E. A. Koetting - staticfly.net

WORKS OF
DARKNESS
will find elation and personal elevation in the full company of the
embodiment of darkness and power.
Whether your response is fear, respect, elation, or e\'en a
darkening of the Greater Self, that initial response to the descried or
intuited image of your God should be built upon, embraced fully, allowed
a rampant flow through you, The image of the Godform, your reaction
to it, and the actual presence and power of your God should grow beyond
your control, no longer subject to your will, but instead subject to your
Destiny, which some might say is your Greater Will, or your True Will.
The presence of your God within your Temple needs to become
terrifyingly real, and your awareness that you are in the company of a
being and a force that cannot be harnessed or subjugated, and the
realization comes that you are the subject of the Operation rather than
the God that you have called there. It is only in this way the presence
of your God is fully recognized, and therefore made real,
Only from this state of powerlessness is true devotion possible.
You have called into being something that can never be recalled and
have summoned into this world a being that cannot be exorcized. In
this final de\,otion, you must submit entirely to your God, the devotions
of the past becoming trivial as you now allow yourself to be crushed
under the weight of the Juggernaut. The process of invocation,
awakening, and realization will bring about a unique form of exhaustion,
the likes of which will seem quite similar to complete forfeit. In this
state of hopelessness, call out one last time to your God, "N., I am yours."
It is at this juncture, on your very next breath, having given
up yourself and your ideals of power, that you will be filled with the
essence, the power, the intelligence and the identity of your God. The
spiritual valley that you had sunk into will become exalted, You will
become that thing that had defeated you, that being that smothered
you into submission. Your God will look out at existence through your
eyes, and you will learn the secrets of His power. In that moment,
omniscience and omnipotence are yours if you will take them. In that
moment, the unh'erse becomes silent so that it may listen to you, You
have laid down before the embodied Powers of Darkness, and resultantly
all of existence lays down before you.
For a single moment, you have become God. Your journey into
Darkness begins.
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