For the happy man! - Collected writings DEPRESSION: Ed Atkins

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This one goes out to your singular hands that once held firm. This one goes out to your singular hands that once held firm to the point of callousing and crusting. And the liberal application of Atrixo hand cream (the choice of the blasted Norwegian fishermen) – applied by one hand to the other, though both hands, in this instance, were mine and still are. The sometime application of moisturiser by sometime other hands or hand-singular on my hand-singular or hands: the whole mess of palms, digits, knuckles, diminishing wrists, balling, fisting together beneath a slick bind of artificial or sometime natural oils – humectants, emollients, lubricants, etc. Down here, I think of everything according to the morphology of gastropods. Up there, the sculpting of the self assumes cellular annihilation or apoptosis. In order for fingers to form, a separation between the fingers must also form. It is apoptosis that produces the interstitial void that enables fingers to detach themselves from one another. Down here, it’s the opposite –or very nearly. Down here it’s all parthenogenetic convulsions and metastatic stings. And nothing is separate from anything else; And everything shares a dermic fibrosity;
And everything is hollow. And everything is a drum, now. For what it’s worth and for all the good it’ll do you: I like to watch archive footage of fagged stand-up. You like to watch pneumatic, hetero-stale, oatmeal-porn. We like to watch state funeral coverage. He likes to watch drastic, surgery-stooping makeovers. She likes to watch parochial videography on shagged CRTs in the dim, sweet rooms of provincial museums. It likes to watch the crude brush-strokes, made. I like to watch catch-up TV. You like to watch the info-graphics proving culpability. We like to watch for the change on departure boards. He likes to watch the scene unfurl through the fat GRID of a portcullis. She likes to watch the decline. It likes to watch the blue ECG and the blue light fade. Acrylic plastic porthole of the hushed wet bell. COMING UP through the moon pool:
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Minotaur 2013
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Depressions
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The proper work of a thumb lies in
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are simply weapons for piercing the
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Dear [...] This will be presented i
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The tumour, spanning many acres now
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TEETH, and a battle is pitched betw
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A cave again, this time somewhere i
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The underside of a banana slug. The
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taxidermist, so as to preserve its
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a golf ball. I fucking hate golf, y
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As previously discussed elsewhere,
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varieties: RODS AND CONES (rods of
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Feel its tentacular motion inside y
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droxyurea, Hydrea, Idarubicin, Idam
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of blasé humanity writhing happily
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Do it 2013
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Graciousness - hospitality at all c
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- My daughter says she loves to ice
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Or remembering thinking: I used to
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Or the admission that I bought a kn
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Or the gap in the journal here. A f
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Or someone once writing something a
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Or that an index of absence is a so
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Or something like that. Diminished
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gler, to be precise - on to the arm
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Or the too-late comprehension that
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Or there’s THIS, off the TOP OF M
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tralaminar nuclear group (baffled a
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incerta (lopsided), PITUITARY GLAND
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have - the other seemingly a king o
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The brute indomitability of a list.
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Or a massive tattoo of a shark bite
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Or, to focus a little, the reptilia
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Or, that we are not limited to verb
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Or perhaps it’s more useful to be
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Or... I suppose. False positives an
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Or confiding that the head eventual
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Or you climb the dangling rope left
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Or a diagonal movement across bus s
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Or being an aggravation of the exis
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Or again, in 2012, albeit INTERNALL
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Three shorts 2012 - 13
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jaw, eight twice, From what I can m
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of fecklessness and animal despair.
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ing the problem. We’ll shave arou
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Horse-head or Triangulum Emission G
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Meringue 2011
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Somebody’s baby boy
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Somebody’s Baby Boy, half dead, s
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[...] Can you smell that? (*RUMMAGE
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like skull; your skull is more poro
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those trapdoor spiders - those trap
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piss-stream. The ones that hook-on
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channels. Purposeless. The stuff I
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whistling, singing - whatever it is
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Air for concrete 2011
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mouth. Do you even have a mouth? [.
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[…] I’m sure you can picture as
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ody’s. Microscopic flakes of Leon
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ody. […] Surrounded by gratuitous
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Your father’s horrific sunglasses
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horizon from the window of a double
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a click, looks up towards the ossif
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impunity, fearlessly, expressively!
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450You, standing DUMBSTRUCK in a be
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within the hole. 1(These things, ag
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40,000 ADThe patron saint of atroph
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seems so phenomenally archaic as to
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patron saint of poets and refugees,
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valued member of the team’. A ton
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1372A polytheism that describes the
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with his right. The words he uses,
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