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see that you are suffering very much at this moment. I‟m going to give you a piece of
advice on which your happiness will depend: Never speak about God‟s mercy and, in
particular, do not encourage sinners to trust in God‟s mercy, because they deserve a
just punishment. Another very important thing: Do not tell your confessors, and
especially this extraordinary confessor and the priest in Vilnius, about what goes on in
your soul. I know them; I know who they are, and so I want to put you on your guard
(105) against them. You see, to live as good nun, it is sufficient to live like all the
others. Why expose yourself to so many difficulties?”
1498 I remained silent, and by an act of will I dwelt in God, although a moan escaped from
my heart. Finally, the tempter went away and I, exhausted, fell asleep immediately. In
the morning, right after receiving Holy Communion, I went immediately to my cell and
falling on my knees I renewed my act of submission in all things to the will of God.
“Jesus, I ask You, give me the strength for battle. Let it be done to me according to
Your most holy will. My soul is enamored of Your most holy will.”
1499 At that moment, I saw Jesus, who said, I am pleased with what you are doing. And
you can continue to be at peace if you always do the best you can in respect to
this work of mercy. Be absolutely as frank as possible with your confessor.
Satan gained nothing by tempting you, because you did not enter into
conversation with him. Continue to act in this way. You gave Me great glory
today by fighting so faithfully. (106) Let it be confirmed and engraved on your
heart that I am always with you, even if you don‟t feel My presence at the time of
battle.
1500 Today, the love of god is transporting me into the other world. I am all immersed in
love; I love and feel that I am loved, and with full consciousness I experience this. My
soul is drowning in the Lord, realizing the great Majesty of God and its own littleness;
but through this knowledge my happiness increases…. This awareness is so vivid in the
soul, so powerful and, at the same time, so sweet.
1501 + Now that I have difficulty sleeping at night, because my suffering won‟t allow it, I visit
all the churches and chapels and, if only for a brief moment, I make an act of adoration
before the Blessed Sacrament. When I return to my chapel, I then pray for certain
priests who proclaim and glory The Divine Mercy. I also pray for the intentions of the
Holy Father and to obtain mercy for sinners – such are my nights.
1502 (107) January 20, 1938. I never cringe before anyone. I can‟t bear flattery, for humility
is nothing but the truth. There is no cringing in true humility. Although I consider myself
the least in the whole convent, on the other hand, I enjoy the honor of being the bride of
Christ. Little matter that often I hear people say that I am proud, for I know that human
judgment does not discern motives for our actions.
1503 When, at the beginning of my religious life, following the novitiate, I began to exercise
myself particularly in humility, the humiliations that God sent me were not enough for
me. And so, in my excessive zeal, I looked for more of them on my own, and I often
represented myself to my superiors other than I was in reality and spoke of miseries of
which I had no notion. But a short time later, Jesus gave me to know that humility is
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