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the great solicitude of my superiors, especially that of our dear Mother General [Michael],
who is so solicitous for the sisters who are ill.
795 I have accepted the favor of this treatment, but I am fully resigned to the will of god. Let
God do with me as He pleases. I desire nothing but the fulfillment of his holy will. I am
uniting myself with the Mother of God, and I am leaving Nazareth and going to
Bethlehem. I will spend Christmas there among strangers, yet with Jesus, Mary and
Joseph, because such is the will of God. I am striving to do the will of God in all things. I
do not desire a return to health more than death. I entrust myself completely to His
infinite mercy and, as a little child, I am living in the greatest peace. I am trying only to
make my love for Him deeper and purer, to be a delight to His divine glance……
796 (197) The Lord told me to say this chaplet for nine days before the Feast of Mercy. It is
to begin on Good Friday. By this novena, I will grant every possible grace to souls.
797 When I was somewhat overcome by the fear that I was to be outside the community for
so long a time alone, Jesus said to me, You will not be alone, because I am with you
always and everywhere. Near to My Heart, fear nothing. I Myself am the cause of
your departure. Know that My eyes follow every move of your heart with great
attention. I am bringing you into seclusion so that I Myself may form your heart
according to My future plans. What are you afraid of? If you are with Me, who will
dare touch you? Nevertheless, I am very pleased that you confide your fears to
Me, My daughter. Speak to Me about everything in a completely simple and human
way; by this you will give Me great joy. I understand you because I am God-Man.
(198) This simple language of your heart is more pleasing to Me than the hymns
composed in My honor. Know, My daughter, that the simpler your speech is, the
more you attract Me to yourself. And now, be at peace close to My Heart. Lay your
pen aside and get ready to leave.
798 December 9, 1936. This morning, I left for Pradnik. Sister Chrysostom drove me here. I
have a private room to myself; I am very much like a Carmelite. When Sister
Chrysostom had left and I was alone, I steeped myself in prayer, entrusting myself to the
special protection of the Mother of God. She alone is always with me. She, like a good
Mother, watches over all my trials and efforts.
799 Suddenly, I saw the Lord Jesus, who said to me, Be at peace, My child. See, you are
not alone. My Heart watches over you. Jesus filled me with strength concerning a
certain person. I feel strength within my soul.
(199) A moral principle.
800 If one does not know what is better, one must reflect, consider and seek advice, because
one must not act with an uncertain conscience. When uncertain, say to yourself:
“Whatever I do will be good. I have the intention of doing good.” The Lord God accepts
what we consider good, and the Lord God also accepts and considers it as good. One
should not worry if, after some time, one sees that these things are not good. God looks
at the intention with which we begin, and will reward us accordingly. This is a principle
which we ought to follow.
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