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For the happy man! - Collected writings DEPRESSION: Ed Atkins

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epulsing our clinched beings for its own conceit. Tides, night,<br />

light, some forms of beauty – lunacy, even – especially – derived<br />

from our distant apprehension: while up here at <strong>the</strong> source, in<br />

<strong>the</strong> silence, we are, I think, essentially bloodless, and essentially<br />

motionless, transfixed.<br />

The only movement you and I experience being <strong>the</strong> direct<br />

result of a larger object’s whims.<br />

This kind of deferential behaviour fools no-one.<br />

The entire cast of a Bresson film. Inscrutable but simultaneously,<br />

miraculously, utterly clear, opened – gaped, like <strong>the</strong><br />

eyes of a dumb owl – interpolated by us: <strong>the</strong> holes in search of<br />

boundaries.<br />

You and I understand <strong>the</strong>m: <strong>the</strong>ir frigid faces.<br />

You propose a film in which ‘models’ from Bresson’s<br />

company perform as <strong>the</strong> 66 natural satellites of Jupiter. Jupiter<br />

being something like a central bank, or a river, or a castle, or<br />

a prison, or a farmhouse. The satellites wander – impassivivity<br />

veiling desperation – around Jupiter, coming into contact – just<br />

– with one ano<strong>the</strong>r.<br />

The lightest kiss;<br />

The slightest graze of a hand on a forearm;<br />

The warm – or cold – depression made by a gaze.<br />

Though it would be more accurate to call such a gaze a reflection.<br />

Nothing behind – as in, no source to outward movement.<br />

At least, nothing we could describe as being for or at YOU.<br />

Each model’s stark face turned toward us. <strong>For</strong> our inspection,<br />

though it’s hard to look for long at or into <strong>the</strong> ga<strong>the</strong>red

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