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HOW TO<br />
become<br />
a drug<br />
addict<br />
*<br />
*<br />
how <strong>to</strong> ruin your life
NO SERIOUSLY<br />
drugs aren’t the answer <strong>to</strong> anything
this is our 12 step program<br />
TO THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL
8Start of the binge with listening<br />
<strong>to</strong> every piece of advice the gum<br />
smacking 13 year old in your<br />
peer pressure<br />
gym class <strong>to</strong>ld you.<br />
1 4spend<br />
1<br />
8flirt with the law<br />
talk the talk<br />
Since you’ll be on your way <strong>to</strong> jail<br />
soon enough, lets learn all the<br />
prison lingo as soon as possible.<br />
Not what you imagined when<br />
someone put you in handcuffs,<br />
make the law your boyfriend and<br />
the night in the cells.
2Considering the amount of two<br />
night jail runs you’re parents<br />
probably won’t let you live with<br />
them anymore. Hello cardboard!<br />
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Now that you’ve been living in a<br />
cardboard box you can’t exactly<br />
run <strong>to</strong> the bathroom for a quick<br />
shower, so get ready <strong>to</strong> stink!<br />
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Rehab, it’s where talk circles and<br />
finding yourself are plentiful so get<br />
used <strong>to</strong> sharing your feelings.<br />
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Now that you’re clean it’s<br />
time <strong>to</strong> start over. It’ll be hard<br />
and the shakes will be unreal<br />
but know you at least had the<br />
mental capacity<br />
homeless probs<br />
whats a shower?<br />
try <strong>to</strong> make me go<br />
figure it out<br />
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METH<br />
Meet Irritability, he has a horrible case of<br />
prolonged insomnia, and unfortunately for him<br />
it’s mostly nightmares but it doesn’t matter<br />
because he’s always Confused and anxious.<br />
Meth is always a little shaky and has tremors<br />
and convulsions. He knows he messed up<br />
but the paranoia and aggressiveness aren’t<br />
helping his criminal record.<br />
know you<br />
HEROIN<br />
Meet determination. Heroin is the queen of<br />
singlemindedness. Heroin has this ability <strong>to</strong><br />
feel like your sole purpose in life; she really<br />
gets yah like that. All your money and all your<br />
time is dedicated <strong>to</strong> finding and taking this<br />
drug. Without it the shakes and cold sweats<br />
will break out and then you’ll just be more<br />
of an eye sore than you already are. Don’t<br />
forget how much she vomits everyone and the<br />
constant diahria that hits after a few hours of<br />
not taking Heroin. She’s crazy but determined.
LSD<br />
LSD really knows how <strong>to</strong> have a good time.<br />
From accidentally putting their own baby<br />
in the oven, <strong>to</strong> thinking their house is full of<br />
aliens and shoots up their own family, LSD<br />
is a real trip. The best part is the involuntary<br />
flash backs, so even when you don’t take the<br />
drug it’ll creep on you during that important<br />
job interview. I’m sure the employers will<br />
understand when you run screaming through<br />
the lobby and run in<strong>to</strong> traffic.<br />
r drugs<br />
X<br />
Extacy has a special job. Basically <strong>to</strong> poison<br />
you considering about all of the stuff sold on<br />
the street containes rat poison, caffeine, dog<br />
deworming substances, and other goodies<br />
that we aren’t even sure have names! It’s not<br />
a problem though because if you wanted <strong>to</strong><br />
create a drug <strong>to</strong>lerance that worps your sense<br />
of how much is <strong>to</strong>o much, and you figure it out<br />
whilest overdosing on some random dudes<br />
bathroom floor. Tough luck i guess...you were<br />
just looking for a rush, right? 7
don’t try <strong>to</strong> hard<br />
try this<br />
wear blue<br />
look pretty<br />
you can’t be smart<br />
fit in
Step1<br />
circum <strong>to</strong> peer pressure<br />
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1<br />
circum <strong>to</strong> peer pressure
If you think you can be your own<br />
person and become one of those<br />
numbers you see on those really<br />
God-awful anti drug commercials,<br />
you are sadly mistaken. It only takes<br />
one person <strong>to</strong> fall on their face and<br />
in<strong>to</strong> a table of crack. Certainly it won’t<br />
be difficult <strong>to</strong> maintain some sort of<br />
anonymity, especially with the cops<br />
44%<br />
constantly on your tail.<br />
lie steal and cheat<br />
its the only way <strong>to</strong> get what you want...<br />
Pressure. The first thing you need <strong>to</strong><br />
do it find the people your mommy <strong>to</strong>ld<br />
you not <strong>to</strong> hang out with. Most likely the<br />
crowd with the least amount of hygiene<br />
concerns, because you’ll be rancid.<br />
then remove your<br />
personality entirely<br />
They won’t like you if you choose <strong>to</strong><br />
think for yourself. You have <strong>to</strong> mold<br />
your ideas in<strong>to</strong> the crowd and make<br />
sure they forget your name because<br />
soon enough your name won’t matter.<br />
Sarcastic comments at a minimum,<br />
but please just make sure all that<br />
the pressure doesn’t get <strong>to</strong> you <strong>to</strong>o<br />
much. Because you’re on your way<br />
<strong>to</strong> becoming a drug abuser, you won’t<br />
have any expectations <strong>to</strong> live up <strong>to</strong><br />
it’s only a matter of time before the<br />
only expected is vomit on your pillow.<br />
65%<br />
of teens dress a certain way<br />
blending is the easiest way <strong>to</strong> be invisible<br />
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YOU WILL<br />
never<br />
influence<br />
the world you’re trying<br />
<strong>to</strong> be a part of
Step<br />
learn how <strong>to</strong> talk drugs2<br />
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2learn how <strong>to</strong> talk drugs<br />
dime<br />
a 10 ten year year prision prison sentance sentance -<br />
minimum for drug busts<br />
growing daisies<br />
dead.<br />
hot shot<br />
intentionally overdosing on intervenous drugs<br />
hit<br />
taking a dose of drugs
a snitch<br />
piper<br />
Time <strong>to</strong> talk drugs. I mean actually learn<br />
the lingo because if not you won’t seem<br />
like a legitimate loser. Especially when<br />
you’re begging for your next hit you’ll<br />
might as well<br />
learn jail lingo<br />
need <strong>to</strong> know what <strong>to</strong> ask for. Try <strong>to</strong><br />
keep whatever you say <strong>to</strong> a minimum<br />
because no one really wants <strong>to</strong> see<br />
those new decrepit teeth you’ll be<br />
sporting once you’ve really delved in<br />
the true sense of a drug addiction.<br />
weapon<br />
inhaling heroin<br />
through a makeshift tube<br />
child molesters<br />
shank<br />
baboot<br />
bacons<br />
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get caught.
Step<br />
live with the law 3<br />
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3get caught<br />
I guess going <strong>to</strong> jail has some benefits.<br />
For starters you’ll start <strong>to</strong> realize all the<br />
ways you’ve screwed up until now. That<br />
kind of reflection is really key <strong>to</strong> the<br />
epic downward spiral that is about <strong>to</strong><br />
happen. Don’t worry though there is an<br />
abundance of creative shanks from the<br />
prisons brightest of criminals. Not that<br />
you’ll need <strong>to</strong> use them but just showing<br />
you can protect yourself will make it so<br />
you’re not at the bot<strong>to</strong>m of the foodchain.<br />
Considering I’ve already <strong>to</strong>ught you<br />
all the lingo regarding the jail situation<br />
doesn’t mean that you’ll be able <strong>to</strong><br />
actually talk <strong>to</strong> anyone thats actually<br />
already in jail. Changes are the “head<br />
down” approach <strong>to</strong> life behind bars is<br />
usually the safest one. Anyone who<br />
makes a name for themself in jail<br />
probably was born in<strong>to</strong> a pack of wolves<br />
and usually can break things with their<br />
pinkies. Overall, eat what evers infront.
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so you’re homeless now.....
Step<br />
a cardboard box life 4<br />
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4A cardboard box life<br />
a new home
So your parents aren’t really cool with<br />
having a drug addicted child, especially<br />
after the drug induced anger rampages<br />
you’ve been gracing them with recently.<br />
So this is the part where the kick you<br />
out, because they can’t bail you out of<br />
jail every tuesday, it’s just unreasonable,<br />
especially the amount of money it is.<br />
Cardboard boxes are a great source of<br />
shelter for about an hour. You’ll need <strong>to</strong><br />
visit a library (god forbid) <strong>to</strong> learn about<br />
squatters rights because once your box<br />
is soaked through and full of mold you’ll<br />
need <strong>to</strong> start taking advantage of other<br />
people,mostly other drug addicts so you<br />
guys will have something <strong>to</strong> talk about.<br />
Your parents will use several strategies<br />
<strong>to</strong>wards kicking you out of the house.<br />
The most common way is of course the<br />
yelling and screaming with a lot of hand<br />
gestures but personally i prefer the awkward<br />
note left on the front door with the<br />
locks changed telling you <strong>to</strong> just leave<br />
while the cops don’t know your address.<br />
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pimples<br />
<strong>to</strong>oth decay<br />
hair loss
Step<br />
s<strong>to</strong>p taking showers5<br />
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5S<strong>to</strong>p taking showers
dull senses<br />
You’re basically going <strong>to</strong> be confined<br />
<strong>to</strong> your melody of brain activity; what<br />
little is left. There really isn’t going <strong>to</strong><br />
be anything left <strong>to</strong> smell the delicious<br />
lef<strong>to</strong>vers from the dumpsters out back<br />
behind your favorite restaurant, so it<br />
really doesn’t matter that you’re eating<br />
trash; you can’t smell it anyway. They<br />
always tell you that smell is a big part<br />
of taste; they were right you don’t taste<br />
pretty much anything except anguish<br />
because everything is similar <strong>to</strong> a tan<br />
colored smelly cardboard at this point.<br />
blood shot<br />
Sunglasses are going <strong>to</strong> be a given<br />
now that your eyes are so sunken<br />
in you would be pressed luck <strong>to</strong> turn<br />
in<strong>to</strong> pota<strong>to</strong> head and get a new set.<br />
Those darling sparkles will have the<br />
light sucked right out of them now that<br />
your sleep is ridden with nightmares<br />
and heavy hallucinations. You probably<br />
won’t sleep the night unless you’ve<br />
really doped yourself up nice and good.<br />
<strong>to</strong>oth decay<br />
Remember when your mom <strong>to</strong>ld you <strong>to</strong><br />
brush your teeth often? - well considering<br />
you’ve probably been kicked out by<br />
now theres no one <strong>to</strong> remind you; not<br />
that it would matter considering all the<br />
drugs have eaten away at your enamel,<br />
only <strong>to</strong> leave gross crusty peg leg teeth.<br />
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It was only going <strong>to</strong> happen once right?<br />
It was just going <strong>to</strong> be a fun night out<br />
with your friends and because for some<br />
odd reason the only way <strong>to</strong> have fun<br />
was <strong>to</strong> forget where you are or ask if<br />
a sense of morals remained. There<br />
was this one time a babysitter who put<br />
the child in the oven because she was<br />
so doped up on PCP, i guess playing<br />
Shoots and Latter’s with the baby was<br />
<strong>to</strong>o much <strong>to</strong> handle for a 17yr old girl.
i thought i was cool<br />
everyone else was doing it<br />
i was only going<br />
<strong>to</strong> do i once<br />
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REhab
Step<br />
try <strong>to</strong> make me go 6<br />
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Anxiety<br />
Sweating<br />
6try <strong>to</strong> make me go<br />
Irritability<br />
Nausea,<br />
25.6 million people people in the USA<br />
that need rehabilitation for drug abuse.<br />
25.6<br />
Insomnia<br />
hing<br />
Headaches<br />
diarrhea<br />
MILLION<br />
Muscle tension<br />
Poor concentration<br />
Depression<br />
vomittin<br />
Social isolation
g<br />
So there’s a <strong>to</strong>n of great things about<br />
rehab, for starters you got yourself<br />
there. But as you are still aware it’s all<br />
your fault you got here in the first place.<br />
It’s like the backwards winners circle<br />
because all you’ve won at this point<br />
was the mental capacity <strong>to</strong> now realize<br />
what you’ve done was a huge waste of<br />
time money and years off your life.<br />
Sponge baths, sweating all the time<br />
and wreaking of day old pee is what<br />
you get <strong>to</strong> look forward <strong>to</strong>o. This is<br />
the place where people have actually<br />
started <strong>to</strong> smile in your general direction<br />
in months. They’re smiling because<br />
they feel sorry for you, it <strong>to</strong>ok you long<br />
enough <strong>to</strong> get here, let alone long<br />
enough <strong>to</strong> make it your only realistic<br />
option <strong>to</strong>wards leading a decent life.<br />
Rehab is like a double edged sword<br />
because first of all it’s your calculated<br />
genius that got yourself here in the<br />
first place but now you are the real live<br />
person responsible for making sure you<br />
recover. <strong>How</strong> does someone both dive<br />
this deep only <strong>to</strong> recognize that they<br />
did something wrong in the end. That<br />
shows me that you had it in you not <strong>to</strong><br />
start at all! Being strong enough not <strong>to</strong><br />
take drugs is just as strong as realizing<br />
when it’s time <strong>to</strong> s<strong>to</strong>p doing them.<br />
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start over.
Theres all these magical quotes about<br />
falling and knowing how <strong>to</strong> get up. I get<br />
the value is letting people know theres<br />
always somewhere <strong>to</strong> go once your life<br />
has seen the depths of the dreamless.<br />
<strong>How</strong>ever, what ever happened <strong>to</strong> the<br />
quotes that just simply <strong>to</strong>ld you not <strong>to</strong><br />
fall in the first place. It takes a strong<br />
person <strong>to</strong> stay above water. I do believe<br />
that strength is also exemplified in how<br />
your ability <strong>to</strong> resurface once you have<br />
already sunk. Therefore, this book is<br />
the kick in the ass that makes sure you<br />
don’t have <strong>to</strong> worry about the rise up.<br />
Getting your ass <strong>to</strong> rehab is already the<br />
<strong>to</strong>ughest part, because falling is easy<br />
all you have <strong>to</strong> do is slip. Recognizing<br />
that downward spiral is the hard part.<br />
Drowning can be avoided<br />
with the proper flotation<br />
I can go on metaphor simulations with<br />
regards <strong>to</strong>wards your apparent doom<br />
that you’ve gracefully landed yourself<br />
in<strong>to</strong> however lets be straight with each<br />
other,you messed up... A lot, more times<br />
than we’d all like <strong>to</strong> remember and see.<br />
Don’t worry usually your parents still<br />
have that horrible conscience of theirs<br />
and will still talk <strong>to</strong> you if you come<br />
crawling back with enough apologies.<br />
<strong>How</strong>ever, if you have siblings, they’re<br />
usually harder grudge holders, but then<br />
again i don’t know how your family<br />
works you may have a rougher time<br />
with the rents while your sister is hiding<br />
you under her bed and sneaking you<br />
cookies at bedtime. Overall, this is the<br />
time of reconsideration so find god, or<br />
someone similar becuase thats about<br />
the only person who will forgive you.<br />
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SPARK<br />
up<br />
ideas<br />
Don’t think you’re creative enough or<br />
fun enough of a person without drugs?<br />
Try some candy bars for some energy,<br />
maybe put your big head in a book for<br />
once instead of a crack pipe. If your<br />
life is <strong>to</strong>o difficult <strong>to</strong> deal with it then go<br />
out and get a new one. We all have the<br />
capacity <strong>to</strong> at least try for even better,<br />
things, things that even without drugs<br />
seems unattainable, unimaginable.<br />
You were given the gift of a living breathing<br />
thing that you are maybe responsible for...<br />
Wasting that responsibility on long<br />
and meaningless hours spent starring<br />
at the ceiling counting cracks. You’ve<br />
probably heard it all, mostly on ways<br />
<strong>to</strong> not screw up your life, I cannot<br />
exactly s<strong>to</strong>p you from doing it, I know<br />
you’re going <strong>to</strong> try it, fine go ahead<br />
but be the person who knows whats<br />
good for them and s<strong>to</strong>p.<br />
If you aren’t fun enough without<br />
drugs then go figure out why, there’s<br />
probably a good reason why you<br />
suck so much without hallucinogens,<br />
it’s all up <strong>to</strong> you, because there’s this<br />
magical unicorn called free will and<br />
by God we hope you use it wisely.
this book is brought <strong>to</strong> you by<br />
BECAUSE I SAID SO<br />
we find the dont’s and crush them<br />
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