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Truly, God gave me the great grace of complete confidence, and after the conversation, God granted me the grace of deep peace and light concerning these matters. 495 Jesus, Eternal Light, enlighten my mind, strengthen my will, inflame my heart and be with me as You have promised, for without You I am nothing. You know, Jesus, how weak I am. I do not need to tell You this, for You Yourself know perfectly well how wretched I am. It is in You that all my strength lies. 496 (204) Confession Day. From early morning, the turmoil in my soul was more violent than anything I had ever experienced before. Complete abandonment by God; I felt the utter weakness that I was. Thoughts bore in upon me: why should I leave this convent where I am loved by the sisters and superiors, where life is so tranquil; [where I am] bound by perpetual vows and carry out my duties without difficulty; why should I listen to the voice of my conscience; why follow an inspiration coming from who knows where; wouldn‟t it be better to carry on like all the other sisters? Perhaps the Lord‟s words could be stifled, not taken heed of; maybe God will not demand an account of them on the Day of Judgment. Where will this inner voice lead me? If I follow it, what tremendous difficulties, tribulations, and adversities are in store for me. I fear the future, and I am agonizing in the present. This suffering continued with the same intensity throughout the whole day. When, in the evening, my turn came for confession, I could not make a full confession, even though I had been preparing for a long time. I received absolution and left, not knowing what was going on within me. When I went to bed, the suffering grew even worse; or rather, it changed into a fire which penetrated all the faculties of my soul like lightning, piercing me to the marrow, and to the most secret recesses of my heart. In the midst of this suffering, I was unable to bring myself to do anything. “Your will be done, Lord.” At times I could not even think these words. Truly, a deadly fear had taken hold of me, and the flames of hell were touching me. Toward morning, silence set in, and my tribulations disappeared in the twinkling of an eye, but I felt so frightfully exhausted that I could not even move. During my conversation with Mother Superior, my strength returned bit by bit, but God alone knows how I felt throughout that whole day. 497 O Eternal Truth, Word Incarnate, who most faithfully fulfilled Your Father‟s will, today I am becoming a martyr of Your inspirations, since I cannot carry them out because I have no will of my own, though interiorly I see Your will clearly. (205) I submit in everything to the will of my superiors and my confessor. I will follow Your will insofar as You will permit me to do so through Your representative. O my Jesus, it cannot be helped, but I give priority to the voice of the Church over the voice with which You speak to me. After Holy Communion 498 I saw Jesus in the usual way, and He spoke these words to me: Lay your head on My shoulder, rest and regain your strength. I am always with you. Tell the friend of My Heart that I sue such feeble creatures to carry out My work. 144
After a while my spirit was strengthened with great power. Tell him that I had let him see your weakness during your confession to show him what you are of yourself. 499 Each battle valiantly fought brings me joy, peace, light, experience and courage for the future; honor and glory to god; and in the end, for me, a reward. Today is the Feast of Christ the King. [October 27, 1935] 500 During Holy Mass I prayed fervently that Jesus might become King of all hearts and that divine grace might shine in every soul. Then I saw Jesus as He is depicted in the image, and He said to me, My daughter, you give Me the greatest glory by faithfully fulfilling My desires. 501 Oh, how great is Your beauty, Jesus my Spouse! Living Flower enclosing life-giving dew for a thirsting soul! My soul is drowned in You. You alone are the object of my desires and strivings. United me as closely as possible to Yourself, to the Father, and to the Holy Spirit. Let me live and die in You. 502 Only love has meaning; it raises up our smallest actions into infinity. 503 My Jesus, truly I would not know how to live without You – my spirit is welded to Yours. No one can really understand this; one must first live in You in order to recognize You in others. (206) Cracow, October 25, 1935 Retreat Resolutions. 504 Not to do anything without the permission of my confessor and the consent of my superiors in all things, but especially regarding these inspirations and demands of the Lord. All my free time I will spend with the Divine Guest within my soul; I will safeguard my interior and exterior silence so that Jesus can rest in my heart. My sweetest repose will be in serving and obliging the sisters, in forgetting about myself and thinking of how to please the sisters. I will not offer explanations on my own behalf or seek to vindicate myself when criticized; I will let others judge me as they will. I have only one trusted Friend in whom I confide everything, and that is Jesus – the Eucharist, and His representative – my confessor. In the midst of all sufferings, both physical and spiritual, as well as in darkness and desolation, I will remain silent, like a dove, and not complain. 145
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DIARY Of Saint Maria Faustina Kowal
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In 1979, convinced of the importanc
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evidenced by the numerous testimoni
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this pain if you leave this convent
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For this reason, the content of thi
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d. The Hour of Mercy. In October, 1
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October 30, 1921 She receives the S
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May-June 1930 Assigned to the house
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January 8, 1936 March 17, 1936 Marc
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Sept. 19, 1937 Sept. 27, 1937 April
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Sept. 20, 1967 His Eminence, Karol
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Divine Mercy In my Soul Diary Sr. F
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NOTEBOOK I (2) + J.M.J. [Jesus, Mar
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est I could, I confided to my siste
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[The next night] I saw my Guardian
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lasted only one day. It seemed as t
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34 When I told this and certain oth
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uneasiness troubled me, and a stran
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53 I was very upset by this. I thou
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the only object of my love. In comp
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kitchen, I was very upset because I
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O Divine Sun, in Your rays the soul
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joy entered my soul, and a great lo
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the Feast of Mercy. Through the Wor
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The vow of poverty is the voluntary
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Prompt and complete fulfillment - t
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through these trials. In the midst
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107 O my God, I have come to know t
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allowed my peace to be disturbed. B
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119 I tremble to think that I have
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The Lord would have it that way. Bu
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want to show the power of My mercy.
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gives of itself, the happier it is.
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147 I recall that I have received m
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152 Once, I had night duty, 49 and
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161 O Mary, Immaculate Virgin, Pure
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+ You Yourself command me to exerci
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172 The father 58 who preached the
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The first attribute which the Lord
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Himself were to impose it on me, I
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203 Now, during this Lent, I often
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do something about this. I will alw
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a very special way. I continue to b
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239 Prayer during the Mass on the d
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is under the feet of the sisters. I
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253 +I must never judge anyone, but
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Page 109 and 110: 348 The first Thursday after Christ
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Page 131 and 132: 433 (180) May, 1935. During a Forty
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Page 137 and 138: 459 Throughout that entire meditati
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Page 155 and 156: 540 (15) In the evening when I was
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745 During Holy Mass, I was so enve
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that I could hardly hear her. She s
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such people. In such acts, love is
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774 + O my Jesus, I understand well
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duty of doing the known will of God
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801 Today, I still managed to pay a
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815 Jesus, my Love, today gave me t
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Holy Communion I returned to my roo
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(221) attributes; namely, Your unfa
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eing persecuted, those who are suff
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you.” Well, Jesus, I am always sp
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862 January 2, [1937]. The Name of
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875 Today, I experienced a great su
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884 Oh, how beautiful is the world
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pronounce judgment on my case. My e
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909 + We know each other mutually,
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Oh, how good the Lord is, and how f
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“they all do not know You, and th
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939 There is an exception [to this]
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+ (295) J.M.J. February 12, 1937 +
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as a dove, without complaint. Let a
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all the gifts You give me, thank yo
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987 Today, I came to know that a me
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ut after a few hours of such suffer
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1002 The Lord‟s Supper is laid, J
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1012 + March 8, 1937. Today, as I w
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the next room, and I went in and re
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way, with our Congregation. And I t
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1056 At eleven o‟clock Jesus said
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personally, I do not see anything w
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1084 Before every major grace, my s
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1098 Although God has confirmed me
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1112 In the afternoon, I talked wit
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1124 (34) + 12 [May 1937]. A strang
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much I feel I am in exile! I see th
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1152 It is no easy thing to bear su
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Almighty One.” I took note of the
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want to save them all. On the cross
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the sudden calming of the storm, no
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1211 Most Merciful Jesus, whose ver
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Eternal Father, turn Your merciful
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the most dreadful loathing in the G
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Notebook Four Of the Diary of Siste
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(3)+ J.M.J. Cracow, August 10, 1937
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will of God before all sacrifices a
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1257 I had undertaken to make a nov
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ecause it is not my intention to wr
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he would come, that was enough for
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God Himself is drawing him to His l
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That is why I pray for her most of
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another place for the time of the m
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Hail, God‟s goodness, incomprehen
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+ (1) J. M. J. 1322 The barque of m
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1331 Jesus, You Yourself have deign
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1345 + Fourth day. O Jesus, I have
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1360 O Lord, You who penetrate my w
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1374 October 30, 1937. Today, durin
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1386 O my Jesus, farewell; I must g
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Me is prayer for the conversion of
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And in this light may good deeds be
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And then the next time we met, she
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I feel the complete decay of my org
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1446 The Lord said to me, It should
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secondly, because I would not even
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1469 + I went to confession to the
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1481 Today 231 during Holy Mass, I
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My omnipotent mercy is active here.
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to comfort your aching heart and to
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their time of mercy. O my Lord, you
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1493 + O my Jesus, from the moment
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only the truth. From that time on,
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she has taken the greatest part in
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1534 + I saw a certain priest‟s e
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I know that I will give God the glo
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efall a soul. O hurricane, what are
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that you devote all your free momen
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need to attain sanctity. The graces
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1589 I do not know, O Lord, at what
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NOTEBOOK VI + (1) J. M. J. 1590 Pra
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your soul and ennobles it. Every ti
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ut not death. O my Jesus, do with m
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I am like a white host in Your hand
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Sister Infirmarian.” When the Sis
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“Sister, let‟s make an end of t
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+ 1654 J.M.J. I go, O my Bridegroom
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matter if there are times when the
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1675 On the following day, Sister F
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precious to you. Let go of yourself
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1695 Then I heard the words, I am g
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of their hearts, which were not goo
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1717 (84) Today, I was talking with
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1729 O my Jesus, You alone know of
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1739 Write, My daughter, that I am
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Man erred, but he cannot ask pardon
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In Your inconceivable love, You all
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Mother Superior allows it or not.
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1764 Application: O my Jesus, I fee
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1778 My resolution continues to be
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1792 I learned that a certain soul
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My Preparation for Holy Communion 3
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1804 (2) The most solemn moment of
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souls. After these words, I was onc
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1828 16. + Today, the Majesty of Go
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Footnotes to the Diary of Saint Mar
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pastor in Klebow, became my husband
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and a great discerner of souls. She
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28. “Jozefinek,” a newly create
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46. The Saint had in mind here the
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65. Sister Faustina‟s younger sis
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Mercy in the form given by Sister F
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case also only after a request of a
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100. Father Sopocko placed this cha
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123. Some communities, including th
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142. Father Sopocko, in his letter
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163. Probably Stanislava Kwietniews
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192. We do not know to what talks t
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211. The Saint had two brothers, St
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M. Raphael Buczynska - in Cracow an
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calls it the “last hope of salvat
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Prayer for, 1570 Priests and, 1521
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MARY, MOTHER OF GOD Advice of Jesus
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Lack of, in chosen souls, 731 Measu
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