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ut not death. O my Jesus, do with me as You please. Only give me strength to suffer.
Since Your strength supports me, I shall bear everything. O souls, how I love you!
1614 Today, one of the sisters [probably Sister Amelia 239 ] came to see me and said, “Sister, I have
a strange feeling, as though something were telling me to come to you and commend to you
certain problems of mine before you die, and that perhaps you will able to beseech the Lord
Jesus and arrange these things for me. Something keeps telling me that you will be able to
obtain this for me.” I answered her with equal frankness that, yes, I felt in my soul that (15)
after my death I would be able to obtain more from the Lord Jesus than at the present time.
“I will remember you, Sister, before His throne.”
1615 When I entered the neighboring dormitory to visit the sisters who were ill, one of them said to
me, “Sister, when you die I will not fear you at all. Come to see me after you die, because I
want to confide to you a secret concerning my soul, something I want you to settle for me
with the Lord Jesus. I know you can obtain this from Him.” Because she was speaking in
public I answered her in this way: “The Lord Jesus is very discreet. And so He never
betrays to anyone a secret that is between Him and a soul.”
1616 + O my Lord, thank You for conforming me to Yourself through immolation. I see that this
earthly vessel is beginning to crumble. I rejoice in this, (16) because soon I will be in my
Father‟s house [cf. Jn. 14:2].
1617 February 27, [1938]. Today, I went to confession to Father An. [Andrasz] I did as Jesus
wanted. After confession, a surge of light filled my soul. Then I heard a voice: Because
you are a child, you shall remain close to My Heart. Your simplicity is more pleasing
to Me than your mortifications.
1618 Father An. [Andrasz‟s] words: Live more by faith. Pray that the Divine Mercy become more
widely known, and that the work may come into good hands that will manage it well. As for
yourself, try to be a good religious here – although things may turn out that way also – but try
to be a good religious right here. And now, if you feel those urgings from the Lord and
recognize that it is He, follow them. Devote to prayer all the time that is set apart for it, and
make your notations afterwards……..
1619 (17) + The last two days of carnival. 240 My physical sufferings have intensified. I am uniting
myself more closely with the suffering Savior, asking Him for mercy for the whole world,
which is running riot in its wickedness. Throughout the day I felt the pain of the crown of
thorns. When I lay down, I could not rest my head on the pillow. But at ten o‟clock the pains
ceased, and I feel asleep; but the next day I felt very exhausted.
1620 + Jesus-Host, if You Yourself did not sustain me, I would not be able to persevere on the
cross. I would not be able to endure so much suffering. But the power of Your grace
maintains me on a higher level and makes my sufferings meritorious. You give me strength
always to move forward and to gain heaven by force and to have love in my heart for those
from whom I suffer adversities and contempt. With Your grace one can do all things.
1621 (18) March 1, 1938. One-day Retreat.
In meditation, I learned that I should hide myself as deeply as possible in the Heart of Jesus,
meditate upon His Sorrowful Passion, and penetrate into the sentiments of His Divine Heart,
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