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Fire in our hearts - Jesus Army

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FIRE IN OUR HEARTS<br />

COMMUNICATE!<br />

‘How?’ was the curt reply. Nathan badly needed some answers.<br />

One night he was feel<strong>in</strong>g so desperate that he turned up at<br />

the Farm. He found Noel and Rufus very helpful. Over a period<br />

of months they talked th<strong>in</strong>gs through; Nathan, rash, confused,<br />

defensive, try<strong>in</strong>g to understand himself; Noel and Rufus<br />

quietly listen<strong>in</strong>g and giv<strong>in</strong>g help where they could. Often<br />

Nathan rang up <strong>in</strong> the middle of the night, stoned. They understood.<br />

At one <strong>Jesus</strong> Revolution meet<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> Coventry Nathan<br />

brought his girlfriend along. But when she started to mock,<br />

he lost his cool. ‘I would die for these people,’ he shouted.<br />

Realis<strong>in</strong>g what he’d said, he rushed backstage and wept.<br />

The next even<strong>in</strong>g he appeared with the band <strong>in</strong> Northampton<br />

(to the delight or dismay of many). Noel <strong>in</strong>vited Nathan,<br />

Phil and two others to the parents meet<strong>in</strong>g at Cornhill the<br />

follow<strong>in</strong>g night. He <strong>in</strong>tended to focus on <strong>our</strong> community teenagers<br />

and wanted the ‘rebels’ to speak for themselves.<br />

Nathan’s frank shar<strong>in</strong>gs had alerted Noel to the acute needs<br />

of <strong>our</strong> youth. Grow<strong>in</strong>g up with<strong>in</strong> the ‘straight and narrow’,<br />

some had struggled with feel<strong>in</strong>gs of frustration and rejection.<br />

As they now entered maturity they needed to be trusted<br />

and given space. Many had made friendships with older brothers<br />

and this helped enormously to work th<strong>in</strong>gs through outside<br />

the family circle. Parents could often do little more than<br />

step back and cl<strong>in</strong>g to God’s promises.<br />

At the packed meet<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the K<strong>in</strong>g’s Room Noel spoke of<br />

his vision for <strong>our</strong> somewhat neglected teenagers. We’d given<br />

much to evangelism but these young men and women were<br />

dest<strong>in</strong>ed to be the spr<strong>in</strong>gboard for greater th<strong>in</strong>gs amongst<br />

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