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him about everything that had happened to me and about what Jesus had said to
me. When I told Father, he was quite different and he said (103) to me, “Sister,
don‟t be afraid of anything; you will come to no harm, for the Lord Jesus will not
allow it. If you are obedient and persevere in this disposition, you need not worry
about anything. God will find a way to bring about His work. You should always
have this simplicity and sincerity and tell everything to Mother General. What I
said to you was said as a warning, because illusions may afflict even holy persons,
and Satan‟s insinuations may play a part in this, and sometimes this comes from
our own selves, so one has to be careful. And so continue as you have thus far.
You can see, Sister, that the Lord is not angered by this. And Sister, you can
repeat these things that have happened to you are present to your regular
confessor [Father Sopocko].”
647 From this, I came to understand one thing: that I must pray much for each of my
confessors, that he might obtain the light of the Holy (104) Spirit, for when I
approach the confessional without first praying fervently, the confessor does not
understand me very well. Father encouraged me to pray fervently for these
intentions, that God would give better knowledge and understanding of the things
He is asking of me. “Make novena after novena, Sister, and God will not refuse
the graces.”
648 Good Friday. At three o‟clock, I saw the Lord Jesus, crucified, who looked at me
and said, I thirst. Then I saw two rays issue from His side, just as they appear in
the image. I then felt in my soul the desire to save souls and to empty myself for
the sake of poor sinners. I offered myself, together with the dying Jesus, to the
Eternal Father, for the salvation of the whole world. With Jesus, through Jesus
(105) and in Jesus is my communion with You, Eternal Father. On Good Friday,
Jesus suffered in His soul in a way which was different from [His suffering on] Holy
Thursday.
649 Mass of the Resurrection. [April 12, 1936]. When I entered the chapel, my spirit
was immersed in God, its only treasure. His presence flooded me.
650 O my Jesus, my Master and Director, strengthen and enlighten me in these difficult
moments of my life. I expect no help from people; all my hope is in You. I feel
alone in the face of Your demands, O Lord. Despite the fears and qualms of my
nature, I am fulfilling Your holy will and desire to fulfill it as faithfully as possible
throughout my life and in my death. Jesus, with You I can do all things. Do with
me as You please; only give me Your merciful Heart and that is enough for me.
(106) O Jesus my Lord, help me. Let what You have planned before all ages
happen to me. I am ready at each beckoning of Your holy will. Enlighten my mind
that I may know Your will. O God, You who pervade my soul, You know that I
desire nothing but Your glory.
O Divine Will, You are the delight of my heart, the food of my soul, the light of my
intellect, the omnipotent strength of my will; for when I united myself with Your will,
O Lord, Your power works through me and takes the place of my feeble will. Each
day, I seek to carry out God‟s wishes.
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