divine-mercy-in-my-soul

My confessor [Father Sopocko] asked me if at that moment Jesus was there and if
I could see Him. “Yes, He is here, and I can see Him.” He then told me to ask
Jesus about certain persons. Jesus did not answer me, but looked at him.
However, after the confession, when I was reciting my penance, Jesus spoke
these words to me: Go and console him on my behalf. Not understanding the
meaning of these words, I immediately repeated to him what Jesus had told me to
do.
467 Throughout the whole retreat, I was in uninterrupted communion with Jesus and
entered into an intimate relationship with Him with all the might of my heart.
468 The day of the renewal of vows. At the beginning of Holy Mass, I saw Jesus in the
usual way. He blessed us and then entered the tabernacle. Then I saw the
Mother of God in a white garment and blue mantle, with Her head uncovered. She
approached me from the altar, touched me with Her hands and covered me with
Her mantle, saying, Offer these vows for Poland. Pray for her. This was on
August fifteen.
469 On the evening of that same day, I felt in my soul a great yearning for God. I do
not see Him at this moment with my bodily eyes as I have on other occasions, but I
sense His presence and yet do not grasp Him [with my mind]. This causes me
great yearning and torment beyond words. I am dying from the desire to possess
Him, to be drowned in Him forever. My spirit pursues Him with all its might; there
is nothing in the world that could comfort me. O Love Eternal, now I understand in
what close intimacy my heart was with You! For what else can satisfy me in
heaven or on earth except You, O my God, in Whom my soul is drowned.
470 (194) One evening, as I looked up from my cell to the sky and saw the beautiful
star-strewn firmament and the moon, an inconceivable fire of love for my Creator
welled up within my soul and, unable to bear the yearning for Him that arose within
my soul, I fell on my face, humbling myself in the dust. I glorified Him for all His
works and, when my heart could no longer bear what was going on within it, I wept
aloud. Then my Guardian Angel touched me and spoke to me these words: “The
Lord orders me to tell you to rise from the ground.” I did so immediately, but felt no
consolation in my soul. The yearning for God grew even stronger in me.
471 One day, when I was at adoration, and my spirit seemed to be dying for Him, and I
could no longer hold back my tears, I saw a spirit of great beauty who spoke these
words to me: “Don‟t cry – says the Lord.” After a moment I asked, “Who are you?”
He answered me, “I am one of the seven spirits who stand before the throne of
God day and night and give Him ceaseless praise.” Yet this spirit did not soothe
my yearning, but roused me to even greater longing for God. This spirit is very
beautiful, and his beauty comes from close union with God. This spirit does not
leave me for a single moment, but accompanies me everywhere.
On the following day during Holy Mass, before the Elevation, this spirit began to
sing these words: Holy, Holy, Holy.” His voice was like that of a thousand voices;
it is impossible to put it into words. Suddenly, my spirit was united with God, and in
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