For the happy man! - Collected writings DEPRESSION: Ed Atkins
For the happy man! - Collected writings DEPRESSION: Ed Atkins For the happy man! - Collected writings DEPRESSION: Ed Atkins
Or again, in 2012, albeit INTERNALLY – a doubling, tripling; multiplying of this, perhaps diminished each time. Or again, in 2460, by a seated individual, exhausted. Or a precedent set; a stylistic paradigm; a rule base; a perimeter carved out of the flagstone; a minimum SENTENCE; a maximum sentence of life. Or I admit that I cannot conscionably say that it is beyond reasonable doubt. My thinking of and about guilt, sir. No, sir. I cannot say that. I will not say that. What I will say, however, is that some part of me is guilty. Some part. Which part, sir, I cannot say; but some part of me – physical, mental, spiritual – is riven with guilt. I can feel it, sir. Where specifically, sir, I could not tell you. But I feel it, sir: a kernel of guilt. A steel ball bearing of guilt. Absolutely insoluble guilt, sir. I know that I did it. Spoken sincerely (sworn to truth with the left hand resting on a book and the right on where one imagines the heart to be), from somewhere in Tarzana. Where she lived. [...]
Or The Cavern Under The Cloud. Where we are now.
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Or The Cavern Under The Cloud.<br />
Where we are now.