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CHArTER THREE: ENTERING THE DARKNESS<br />
will be seen that you are not drawing the darkness that is in your<br />
environment into yourself, but are merely activating that which you<br />
already possess. You will come to realize, personally and intuitively,<br />
that the darkness without and the evil within are the same.<br />
Through the above rites of attuning, the Power of Darkness has<br />
fixed its eye on you. Gateways have opened above and below you. The<br />
soft and warm heart that was within you is dying; a new heart made of<br />
obsidian and near bursting with flames is being born. You have only<br />
glimpsed a universe that to you is new and fresh, but is in actuality<br />
ancient. You have stared too long and too deep into the abyss, transfixed<br />
by its unending glory and darkness - and the abyss has stared right<br />
back into you.<br />
If you have been practicing the above exercises often enough,<br />
you should be able to sit, close your eyes, and instantly become aware<br />
of the evil that surrounds and impales you, as well as pulses through<br />
your every cell. Some may need to perform the above meditations for<br />
months to gain the ability to instantly access their awareness in such a<br />
profound way. Others may find it within days.<br />
For the final introductory exercise, you will need to obtain three<br />
long, tapered candles, one black, one red, and one violet. The wax<br />
should be a solid color throughout, rather than coated over white wax.<br />
You will also need a table or a stand on which the candles may be set as<br />
you sit in your chair.<br />
In your ritual area, set the table in front of the chair, to the<br />
south. On it set the black candle in a position nearest you, the red to the<br />
back and right side and the violet to the back and left side. The positions<br />
of the candles should form the vertices of an equilateral triangle whose<br />
top vertex points to the north and towards you when you are seated in<br />
your chair, the other two pointing off to either side of you.<br />
Sit with the candles unlit and the matches in your hand. Close<br />
your eyes, clear your mind, and become aware of the external and<br />
internal darkness with which you have become familiar. Slowly open<br />
your eyes, keeping your attention fixed on the image and sensation of<br />
the darkness around and within you.<br />
Let your eyes scan the candles before you and notice the shadows<br />
stir at the sight of them. Feel the power begin to rise up in the room<br />
simply at the recognition of the three colors of Black Magick. Reach out<br />
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