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Fire in our hearts - Jesus Army

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FIRE IN OUR HEARTS<br />

NEW GENERATION<br />

Jason went back starry-eyed to work th<strong>in</strong>gs out <strong>in</strong> Bristol. His<br />

church was shy of charismatic gifts, let alone community. He<br />

enthused, <strong>in</strong>spired, and even raged about ‘Zion’. They understood.<br />

He was young. But <strong>in</strong> the end he was unable to cope<br />

with a tamed life. Jason p<strong>in</strong>ed away and began to stumble. I<br />

found him <strong>in</strong> Bristol and brought him back to <strong>our</strong> Men Alive<br />

For God Day. <strong>Jesus</strong> Life captured the mood:<br />

Bright banners and swirl<strong>in</strong>g patterns; the name of <strong>Jesus</strong> <strong>in</strong> col<strong>our</strong>s<br />

sp<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g on the wall. Smoke, lights and wild danc<strong>in</strong>g. The<br />

strength and sound of 600 men worshipp<strong>in</strong>g together, hold<strong>in</strong>g<br />

high the torch. Mascul<strong>in</strong>ity and friendship. Informal sem<strong>in</strong>ars.<br />

Energy, buzz and ano<strong>in</strong>t<strong>in</strong>g. Flow<strong>in</strong>g with the river or climb<strong>in</strong>g<br />

the spiritual mounta<strong>in</strong>. Exuberant youth abseil<strong>in</strong>g from the ceil<strong>in</strong>g<br />

and challeng<strong>in</strong>g us to be dar<strong>in</strong>g. Adoration and rave culm<strong>in</strong>at<strong>in</strong>g<br />

<strong>in</strong> a sp<strong>in</strong>e-t<strong>in</strong>gl<strong>in</strong>g f<strong>in</strong>ale, ‘All hail the power of <strong>Jesus</strong><br />

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But it wasn’t the amaz<strong>in</strong>g technicol<strong>our</strong> that touched Jason.<br />

It was the prophetic clarity and the common cause. Jason wept<br />

his heart out. The follow<strong>in</strong>g morn<strong>in</strong>g, as we all worshipped<br />

together, he seemed to see just one man, one body. ‘This is it,’<br />

he said. ‘This is the bride.’ And the tears flowed. We called<br />

him Jason Tenderheart.<br />

A few days later, he said goodbye to his old council estate<br />

<strong>in</strong> Bristol and moved to Cornhill Manor. Jason was a hungry<br />

disciple who wanted the works and milked me for wisdom.<br />

We would go off adventur<strong>in</strong>g, sometimes follow<strong>in</strong>g ‘words’<br />

from the Lord. ‘Fox and Hounds’ was one of his. But there<br />

were so many <strong>in</strong>ns with that name <strong>in</strong> the county that <strong>our</strong><br />

would-be evangelism turned <strong>in</strong>to a non-alcoholic pub-crawl!<br />

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