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as a dove, without compla<strong>in</strong>t. Let all <strong>my</strong> desires, even the holiest, noblest and most<br />

beautiful, take always the last place and Your holy will, the very first. The least of Your<br />

desires, O Lord, is more precious to me than heaven, with all its treasures. I know very<br />

well that people will not understand me; that is why <strong>my</strong> sacrifice will be purer <strong>in</strong> Your<br />

eyes.<br />

958 Some days ago, a certa<strong>in</strong> person came to me and asked me to pray for her <strong>in</strong>tention, as<br />

she had some urgent and important bus<strong>in</strong>ess. All of a sudden, I felt <strong>in</strong> <strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong> that this<br />

matter was not pleas<strong>in</strong>g to God, and I replied that I would not pray for this <strong>in</strong>tention, “but I<br />

will pray for you, <strong>in</strong> general” [I added]. A few days later, this lady came back to me and<br />

thanked me for not hav<strong>in</strong>g prayed for her <strong>in</strong>tention, but rather for her, because she had<br />

been motivated by a spirit of revenge toward a certa<strong>in</strong> person to whom she owed respect<br />

and veneration <strong>in</strong> virtue (302) of the fourth commandment. The Lord Jesus had changed<br />

her <strong>in</strong>terior [dispositions], and she herself acknowledged her guilt; but was, however,<br />

surprised that I had penetrated her secret.<br />

959 + Today I received a letter from Father Sopocko, who sent me greet<strong>in</strong>gs for <strong>my</strong> feast day<br />

[February 15]. His greet<strong>in</strong>gs gave me joy, but his poor health made me sad. I had known<br />

about this by <strong>in</strong>terior <strong>in</strong>tuition, but had not quite believed it. But it seems to me that if he<br />

himself wrote that this was so, then the other th<strong>in</strong>gs about which he did not write are also<br />

true, and <strong>my</strong> <strong>in</strong>terior knowledge has not deceived me. He requested me to underl<strong>in</strong>e all<br />

that I know does not come from me; that is to say, all that Jesus tells me which I hear <strong>in</strong><br />

<strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong>. 172 He has already asked me to do this several times, but I did not have the time<br />

and, to tell the truth, I was <strong>in</strong> no hurry to do so. But how does he know that I have not<br />

done this? I was very surprised; but now I am sett<strong>in</strong>g about this work with all <strong>my</strong> heart. O<br />

<strong>my</strong> Jesus, Your representative‟s will is clearly Your holy will, without a shadow of a doubt.<br />

960 (303) February 16, 1937. Today I entered a neighbor<strong>in</strong>g room by mistake and so, for a<br />

while, I talked with the person who was there. When I returned to <strong>my</strong> own room I thought<br />

about that person for a few moments. Then suddenly, Jesus stood by <strong>my</strong> side and said.<br />

My daughter, what are you th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g about right now? Without th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g, I snuggled<br />

close to His heart, because I realized that I had been th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g too much about creatures.<br />

961 + This morn<strong>in</strong>g after complet<strong>in</strong>g <strong>my</strong> spiritual exercises, I began at once to crochet. I<br />

sensed a stillness <strong>in</strong> <strong>my</strong> heart; I sensed that Jesus was rest<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> it. That deep and sweet<br />

consciousness of God‟s presence prompted me to say to the Lord, “O Most Holy Tr<strong>in</strong>ity<br />

dwell<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> <strong>my</strong> heart, I beg You: grant the grace of conversion to as many <strong>soul</strong>s as the<br />

[number of] stitches that I will make today with this crochet hook.” Then I heard these<br />

words <strong>in</strong> <strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong>: My daughter, too great are your demands, “Jesus, You know that<br />

for You it is easier to grant much rather than a little.” That is so, it is less difficult for<br />

Me to grant a <strong>soul</strong> much rather than a little, but every conversion of a s<strong>in</strong>ful <strong>soul</strong><br />

demands sacrifice. “Well, Jesus, I offer You (304) this whole-hearted work of m<strong>in</strong>e; this<br />

offer<strong>in</strong>g does not seem to me to be too small for such a large number of <strong>soul</strong>s; You know,<br />

Jesus, that for thirty years You were sav<strong>in</strong>g <strong>soul</strong>s by just this k<strong>in</strong>d of work. And s<strong>in</strong>ce holy<br />

obedience forbids me to perform great penances and mortifications, therefore I ask You,<br />

Lord; accept these mere noth<strong>in</strong>gs stamped with the seal of obedience as great th<strong>in</strong>gs.”<br />

Then I heard a voice <strong>in</strong> <strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong>: My dear daughter, I comply with your request.<br />

962 + I often see a certa<strong>in</strong> person dear to God. The Lord has great love for him, not only<br />

because he is striv<strong>in</strong>g to spread the veneration of God‟s <strong>mercy</strong>, but also because of the<br />

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