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441 Once, the image was be<strong>in</strong>g exhibited over the altar dur<strong>in</strong>g the Corpus Christi<br />

procession [June 20, 1935]. When the priest exposed the Blessed Sacrament, and<br />

the choir began to s<strong>in</strong>g, the rays from image pierced the Sacred Host and spread<br />

out all over the world. Then I heard these words: These rays of <strong>mercy</strong> will pass<br />

through you, just as they have passed through this Host, and they will go out<br />

(184) through all the world. At these words, profound joy <strong>in</strong>vaded <strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong>.<br />

442 Once when <strong>my</strong> confessor [Father Sopocko] was say<strong>in</strong>g Mass, I saw, as usual, the<br />

Child Jesus on the altar, from the time of the Offertory. However, a moment before<br />

the Elevation, the priest vanished from <strong>my</strong> sight, and Jesus alone rema<strong>in</strong>ed. When<br />

the moment of the Elevation approached, Jesus took the Host and the chalice <strong>in</strong><br />

His little hands and raised them together, look<strong>in</strong>g up to heaven, and a moment<br />

later I aga<strong>in</strong> saw <strong>my</strong> confessor. I asked the Child Jesus where the priest had been<br />

dur<strong>in</strong>g the time I had not seen him. Jesus answered, In My Heart. But I could not<br />

understand anyth<strong>in</strong>g more of these words of Jesus.<br />

443 On one occasion I heard these words, I desire that you live accord<strong>in</strong>g to My<br />

will, <strong>in</strong> the most secret depths of your <strong>soul</strong>. I reflected on these words, which<br />

spoke very much to <strong>my</strong> heart. This was on the day of confessions for the<br />

community. When I went to confession and had accused <strong>my</strong>self of <strong>my</strong> s<strong>in</strong>s, the<br />

priest [Father Sopocko] repeated to me the same words that the Lord had<br />

previously spoken.<br />

444 The priest spoke these profound words to me, “There are three degrees <strong>in</strong> the<br />

accomplishment of God‟s will: <strong>in</strong> the first, the <strong>soul</strong> carries out all rules and statutes<br />

perta<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g to external observance; <strong>in</strong> the second degree, the <strong>soul</strong> accepts <strong>in</strong>terior<br />

<strong>in</strong>spiration and carries them out faithfully; <strong>in</strong> the third degree, the <strong>soul</strong>, abandoned<br />

to the will of God, allows Him to dispose of it freely, and God does with it as, He<br />

pleases, and it is a docile tool <strong>in</strong> His hands.” And the priest said that I was at the<br />

second degree <strong>in</strong> the accomplishment of God‟s will and that I had not yet reached<br />

the (185) third degree, but that I should strive to atta<strong>in</strong> it. These words pierced <strong>my</strong><br />

<strong>soul</strong>. I see clearly that God often gives the priest knowledge of what is go<strong>in</strong>g on <strong>in</strong><br />

the depths of <strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong>. This does not surprise me at all; <strong>in</strong>deed, I thank God that<br />

He has such chosen persons.<br />

Thursday, Nocturnal Adoration.<br />

445 When I came for adoration, an <strong>in</strong>ner recollection took hold of me immediately, and<br />

I saw the Lord Jesus tied to a pillar, stripped of His clothes, and the scourg<strong>in</strong>g<br />

began immediately. I saw four men who took turns at strik<strong>in</strong>g the Lord with<br />

scourges. My heart almost stopped at the sight of these tortures. The Lord said to<br />

me, I suffer even greater pa<strong>in</strong> than that which you see. And Jesus gave me to<br />

know for what s<strong>in</strong>s He subjected Himself to the scourg<strong>in</strong>g: these are s<strong>in</strong>s of<br />

impurity. Oh, how dreadful was Jesus‟ moral suffer<strong>in</strong>g dur<strong>in</strong>g the scourg<strong>in</strong>g! Then<br />

Jesus said to me, Look and see the human race <strong>in</strong> its present condition. In an<br />

<strong>in</strong>stant, I saw horrible th<strong>in</strong>gs: the executioners left Jesus, and other people started<br />

scourg<strong>in</strong>g Him; they seized the scourges and struck the Lord Mercilessly. These<br />

were priests, religious men and women, and high dignitaries of the Church, which<br />

surprised me greatly. There were lay people of all ages and walks of life. All<br />

vented their malice on the <strong>in</strong>nocent Jesus. See<strong>in</strong>g this, <strong>my</strong> heart fell as if <strong>in</strong>to a<br />

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