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"Coddle?" I asked. This woman had never coddled me in her life. I couldn't believe she even knew the word. "I wouldn't expect you to understand. From what I hear, you don't really know what 'duty' is." "I know exactly what it is," I retorted. My voice was intentionally haughty. "Better than most people." Her eyes widened in a sort of mock surprise. I used that sarcastic look on a lot of people and didn't appreciate having it directed toward me. "Oh really? Where were you for the last two years?" "Where were you for the last five?" I demanded. "Would you have known I was gone if someone hadn't told you?" "Don't turn this back on me. I was away because I had to be. You were away so you could go shopping and stay up late." My hurt and embarrassment morphed into pure fury. Apparently, I was never going to live down the consequences of running away with Lissa. "You have no idea why I left," I said, my voice's volume rising. "And you have no right to make assumptions about my life when you don't know anything about it." "I've read reports about what happened. You had reason for concern, but you acted incorrectly." Her words were formal and crisp. She could have been teaching one of my classes. "You should have gone to others for help." "There was no one I could go to—not when I didn't have hard proof. Besides, we've been learning that we're supposed to think independently." "Yes," she replied. "Emphasis on learning. Something you missed out on for two years. You're hardly in a position to lecture me about guardian protocol." I wound up in arguments all the time; something in my nature made that inevitable. So I was used to defending myself and having insults slammed at me. I had a tough skin. But somehow, around her—in the brief times I had been around her—I always felt like I was three years old.

Her attitude humiliated me, and touching on my missed training— already a prickly subject— only made me feel worse. I crossed my arms in a fair imitation of her own stance and managed a smug look. "Yeah? Well, that's not what my teachers think. Even after missing all that time, I've still caught up with everyone else in my class." She didn't answer right away. Finally, in a flat voice, she said, "If you hadn't left, you would have surpassed them." Turning military-style, she walked off down the hall. A minute later, the bell rang, and the rest of Stan's class spilled into the hall. Even Mason couldn't cheer me up after that. I spent the rest of the day angry and annoyed, sure that everyone was whispering about my mother and me. I skipped lunch and went to the library to read a book about physiology and anatomy. When it was time for my after-school training with Dimitri, I practically ran up to the practice dummy. With a curled fist, I slapped its chest, very slightly to the left but mostly in the center. "There," I told him. "The heart is there, and the sternum and ribs are in the way. Can I have the stake now?" Crossing my arms, I glanced up at him triumphantly, waiting for him to shower me with praise for my new cunning. Instead, he simply nodded in acknowledgment, like I should already have known that. And yeah, I should have. "And how do you get through the sternum and the ribs?" he asked. I sighed. I'd figured out the answer to one question, only to be given another. Typical. We spent a large part of the practice going over that, and he demonstrated several techniques that would yield the quickest kill. Every movement he made was both graceful and deadly. He made it look effortless, but I knew better. When he suddenly extended his hand and offered the stake to me, I didn't understand at first. "You're giving it to me?"

Her attitude humiliated me, and touching on my missed training— already a prickly subject—<br />

only made me feel worse. I crossed my arms in a fair imitation of her own stance and managed<br />

a smug look.<br />

"Yeah? Well, that's not what my teachers think. Even after missing all that time, I've still caught<br />

up with everyone else in my class."<br />

She didn't answer right away. Finally, in a flat voice, she said, "If you hadn't left, you would<br />

have surpassed them."<br />

Turning military-style, she walked off down the hall. A minute later, the bell rang, and the rest<br />

of Stan's class spilled into the hall.<br />

Even Mason couldn't cheer me up after that. I spent the rest of the day angry and annoyed, sure<br />

that everyone was whispering about my mother and me. I skipped lunch and went to the library<br />

to read a book about physiology and anatomy.<br />

When it was time for my after-school training with Dimitri, I practically ran up to the practice<br />

dummy. With a curled fist, I slapped its chest, very slightly to the left but mostly in the center.<br />

"There," I told him. "The heart is there, and the sternum and ribs are in the way. Can I have the<br />

stake now?"<br />

Crossing my arms, I glanced up at him triumphantly, waiting for him to shower me with praise<br />

for my new cunning. Instead, he simply nodded in acknowledgment, like I should already have<br />

known that. And yeah, I should have.<br />

"And how do you get through the sternum and the ribs?" he asked.<br />

I sighed. I'd figured out the answer to one question, only to be given another. Typical.<br />

We spent a large part of the practice going over that, and he demonstrated several techniques<br />

that would yield the quickest kill. Every movement he made was both graceful and deadly. He<br />

made it look effortless, but I knew better.<br />

When he suddenly extended his hand and offered the stake to me, I didn't understand at first.<br />

"You're giving it to me?"

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