Clarissa, Volume 6 - The History Of A Young Lady

Clarissa, Volume 6 − The History Of A Young Lady 73
And pr'ythee, Jack, see in this my ardent hope, a distinction in my favour from other rakes; who, almost to a
man, follow their inclinations without troubling themselves about consequences. In imitation, as one would
think, of the strutting villain of a bird, which from feathered lady to feathered lady pursues his imperial
pleasures, leaving it to his sleek paramours to hatch the genial product in holes and corners of their own
finding out.
LETTER XXIV
MR. LOVELACE, TO JOHN BELFORD, ESQ. TUESDAY MORN. JUNE 20.
Well, Jack, now are we upon another footing together. This dear creature will not let me be good. She is now
authorizing all my plots by her own example.
Thou must be partial in the highest degree, if now thou blamest me for resuming my former schemes, since in
that case I shall but follow her cue. No forced construction of her actions do I make on this occasion, in order
to justify a bad cause or a worse intention. A slight pretence, indeed, served the wolf when he had a mind to
quarrel with the lamb; but this is not now my case.
For here (wouldst thou have thought it?) taking advantage of Dorcas's compassionate temper, and of some
warm expressions which the tender−hearted wench let fall against the cruelty of men, and wishing to have it
in her power to serve her, has she given her the following note, signed by her maiden name: for she has
thought fit, in positive and plain words, to own to the pitying Dorcas that she is not married.
MONDAY, JUNE 19.
I then underwritten do hereby promise, that, on my coming into possession of my own estate, I will provide
for Dorcas Martindale in a gentlewoman− like manner, in my own house: or, if I do not soon obtain that
possession, or should first die, I do hereby bind myself, my executors, and administrators, to pay to her, or her
order, during the term of her natural life, the sum of five pounds on each of the four usual quarterly days in the
year; on condition that she faithfully assist me in my escape from an illegal confinement under which I now
labour. The first quarterly payment to commence and be payable at the end of three months immediately
following the day of my deliverance. And I do also promise to give her, as a testimony of my honour in the
rest, a diamond ring, which I have showed her. Witness my hand this nineteenth day of June, in the year above
written.
CLARISSA HARLOWE.
Now, Jack, what terms wouldst thou have me to keep with such a sweet corruptress? Seest thou not how she
hates me? Seest thou not that she is resolved never to forgive me? Seest thou not, however, that she must
disgrace herself in the eye of the world, if she actually should escape? That she must be subjected to infinite
distress and hazard! For whom has she to receive and protect her? Yet to determine to risque all these evils!
and furthermore to stoop to artifice, to be guilty of the reigning vice of the times, of bribery and corruption! O
Jack, Jack! say not, write not another word in her favour!
Thou hast blamed me for bringing her to this house: but had I carried her to any other in England, where there
would have been one servant or inmate capable either of compassion or corruption, what must have been the
consequence?
But seest thou not, however, that in this flimsy contrivance, the dear implacable, like a drowning man, catches
at a straw to save herself!−−A straw shall she find to be the refuge she has resorted to.
LETTER XXV