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pronounce judgment on my case. My eye watches over him. My daughter, you are
to be like a child towards him, full of simplicity and candor. Put his judgment
above all My demands. He will guide you according to My will. If he doesn‟t allow
you to carry out My demands, be at peace; I will not judge you, but the matter will
remain between Me and him. You are to be obedient.
896 January 25, 1937. Today my soul is steeped in bitterness. O Jesus, O my Jesus, today
everyone can add to my cup of bitterness. It makes no difference whether they be friend
or foe, they can all inflict suffering on me. And You, O Jesus, are bound to give me
strength and power in these difficult moments. O Blessed Host, support me and seal my
lips against all murmuring and complaint. When I am silent, I know I shall be victorious.
897 (262) January 27, 1937. I feel considerable improvement in my health. Jesus is bringing
me from the gates of death to life, because there was so little left but for me to die, and lo,
the Lord grants me the fullness of life. Although I am still to remain in the sanatorium, I
am almost completely well. I see that the will of god has not yet been fulfilled in me, and
that is why I must live, for I know that if I fulfill everything the Lord has planned for me in
this world, He will not leave me in exile any longer, for heaven is my home. But before we
go to our Homeland, we must fulfill the will of God on earth; that is, trials and struggles
must run their full course in us.
898 O my Jesus, You are giving me back my health and life; give me also strength for battle,
because I am unable to do anything without You. Give me strength, for You can do all
things. You see that I am a frail child, and what can I do:
I know the full power of Your mercy, and I trust that You will give me everything your
feeble child needs.
899 (263) I have desired death so much! I do not know whether I shall ever again in my life
experience such great longing for God. There have been times when I fell into a swoon
for Him. Oh, how ugly the earth when one knows heaven! I must do violence to myself in
order to live. O will of God, you are my nourishment.
900 Oh, how3 drab and full of misunderstandings is this life! My patience is exercised, and
after it comes experience. I understand and learn many things each day and see that I
know very little, and I am constantly discovering faults in my conduct. Still, I am not
discouraged by this, but thank God that He deigns to grant me His light that I may know
myself.
901 + There is a certain person [Stanislava Kwietniewska 163 ] who tests my patience. I must
devote much time to her. When I talk with her, I feel that she is lying, and this,
continually. And because she tells me about things far away which I cannot verify, she is
able to get away with the lie. But I am inwardly convinced that there is no (264) truth in
what she says. When it occurred to me once that I might be mistaken and that she might
be telling the truth, I asked the Lord Jesus to give me the following sign: if she is really
lying, let her admit to me herself that she has lied about any one of the things concerning
which I am inwardly convinced that she is lying. And if she is telling the truth, let the Lord
Jesus take this conviction away from me. A little later, she came to me again and said,
“Sister, I beg your forgiveness, but I have lied about such and such a thing,” and I
understood that the inner light concerning that person had not misled me.
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