divine-mercy-in-my-soul

335 Once, when I saw Jesus in the form of a small child, I asked, “Jesus, why do you now
take on the form of a child when You commune with me? In spite of this, I still see in
You the infinite God, my Lord and Creator.” Jesus replied that until I learned simplicity
and humility, He would commune with me as a little child.
336 1934. During Holy Mass, when the Lord Jesus was exposed in the Blessed
Sacrament, before Holy Communion, I saw two rays coming out from the Blessed
Host, just as they are painted in the image, once of them red and the other pale. And
they were reflected on each of the sisters and wards, but not on all in the same way.
On some of them the rays were barely visible. It was the last day of the children‟s
retreat.
337 November 22, 1934. +On one occasion, my spiritual director [Father Sopocko] told me
to look carefully into myself and to examine whether I had any attachment to some
particular object or creature, or even to myself, or whether I engaged in useless
chatter, “for all these things,” [he said,] “get in the way of the Lord Jesus, who wants
complete freedom in directing your soul. God is jealous of our hearts and wants us to
love Him alone.”
338 When I started to look deep within myself, I did not find any attachment to anything,
but as in all things that concern me, so also in this matter, I was afraid and distrustful
of myself. Tired out by this detailed self-examination, I went before the Blessed
Sacrament and asked Jesus with all my heart, “Jesus, my Spouse, Treasure of my
heart, (142) You know that I know You alone and that I have no other love but You;
but, Jesus, if I were about to become attached to anything that is not You, I beg and
entreat You, Jesus, by the power of Your mercy, let instant death descend upon me,
for I prefer to die a thousand times than to be unfaithful to You once in even the
smallest thing.”
339 At that moment, Jesus suddenly stood before me, coming I know not from where,
radiant with unbelievable beauty, clothed in a white garment, with uplifted arms, and
He spoke these words to me, My daughter, your heart is My repose; it is My
delight. I find in it everything that is refused Me by so many souls. Tell this to
My representative. And an instant later, I saw nothing, but a whole ocean of
consolations entered my soul.
340 I know now that nothing can put a stop to my love for You, Jesus, neither suffering,
nor adversity, nor fire nor the sword, nor death itself. I feel stronger than all these
things. Nothing can compare with love. I see that the smallest things done by a soul
that loves God sincerely have an enormous value in His Holy eyes.
341 November 5, 1934. One morning, when it was my duty to open the gate to let out our
people who deliver baked goods, I entered the little chapel to visit Jesus for a minute
and to renew the intentions of the day. Today, Jesus, I offer You all my sufferings,
mortifications and prayers for the intentions of the Holy Father, so that he may
approve the Feast of mercy. But, Jesus, I have one more word to say to You; I am
very surprised that You bid me to talk about this Feast of mercy, for they tell me that
there is already such a feast 81 and so why should I talk about it? And Jesus said to
me, And who knows anything about this feast? No one! Even those who
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