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For the happy man! - Collected writings DEPRESSION: Ed Atkins

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nally, <strong>the</strong> myriad knotted bodies of a nest<br />

of polygonal, computer-generated snakes.<br />

Or perhaps tapeworms. So, no hissing, no<br />

perceptible movement, just wet muteness.<br />

Mute and blind and deaf. Orally fixated, of<br />

course. A devouring muteness. Here, in <strong>the</strong><br />

sacrosanct form of a reliquary, rendered in<br />

smoo<strong>the</strong>d brass. Brass buffed by <strong>the</strong> tender<br />

touches of countless passing apologists to a<br />

high, white-gold gleam. Fading to a Bruise-<br />

Black (or Mars Black, or Lamp Black, or Ivory<br />

Black, or maybe Paynes Grey, or Charcoal<br />

Grey; perhaps <strong>the</strong> Parylene Black of Piano<br />

Black) in <strong>the</strong> folds, <strong>the</strong> deep creases. Dumb<br />

dark thoughts down <strong>the</strong>re. A catalogue of<br />

phrenological superstition: <strong>the</strong> most groped<br />

areas being <strong>the</strong> seeming cerebellum and <strong>the</strong><br />

frontal lobe, roughly. All of this, spotlit in <strong>the</strong><br />

apse of a temple somewhere deep in <strong>the</strong> colonic<br />

catacombs of Paris.<br />

The year two I can think of nothing heavier than a hu<strong>man</strong><br />

thousandbrain, really. A hu<strong>man</strong> brain on a marble slab.<br />

Or a hu<strong>man</strong> brain dawdling on an anvil before<br />

a furnace. Gravity and <strong>the</strong> distinct lack<br />

of a skull describing its slumped immensity.<br />

Slimed, as if freshly bir<strong>the</strong>d through a gaping<br />

trepanation bordered with amniotic marmalade.<br />

Or emerging instantaneously through a<br />

trapdoor on <strong>the</strong> stage from some primordial<br />

mire below. Hoving into view through a dissipating<br />

cloud of <strong>the</strong>atrical smoke.<br />

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relics of a system of capital that now

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