divine-mercy-in-my-soul

1056 At eleven o‟clock Jesus said to me, My host, you are refreshment for My tormented
Heart. I thought, after these words, that my heart would burn up. And He brought me
into such close intimacy with Himself that my heart was espoused to His Heart in a loving
union, and I could feel the faintest stir of His Heart and he, of mine. The fire of my
created love was joined to the ardor of His eternal love. This one grace surpasses all
others in its immensity. His Trinitarian Being enveloped me entirely, and I am totally
immersed in Him. My littleness is, as it were, wrestling with this Immortal Might One. I
am immersed in incomprehensible love and incomprehensible torture because of His
Passion. All that concerns His Being is imparted to me also.
1057 Up to now, Jesus has been bringing me to know about, and to have a presentiment of,
this grace, but today He granted it to me. I would not even dare to dream about it. My
heart is in ceaseless ecstasy, as it were, although outwardly nothing disturbs my contacts
with my neighbor or my attending to various matters. Nothing is capable of interrupting
my ecstasy, nor can anyone suspect it, because I have asked God to protect me from
detection by people. And, together with this grace, there entered my soul a whole ocean
of light, enabling me to understand God and myself. Amazement overwhelms me entirely
and leads me as if into a new ecstasy [aroused by the fact] that God has deigned to
descend to me, who am so little.
1058 (16) + At three o‟clock, I prayed prostrate, in the form of a cross, for the whole world.
Jesus‟ mortal life was coming to an end. I heard His seven words: then He looked at me
and said, Beloved daughter of My Heart, you are My solace amidst terrible torments.
1059 Jesus is commanding me to make a novena before the Feast of Mercy, and today I am to
begin it for the conversion of the whole world and for the recognition of The Divine
Mercy…. so that every soul will praise My goodness. I desire trust from My
creatures. Encourage souls to place great trust in My fathomless mercy. Let the
weak, sinful souls have no fear to approach Me, for even if it had more sins that
there are grains of sand in the world, all would be drowned in the unmeasurable
depths of My mercy.
1060 When Jesus had given up His last breath, my soul dissolved from the pain, and for a long
time I could not come to myself. I found some relief in tears. The One whom my heart
had come to love has died. Will anyone understand my grief?
1061 In the evening, over the radio, I heard hymns; that is, psalms, sung by priests. 185 I burst
into tears, and all of the pain was renewed in my soul, and I wept sorrowfully, unable to
find appeasement in this pain. Then I heard a voice in my soul: Do not cry; I am not
suffering any more. And for the faithfulness with which you accompanied Me in My
sufferings and death, your own death will be a solemn one, and I will accompany
you in that last hour. Beloved pearl of My Heart, I see your love so pure, purer than
that of the angels, and all the more so because you keep fighting. For your sake I
bless the world. I see your efforts to please Me, and they delight My Heart.
After these words, I wept no more, but thanked the heavenly Father for having sent us His
Son and for the work of the Redemption of mankind.
1062 (17) + I made an hour of adoration in thanksgiving for the graces which had been granted
me and for my illness. Illness also is a great grace. I have been ill for four months, but I
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