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mercy; and thirdly, deeds of mercy. And when the Last Day comes, we shall be judged
from this, and on this basis we shall receive the eternal verdict.
1159 God‟s floodgates have been opened for us. Let us want to take advantage of them before
the day of God‟s justice arrives. And that will be a dreadful day!
1160 (44) When once I asked the Lord Jesus how He could tolerate so many sins and crimes
and not punish them, the Lord answered me, I have eternity for punishing [these], and
so I am prolonging the time of mercy for the sake of [sinners]. But woe to them if
they do not recognize this time of My visitation. My daughter, secretary of My
mercy, your duty is not only to write about and proclaim My mercy, but also to beg
for this grace for them, so that they too may glorify My mercy.
1161 Today, my soul suffered such agony that I began to complain to the Lord Jesus, “Jesus,
how can You leave me alone? I cannot take even one step forward by myself. You have
taken my confessor away, and You Yourself are hiding from me. Surely, You know,
Jesus, that of myself I know nothing but how to waste Your graces. Jesus, You must
arrange things so that Father Andrasz will return.” But the anguish persisted.
1162 It occurred to me to go to some priest and tell him of my anguish as well as some various
inspirations, that he might resolve them for me; and I shared this idea with Mother
Superior [Irene]. Mother replied, “I understand, Sister, that you are going through a
difficult time, but at present, I really do not know of any priest who would be suitable for
you. At any rate, Father Andrasz will be returning soon. So, for now, go and tell
everything to the lord Jesus.”
1163 When I went to talk with the Lord for a while, I heard a voice in my soul: My – I will not
give you the grace to reveal yourself to someone else, and even if you did bare
yourself, I will not give that priest the grace needed to understand you. At this
time, it is My desire that you put up with yourself patiently. (45) My daughter, it is
not My will that you should tell everybody about the gifts I have granted you. I
have entrusted you to the care of the friend of My Heart, and under his direction
your soul will bloom. I have given him light to recognize My life in your soul.
1164 My daughter, when I was before Herod, I obtained a grace for you; namely, that you
would be able to rise above human scorn and follow faithfully in My footsteps. Be
silent when they do not want to acknowledge your truth, because it is then that you
speak more eloquently.
1165 Know this, My daughter: if you strive for perfection you will sanctify many souls;
and if you do not strive for sanctity, by the same token, many souls will remain
imperfect. Know that their perfection will depend on your perfection, and the
greater part of the responsibility for these souls will fall on you.
1166 Then He said to me, Do not fear, My child; but remain faithful only to My grace…..
1167 Satan has admitted to me that I am the object of his hatred. He said that “a thousand
souls do me less harm than you do when you speak of the great mercy of the Almighty
One. The greatest sinners regain confidence and return to God, and I lose everything.
But what is more, you persecute me personally with that unfathomable mercy of the
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