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T W O A T E D S A<br />
TWO AT EDSA<br />
‘I was at Edsa out of<br />
pure disgust’<br />
MYLENE LISING<br />
MY H U S B A N D<br />
Dino tried to dissuade<br />
me from<br />
holding it up.<br />
It was, after all,<br />
supposed to be<br />
a moment of triumph <strong>for</strong> all of<br />
us: Erap had been <strong>for</strong>ced to step<br />
down, and now Gloria Arroyo<br />
was at the Edsa shrine, taking<br />
her oath as the 14 th president<br />
of the Republic. Everywhere<br />
one looked there was palpable<br />
jubilation. All my husband<br />
was asking was <strong>for</strong> me not to<br />
spoil the moment. But I really<br />
wanted her to read my message.<br />
If not right there—maybe she<br />
wouldn’t be able to see over<br />
all those heads and would be<br />
busier getting her oath right than<br />
scanning the swollen crowd <strong>for</strong><br />
streamers—then maybe later, if<br />
my handmade poster attracted<br />
some person’s camera.<br />
Mylene Lising never<br />
attended rallies until she<br />
went to Edsa 2 to display<br />
this prescient placard.<br />
True enough, my poster<br />
caught Sid Balatan’s eye and<br />
was recorded <strong>for</strong> posterity. It<br />
was actually more a reminder<br />
than a threat. And it was really<br />
addressed to whoever would<br />
have taken the place of Erap. It<br />
just happened that it was Gloria<br />
who was there. All I wanted to<br />
say was, gone are the days when<br />
you can get away with murder.<br />
Well, now I’m not so sure about<br />
that. But I’m still certain that it is<br />
our responsibility to get involved.<br />
My poster was also a reminder<br />
to the rest of the citizenry that<br />
we cannot just keep saying our<br />
leaders should take care of us.<br />
We should do our part.<br />
To think that at the time of<br />
Edsa Dos I had started out so<br />
apathetic. I was 30, married,<br />
and an Ateneo graduate. Hindi<br />
uso sa Ateneo<br />
ang pakikibaka,<br />
we don’t just take to the streets.<br />
Edsa Dos was the very first time<br />
I ever did anything remotely<br />
resembling activism.<br />
During the 1986 EDSA revolt,<br />
I was still in the province. But I<br />
also wasn’t old enough then. I<br />
was about to graduate from high<br />
school, and my only concern<br />
was whether or not there would<br />
still be a senior prom.<br />
But on the night of January<br />
16, 2001, we were watching<br />
television at my in-laws’. We<br />
saw the impeachment court vote<br />
down the opening of the second<br />
envelope. I’d been watching the<br />
impeachment from day one, although<br />
there was a time when I<br />
tuned out. But by then I’d heard<br />
enough, even Clarissa Ocampo’s<br />
testimony. The vote on the envelope<br />
made me really agitated. It<br />
only took an SMS from a friend<br />
<strong>for</strong> me and my husband to go<br />
out in our bedroom slippers to<br />
join people who had started a<br />
noise barrage along Katipunan<br />
Avenue. They were mostly Ateneans,<br />
by the way. <strong>No</strong>t too long<br />
after, we would all proceed to<br />
Edsa where people had started<br />
to gather.<br />
I was at Edsa out of pure<br />
disgust. I campaigned <strong>for</strong> Estrada<br />
in 1998. I can’t even call<br />
that hard work because the<br />
candidate was so popular. I<br />
campaigned <strong>for</strong> him because I<br />
had hope. Here was a guy who<br />
Filipinos felt—whether rightly<br />
or wrongly—was one of them. I<br />
harbored the hope that he would<br />
be able to inspire Filipinos to become<br />
better citizens and help us<br />
become the democracy that we<br />
want to be. But it soon became<br />
clear Estrada was failing my<br />
hope. At Edsa, I kept thinking, ‘I<br />
have every right to bitch.’<br />
Four years later, I’m having<br />
déjà vu. I remember looking at<br />
Gloria while she was taking her<br />
oath, surrounded by her family.<br />
I’d kept thinking to myself how<br />
paper-perfect this new president<br />
was. She’s educated, she’s intelligent.<br />
But I knew that coming<br />
from a privileged background,<br />
she could very easily disengage<br />
from what’s going on around<br />
her. That’s also why I held up<br />
that poster. <strong>No</strong>w look what she<br />
has done. She should have kept<br />
the integrity of the Office of the<br />
President intact. It was her duty<br />
as president. But now, whether<br />
guilty or not, her credibility is<br />
shot and so is the credibility of<br />
other institutions around her.<br />
The scenarios all look bleak<br />
to me. I want to pack up and<br />
leave! That’s a feeling shared<br />
by a lot of people, but can you<br />
blame us?<br />
Sure, I still have hope. But I<br />
am also more cynical because I<br />
don’t trust any of our politicians.<br />
All this talk about changing the<br />
Constitution doesn’t reassure<br />
me. I agree there is a need to<br />
change the Constitution, but<br />
who will gain? I have my doubts<br />
about how it’s going be done<br />
considering JDV almost levitated<br />
clapping during Gloria’s SONA. I<br />
have never trusted the guy and<br />
I still don’t.<br />
The author is an interior decorator,<br />
entrepreneur, and <strong>for</strong>mer<br />
Senate staffer.<br />
PHILIPPINE CENTER FOR INVESTIGATIVE JOURNALISM<br />
I REPORT<br />
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