "Remember tomorrow" not knowing<br />
what this meant until the next day at the time of his death.<br />
We all lay beside Dad's body to be as a family one last time. He was ready but we were not. We don't see Dad's passing as as a failure to<br />
beat his cancer, but as a victory to finally love himself and care for himself as his whole life was dedicated to others.<br />
Dad's body stayed at home with us until yesterday. Yesterday we had Dad's service and cremation. The service was held at home. It was a<br />
service which incorporated all religions, languages and status. Dad's songs were played and very personal speeches were said. It was relaxed<br />
allowing everyone to express and feel what they wanted. There were plenty of laughs and I have never seen so many grown men cry.<br />
Adri stood up and sang. Bobby who spent a lot of time treating Dad spoke for the Balur clinic. There were visions of Dad during his<br />
service, and many signs that Dad was around us during his cremation. It was a day of shocking, surprising, spiritual experiences, which<br />
many have not experienced before.<br />
Everyone has asked about a service in Australia. This will most definitely happen. Dad was just as Indonesian as he was Australian, if not<br />
more, and because Dad passed away in Jakarta, we are following the Javanese tradition. This belief is that Dad's spirit is still around here for<br />
40 days. This means that Mum is unable to leave Indonesia up until the 40th day. An Australian service will be held in <strong>May</strong> after the 40th<br />
day. Our minds are unable to make many decisions at the moment so we ask for your patience until we make an exact date for his service.<br />
The Jalan Junaedi House is full of friends, family, godsons from around the globe all camping on the floor. It’s been a while since we all gathered<br />
together. We are all now collecting our thoughts and telling Dad's stories. Dad had many great stories, jokes, experiences with so many<br />
and we are asking everybody if they could share something they found special. This could be a story he told, an experience you had with him,<br />
a description of Dad, a joke he told. Please write as openly as possible, we know some things may be quite ‘out there’, but this was Dad. This<br />
will be collected and made into a book for all to remember as there were many aspects to his life which would be wonderful to share.<br />
Throughout Dad's life so many have asked him to write a book and in the last year Dad was collecting his information to finally do one.<br />
So this is our gift to him and all those who knew him. Please could you forward this to all who know Dad.<br />
With Love Youry, Vera, Grace and Kartini Contact Kartini Clapham katclapham@gmail.com<br />
Murray Clapham<br />
Other tributes to Murray can be found on our web page inside <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong> Extra<br />
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Changes at <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong> Harris Smart and Marcus Bolt write...<br />
You'll notice that there are a number of changes in the format of this issue of <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong>. We are extremely<br />
responsive to consumer feedback and so a number of these changes have been made in response to suggestions<br />
that people have made to us. They also reflect out transition from a magazine that was originally in print to a<br />
magazine that is now online only. We are learning all the time and doing our best to make <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong> as good as<br />
we can.<br />
1. LESS COLOR. Some people have said to us that there is too much colour in <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong> and that when they<br />
print it out, it chews up too much of a colour cartridge. Therefore, with the exception of the front page, we have<br />
decided to make all pages, in black-and-white. Except of course for the colour photos which people like. But we<br />
are no longer printing text in colour. In this way we are responding to consumer feedback and also following the<br />
almost universal practice of e-zines on the Internet.<br />
2. ONE COLUMN. We are no longer doing a magazine in two columns. Several people quite rightly said that it is<br />
extremely difficult to read two columns on the Internet. Again, we are following the almost universal practice of<br />
e-zines.<br />
3. LINKS. As we go along we are increasingly endeavouring to exploit the resources of the Internet for interconnectivity<br />
and so on. So now, if you click on the list of stories on the front page, you will go directly to that<br />
particular story. Web and e-mail addresses are now also LIVE, so that if you click on them you will go directly to<br />
that web page or e-mail address.<br />
4. CLEARER STRUCTURE. Some people have said that they do not like the way stories are not always<br />
contained with pages. They would like a clearer structure and demarcation between stories. So now we are always<br />
going to make sure that major stories begin on a new page. This also makes it clearer to find stories by clicking on<br />
the story LINKS mentioned above.<br />
5. PRINTING OUT A PARTICULAR STORY. Some people have said that often they do not want to print out<br />
the whole magazine but just a particular story. We are not yet quite ready to build this feature into the magazine,<br />
but you can easily do it yourself, using the standard capacity which is in your printer instructions. Every printer<br />
gives you the opportunity to just indicate that you only want to print out certain pages in a document rather than<br />
the whole thing.<br />
As we go on we will be continually endeavouring to improve the magazine, in response to your feedback and also<br />
implementing our vision of everything that an e-zine can be.<br />
Here is some further information for people who have complained about the "chewing up the colour cartridge"<br />
problem.<br />
Printing <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong> on a home printer<br />
1. The <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong> Online team envisaged the new magazine as being eventually an e-Zine for the public as well<br />
as our members – and in particular, our younger members – and would contain more stories about <strong>Subud</strong> members<br />
out there, 'in the world', with more interviews, more photos, more graphics etc., and to be read ‘online’.<br />
2. We do not have the resources to prepare and post a black and white version of the magazine.<br />
3. However, for those of us who cannot make the shift to on-screen reading, and have to print out, all is not lost!<br />
There are more economic options as follows:<br />
a) Most printers have a 'mono' print facility. If you go into your on-screen control panel, it should give you a list of<br />
adjustable options on print quality, print speed, print size, paper quality and print colour (either full colour or RGB,<br />
or mono or greyscale). If you choose 'mono', the printer will then interpret the colour values into black/grey and<br />
only bring the black cartridge into play.<br />
b) If your printer doesn't have this flexibility, your computer might, particularly if you have Adobe Reader or a<br />
similar 'pdf' opening program. If you download the pdf document as normal, then open it in Adobe Reader, or<br />
similar program, you should be able to re-save it as a 'greyscale' pdf, which again translates the colour values <br />
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into grey scale. Then, when sent to the printer, it will print in 'greyscale' or 'black and white' only.<br />
c) Like you, I am horrified at the price of cartridges, particularly for my Epson A3 plus printer. Black cartridges are<br />
£20 each and colour £32. But then my wife discovered a company that sells, online, cartridges (called ‘compatible<br />
cartridges’) for £2.99 (black) and £3.99 (colour) with bulk (2 or more) discounts and free delivery on orders over<br />
£15. Deliveries are virtually next day, and there's a 'no quibble' replacement service if anything goes wrong (occasionally,<br />
but rarely, when the printer decides it doesn't like the chip on the new cartridges, for example).<br />
They can supply virtually any cartridge (including Inkjet and Laser) at the cheaper price quoted above and the quality<br />
of these replacements is at least 98% for high quality work (300dpi and above) and 100% for day to day stuff<br />
such as printing out <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong> Online (72dpi).<br />
The name of the company is Internet Inks (Abitech Ltd, Nottingham) and their contact details are:<br />
website: www.internet-ink.co.uk (I'm certain there are similar companies all over the world – google 'cheap printing<br />
inks' or similar to find a store near you.) We really hope this is helpful.<br />
Please note that we do not accept any responsibility for problems which may arise in transactions on E-bay or with<br />
suppliers. We can only say that we have found the company mentioned reliable. Consult the internet or local<br />
traders for suppliers in your area.<br />
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MAKING SUBUD VOICE EVEN BETTER<br />
We very much need to have feedback about the new on-line SV, and with this in mind would greatly welcome<br />
your response to the following short questionnaire.<br />
Are you a <strong>Subud</strong> member? What is your age?<br />
Which articles did you like best? Where are you from?<br />
Do you intend to read SV regularly from now on?<br />
Respond to the Editor, Harris Smart, subudvoice@gmail.com<br />
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TRANSLATOR NEEDED<br />
Following the passing of my long time <strong>Subud</strong> brother<br />
and translator Muhtar Holland late last year I am in<br />
need of an Arabic translator, capable of translating<br />
Arabic Islamic texts originally composed around<br />
the11th century CE by luminaries such as Imam al-<br />
Ghazali, Shaikh 'Abd al-Qadir al-Jilani and so on into<br />
English. Al-Baz Publishing, Inc. is at this point a well<br />
known and respected publisher of religious works for<br />
the Muslim community, scholars and the interested<br />
layman.<br />
To review the list of titles published during the last 20<br />
years, please feel free to visit the web site at:<br />
www.al-baz.com and click on the link 'Our Books' and<br />
if that sparks any interest then visit<br />
www.al-baz.com/shaikhabdalqadir and click the link<br />
'List of books from which excerpts...' to read some of<br />
the content. From this you should get an idea of what<br />
I am looking for.<br />
It is my great hope that I can find someone from within<br />
<strong>Subud</strong> to fill this position, since in my estimation<br />
there is a need for the translator to be alive inwardly<br />
– it is not enough to merely be competent in rendering<br />
from Arabic into English something like, say, a<br />
technical manual. Furthermore a good command of<br />
the English language is a necessity.<br />
Interested parties may contact me by email at<br />
albaz@bellsouth.net in the first instance and we will<br />
take it from there. Qualifying steps will involve completing<br />
a page or two of a sample text.<br />
Ruslan Moore Al-Baz Publishing, Inc.<br />
SPANISH CONGRESS VIDEO<br />
Lucita Sendin writes from Spain...<br />
There is a video taken at the last National<br />
Congress in Spain (Barcelona) last October. It was<br />
made by a <strong>Subud</strong> member of Alicante.<br />
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P9eK-<br />
GpSOJg&feature=channel_video_title<br />
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SUBUD ARTISTS<br />
Music By <strong>Subud</strong> Artists<br />
available from:<br />
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Recording, mastering &<br />
CD production:<br />
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LOOKING FOR WORK<br />
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now in its 3rd<br />
edition with<br />
new cover &<br />
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Available from<br />
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Price £11 plus postage<br />
“This is by far the best book written<br />
about <strong>Subud</strong>. Perfect for friends, family,<br />
enquirers...” Dahlan Johnson<br />
Entertaining and instructive by turns,<br />
Marcus writes in an easy, flowing<br />
conversational style that gives the<br />
reader the feeling of being personally<br />
addressed. Unpretentious and<br />
refreshingly free of sanctimony,<br />
there is a generosity and a warmth of<br />
spirit about his narration that quickly<br />
befriends the reader and invites<br />
positive participation... It’s well<br />
written, too... Laurence Clark<br />
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edition is issued on the 1st of each month at<br />
www.subudvoice.net<br />
A Spanish facsimile edition usually appears a little<br />
later on the same web site.<br />
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Send articles, photos, cartoons etc. to Harris Smart,<br />
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Submissions are invited which relate to <strong>Subud</strong> life or<br />
are from <strong>Subud</strong> members. We cannot guarantee<br />
when or if a submission may be published.<br />
Preference will be given to articles of about 2000<br />
words or less accompanied by a photograph, wellwritten<br />
in English and dealing with the activities of<br />
<strong>Subud</strong> members, or expressing a <strong>Subud</strong> member's<br />
perspective on a subject.<br />
Articles should be written in such a way that they are<br />
intelligible and interesting to both <strong>Subud</strong> members<br />
and the general public. Sometimes this may mean<br />
providing an explanatory introduction or notes for<br />
the non-<strong>Subud</strong> reader<br />
There is no payment for submissions. Correspondence<br />
about articles will generally not be entered into.<br />
Submissions to <strong>Subud</strong> <strong>Voice</strong> may be edited for a variety<br />
of reasons including the need to shorten them or<br />
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The opinions expressed in the various articles are<br />
the sole responsibility of their authors and cannot be<br />
seen as representing the opinion of either the editor<br />
or the World <strong>Subud</strong> Association.<br />
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