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Fire in our hearts - Jesus Army

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FIRE IN OUR HEARTS THE LORD TOOK HOLD OF BUGBROOKE<br />

ready challenged by the early Christians, found them an <strong>in</strong>spiration.<br />

It seemed to many that God had raised up this <strong>Jesus</strong> Movement<br />

<strong>in</strong> the States as a demonstration of real brotherly love.<br />

One author looked on <strong>in</strong> admiration:<br />

These young people who formed communes... are the pace-setters<br />

and <strong>in</strong>novators... They radiate a quiet joy such as the early<br />

Franciscans knew. Their music reflects a holy hilarity. They have<br />

offered the first <strong>in</strong>ducement <strong>in</strong> years to make me want to be<br />

young aga<strong>in</strong>... They do not discrim<strong>in</strong>ate because of age, sex,<br />

race or status. They have broken down the barriers. 14<br />

We watched a film on the <strong>Jesus</strong> Revolution and a music group<br />

visited us from the <strong>Jesus</strong> People <strong>in</strong> the States. We felt God’s<br />

lead<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> all this and cont<strong>in</strong>ued to pray for Rufus.<br />

‘Read Hamlet, Rufus. Read Hamlet!’ Rufus’ dad poked his<br />

head out of the w<strong>in</strong>dow as his tra<strong>in</strong> pulled out of Northampton<br />

Station.<br />

Rufus knew that his dad was deeply depressed and was<br />

obsessed with thoughts of suicide. As he waved goodbye Rufus’<br />

heart was heavy. He knew Hamlet all right — ‘To be or<br />

not to be...’ The words drummed <strong>in</strong> Rufus’s m<strong>in</strong>d.<br />

With<strong>in</strong> h<strong>our</strong>s his dad was dead. Rufus felt desperate and<br />

helpless. What comfort could he offer his mum? Chant<strong>in</strong>g and<br />

meditation were great, but it didn’t help anyone else. As soon<br />

as he left the lotus posture the world closed <strong>in</strong> on him.<br />

He’d grown sick of his life as an actor — of the unreality of<br />

it all. Jess had a baby — his mum kicked them out and he<br />

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