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Oh, how good the Lord is, and how full of compassion; Jesus, how heartily I thank You for<br />

these graces.<br />

918 February 5, 1937. My Jesus, <strong>in</strong> spite of everyth<strong>in</strong>g, I desire very much to unite <strong>my</strong>self to<br />

You. Jesus, if this be possible, takes me to Yourself, for it seems to me that <strong>my</strong> heart will<br />

burst of long<strong>in</strong>g for You!<br />

Oh, how very much I feel that I am <strong>in</strong> exile! When will I f<strong>in</strong>d <strong>my</strong>self <strong>in</strong> the house of our<br />

Father, delight<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the happ<strong>in</strong>ess that streams from the Most Holy Tr<strong>in</strong>ity? But, if it is<br />

Your will that I still go on liv<strong>in</strong>g and suffer<strong>in</strong>g, then I desire what You have dest<strong>in</strong>ed for<br />

me. Keep me here on earth for as long as You wish, even though this be until the end of<br />

the world. O will of <strong>my</strong> Lord, be <strong>my</strong> delight and the rapture of <strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong>. Although the earth<br />

is so filled with people, I feel all alone, and the earth is a terrible desert to me. O Jesus,<br />

Jesus, You know and understand the fervors of <strong>my</strong> heart; You, O Lord, alone can fill me.<br />

919 (275) + Today, when I warned a certa<strong>in</strong> young lady that she should not be stand<strong>in</strong>g for<br />

hours <strong>in</strong> the corridor with the men, because it was unbecom<strong>in</strong>g for a well-bred young lady<br />

to do so, she apologized and promised to correct herself. She began to cry when she<br />

became aware of her thoughtlessness. As I was say<strong>in</strong>g these few th<strong>in</strong>gs to her<br />

concern<strong>in</strong>g moral behavior, all the men from the ward came over and listened to <strong>my</strong><br />

words of advice. The Jewish people even heard a few th<strong>in</strong>gs about themselves. A<br />

certa<strong>in</strong> person told me afterwards that they put their ears aga<strong>in</strong>st the wall and listened<br />

attentively. I somehow felt they were listen<strong>in</strong>g, but I said what I had to say. The walls are<br />

so th<strong>in</strong> here that one can be heard, even when speak<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> a low voice.<br />

920 +There is a woman here 165 who was once one of our students. Naturally, she puts <strong>my</strong><br />

patience to the test. She comes to see me several times a day. After each of these visits<br />

I am tired out, but I see that the Lord Jesus has sent that <strong>soul</strong> to me. Let everyth<strong>in</strong>g<br />

glorify You, O Lord. Patience gives glory to God. O how poor the <strong>soul</strong>s are!<br />

921 (276) February 6, [1937]. Today, the Lord said to me, My daughter, I am told that there<br />

is much simplicity <strong>in</strong> you, so why do you not tell Me about everyth<strong>in</strong>g that<br />

concerns you, even the smallest details? Tell Me about everyth<strong>in</strong>g, and know that<br />

this will give Me great joy. I answered, “But You know about everyth<strong>in</strong>g, Lord.” And<br />

Jesus replied to me, Yes, I do know; but you should not excuse yourself with the fact<br />

that I know, but with childlike simplicity talk to Me about everyth<strong>in</strong>g, for My ears<br />

and heart are <strong>in</strong>cl<strong>in</strong>ed towards you, and your words are dear to Me.<br />

922 + When I began this big novena for three <strong>in</strong>tentions, I saw a t<strong>in</strong>y <strong>in</strong>sect on the ground and<br />

thought: how did it get here <strong>in</strong> the middle of w<strong>in</strong>ter: Then I heard the follow<strong>in</strong>g words <strong>in</strong><br />

<strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong>: You see, I am th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g of it and susta<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g it, and what is it compared to<br />

you? Why was your <strong>soul</strong> fearful for a moment? I apologized to the Lord for that<br />

moment. Jesus wants me to always be a child and to leave all care to Him, and to submit<br />

bl<strong>in</strong>dly to His holy will. He took everyth<strong>in</strong>g upon Himself.<br />

923 (277) February 7, [1937]. Today, the Lord said to me, I demand of you a perfect and<br />

whole-burnt offer<strong>in</strong>g; and offer<strong>in</strong>g of the will. No other sacrifice can compare with<br />

this one. I Myself am direct<strong>in</strong>g your life and arrang<strong>in</strong>g th<strong>in</strong>gs <strong>in</strong> such a way that<br />

you will be for Me a cont<strong>in</strong>ual sacrifice and will always do My will. And for the<br />

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