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there, and several people had witnessed it. For someone who supposedly didn't want me attracting attention, she'd kind of messed that one up. A couple of Moroi who'd been standing near Adrian and me walked out of the room. They glanced in my direction and then whispered something as they passed. "Thanks, Mom," I muttered to myself. Humiliated, I stalked off in the opposite direction, not really sure where I was going. I headed out toward the back of the lodge, away from all the activity. The hall eventually ended, but a door leading to some stairs sat on the left. The door was unlocked, so I followed the stairs upward to another door. To my pleasure, it opened up onto a small rooftop deck that didn't appear to see much use. A blanket of snow lay over it all, but it was early morning out here, and the sun shone brightly, making everything glitter. I brushed snow off of a large, box-like object that looked to be part of the ventilation system. Heedless of my dress, I sat down on it. Wrapping my arms around myself, I stared off, taking in the view and the sun I rarely got to enjoy. I was startled when the door opened a few minutes later. When I looked back I was even more startled still to see Dimitri emerge. My heart gave a small flutter, and I turned away, unsure what to think. His boots crunched in the snow as he walked over to where I was sitting. A moment later, he took off his long coat and draped it over my shoulders. He sat down beside me. "You must be freezing." I was, but I didn't want to admit it. "The sun's out." He tipped his head back, looking up at the perfect blue sky. I knew he missed the sun as much as I did sometimes. "It is. But we're still on a mountain in the middle of winter." I didn't answer. We sat there in a comfortable silence for a while. Occasionally, a light wind blew clouds of snow around. It was night for Moroi, and most would be going to bed soon, so the ski runs were quiet. "My life is a disaster," I finally said.
"It's not a disaster," he said automatically. "Did you follow me from the party?" "Yes." "I didn't even know you were there." His dark clothes indicated he must have been on guardian duty at the party. "So you saw the illustrious Janine cause a commotion by dragging me out." "It wasn't a commotion. Hardly anyone noticed. I saw because I was watching you." I refused to let myself get excited over that. "That's not what she said," I told him. "I might as well have been working a corner as far as she was concerned." I relayed the conversation from the hallway. "She's just worried about you," Dimitri said when I finished. "She overreacted." "Sometimes mothers are overprotective." I stared at him. "Yeah, but this is my mother. And she didn't seem that protective, really. I think she was more worried I'd embarrass her or something. And all that becoming-a-mother-tooyoung stuff was stupid. I'm not going to do anything like that." "Maybe she wasn't talking about you," he said. More silence. My jaw fell open. You don't have the life experience for it—you haven't even lived your own life yet. You won't be able to do the kind of job you wish you could. My mom had been twenty when I was born. Growing up, that had always seemed really old to me. But now…that was only a few years off for me. Not old at all. Did she think she'd had me too soon? Had she done a shoddy job raising me simply because she didn't know any better at the time? Did she regret the way things had turned out between us? And was it… was it maybe possible that she'd had some personal experience of her own with Moroi men and people
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there, and several people had witnessed it. For someone who supposedly didn't want me<br />
attracting attention, she'd kind of messed that one up.<br />
A couple of Moroi who'd been standing near Adrian and me walked out of the room. They<br />
glanced in my direction and then whispered something as they passed.<br />
"Thanks, Mom," I muttered to myself.<br />
Humiliated, I stalked off in the opposite direction, not really sure where I was going. I headed<br />
out toward the back of the lodge, away from all the activity.<br />
The hall eventually ended, but a door leading to some stairs sat on the left. The door was<br />
unlocked, so I followed the stairs upward to another door. To my pleasure, it opened up onto a<br />
small rooftop deck that didn't appear to see much use. A blanket of snow lay over it all, but it<br />
was early morning out here, and the sun shone brightly, making everything glitter.<br />
I brushed snow off of a large, box-like object that looked to be part of the ventilation system.<br />
Heedless of my dress, I sat down on it. Wrapping my arms around myself, I stared off, taking in<br />
the view and the sun I rarely got to enjoy.<br />
I was startled when the door opened a few minutes later. When I looked back I was even more<br />
startled still to see Dimitri emerge. My heart gave a small flutter, and I turned away, unsure<br />
what to think. His boots crunched in the snow as he walked over to where I was sitting. A<br />
moment later, he took off his long coat and draped it over my shoulders.<br />
He sat down beside me. "You must be freezing."<br />
I was, but I didn't want to admit it. "The sun's out."<br />
He tipped his head back, looking up at the perfect blue sky. I knew he missed the sun as much<br />
as I did sometimes. "It is. But we're still on a mountain in the middle of winter."<br />
I didn't answer. We sat there in a comfortable silence for a while. Occasionally, a light wind<br />
blew clouds of snow around. It was night for Moroi, and most would be going to bed soon, so<br />
the ski runs were quiet.<br />
"My life is a disaster," I finally said.