E. A. Koetting - staticfly.net

CHAPTER THREE ENTERING THE DARKNESS
recreating them in a mental picture.. Make a conscious effort to keep
your mind relaxed, allowing the sharpness of the image to form on its
own. As your imagination hones into your surroundings, do not detach
yourself from it. Do not see it as being some other place far away, or
something in your imagination. Know that it is around you, in the
place where you sit. It surrounds you, and you are a part of it. While
you are imagining, recognize the reality of that which you see.
The sharpness of your visualized surroundings having reached
their peak, ease your mind deeper into the image, as if there is more
there that is not yet seen. Let your mind drop into a more subtle state
of awareness. Continue to see in your mind your surroundings, yet at
the same time try to look through them. Relax yourself, allowing your
eyes to rest comfortably and your mind to cease straining. In this
relaxed state, unite that which you feel and that which you see in your
mind. You can naturally feel the darkness around you at all times, but
cannot see it or even imagine it. Here, you must do both.
Some may have problems with this, while others will instantly
feel as if they are literally falling through rings of reality, dropping
into an unknown realm. Either way, do not allow this to distract your
attention from the visualized image of your environment. Do not escape
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into the ecstasy or the frustration of the experience, but know that
your reality is here, now, in that chair in the Temple that you see in
your mind and that exists around you. "'j"
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As you begin to sink into the greater reality of your surroundings,
the image in your mind will begin to change from its appearance when
you first entered. The physical structure will remain the same, but
something evil will begin to form. A black mist will seem to materialize
in the room, growing thicker and blacker every second. Understand
that this is not coming into being, but was always there yet was never
before seen. Try to visualize this black mist forming, or at the very
least become profoundly aware its presence.
With your eyelids remaining lightly shut, inhale slowly as before.
Sense the darkness around you contracting, constricting until it seems
like a coagulated mass of midnight is resting just off of your skin. Hold
the air in your chest, intuiting the surrounding darkness following
cue, lingering close. Allow the sensation to smother you, to suffocate
you in its blackness.
Let the breath out. As it leaves your chest, sense the cumulative
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