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Fire in our hearts - Jesus Army

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FIRE IN OUR HEARTS<br />

COMMUNICATE!<br />

We determ<strong>in</strong>ed to forgive one another and to forgive all<br />

who’d written or spoken aga<strong>in</strong>st us. We also took what steps<br />

we could to be reunited <strong>in</strong> heart with the Baptist Union and<br />

the Evangelical Alliance. We prepared a Declaration for Wembley<br />

<strong>in</strong> which we resolved ‘to love, forgive and enc<strong>our</strong>age<br />

one another and enthusiastically believe that fires of revival<br />

are break<strong>in</strong>g out <strong>in</strong> church and nation.’<br />

At Wembley, Lynn Green from YWAM challenged us to catch<br />

some of the fire now blaz<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> much of the third world and to<br />

plant churches throughout Brita<strong>in</strong>. We had already set targets<br />

for church-plant<strong>in</strong>g but res<strong>our</strong>ces were low and some<br />

problems still unresolved. We opened a new house <strong>in</strong> Oxford<br />

but it was <strong>our</strong> only purchase. 1990 was a year for mend<strong>in</strong>g<br />

nets.<br />

The tear<strong>in</strong>g and repair<strong>in</strong>g went on. Church membership<br />

was grow<strong>in</strong>g but more were mov<strong>in</strong>g out of community than<br />

<strong>in</strong>. These <strong>in</strong>cluded a handful of committed celibates who now<br />

wanted to marry. Such breakdowns <strong>in</strong> celibacy showed the<br />

need for pure motives, caution and wisdom <strong>in</strong> deal<strong>in</strong>g with a<br />

gift as vulnerable as it was precious. We urged a trial year<br />

before mak<strong>in</strong>g a celibate vow.<br />

Happily many who struggled with temptations found a<br />

deeper reality, not <strong>in</strong> repress<strong>in</strong>g their emotions, but <strong>in</strong> rek<strong>in</strong>dl<strong>in</strong>g<br />

their passion for <strong>Jesus</strong>. First love was really what all<br />

this upheaval was about.<br />

At the Easter Festival the theme was full surrender. Many<br />

came forward for ‘sanctification’ but I found it hard to believe<br />

that all who shot their hand up afterwards had really<br />

entered the sunlit regions of perfect love. Especially those<br />

who then lit up outside!<br />

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