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WORKS OF<br />
DARKNESS<br />
the foresight to smoke their cigarettes quickly, or whatever other<br />
delinquent activities they may be compelled to indulge in before school<br />
began. Nevertheless, five minutes after that electronic bell had given<br />
its last warning and threat, the door to my classroom swung open and<br />
the tardy student that entered was one that J had seen every day in<br />
class, but had never before noticed in any conscious way.<br />
"A long cigarette break might have kept her," I told myself,<br />
searching for the possibility that this girl who appeared about as<br />
purposely unkempt and fashionably grungy as I could have a moral<br />
code or the lack thereof more akin to mine than my other so-called<br />
peers.<br />
My actual experiential journey into the occult had just been<br />
moving forward the months preceding the day that she was "marked<br />
tardy," and I was hungry to experiment with my newfound powers.<br />
set my sights on her and performed a similar, although rough version<br />
of the ritual given above that night. Two days later the tardy girl was<br />
right on time, finding me in the food court of the local 10 shop mall.<br />
She asked to sit with me, and I allowed the Magick to work itself. Her<br />
lips were blue from her raspberry sucker, which opened the door for<br />
innuendo peppered conversation.<br />
We parted for the weekend laughing and smiling, although<br />
mine may have seemed a bit more like a cackle and a grin.<br />
Monday morning we did not speak in class, as if I had never<br />
seen her enter late the week before, and had never chosen her to be my<br />
victim. I half-expected her to take a seat on top of my desk and begin<br />
our whirlwind romance with a kiss. I wondered if the ritual had given<br />
me a single opportunity at the mall, and I had passed it up.<br />
I dragged my feet through the linoleum halls to my next class,<br />
head down and heart sunken. As I considered the failure of this ritual,<br />
and even the failure of Magick as a whole, the girl who was late to class<br />
on the right (or wrong) day called after me. Jogging to catch up,<br />
exhausted and out of breath, she managed to announce, "1 wanted to<br />
call you over the weekend, but realized I didn't get your number the<br />
other day." I stared at her. A blank, dumb stare. She looked at me in<br />
wonder, asking herself if she'd made a fool of herself, or perhaps if J was<br />
just a fool.<br />
"So... , can J have it?"<br />
That one ritual, half-assed and muddled with my own<br />
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