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T W O A T E D S A<br />

TWO AT EDSA<br />

‘I was at Edsa out of<br />

pure disgust’<br />

MYLENE LISING<br />

MY H U S B A N D<br />

Dino tried to dissuade<br />

me from<br />

holding it up.<br />

It was, after all,<br />

supposed to be<br />

a moment of triumph <strong>for</strong> all of<br />

us: Erap had been <strong>for</strong>ced to step<br />

down, and now Gloria Arroyo<br />

was at the Edsa shrine, taking<br />

her oath as the 14 th president<br />

of the Republic. Everywhere<br />

one looked there was palpable<br />

jubilation. All my husband<br />

was asking was <strong>for</strong> me not to<br />

spoil the moment. But I really<br />

wanted her to read my message.<br />

If not right there—maybe she<br />

wouldn’t be able to see over<br />

all those heads and would be<br />

busier getting her oath right than<br />

scanning the swollen crowd <strong>for</strong><br />

streamers—then maybe later, if<br />

my handmade poster attracted<br />

some person’s camera.<br />

Mylene Lising never<br />

attended rallies until she<br />

went to Edsa 2 to display<br />

this prescient placard.<br />

True enough, my poster<br />

caught Sid Balatan’s eye and<br />

was recorded <strong>for</strong> posterity. It<br />

was actually more a reminder<br />

than a threat. And it was really<br />

addressed to whoever would<br />

have taken the place of Erap. It<br />

just happened that it was Gloria<br />

who was there. All I wanted to<br />

say was, gone are the days when<br />

you can get away with murder.<br />

Well, now I’m not so sure about<br />

that. But I’m still certain that it is<br />

our responsibility to get involved.<br />

My poster was also a reminder<br />

to the rest of the citizenry that<br />

we cannot just keep saying our<br />

leaders should take care of us.<br />

We should do our part.<br />

To think that at the time of<br />

Edsa Dos I had started out so<br />

apathetic. I was 30, married,<br />

and an Ateneo graduate. Hindi<br />

uso sa Ateneo<br />

ang pakikibaka,<br />

we don’t just take to the streets.<br />

Edsa Dos was the very first time<br />

I ever did anything remotely<br />

resembling activism.<br />

During the 1986 EDSA revolt,<br />

I was still in the province. But I<br />

also wasn’t old enough then. I<br />

was about to graduate from high<br />

school, and my only concern<br />

was whether or not there would<br />

still be a senior prom.<br />

But on the night of January<br />

16, 2001, we were watching<br />

television at my in-laws’. We<br />

saw the impeachment court vote<br />

down the opening of the second<br />

envelope. I’d been watching the<br />

impeachment from day one, although<br />

there was a time when I<br />

tuned out. But by then I’d heard<br />

enough, even Clarissa Ocampo’s<br />

testimony. The vote on the envelope<br />

made me really agitated. It<br />

only took an SMS from a friend<br />

<strong>for</strong> me and my husband to go<br />

out in our bedroom slippers to<br />

join people who had started a<br />

noise barrage along Katipunan<br />

Avenue. They were mostly Ateneans,<br />

by the way. <strong>No</strong>t too long<br />

after, we would all proceed to<br />

Edsa where people had started<br />

to gather.<br />

I was at Edsa out of pure<br />

disgust. I campaigned <strong>for</strong> Estrada<br />

in 1998. I can’t even call<br />

that hard work because the<br />

candidate was so popular. I<br />

campaigned <strong>for</strong> him because I<br />

had hope. Here was a guy who<br />

Filipinos felt—whether rightly<br />

or wrongly—was one of them. I<br />

harbored the hope that he would<br />

be able to inspire Filipinos to become<br />

better citizens and help us<br />

become the democracy that we<br />

want to be. But it soon became<br />

clear Estrada was failing my<br />

hope. At Edsa, I kept thinking, ‘I<br />

have every right to bitch.’<br />

Four years later, I’m having<br />

déjà vu. I remember looking at<br />

Gloria while she was taking her<br />

oath, surrounded by her family.<br />

I’d kept thinking to myself how<br />

paper-perfect this new president<br />

was. She’s educated, she’s intelligent.<br />

But I knew that coming<br />

from a privileged background,<br />

she could very easily disengage<br />

from what’s going on around<br />

her. That’s also why I held up<br />

that poster. <strong>No</strong>w look what she<br />

has done. She should have kept<br />

the integrity of the Office of the<br />

President intact. It was her duty<br />

as president. But now, whether<br />

guilty or not, her credibility is<br />

shot and so is the credibility of<br />

other institutions around her.<br />

The scenarios all look bleak<br />

to me. I want to pack up and<br />

leave! That’s a feeling shared<br />

by a lot of people, but can you<br />

blame us?<br />

Sure, I still have hope. But I<br />

am also more cynical because I<br />

don’t trust any of our politicians.<br />

All this talk about changing the<br />

Constitution doesn’t reassure<br />

me. I agree there is a need to<br />

change the Constitution, but<br />

who will gain? I have my doubts<br />

about how it’s going be done<br />

considering JDV almost levitated<br />

clapping during Gloria’s SONA. I<br />

have never trusted the guy and<br />

I still don’t.<br />

The author is an interior decorator,<br />

entrepreneur, and <strong>for</strong>mer<br />

Senate staffer.<br />

PHILIPPINE CENTER FOR INVESTIGATIVE JOURNALISM<br />

I REPORT<br />

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